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Wednesday, September 28, 2005
haiz.. yesterday.. i was really sad and hurt.. but i think that they are sad and hurt too.. i won't say their names here.. i will just name them A and B.. afew of my friends too.. yesterday was a fine day actually.. we went recess together again.. all this really changed my day..
after school or even after having self study which is extra curriculum time in school.. 2.30 to 3.30pm.. A and B wanted to go upstairs for something.. C, D, E actually wanted to follow.. i said i wanna make a move first.. its ok if i leave alone.. C wanted to go with me..
as she went to me, D and E followed C down to me.. so we left A and B behind.. when they caught up with us, they were mad at me and C.. scolded us first.. we were like crossing the road for something.. A and B scolded me first.. yes its my fault for leaving A and B behind..
but i didn't ask C, D, E to follow.. they could have waited for A and B.. besides leaving them behind, i think i scolded them too.. it just my fault.. i avoided them becos i suddenly had a urge not to go home with them.. i dunno why.. and at that very moment, we quarrelled..
i said to D and E that i wanna go home with them. its ok if i have to walk more than the distance i usually walk.. 66 came i didn't went up the bus.. A and B went up.. 60 came.. i went up the bus with D and E.. in the bus, A then msged me.. i dunno how to reply her becos i was scared..
i dunno what i'm scared of but i'm just scared.. D reached her bus stop first and so she went home.. E told me that we will alight at interchange as she needed to top up her card too.. on the way to the interchange, E asked me to lend her my phone as she wanna play bounce..
at this moment, B called.. E answered the call for me she said she wanted to answer it.. she told B that i was in the toilet.. B asked her dun play already quickly ask her answer the call.. E said that really she's in the toilet.. bluff u for what.. B seemed to be very dun believe what E is saying..
at last B believed it they put down the phone.. E went to top up her ez link card.. i waited for her to top up then we go take 225 home.. she actually wanted to take 225 green plate but at last she took 225 white plate with me.. i alighted first at ynps there..
when i reach home, received a call from B. she told me before i put down the phone, she want me listen.. then she tell me in a very fast tone nearly to the end she tell me not to msg or call her anymore.. from then we aren't friends anymore.. i cried.. i went to bath.. had an urge to update my blog.. so i on the com.. and think of all the sad and happy times we had in the past few months..
i loged on to my blogspot acc.. but when i only typed afew words, i didn't wanna post anymore.. carmen called me.. heard that my voice is like dun wanna talk like that..she asked me what happened.. i cried.. and i told her everything.. then on the second line, E called me..
using a voice that is delibrately wanting me to cheer up.. i told her dun play liao.. i then told her that i will tell her the next day which is today whatever happened when i've cooled down.. then i continued to talk to carmen.. she told me the probs she were having in school.. i wanted to console her.. but i wasn't able to do it..
as i wasn't able to talk properly when i cry.. after some time.. she told me she will call me some other time.. so we hang up the phone.. C msged me.. i told her i will call her when i've cooled down.. after some time.. i called her.. started to cry again.. i just dun understand..
my nose was blocked after all the crying..my head started to ache.. trying to keep myself awake so that i could watch the tvee programmes i normally watched daily.. i msged kah ming to ask if he's alright.. he dun seemed to be happy in school.. D asked me to msg riduan to ask if he's alright.. i msged him too..
didn't reply for some time.. after i watched the 7pm show, i thought i could hang on but i just can't.. went to have an extra type panadol.. and went to sleep.. when i wanna sleep liao, kah ming and riduan replied.. chatted with them for some time until 8.30pm i went to sleep when they didn't reply liao.. i woke up at about 9.30pm.. wanted to wake up and watch tvee at first..
but at last i didn't continue to sleep until the second time i woke up about 10.45pm.. btw.. i got headache becos i cried for very long.. wierd huh?? then after that i didn't wake up liao.. i woke up only today morning at 5.45am.. normally wake up at 6am..
but becos i'm scared that i would meet A and B in the bus so i sat the 6.45am bus.. went to school with D meet C in school.. well.. about what happen today.. there's nth special only that A didn't come to school.. B came to school.. but went home during science..
heard from C that B was sick.. so she went home.. i was wondering if i should msg A and B to ask them how they feeling now.. ask them to rest well, drink plenty of water.. but when i wanna msg them.. A msged me.. now i wonder if i should continue msg them or should i just give up the thought of msging them.. well.. i dunno.. thanks for listening to my boring story.. take carez.. and friends forever..
blogged @ 5:15 PM
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Friday, September 23, 2005
haiz.. sophia spread rumours saying that i like him.. but i dun.. really.. i treated him only as a brother.. nth more than a sibling love.. really.. its been days since sophia first say i like him.. she say, the other gals also follow her.. this few days i can't sleep well..
they kept saying i shui ling long then he xiao bai long.. say dunno what i look like shui ling long that's why they call me that.. then what xiao bai long and shui ling long together one so they called him xiao bai long.. ahh.. i have always treated him as a good friend, a bro, and someone i could get along well with..
that time i told sophia me and him always talk on the phone.. and talk until afew hours.. but now.. we dun have anything to say.. he doesn't call me nor msg me.. i doesn't call nor msg him too.. i dun dare talk to him nor call or msg him.. whatever i wanna say to him in my heart, i just kept it to myself..
even if i have already finished typing the msg i wanna tell him.. but at last i didn't send.. i clear it off my screen.. i was really confused.. i have no directions.. i'm really lost.. i cried this morning.. after i heard something from sophia i forgot what she said.. i cried.. i was really lost.. i wasn't able to understand.. t
hey say me and him very compatible.. i just dun get it.. now when i see him in class, i felt so embarassed.. ahh.. he haven't talked to me for days.. i really kinda missed his voice, missed his humourous behaviour that made everyone laughed.., missed his laughter..
i'm really lost.. i missed him as a bro.. so dun get it wrong.. btw.. i cried today becos i feel that me and him can't be friends again.. becos i felt that he hate me.. and dun treat me as friends le.. i wasn't in a good mood for the whole day.. today after oral, me, shihui, wanjing, sophia, pauline, huiyi and leewee walked out of school together..
huiyi and leewee didn't wanna walk with us to shihui's bus stop.. so only me, shihui, sophia and wanjing walked to the bus stop.. upon reaching the bus stop, we saw him.. i wasn't ready.. i was scared.. i didn't wanna walk near him.. i didn't wanna get near him.. i standed a distance from the bus stop.. until his bus 8 came.. when he went up the bus then i walk to the bus stop.. that made me a bit better..
i didn't expect he will appear at the bus stop.. soon, sophia's bus 60 came and she boarded the bus.. after that, our bus 66 came.. we bid goodbye to shihui.. we boarded the bus.. went all the way to back of the bus.. as leewee and huiyi was sitting behind.. went to join them.. then we went home.. i was in a lost mood home.. even now back home..
blogged @ 4:48 PM
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Saturday, September 17, 2005
haiz.. so tired today.. woke up at 6.15am in the morning.. have got flag day today.. whole singapore gb companies are havine flag day today.. north east south and west.. for me becos i'm studying in the east so we did our flag day in the east.. meet the gb officers and many other gb ppl outside tampines regional library at the entrance there..
we meet our officiers at 8.15am.. so huiyi and jing han meeting me at my bus stop at 7.30am.. i reach bus stop exactly at 7.30am just to prove to huiyi i won't be late lah.. haha.. cos she say i everytime late mah.. then today not i late some more i never late until very cham over 10 min.. huiyi was late cos i think she know i surely will be late one.. so i guess she took her time preparing.. haha..
she was late for 10 min plus.. but dun care lah.. she did her new hairstyle.. a bun with 2 plaits.. haha.. well.. then we waited for bus 168 reach the libraby entrance the earliest.. we saw many other gb gals.. saw feline and sze en.. they are in the 34th company for ur info..
they are from st hildas.. yeah.. so dun care lah.. we haven't wear our cap yet.. then one of the officers of the 34th company told us wear our cap when we are in full u.. then we all put lor.. btw me, huiyi and jing han are the first to reach there among our company.. haha.. that's why they ask us waiting for who and from which company and most important ask us wear our cap.. haha..
we so sian.. keep on looking at the metal thing near the library door to check if our hair is messy.. haha.. i keep on thinking that my hair is messy.. then we saw huiying and peiting walking towards library.. but peiting wasn't in full u.. she was wearing gb tee and school skirt..
they went dunno where the toilet.. quite sometime after they left, we saw m'am hwee leng walking to the library from a distance.. finally got ppl liao.. haha.. btw the way.. m'am sai hong was second.. followed by m'am jasmine.. last is m'am weimin..
then m'am hwee leng went to look for kim and li.. becos they surely go have their breakfast de mah.. haha.. so look for them at s11 food court i guess.. then peiting and huiying wearing full u walking towards there liao.. when kim and li reach there, m'am jasmine started to brief us on the things we should do and should not do during our flag day trip..
after that we went to collect our fund rising bags.. wrote and sign for the bag.. then we set off.. we went together at first then peiting and huiying dunno go where liao.. the last time i saw them in the day was when they are opposite the road there.. then i never see them liao.. dun even know where there went.. didn't even let the officers know where they went.. they dunno how worried were the officers.. yeah..
well, they didn't come back after all.. so we went han's for lunch.. so expensive sia.. m'am jasmine treated us..cos i say i not enough money.. yeah.. after lunch m'am jasmine ask us go collect money again.. then me, li, kim, huiyi, jing han and m'am hwee leng went to interchange..
but so many of them so unfriendly.. ask them donate like take out their heart like that.. haiz.. but still ok lah.. then at last we still gave up.. then while going back to han's after we have return the donation bags to the officers in charge at the library, we went for ice cream!! haha..
i ask m'am hwee leng to pay for me first.. i will pay her back when we get back to han's.. while we walking back to han's from the small mac for ice cream, suddenly got a voice behind me ask me if the ice cream is nice.. then i turn back, it was m'am pei jun.. haha..
i was scared by her sia.. not really lah.. but i was like licking my ice cream happily then got one voice come out behind me of course will bei xia dao lah.. haha.. yeah.. then we went back to han's then we were dismissed there.. me, peijun, jinghan and huiyi went for neoprints!! haha..
after the neoprints, we went home.. we seperated when we walking towards another entrance.. i mean m'am peijun took another entrance.. jinghan, me and huiyi went to take bus home.. we took 69 cos we missed the bus 67.. while we in the bus, we go up to the top level.. so little ppl there.. so we took pictures with my bro's cam.. haha.. nth better to do.. then we alighted at the same bus stop.. me and jing han crossed the road while huiyi took another way home.. then that's how we end our tiring flag day.. then i went tuition with a very very tired look.. and i was already very headache so didn't really talk much..
blogged @ 10:49 PM
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Wednesday, September 14, 2005
went to watch one more chance yesterday.. but only nelson, melvin, weiteng and me went.. sad sia.. the rest is either dun wanna come, too tired, watch before liao or cannot come.. but its alright.. at least we enjoyed the show and the day.. as usual we meet at playground..
meet melvin at tm.. we meet at about 11.30am.. the show was 1.40pm.. but went early.. reach there about 12.. went for lunch at bk again.. haha.. the maid also go we go bk.. haha.. then meet mevin 12.30 at gv..
while eating, we saw melvin outside bk walking.. but he didn't see us.. weiteng who had already finished her meal, ran after him ask him come back.. phew.. lucky we saw him.. if not his gonna be waiting for us at gv.. haha.. we ate finish still have alot of time..
we went arcade for games.. so fun.. we keep playing until 1.10 like that so sian still have time.. they decided to play another round of games.. play until about 1.30, we went to buy food.. then went in to cinema.. btw, we bought the tickets first before we went arcade to play.. haha..
went in cinema find our seat and sat down and waited for the movie to start.. i was sitting between nelson and weiteng and melvin sit beside nelson.. beside weiteng was another lady.. weiteng kept saying very stinko.. quite offensive if the lady heard her.. but lucky she didn't hear her..
well i could also smell it.. true that she smells but no choice.. the commercials were alot.. delayed time.. so sian.. weiteng has already started eating her popcorn and drinking the drink we bought earlier..
soon.. the movie starts.. then when laughing, we really smell something stinko from the lady.. think its bad breath.. oh gosh its really tak boleh tahan.. buay tahan ah.. haha.. but life still have to go on.. haha.. so we continue watching the movie..
its so nice.. there's a part when the actors in the movie like mark lee they all say BLP.. guess what's that?? its kinda bad word.. won't mention it here.. haha.. guess it on ur own.. muahahaa.. the movie is funny plus touching.. me, weiteng, nelson dropped to tears..
but melvin did not.. so after the movie we say him mei liang xin de.. haha.. then i suggested taking neoprints.. weiteng say she not in the mood to take so.. nvm.. we went century arcade.. weiteng wanna play the drum master mah.. so went there..
she ask me play with her when we were there.. the guys didn't play.. they only look at us play.. haha.. after all the playing and stuff, weiteng suggested going to bedok pasar malam.. so we went lor.. reach there le.. we bought stuff to eat.. then about 6 something already we went home.. nelson went to his father's shop..
melvin went to the bus stop near mrt station for his 28 bus.. me and weiteng took 225 white plate back home.. weiteng live blk 507 i blk 508 mah.. so we took the same bus.. haha.. then from there, we departed lor.. really enjoyed that day.. melvin msged me to thank us for this movie thing lah.. that's how we ended our day..
blogged @ 5:04 PM
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Thursday, September 1, 2005
went tm watch the maid with kayan, carmen, zhenxing, weiteng, eric, nelson and melvin.. great fun.. we meet 1pm at the playground under my block.. we met and took 69 to tampines.. we went to buy tickets first.. then went for lunch at bk (burger king).. as carmen, eric and nelson haven't had their lunch..
btw.. we meet melvin at tampines.. cos he lives at tampines so it will be more convenient if he meets us there.. he called me when he reaches tampines.. i ask him to meet us outside the cinema we will go look for him.. we reach the cinema liao then we go buy food..
i bought nachos and a large light lemon coke to share with the rest.. weiteng and carmen bought super combo.. i bought cheesy hotdogs too.. they were like.. laughing away when i bought the hotdogs.. haha.. then we just went in the cinema.. holding so many stuffs.. haha..
the movie has already started awhile.. then we kept eating and eating.. i was like lost my hotdogs in the dark cinema.. haha.. they all ask me where's the hotdogs i bought.. i said lost liao.. haha..then they all kept taking nachos and cheese from me.. haha.. but its ok cos i buy to share.. haha..
weiteng was sitting on my right side.. zhenxing sitting on my left.. carmen sitting at the corner beside weiteng.. beside zhenxing is nelson then kayan.. infront of kayan is eric and melvin.. no space le so they sat infront.. there's so many ppl in the cinema.. haha..
when we go in, the movie was already saying that the chinese 7th month is the blah blah blah.. so we just sit and watch while i was still looking for my hotdogs!! haha.. sad right.. then i dun care liao i just continue watching the movie.. haha.. so fun right.. ahah..
while watching, my phone kept vibrating.. those stupid msges from my friends.. what this is freaky, send this to blah blah blah.. so many.. haha.. during the movie, zhenxing kept telling us here no more ghost after he say that he say eh.. have have.. blah blah blah.. we was like zhenxing can u not say here have then dun have not??!! haha..
still enjoyed ourselves though.. haha.. after the movie, the lights were switched on right then i saw my hotdogs under weiteng's chair.. i was like.. -.-''.. then me and eric have the two hotdogs.. when eric eating, dunno why he spitted out the hotdogs.. dunno who kana.. haha.. that was fun..
then i ate my hotdog.. after that we went to the toilet.. we went to take neoprints after that.. we wanted to have all of us to take it.. but zhenxing and kayan didn't wanna take even after our ku ku ai qiu.. haiz.. haha.. but the rest of us still go take lah.. we make all kinda stupids faces.. after all of us, me, weiteng and carmen went in to take another.. yeah.. then we went for dinner, weiteng and carmen took my cam and go take silly pics.. haha.. then left me and then guys.. we talk and talk.. haha.. then we go home..
blogged @ 9:35 PM
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