It's 3:35 in the morning, I have been up for about two hours already, and no sign of going back to bed in the near future. I can't sleep. I CAN'T SLEEP! <---- that is me getting angry. :)
I have so much racing through my mind. I am making some changes, I am figuring things out. For the last few hours I have read post after post after post from this blog. It was refreshing, I have forgotten so much about the past, it has been a nice reminder for me, but also hard, let me tell you why.
I look back and realize how fast my little ones are growing up. It's so sad to me, I want them to be little forever. I found a post about Riley sneaking into the freezer and stealing Popsicle's, LOVE it! And Keagan loosing her first tooth, what a cutie, and Maddy, getting into the cereal cupboard and dumping Cheerios ALL over the place.
I know these all seem like small things, but I really am so happy I blogged about them. So sleepless nights like this one actually have a happy ending. Almost glad I couldn't sleep tonight, so I could re-read our past.
And one last thing: I miss Flagstaff like CRAZY! (The weather AND the people!)
Ok, going to try to count some z's now :)