I feel like I should write a good post about this.
Where am I? What am I doing now? Why am I here?
I decided to pursue a MA in Applied Linguistics: TESOL (instead of the initial enrolled MA in Theology) because...
"I actually prayed about changing majors these past few days and thought a
lot about what I want to do realistically in the near future and I came
to this conclusion: my heart for doing full time ministry/helping
people to come to know the Gospel has not changed, but I guess just the
method has changed. Theology seems to be too "up there" for now for me,
so I chose TESOL so I can have a job and share with people by being
alongside them (they won't immediately think of me as the "other"
spiritually since i don't have the theology major label anymore.)
I think this will be a good opportunity for me to learn how to teach
(which I can apply to other aspects such as teaching Bible in small
group etc) and to get a job skill that can be useful for missions in the
future.
I feel like I'm not matured enough to study theology now, so maybe I can
go into theology in the future when I am more ready. God seems to have
made the programme change process really easy (which I did pray
about--if God doesn't close the door, then I can take it as a yes to go
for it) so I feel at peace with it."
It actually fits me quite well because it involves:
-teaching, which is what I want to do (whether it is in Bible, English, music, etc; and I'm sure the skills I learn in this MA is transferable to these other areas).
-linguistics, which I have always been interested in.
-psychology (cognition, learning etc)
-biology (yea, terms for the brain which thankfully I still remember vaguely)
-a job skill (useful for missions also; and is more closely related to my passion of working with normal people in the Asian context).
-the skills of learning a language. If I decide to study Greek, Hebrew, German and other languages in the future, some of the theories I learn will apply and help me learn new languages faster.