My Secret Me

Got my MUET results today... it's exactly what i expected... so no surprises...
Band 5... not bad right??
The problem is... i needed another 7 points to band 6...
Haih... it would be better if i had not known my total marks...
But still, OK la...

Aaarrrrggghhh!!!!!!
I'm just soooooooo angry... i just don't know who to blame... is it me or someone or something else??
There are a lot of things that i know i can do and achieve... but why is there always someone or something in front of me, preventing my progress or achievements??
Why is this world so unfair?? Can't anyone just be fair and treat everyone equally??
Maybe it is my fault, but what is it that i can't be as good as the rest??
Why is it always me who have to be the almost-perfect one??
I really really hate this feeling of being there but not there yet...
Like there's wonderful delicious food on the table but not being able to reach it because there's a glass walls around it...
And the worst part is that everyone around you are satisfied with normal ordinary food and telling you how good it tastes...
When you know that if you could just find a door through the wall, you would be eating fabulous, delicious food...
Uurrghh... i'm so frustrated... just wanna relax but i really can't get it out of my mind...

Why... Why... Why...

DOUSHITE??????














I'm so sad... T.T

Arrived at E&O Hotel at 6.30 pm... Not a lot of people there yet so just walk here walk there... then when the gang came, we took lots of pictures lo... beach side... so very nice... at around 8, we were ushered into the ballroom di... food is not at 5 star hotel standard (too bad)... performance ok nia... the whole thing ended at 11... sharp... haih... lidat only lo...

What I Really Think:
I feel like the whole prom this year is just like a more formal dinner with friends... not much glamour or that 'prom' feel to it... plus... it's really really expensive...

Some pictures to share:
#Me... I think i smile too weirdly...#









#My classmates... without Mei... :( #