بسم الله الرØمن الرØيم BismillahirRahmanirRahiim It's been awhile since I've posted a proper rant. I'm heavily broken hearted. I bear sad news that I am in the process of divorce. There are feelings that is lost which is involved. There's a third part which is involved. I am not strong enough to fight through this wall and carry on our marriage. I cannot have the thought that my wife is contacting another guy from her workplace while I still try to prove my worth. I do not know what to think. I do not know who's at wrong. It's been multiple negativity rolling over, snowballing to what it is now. I'm sure it's the same for my wife. But I... Fought through it... I still tried to carry on with our marriage. I didn't try to find another...... But it feels as tho... No.. I know I am partly at fault too. My family members have been trying to console me saying I've been a good guy and not to blame myself. While my wife keeps emphasizing about our...
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https://open.spotify.com/track/1lnongQG3fZXFBXmWHm1dU?si=S0QouWOFTGGZv7Ez2ts4jA Where did all the good things go That used to get me high when I needed them the most? I wanna know Is all I'll be A broken thing? Is it just me? I wanna know Why, why I feel like this Like I'm alone in the world, I don't fit in my skin? And I'm afraid of the day, so I don't wanna talk And it weights so much, I want everything to stop When did everything become so real? When did mom trade in that cape for pills? How come I don't feel the things I used to feel? And lost that trust in myself? Tell me Will I ever be significant to someone if I don't feel like I'm worthy When lookin' at everything I've done? I wanna know when I started this overthinking Believing the shit I tell myself, pulling away from everyone I wanna know if this is really forever Am I just defective or would I get better, if I could let it go? And if a heart gets broke in half, will I ever get it ba...
