Wednesday, December 14, 2016

Growing in 2016

It's been dinosaur ages since i've last written here :P

Looking back at 2016, I'd say it's been a year of growth. I've learnt to love the stubborn and unlovable, I found love and I experienced His love like never before.

I thank God for putting this special individual in my life, for making our paths cross. He strengthens my faith in God and brings me closer to Him. We share a passion for medical missions. I thank God for you Leh Siang.


My past year in KK Padawan holds bittersweet memories aplenty. Although i'm transferring to new ground next year, it will always have a special place in my heart. The connection I've built with the community there is something irreplaceable. I will miss the hour long drive to work across the lush green mountains, avoiding the dogs that litter the roads like they own the place (omgoodness), the familiar faces who come for one to three monthly follow ups with me, the folks who tell me about their children, their problems, the 91 yr old elderly man who cupped my face in his hands bcz he missed his children, the aunty with the suspected PTB that stubbornly refused to be investigated and treated but finally had a change of heart after tedious counselling, the patients who bring me fruits of their hard labour, the sincerity and warmth of the farming community.

There have also been many trials that tested the limits of my patience due to poor health awareness, poverty, lack of infrastructure and poor maintainence of the health facility. It was to my utter surprise upon learning about the operational area of my clinic, that there were more than 6000 people from 26 villages around my clinic, some living as far as a 2 hour drive plus a 1 hour journey on foot away! There were a lot of social issues to deal with and teenage pregnancy and single motherhood was rampant. There were issues with the water supply, electricity trips, transportation maintainence etc. Not a fan of administrative work, I was forced to dive into clinic management work to sort out all these issues as the only medical officer there.  Truly a time of building up my patience, perseverance and at times, just depending on God for His mercy.

It was also a time that I had a turn in considering my future pathway. Things js didnt turn out the way I expected, so a change of course was taken.

Nostalgia aside, I visited my brother in Toronto for his graduation! :)
at the U of T with the brother

Niagara falls American side
Stood in awe of the majesty of Niagara Falls, had far too many giant juicy sandwiches, braved the unpredictable weather in this yr's summer, tried all sorts of cheeses, did wine tasting at a vineyard, gushed at the beautiful blossoms of Butchart Garden. But at the end of it all, i'm still a Msian through and through. Missed eating rice and msian food at the end of the two weeks. xD
Would've been soaked head to foot if without the raincoat :P


Coffee and Churos

The city hall in the background
the yellow schoolbus I've always read of in the story books

CN Tower


Poutine, a concoction of potatoes, cheese curds with a sauce of your choice


Fish with salad

Orcas in Victoria

A rose garden brought me back in time to Alice in Wonderland
So.... find me three golden eggs, a golden goose and a golden harp and i will grant you your heart's desire. xD 

Flowers at the Butchart garden



Hoot!

The winter olympics torch of 2010 in Vancouver

The Nest, in Uni of British Columbia in Vancouver. wonder why it's called the Nest?

Ta da! cz it's a nest in a building. :P brother's friends took us around the uni.


Took the aqua bus to Granville Island

Oyster burger and salmon wrap at Go Fish

An iron building!

Trekked through a cedar forest

Spotted spiky sea urchins on sale at the Fisherman's Wharf 
Another interesting fact was that somehow, pei sun, kevin, shalisha and I ended up in Kuching together! :P 8 years of friendship and counting.

Last but not least, I thank God for family. A place where the heart belongs, where I find comfort, security and shamelessly, home-cooked food. :P Will be transferring to kk petra jaya next year, which will be a different sort of primary care environment, bcz it's located in the city and offers more services.

I guess for the coming year I wish to grow more.
- To grow more in Him to see more harvest.
- To love unconditionally.
- To persevere in pursuing my goals.
Cheers to the coming year!
the boisterous caleb life group! :D

And may the rashes and ulcers resolve asap! contracted hand foot mouth disease and ended up taking medical leave this week. had to miss a friend's farewell and an upcoming christmas party :'( at this juncture I now miss my mouth and limbs during their disease free period more than ever.

Saturday, December 26, 2015

Couldn't Have Asked For More



This is so sweet!
Posted by Anthony Ramsey on Thursday, December 17, 2015

On a normal Sat morning, I was js scrolling through my fb newsfeed. Something struck me when I watched a video of a child crying tears of joy, hugging his foster parents and not letting go after opening his Christmas gift. It was a letter of adoption. He was an orphan. I teared up and immediately felt a surge of gratitude. 

Gratitude
- For a family with a loving environment
- For growing up without lacking life necessities (that includes the internet xP)
- For having the freedom of choice. Because for many, there are obstacles in their life that hinder them from making choices. Mostly due to financial constrain and family expectations. 

Being in the polyclinic in a rural area made me grateful for the things I have in my life. A teenage girl spoke to me about her dream to further her studies and work that was cut short when she married a guy (through an arranged marriage) at the age of 17. Her husband does not permit her to work so she has been reduced to performing mere household chores. She has no financial control, but sells a little of her garden produce to earn a small amount of pocket money for herself. 

In this modern era (lol sounds like i'm writing an essay for english exam) I cannot believe how a person can live in such a condition. Dreams that were cut short by a lack of farsightedness of those around her. It was as though they had no vision in life, but to just survive day by day, stuck in the cycle of poverty. I learnt that many families in the rural areas encourage their children to get married at a young age so that the burden of supporting that child is then on the husband (who is still in his teens, also a mere child if u ask me). The youngest mother my clinic has recorded is aged 13. These teens grow up with the life goal of getting married and having children. 

Flabbergasted. 

Hopelessness or helplessness? 

Perhaps both. 

I am blessed. To have grown up with the gift of choice and to have parents who had vision for my future. It's only right to do justice to that by living life to the fullest and continuing to chase my dreams. 

Sunday, November 1, 2015

Closing this book, yet to open another.

The past few months have been a little of a whirlwind. A while ago, I was watching my close friends leave one by one, going on to pursue the next stage of their career. And I was awaiting my turn, knowing it's just around the corner. Before I knew it, housemanship ended. What's next? It's an independent journey of pursuing your dream. whether it's a certain area of specialty, building a family, getting that dream house or visiting a beautiful foreign country. What's next is a journey of self improvement and reaching life goals while not forgetting your roots.

To be honest, it can be pretty scary. After settling in my comfort zone in Sibu for the past 2 years, I'm moving on. Going back to Kuching. Guess i'm lucky in that sense to be posted somewhere near home.

Nostalgia kicks in as I countdown my last few days in this quaint old town with undulating roads that I have grown so familiar to. There are so many things here that I will miss. The workplace, colleagues and bosses. The hospital canteen that sells chinese food (oh so rare). The kopitiams' foochow food (seriously love foochow food). The old school cinema and my fav Nichii store. The cute kiddos in my uncle's house.

Many friends have gone on to district hospitals, clinics or stayed on in Sibu, becoming medical officers who carry big ass responsibilities for patients. There are many bosses whom I look up to as role models, bearing astounding qualities that I strive to have. Stepping into their shoes now.

Solemnity aside, vacation was real awesome. :P The snow capped mountains, blue lakes, green pastures that I could only imagine from my Geography textbook 10 yrs ago (ok la 12 years ago), came to live! Not just pictures of the sheeps and alpacas, but real ones. :P hehe. Baaaa!

Auckland city, the capital of NZ with the Skytower in view


The Luge. Super fun ride, like a go kart. they also have challenging trails for seasoned Lugers.
The hot spring and geyser at Rotorua
Lake Rotorua in the wee hours of the morning. 

Cherry blossoms!
Cudnt help doing this shot hiding behind the cute bushes xD oh so furry looking
Alpacas
Lake Te Anau
The rocky mountains at Milford Sound National Park
Queenstown lake

Where i did not bungy jump. lols. I have not overcome the fear.
Some awesome choc wrappers. 
A common sight along the bus trail. More sheeps than peeps!

Lake Tekapo. Loving the icy mountain range behind the crystal blue waters.

A little friend I brought back. His name is Scott. :P Brother says it looks like a dog?? I beg to differ!

And... Boracay was a trip up north to Philippines filled with beautiful sandy beaches, blue skies and sea, sipping on cocktails by the seaside with the live band playing

The fabulous four reunited!
 
U can take a ride on a yatch during the sunset. Totally worth it. 

Obligatory photo of coconut trees
A glimpse of the turqoise coloured sea
Every trip had its memorable part. Our trip to Krabi two years back saw us suffering from severe muscle ache after 3 hours of kayaking and climbing 1000 steps up a hill. (really damn painful, sleepless nights can die)
This year, quote Shalisha, we had the whole slumdog millionaire experience. We went to boracay during the monsoon season (i forgot to check the weather before booking the air tix) so it was rainy on alternate days. (all the awesome pictures were taken on the sunny days lol) unfortunately on our snorkelling day it rained like crazay so we were chill to the bones and shivering in the boat and waded through ankle deep waters on some streets to get back to our hotel. xD note to self, no more island trips in the future and to check the weather before deciding on a trip destination.

A few memorable shots from not too long ago.
the girls i can talk absolute nonsense with
grace's farewell to hkl
HO night 2014 with dearest Durga
ortho gang from first posting
the lovely girls in my cell group
So..... goodbye Hospital Sibu, hello clinic!