in the corner of your room you've stockpiled millions of my memories

so this is like 2 years late but i have been inspired.

i remember the day when we got knocked out, and we were all gutted. we gave our all in that match, all our efforts in the past year culminated in that one match. we didnt lose, but it felt like the end for it was. i still remember the start, where we all came in not knowing each other, not knowing how to play, but we came together and bonded. we started out as many different cliques, with our own internal problems but we pulled through and became close, sharing moments with each other.

we made fun of each other
we ate together
we were racist together
we gave everything we had
we all had the same passion
we went to island creamery together
we shopped for sticks together
we trained together

we didnt make it, but we came close.

no one expected us to, i think not even coach, we we showed them and ourselves that we had in in us. we had the same goals that we put so much blood sweat and tears towards.

a year ago before that match, i remember crying after the first match, my entire life crushed, my insides collapsing and i swore to myself i would make good when i could. the next year came, and we didnt do it and even though i still think about what could have been, i am thankful for the friendships i had made and the memories that stay with me till this day. you guys made school worthwhile and if it wasnt for you all i would not have survived.

maybe this christmas.

so it has been a very very long time since i've been here but recently, in the past week, i've had 2 dreams that have been way to cool for me to ignore and i would like to immortalise them. Here.

Dream the First:
Probably on the night of the 26th of february, although i cannot be sure.
(this is pretty short one by the way)
one day we, the family, were out on a walk and what do you know, we had a dog. it was a puppy, it was called thomsen (i choose to spell it this way) and it was frigging cute like for real.
okay thats the end of the first dream, anti-climatic i know. hahaha when i woke up i asked my mom if she wanted to get a dog and she said no so that's that.

Dream the Second:
The night of the 4th of march.
so the past few days have been spent with a taylor swift overload. from late nights trying to figure out what the line about romeo and juliet was or looking at people's msn nicks, she was EVERYWHERE.
but i've prolly heard that song about like 5 times ever so i couldnt say for sure what it was and i've never paid attention to it but last night, i had a dream about her.

this is it, in its entirety.

taylor swift was in singapore for some show or something and by some odd coincidence, we met and talked. and for some reason we really hit it off and just had this instant connection and both liked each other. and so we started seeing each other but we both knew it wasnt gonna last cos she only had a few days before having to go to the philipines or something plus her dad didnt approve of us dating. and suddenly i got this message telling me that she was leaving like straight away cos her sneaky dad rescheduled the flight or something and i was trying so hard to get to her and finally did somehow and said something like 'marry me juliet you'll never have to be alone' and then i dont know what happened next. i'm not exactly a romantic guy but the dream seemed pretty romantic and imagine my surprise (i've been listening to the song all day on repeat) when i found out in the song her dad didnt like romeo either ahahhaaha. i woke up feeling so.. surreal.

aye okay i'm gonna become a taylor swift fanboy now.

okay thats all folks, till next time, if ever.

Take that you blue shirted imbeciles. May your misery compound exponentially in moscow in 10 days time.

we are the same blood my friends, and we shall drink to that.

and then we'll dance!