♥...precious moments...♥

jus now when i was havin my nap, i dream of sumting... i don make dream often.. i dreamt of my old friends.. yi vean, ee ling, jing ting and others which i couldn't remember.. its a happy dream.. its bout yi vean jus come bac from china and we meet up those things.. and anson (yi vean's bf) was very happy and make a welcoming cards or sumting like tat for her... cos yi vean went to china to have her attachment for half years.. haha.. dono y will dream of this things...

recently, i wasn't happy.. i always feel moody and sad.. dono wat leads to me like tis.. moreover, recently i keep on think lotsa things.. how la.. y la.. all those question marks always probed in front of me.. really dono wat to do.. summore recently, v do hav some quarrel and it make my feelings worse.. i dono y v come bac like tis again.. today is dy 3rd week we didn't c each other since i left kl.. time pass kinda fast.. within tis few weeks, i do ntg at home and jus shaking my legs..

mayb after a couple quarrel, no matter how, it still needs some time to recover as we hav been hurt and sad.. its really very hurtful when i quarrel wit u.. i feel bad wit it.. its jus an uncontrollable action when it comes to quarrel... u will spit out all wat u think... don u agree? so whenever after an argument, i will feel very hurt and sad to say all tat.. sorry for tat.. u told me b4 tat i cannot cry anymore without u by my side, and i did promised u bout tat.. but i m sorry tat i cant do tat.. i cant control it.. it will automatically rolls down my cheek.. sorry bcos i broke my promised...

one more things is u told me tat guys will always keep their feelings wit them and its natural born to keep their feelings wit them.. huh?? i jus wonder y cant guys share their feelings like gals? y must guys always keep it wit them and make them think alone? when a couple 2gether, aren't they should be honest and trust each other? aren't they shouldn't hav any lies o secrets between them? if a gf don know wat her bf is thinkin, then tis gf is used for wat? without tis, a gf cant do anythin to concern him o watever.. y guys so selfish bout their feelings? cant they jus share? guys will always share wit his best buddies rather than share wit his own gf.. izit rite? but in return, the guys always wan the gals to share everythin wit them, but wat bout themselves? really don understand...!!!

p/s: sorry dear, if i hav done anythin tat hurt u.. i doesnt meant to do tat..
p/s 2: dear, i dowan v continue like dat.. its really very hurt and sad.. but mayb v need some time for it.. anyway, jus wan u to noe tat no matter how i not goin to change my love for u and i still love u as much as b4..

today i went to dentist to check on my teeth.. b4 i dy went to few dentist to ask bout my tiger teeth whether can pluck o not.. the previously de doctor all told me tat cannot pluck tat tiger teeth cos if pluck dy then my mouth will 'zhou xing' and where the tiger teeth located there will kemek after i pluck tat teeth.. after all tat.. finally today i went to another doc as b4 my dad went there to pluck his teeth.. my dad told me tat tis doc very good and he pluck teeth not pain at all.. for me, in my whole life, i scared the most is pluck teeth... so, tis time i carry out a lot of courage to pluck my tiger teeth..

when it reach my turn, i went in and sit on tat chair.. the doc ask me wat i wanted to do, so i jus tell him tat i wanto pluck my teeth.. then i ask him tis teeth can pluck o not and he immediately told me tat sure can.. he say tat tis is an extra teeth as my teeth above has grow all.. after he finish saying, he straightaway take his needle to put injection for me.. oopss... scared till i wan cry liao.. but luckily the injection not pain at all.. but oso due to his professional.. haha... first, he inject on the left side of my teeth, second inject on the upper part of the teeth and thirdly inject on the bottom of the teeth.. omg... THREE injection to put me numb... ouch!!

after all the injection, i seated there a while to wait for the numb to works.. about 2-3 minutes, he come wit the "penyepit" which use to pluck the teeth out.. tat time i oso very scared of pain.. in less than 1 minute, the teeth is out.. and the wound oso bleeding.. the tiger teeth really very long.. i think around 2 cm.. and oso very sharp.. tis is onli pluck 1 teeth o.. next week gonna go bac there and pluck the other teeth.. haiz.. but frankly say, nowadays pluck teeth not tat pain like last time.. it is really not like i think tat pain.. hehe.. jus hope tat the wound will recover asap... :)

on tuesday nite, i acc my mum bac to Penang (where i was born) to deals somethings regarding some documents.. we sat 11pm de bus.. as we count, we will reach Penang around 9 or 9 sumting.. but mana tahu, we reach there at 10.30am.. delay our 1 hour plus time.. u noe wat?? tis is bcos the bus reach around ipoh area, then the driver masuk those kampung jalan and drop off passengers in different places.. at first, the bus was full.. but then when reach penang, there were onli left 4 passengers.. me and my mum and 2 more indians.. so, u can imagine tat along the kampung jalan the driver drop of how many passengers.. i think is from changkat jering/kering till seberang jaya..

after we reach there, we went to the settle out things first then we went for our brunch.. as we don hav transport, wat we can do is walk, walk and walk.. whole day i m walking from one places to another places wit my mum.. gosh~~~ add summore the weather like ki siao like dat.. hot till can sun burn, i think.. haha.. due to ages tat i have not been bac to penang, i saw a lot of changes there but the famous food around there will never change.. hehe.. as penang is famous of its specialty and delicious foods, so we went around to taste the foods again.. for examples, ais kacang, char koay teow, asam laksa, lobak, popiah, chee cheong fun, loh mee, hokkien mee and so on.. all of tis foods, u can find it everywhere in penang.. its foods are totally different from other places and it is hard to find as well.. so, if u hav the chance to visit Penang, u can try on this delicious foods... hehe..

after done tis done tat, then we went bac to Komtar there and walk walk around the shopping centre.. there de shoping centre, i cant c anythin which attracts me.. so sad.. at last, i wat oso din buy.. hehe.. tat time i was very very tired and my leg like its goin to broke.. hw i wish tat time i can hav someone to massage for me.. haha.. on tat day as well, we went bac to jb.. so semangat hor.. we sat 8.30pm de bus bac jb and when we reach jb, the time is 4.30am.. so so tired.. then come bac home clean myself then ready to slp tat time was 6.00am in the mornin.. fuuu~~ tats the half day trip of mine in Penang and bac to JB few hours later.. hehe...

bac again to my blog lo.. bout 1 week i din update my blog.. i finally finish my internship lo!! currently ar very free and sat i m goin bac to jb... i jus played a personality test.. i felt it is very accurate... all of the answers i choose are really the one i think in my heart.. since from sat, i have been having a fully happy and contented days... as dear is accompanying me, all the things we have done.. laugh, tease, play, watch movie... for me, all tis is already enuf as long as u ar by my side all the time.. how i wish to hav u beside me all da time.. i dono y.. when u ar by my side, my time will pass very fast and a day is gone for nothing but wit happiness... i wonder wat will happen if one day i lose u... cos i cant afford to lose u... but for sure i hope ntg gonna happen between us and hope we will always stay together for a long long time till never part.. tis wat i hope and wish for very much... miss u so so much.. *hugs*

while spending the time wit him, i still hav to finish up my report.. i never think tat my report contains of 100++ pages.. looks like very thick.. haha.. tomoro gonna hand up my report dy.. hopefully all will go smoothly and at last graduate lo!! hehe.. waiting for the graduation day.. but i think is around june to july.. so still long.. all is gonna different dy.. after i go bac, i will rest and clear all my things first before i start my next plans.. jus hoping that my dreams will come true..

dear... although i m goin bac to jb dy, and i am nt sure when will i come bac to kl, nt sure how long will we meet again, nt sure how long will we meet each other once, but i jus wan u to noe tat no matter how, u ar always on my mind and i will love u all da time... i will b always thinkin of u... caring bout u... hoping tat u will b happy all da time and ever... dear.. thank you for yr everything... appreciate it all a lot.. THANK YOU... u noe my dreams.. so BLESS me for tat.. so tat i can get wat both of us wan... get to c dear the comin days.. miss u a lot... *hugs* *hugs*... love you so much, dear shiang... muaxx muaxx...