
Once conference is over, I go back through and find some of my favorite quotes from our Modern-day Prophets, who I love so much. This conference seemed jam-packed with messages of love, understanding, friendship and faith. At first I listed all the people in my mind that I hoped were watching, but then I "Stopped it". I realized I needed these messages just as much as anyone else.
As I go through life trying to be the best wife, mother, friend, I find that I come up short in a lot of areas. It's humbling to catalog all your faults and weaknesses,
and NOT something to do when you are already struggling in life,
and NOT for the weak in heart,
and NOT something to do if you are having a bad hair day,
and NOT something to do if your best girl friend (and confidence booster) is out of town,
and NOT NOT NOT something to do if you are on a diet and can't eat chocolate!
You get my point, right? (Trust me on this one)...
But, by doing all this "self-inventory" I am finding ways to not only improve my self, but learning how to strengthen my testimony and to become closer to my Heavenly Father. Which, turns out... is a pretty nice place to be.
And here is the bottom line that I have come to grips with (and this small bit of fact is really what is helping me the most lately) is that everyone I see around me, that I think I will never live up to, and that I THINK I can never be good enough for.. well those people sin to. So really, I need to stop putting them on that soap box. They probably don't like being up there anyways. And by doing that, I may find that I can have better, deeper friendships with those I already love and those who I haven't given a chance because I just think they walk around being "perfect!" (ok, that was an exaggerated point) Anyways... in case I am not being clear. I, Barb, need to stop judging people, and in turn put myself down because I am not like ___________ (fill in the blank). Because, even though we sin differently, we are all children of God.
Now onto "funner" not, so, serious topics.
I am blonde now. Have been for sometime.
Our Tortoise, Pup is out of hibernation, YAY!!!
and last, (but we know not least) I can't get the song "Springsteen" by Eric Church out of my head, and YES it's a country song, and YES I have always liked country music.. and rap. Never mind.
Thanks for listening, and thanks for loving me, even though sometimes I ramble, like right now, thou I don't mean to. ok, goodnight!
Barb