Saturday, September 13, 2008
9:49 PM
oh shit. man utd just lost. 1 win 1 draw and 1 loss. doesn't really sound good. zzz. guess somehow they're missing cr. zzzzzz.
been studying econs the whole day. the words are starting to make me feel giddy. really feeling bored now. only read up a few lecture notes, wasted this whole day. hands are itching to play badminton la. or mayb pool? saw ms yau at the pool area at toapayoh. gt a freaking big shock la. its like maths on monday, and u're like still playing? zzz.
gonna study at amk tmr. hopefully i can do at least 2 papers. i hope.
its me against you; me against the world.
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Saturday, August 16, 2008
10:37 PM
no updates for the past weeks. nothing much going on. lost the badminton open a long time ago, and gt 4th for the soccer comp, though i played like shiat for the 1st match. signed up for the touch rugby comp, seems like i've joined every single competition this year. hopefully can win that one.went school for the mock test today. paper was kinda hard, tink i probably failed it, if it was the prelims. slacked around in school, before heading home. didn't get to play badminton orbasketball. slept a awhile and found out that the queensway trip was cancelled. did half a paper of physics and nothing else. zzz. going gym tomorrow, haven't been to gym for a very long time. zzz. monday gt the touch rugby practice and i need to find some boots.what about now?what about today?it's lost.
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Friday, August 01, 2008
10:49 PM
潘玮柏-转机凌晨的飞机最孤单的飞行从相机里面检视着回忆背景是残影我哪里都不想再去到哪里都触景伤情把遗憾托运易碎的情绪我手提想腻在一起我却身不由己你每次伤心我每次缺席遥远的距离我以为我们的爱情誓言里还会有转机没想到陌生机场写下结局各自的转机我放不过我自己转一圈回到了原地眼泪是一种提醒我还爱你让一切归零我放不过我自己仍相信爱会有奇迹人群中我找到你我抱着你我们的爱情还未完待续想腻在一起我却身不由己你每次伤心我每次缺席遥远的距离我以为我们的爱情誓言里还会有转机没想到陌生机场写下结局各自的转机我放不过我自己转一圈回到了原地眼泪是一种提醒我还爱你让一切归零我放不过我自己仍相信爱会有奇迹人群中我找到你我抱着你我们的爱情还未完待续(我放不过我自己)转一圈回到了原地眼泪是一种提醒我还爱你让一切归零我放不过我自己仍相信爱会有奇迹寻找我们的转机我抱着你我们的爱情还未完待续(我放不过我自己)眼泪是一种提醒让我们一起回忆我们的爱情我放不过我自己眼泪是一种提醒我们的我们的我们的爱爱爱爱我放不过我自己眼泪是一种提醒让我们一起回忆我们的爱情我放不过我自己眼泪是一种提醒我们的我们的我们的爱爱爱爱nohing happening much again. night studied once this week, on wednesday. wasn't too bad. did some ionic product tutorials. zzz. really nearing the prelims already. hope i don't screw up anymore. ran quite little this week. only on wednesday la. ran about 3km only. kinda little, and the 4pm sun is really HOT. not sure how am i gonna cope the heat for the nike run. and i still have the army half coming up soon. zzz 21km of running. really nuts liao. hopefully i wont end up in the hospitals zzz. gt my timing for the mizuno wave run. 00:57:14.34. lol tts abt the time i saw when i ran in. but somehow it doesn't take into account the time we passed through the start line. zzz. signed up for the badminton open, partnering with jieyang. and also signed up for the futsal. zzz. gt more confidence in the badminton open. hard to win the champ, but hopefully we can do it?我放不过我自己
仍相信爱会有奇迹
寻找我们的转机somehow i feel so useless.if only someone could helpthis pain.
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Monday, July 28, 2008
11:26 PM
just returned from the national stadium, after watching brazil olympic team vs singapore. freaking tired.went to hougang on saturday to try appeal for the standard chart, but it was closed. had a fun sliding around on the slides. zzz. went to meet wl and had steamboat dinner with kwek's family. wanted to pay but... oh wells. went over to kwek to some hw and when we reached the saturation point, we played xbox! played a few rounds, before going to sleep at abt 1. woke up at 6, prepared for the mizuno run and met kwek's fren oso. took the car to tp at the start point. ran about 56 mins. when i crossed the finishing line, the time read 57:10. minus the time we walked past the starting point, would be my time. went to tampines to have our lunch, before slacking abit at kwek's home and going home. repaired my handphone oso in the process. gh told us tt the tickets prices have fallen to 30 bucks. lol so decided to go. went to queue at bishan at sistic, but when when we were the 2nd to buy the tics, the counter closed. really crap. took cab to indoor stadium and bought our tics. wasn't easy either,at here. kept requeueing. match wasn't too bad. brazil kept dominating in the 1st half, in the half far away from our side. they scored 2 goals in the 1st half. couldn't really see it. the next half, singapore had a better fight, and somehow the action was oso in the half far away from us. zzz. somehow we keep choosing the wrong half. saw jo saw a goal in the 2nd half, and final score was 3-0. somehow singapore manage to put up a good fight, to avoid a thrashing. haha. so tired now, can't complete my kinetics tutorial now. zzz. the best sound, would be your name.
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Saturday, July 26, 2008
1:35 AM
okk, back again. gt back my results recently. wasn't too bad. wasn't too good either. gt a total of 54 rank pts. kinda lousy lo. failed my gp again. haven't been passing much of gp, and its like kinda near the a's already. tink i'm screwed for gp la. oh wells, gt cddes, for my grades. hais, wanna do better for the prelims. time to work harder. timetable now is really tiring. ending mostly at 5 these few days. somemore with the huge piles of tutorials and homework to do, it is really draining. can't really wait for the bloody a's to be over and be free from these shits. zzz. getting pissed off by my pun, cos he keeps picking on my absense during the kayak a division. really irritating. my sgc is gonna be screwed up because of him la. zzz. gonna have the mizuno run on sunday and i've been running alot recently. ran 4km ytd with weiliang and i just ran 5.5km with fats and john. met fats down my house, and ran to tp. den met john and ran to thomson. was supposed to go ronson house to slack, but then he was sleepy, so we skipped it. took the bus to tp, den ran back. kinda spooky la, the running park connector near my house. like i'm gonna get ambushed any moment lo. somehow, i tink my cardio aint gonna cope with the 10km on sunday. its kinda exhausted by the total running of almost 10km for the past 2 days. hopefully, it can recover as much on sat. wish my luck thn.no sarcasm in words, just curiousity and concern. no bullshit either.
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Tuesday, July 08, 2008
7:37 PM
well, 1st day of school, and i really had trouble getting up. zzz. so damn tired la. had the a div today, and had my withdrawal rejected. zzz. so it means that i have to row the k1 1000m race. really didn't wanna race, but had no chance. had to display my sportsmanship. zz. when i just got onto the boat, i capped. zzz. was thinking i am gonna get screwed real badly. zzz. cos i really really haven trained my k1 for like 4 months plus. zzz. all the holidays trainings, i was on a k2, which is MORE stable. haha. but anyway, completed the 1km with capping. that was kind of my aim. zz. came in last. hais. was 5th initially, den became last. zzz. oh wells, tt is sort of the end to my kayaking career? guess i probably won't join canoeing in Uni. went back school after that to take class photo, and played bb. was so engrossed tt i didn't notice the time. zzz. couldn't went down in time to support john and vincent for their k2 1000m. hopefully they did win. next 3 days all at mac. pray tt i wont be bored to death.i can't forget yesterday, grace today and face tomorrow.
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Monday, July 07, 2008
11:53 AM
haven't been updatin for a really long time. zzz. ok.been playing lots of sports recently. had basketball last wednesday, after our physics paper. zzz. we played at around 12 la, like the hottest part of the day. went home after that, and watched the movie, 'Hancock'. well, it really is sort of a cock movie. zzz. funny at parts, but the storyline was dumb. zzz. played badminton on friday with the guys. kinda lost touch already. zzz. guess i'm getting lousier now. played from 11-2, and was totally exhausted. after that, went to j8 to eat with the class, and arcaded a while. lol i wasn't playing that much la, just guiding chuen hwee, zzz. went with jy and wl to amk to help choose ball for ck. lolz. played abit of basketball at the court near jy house and went home. and then, played soccer on saturday. lol dunno how long nvr play soccer liao. like 5 months. or mayb 4? not so sure. zzz. wasn't too bad. lost both matches, but somehow, we weren't suppose to lose, cos we were dominating. zzz. really burnt alot of fats durin these 3 days. went to eat prata after that, and went to play basketball at school. won jy abc. haha, fact is a fact. school's starting tmr, but i won;t be in school, cos the a div is on. yea, and i've decided to withdraw from the k1 1000m. lol pointless to me. no trg, race wat shit man. so i just go there to support. skipping school from tues to fri. so officially, so my sch starts nxt week. and the new timetable sucks big time. zz. all days till 5 plus. ridiculous. will you still remember me? 1 month, 6 months, 1 year?
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