Tuesday, November 29, 2005 hey.. guess what.. do u know that in my class 1g, there's a gal who was very quiet, hardworking and stuff?? i mean she was very very quiet.. she very guai one.. but.. dunno why.. she changed alot.. she was the gal who came online and disturb me inregardless even when i told her that i wasn't free.. she became very very evil.. i've already put i'm away.. and i'm not free.. but she just keeps disturbing me with all the nudges and all the "are u there?".. didn't i make myself clear enough?? at first i told myself that.. i must tolerate her.. i dun wanna argue or quarrel with her.. i really dun wanna quarrel.. i dun have any intentions to block her.. to create trouble.. not only she disturbs me in msn.. but she sent me a msg in friendster just now.. i shall let u see exactly what she wrote ok.. its soo evil.. i mean.. its really.. unbearable.. the subject of the msg is, "HELLOOO!!" thought that will be sth joyful and stuff right?? read on.. "HELLO!!EH JUST NOW I ENJOY SIA PLAYING NUDGE!!HAHA!!YOU PUT AWAY I PLAY NUDGE LAH!!THEN YOU SAY YOU DO HOMEWORK AND WATCH TV!!SO THAT MEANS YOU ARE NOT CHATTING IN THE COMPUTER LAH!!HAHA!!SO WHAT!!WAKAKA!!" can u imagine?? this is exactly what she wrote ok.. i really dunno what came over her.. and seriously what she wants.. i've already pluck up my courage to tell her she's irritating.. but.. she left me with no choice but to block her.. u see.. its really not my intention to block her.. if i had a choice, i would rather her not to disturb me and let me be in peace.. i would rather not to block her.. tell me.. there's so much ppl out there in her contacts i guess.. but why must she disturb me?? u may think that i'm against her.. u may think that i'm in the wrong.. but seriously i dun have the patience.. i know i'm impatient.. but its not the first time she's disturbing me.. she may be looking at these now.. i really dunno lor.. tell me what i should do.. i dun wanna feel unhappy and upset becos of her ok.. since she's older than me as she's born earlier than me in the year.. but we are still of the same age ok.. i dun see the need to quarrel with her and make myself give in.. leave me alone.. stop disturbing me.. pls.. blogged @ 10:35 PM Saturday, November 26, 2005 when i came online in msn, someone is like.. testing my patience.. my limits.. trying to see if i scold her anot.. just feel extremely irritated lor.. dun ever test my patience.. i dun have a very good temper, i dun have very good limits, i dun have much patience.. so dun even try testing them.. dun make me hate u.. dun make me feel irritated.. dun make me not befriend u.. dun disturb me.. i'm trying to be peaceful.. pls.. DUN DISTURB ME.. DUN TRY MY PATIENCE, MY LIMITS.. NO SPACE FOR U.. GET LOST.. STOP IRRITATING ME.. I HATE PPL WHO ARE THERE PURPOSELY TO TRY MY PATIENCE, MY LIMITS AND PURPOSELY TO IRRITATE ME.. I DUN DESERVE THE IRRITATINGNESS FROM U.. U DUN DESERVE MY ANSWERINGS IF U IRRITATE ME.. SO DUN IRRITATE ME PLS.. blogged @ 9:46 PM met weiteng and nelson for breakfast at 0930.. at hawker centre, i saw xu lao shi.. she used to teach me chinese in yu neng.. she's having breakfast with her husband.. i greeted her.. haha.. me so good hor.. haa.. after that, i meet randy 1000 at 225 bus stop.. cos that eric lah..haiyoh.. he ask us go that human monopoly thing.. at first dun wanna go.. then he keep on begging us go.. then we go lor.. haiz.. haha.. hey he said was free.. btw, i didn't go becos its free ok.. just went for fun.. haha.. before the bus come, me and randy were there chatting.. the bus came.. then eric called.. say lawrence waiting for us at the mrt there.. i was like.. huh?!!! we meeting him ahh??!! AHHH.. i didn't know lor.. then i ask ah dy, he say yeah he meeting lawrence.. i was like.. ok.. no offence.. haha.. wahh.. ah dy and lawrence starting jiu talk in hokkien liao.. wahlao.. so much crap sia them.. talk about all the stupid stuff.. bleah.. eric called again when we are already at tampines mrt.. i mean i just come out of mrt haven't go down the escalator yet.. tell him we reach liao.. hhaa.. actually meeting eric 1030.. we was late for 10 mintues.. wahaah.. can't blame us lor.. the bus was late hor.. haha.. we still slowly walk.. wahh.. eric soo flirt sia.. haha.. keep on talking to gals there.. haiyoh.. then he pangseh us.. ohh.. i already know he's gonna do that.. haha.. then i msg weiteng.. tell her that wahh.. see lah.. eric really pangseh us.. hahaa.. well.. we were asked to go tampines stadium dunno do what lah.. me and ah dy started to complain in boredness.. keep on say wanna go home.. haha.. well.. too bad.. can't go home yet.. haha.. we were given tasks to complete at certain stations and at a certain time given.. at our second station, we were forfeited to sing to 3 groups of strangers chinese new song.. ahh.. so paiseh lor.. haah.. btw.. we got forfeited becos we are on other ppl's properties.. as in.. other groups "bought" that station.. haiyah.. its exactly like the normal monopoly.. there's soo many stations.. and yeah, eric said the game was free.. hey we needa pay for it lor.. as in.. not pay to them but pay to the governments ahh.. needa go around take trains and buses.. wasted soo much fare.. started with 5 bucks plus ended with 1.65 bucks.. ahh.. see lah.. haiyoh.. ohh well.. nvm.. me and randy left at about 1351.. cos i told them i will leave at 1415.. so me and randy left at 1351.. btw we have completed afew stations already.. left at pasir ris together with rest.. alighted train at tampines.. the rest continued their journey to tanah merah.. cos they needa go to the expo station.. haha.. me and ah dy skive.. heehee.. we went for lunch at food junction, century..then went to play arcade.. at first i needa leave at 1415.. but at last dun feel like going church today.. so go play with ah dy at the arcade.. i didn't play.. he played.. wahh.. he very pro lor.. he play the soccer right then constantly won 5 rounds to the comp.. haha.. he win until sian he go play the tennis one.. this time he actually can win one but at the last round he lose so lose lor.. haha.. we went to look for something to eat.. haha.. cos i just now never eat i hungry.. i go buy bread at four leaves.. haha.. then we come back bedok.. sit mrt again.. alighted at bedok, me go home then ah dy go play cs.. haha.. haiyah.. he everytime play cs de lah.. haha.. yeah.. then rain.. raining heavily.. dunno if ah dy got kana the rain anot.. but i got lah.. i was caught in the rain when i reach the bus stop in front of my house.. walked quickly to the shelter.. caught a little rain only.. just reached home not long ago.. yeah.. so.. so far.. that's all for my day at the human monopoly thing... haa.. =) blogged @ 5:17 PM Friday, November 25, 2005 i'm feeling that there's no meaning counting down my birthday again and again.. that will make everyone think that.. that i'm letting the whole world know that my birthday is on 3rd dec.. well.. i think that.. i'm just somebody in the world.. my presence dun mean anything to anynody.. so whether i go that somewhere, dun bother me anymore.. i wished i wasn't there.. i wished i was a better person.. i wished i could be like them.. but.. i can't.. becos i'm myself.. and i'm fated to be like this.. i dunno.. i really dunno.. i wished for things others have.. i wished i could be special.. i see that there's no use to count my birthday day down as.. its not important to anybody.. it may be a few days.. and i may have waited for this day from the start of the year.. but does it really matter?? i have never got more than 5 presents.. never got more than 10 birthday wishes.. never got more than 5 celebration or parties.. in my 13 years of living in this world.. there may be others who dun even get one of those.. i mean.. i'm for those stuff.. but i felt neglected..i felt alone.. i felt that there's no one that care for my presence.. whether i come or dun come, i dun think anybody will even notice.. maybe some of them.. they see me, they surprise.. ask me how's life and stuff.. after a while nobody even notice me.. all this may hurt me.. but who cares.. i've been thinking alot these days.. whether i should continue going there.. i really dunno.. soo many things have happened.. they promised me totell me about major events.. but when i look at the webbie.. i realised that there have been events that i wasn't known about.. i felt like a stranger among them.. i felt that they didn't wanna see me there.. i felt that they have forgotten me.. forgotten who i am.. i'm just someone ordinary there.. not a committee member, not a leader, not host of week.. and stuff.. there's so many stuff that i dun understand.. its the 3rd year i've been there.. just becos i live in the east, hardly go there.. whatever that happens in school, in class i have never told them.. even if there were soo many times that i quarrelled with my friends, nobody there knows.. i wished i could be like ppl in the dramas.. i know reaction of urs would be.. already say its drama, of course it would not happen.. u know.. i have learnt alot from tvee.. although its tvee.. but i do learnt many things.. like how good friends quarrelled and be friends with each other again.. and stuff.. as i watch, i really wished i could be like them.. so united.. so close together.. just like.. carmen, evelyn and cheryl.. they are soo close.. do u know that the way they celebrated eve's birthday really made me feel very envious of her?? seeing friends from friendster in and out so many testimonials coming in everyday and nice pictures uploaded everyday.. pictures of their week, their day.. soo many.. there's simply soo many stuff that made me feel alone, neglected, envious.. i know u would say.. u dun have to be envious of others just be yourself.. if only i could, i wouldn't be feeling vex almost everyday.. soo many things inmy mind.. really dunno how all this are created in my mind.. but.. i just wished that all these wasn't created in my mind.. i seriously dunno who i can talk to.. it just seem that, i wasn't possible to talk to my budds.. cos.. everytime when i wanna talk to them, i will think of the life they are having now.. like having soo many good friends in school.. i feel that i'm nobody that can talk to them.. i always felt my heart crying.. and always felt my eyes watery.. as if i'm gonna cry.. when i think of all these, it make me wanna cry.. thinking of the days i had with my budds.. and the days they had with their own budds.. really will make me wanna cry.. when i'm silently crying at home, in my room, on my bed, nobody knows.. i thought i have became a more matured me.. and that.. would not cry so easily already.. i used to cry and angry very easily.. now.. i dunno.. i dunno if i'm still the immatured PAMELA.. just felt that its not gonna be simple for me anymore.. well.. why am i talking about all this now?? i should be talking about my birthday.. well.. the conclusion out of everything i have wrote is.. my birthday wasn't remembered.. blogged @ 10:22 PM Thursday, November 24, 2005 although my birthay is coming, but if nobody cares, there's no meaning counting down everyday for it.. i count down everyday waiting for this day of the year.. but it seems that nobody really cares.. even there is.. its just me that i can't feel it.. i can't have it.. i wasn't known.. i wonder how my birthday will be this year.. well.. it doesn't matter me anymore for i haven't been celebrating my birthday with my family.. nobody in my family give me any birthday wishes nor presents.. it wasn't celebrated.. i no longer care whether its celebrated.. cos.. it dun seem to anyone that it is important.. nobody ever told me how important my birthday was to anyone.. nobody told me how much i meant to them.. i thought i'm lucky to be the youngest in the family, but it dun seem to me that its good.. dun seem to me that.. my birthday will be celebrated.. my family have never celebrate my birthday with me.. nor my relatives.. still remember when i was very young i went to my cousin's house for my birthday.. there's only 2 times that my birthday were celebrated by my relatives.. my birthday dun seem to be any difference.. so i guess.. there's no need to tell everyone that my birthday is coming.. blogged @ 4:45 PM haiz.. yesterday was evelyn's birthday.. today i read carmen's blog and i saw all the happy stuff.. was kinda envious of evelyn.. but no use being envious.. shi wo de shi zong shi wo de.. bu shi wo de yong yuan dou bu hui shi wo de.. haha.. if its mine i will eventually get it.. not mine no matter what i do also its not mine.. hahaa.. soo.. i'm happy for her too.. at least she got a very nice birthday.. and very nice friends to celebrate her birthday with her.. soo.. just wish her a very happy belated birthday.. yeah.. hmm.. today alson and the p6 pupils getting their results.. wondered how they did.. just called jaena.. she say alson haven't come back yet.. then after a while he reach home.. jaena say he look abit bin chao chao.. haiz.. hope he dun get as worse as me.. i mean hope he can get higher than me.. cos i got 169 mahh.. then is among all the cousins zui lan de.. haha.. yeah lor.. hope he can get at least 190 plus.. cos his results aren't that bad u see.. yeah lor.. maybe he could get better.. yeah lor.. cannot go express nevermind.. try harder and promote in sec 1.. i didn't promote express though.. but at least go normal acad.. yeah.. hey peeps.. if u get bad results, its ok.. try again.. dun give up alright.. tell yourself u can do it.. work harder ks.. yeah.. tell u later how much my cousin got.. the phone can't get through.. whoo..alson got 176.. good hor.. haha.. higher than me leh.. haha.. power.. see.. i told u he's better.. haha.. maybe if he work harder he can go express.. haaha.. surely can one lah.. haa.. =) blogged @ 12:30 PM Wednesday, November 23, 2005 ok.. there's so much thing i wrote.. but all gone.. gone when the comp hang.. perhaps God made the comp hang becos he doesn't want me to continue that post.. ok nvm.. i shall not talk about that post again.. its very crude.. although there's no dirty words but its very crude.. its like scolding ppl on the net.. i shall not be so bad and scold ppl here.. i dun wanna dirty my blog by saying things that will do me harm instead of helping me.. i shall briefly say what i have done today.. today sophia called.. told her i was very bored.. ask her come my house.. she came with her guitar.. then she say she's not gonna bring home that guitar cos everyone was looking at her when she came.. haha.. use the comp.. talk.. eat my toasted bread.. play guitar.. watch tvee.. zegna called.. zegna is sophia's younger bro for ur info.. say he wanna come my house.. so let him come lor.. told him the directions to my house.. and he came.. he come he ask me got play maple anot.. say.. yeah i got play.. level 9 only.. haha.. noob.. bleah.. friends have been repeating this word again and again.. dunno what it means.. they dun wanna tell me.. haha.. but i guess its supposed to be very lousy or stuff.. haha.. anyway.. zegna so noisy.. keep on wanna play maple.. too bad i can't make that decision.. cos sophia's using the comp.. then i ask zegna help me train my maple acc.. haha.. cos i noob mah.. ahaha..sophia pass over the comp.. go watch meteor garden2 which i had already finish watching the whole thing.. then zegna play maple for me..wahh. he damn pro.. type so slow de.. haha.. like tortise.. haha.. hey i'mnot saying i'm very fast.. its just that.. abit not used to it.. and he so many spelling error one.. haha..woaw.. its about 5 when they went home.. before that.. zegna wanted to borrow a cd.. which is err.. can't say here.. then sophia say cannot.. becos of some reasons.. then he watch little bit here.. and stuff.. oh mann.. papa mama ask me go sleep liao.. good nitez.. later kana scolded ahh.. haha.. take carez.. =) blogged @ 11:50 PM Tuesday, November 22, 2005 WOAW!!.. i went changi airport just now with carmen.. i was like.. i ji bai nian never go changi airport already ahh.. i dun even know how to get there lor.. haha.. pathetic right.. singaporean dunno how to go airport ahh.. haha.. okok.. stop my never go airport dream.. -.-'' i wake up at 11 ok.. and i meeting carmen at 12 leh.. at the alighting point..she called me at 11.. the time when i woke up.. i go find t-shirt.. cannot find.. then sui bian gope one t-shirt wear cos i scared late mahh..went to bath and left my house at about 1130.. reach staircase and saw i missed the 1135 bus.. seemed so early before the bus come.. so go buy sweet first.. heehee.. then msg carmen say i leave the house le.. she was like.. so early ahh.. then told me she leaving her house SOON.. haha.. the bus came.. told her i just board the bus.. and her ans was still gonna leave NOW.. then i say.. dun take 225 ahh.. take 60 or 87.. then she say how come.. told her 225 go one big round but 60 and 87 go straight to interchange.. she was like.. see lah u hai me must ling yu.. HAHA.. i also ling yu ok.. haha.. i reached the alighting point at about 1151.. she ask me whether i reach already.. she just board bus.. tell me wait for her.. i say her pathetic kana scolding by her.. T.T (sob..) haha.. of course kana lah.. say her pathetic leh.. haha.. she reached the alighting point at exactly 12 ok.. wahh.. first time she's soo punctual.. HAHA.. i more punctual.. WAHAHA.. =P okok.. we left for changi airport.. in the train, sophia called me.. ask me today free anot.. cos she very sian.. i say i not free.. going changi airport with carmen.. she say.. go there for what.. go send ppl ahh.. i say.. no lah.. nobody to send.. haha.. i think so.. heehee.. chatted through the journey with her.. in the changi airport train, we chat until halfway no reception.. after a few minutes, sophia call back ask what happen.. say no reception.. we chat chat chat chat until we alight from train at changi airport.. we chat for about 20 min plus in total..while chatting, me and carmen already went to buy that birthday pooh for eve.. i mean.. its carmen who is buying it.. haha.. then hear some siao siao ppl in sophia's background there.. i say.. dun want disturb u and ur bro sio pak liao.. later then call her back.. haha.. me and carmen go mac buy thing eat.. carmen bought her burger and i bought my fries.. we sat down at one place.. eat.. talk.. she saw the fries shaker thing.. then go say.. very nice one.. come i help u do the shaking thing.. haha.. ok lor.. go shake lor.. i wanna try also.. haha.. she did the shaking.. and i tried.. yeah.. its nice.. haha.. got seaweed taste.. haha.. after that.. she go buy mango roll from polar puffs and cakes.. haha.. i'm still eating the fries while walking back to mrt.. haha.. at the mrt there, carmen ask me keep my fries.. if not later kana caught.. haha.. we go buy train ticket first.. went bugis take neoprints.. and stuff.. btw.. i finished my fries in the train.. HAHA.. okok.. its not funny.. after we come back bedok from bugis, i call mama.. ask her want meet me at kaki bukit cc anot.. to see the guitar thing.. then me and carmen go take bus.. while walking to interchange, got ppl ask me sth.. ask me got eat breakfast de habit anot.. then talk talk talk talk.. haha.. take green plate 225 with carmen.. she go home i go cc meet mama.. haha..saw the guitar course paper.. wahh.. so expensive ahh... non member 75 bucks.. member already 70 bucks lor.. haha.. for 12 sessions.. on saturdays.. asked carmen wanna join anot.. she say cannot.. band every sat from morning to late evening.. haa.. pro.. i called sophia.. ask her come down.. she say dun want.. too expensive.. she come down, she paotoh me.. what sia.. she go tell my mama about me buying bag last sat sia.. bad hor.. but lucky lah.. mama never scold.. mama ask us make up our mind.. she say she no time.. wanna go home iron clothes cook dinner.. nono she needa sew the ranking on my gor's ncc no.4 U.. so she went home first.. ARGHH!! i gave her all my money.. ask her give me some money she gave me two bucks.. haiyoh.. then she went home.. me, sophia and her naughty bro zegna went in office.. sophia wanted to read newspaper.. zegna saw comp.. he say can play internet.. we go ask the receptionist.. she say only online booking and stuff.. then we shun bian go check the places with guitar courses which is cheaper.. see see see.. alot of east CCs dun have guitar course.. hahaa.. after all the stupid thing, went buy bread to eat the bakery near shing shong.. before buy bread went into shing shong see dunno what.. then after that.. go sophia house play guitar.. btw.. my house guitar not in the house is outside the house.. cos its with somebody else.. so i go her house play..at about 6, i went home.. stupid sia.. sophia dun want pei me go home.. ok lor.. nvm.. i go home myself.. haha.. go home saw gor's friends.. playing maple.. hahaa.. cos he going camp today.. so of course use until he song first.. haha.. btw.. i saw this printer cum scanner that my gor wanted to buy.. was kinda surprised.. haa.. cool.. then my gor say printer cannot always use.. cos the ink not in market yet.. i mean its not out in the markets yet.. yeah.. so if the ink finish.. then we die.. haha.. no lah.. won't die but will dunno what lah.. haha.. had my dinner went to bath after my bro and his friends are gone.. bath come out.. watch tvee.. haha.. that's my hobby ok.. haha.. at dunno what i use comp.. scan pictures in.. haha.. checking out with the scanner.. WHOO!!.. its cool.. haa.. scanned some stupid pics inside.. and upload it in friendster.. and blah blah blah.. my gor came back with 2 friends to do sth important for the camp stuff.. then i have to let go comp.. haiz.. haha.. at the same time.. i go pei da gor gor play game.. haha.. we are small kids.. still playing uno.. haha.. just finished the stupid and lame games.. uno, daidi and blackjack.. haha.. kinda lag in the games.. hahaa.. yeah lor.. that's how i ended the day.. wahahaha.. take carez.. =) blogged @ 11:32 PM Sunday, November 20, 2005 i know its kinda lame.. haha.. i went bishan with my bro and my mummy just to go see the audition lah.. i followed becos peixuan took part in it.. haha.. me and my bro left the house at 1305.. meeting mummy at interchange 1330.. bus came at about 1310.. went for lunch first.. xiao yi was there too.. she's with my mummy.. after visiting ah ma from nursing home.. yeah.. after lunch, we went to take mrt.. we only take the mrt until city hall change train.. but xiao yi sit all the way to jurong east change train as she lives at cck.. haha.. yeah.. reach bishan at about 1430.. me and my bro go see the audition at the 3rd floor.. missed some parts of it.. but its ok lahh.. haha.. the next round came in.. i mean the next few judges, jeff, calvin and someone i dunno came in.. oh my gosh.. i saw sugi, kelly they all leh.. that's my first time seeing them lor.. haha..okok.. i'm lame.. i know.. haha.. somebody asked calvin where's baozhu.. he said she zai tou qing.. haha.. that means she's having an affair outside.. haha.. lame lor.. haha.. we see the audition until about 6.. went off at 6 cos me and my bro tired le mahh.. then yeah lah we went off.. btw, my mummy already gone back.. cos we scared she tired of waiting for us so ask her go back first.. before me and my bro go take mrt home, we go buy water first.. cos for about 3 to 4 hours we didn't drink water ok.. we were just standing all the way.. haha.. lame us.. haha.. went home, bath.. mummy and papa came home.. yeah.. that's how i end my day.. haha.. =) blogged @ 9:51 PM went to church yesterday.. its was esther's birthday.. yesterday's programme was prayer meeting.. its like praying for many things.. for the youth camp, church retreat, ppl who are having exams and stuff.. yeah.. after fellowship went to take neoprints with peixuan and esther loh.. after that me and peixuan went for dinner.. i ate at kfc.. heehee.. suddenly the urge to eat it.. ahh.. okok.. haha.. peixuan ate chicken rice at food culture.. she accompany me go eat first then i accompany her go food culture eat chicken rice.. haha.. then we go walk walk for a while.. at about 2045, becos peixuan needa go back to work so we left at that time.. she was actually wanting me to pei her until 2100.. then she got a call from somebody say they want her go down lah..go down to her work place.. haha.. so at last left cck at 2045.. i go take mrt home.. i saw jansen in the mrt.. i mean from cck also.. went in the train.. he asked me why never go esther house.. i say becos they never ask me go mah.. so i never go lor.. then we were talking talking talking.. haha.. although its just for a stop.. cos he lives at bukit gombak.. yeah.. after he left the train, i was thinking of who i can call or msg for a chat lah.. i called jerlisa first but she wasn't free at that moment.. so i called sophia.. i chatted with her for the whole journey.. haha.. that was real long ok.. haha.. its about an hour ok.. i mean the whole journey from cck to bedok.. haha.. wahh.. its really.. super long lah.. i mean i'm using my phone ok.. haha.. so of course for me its very long ok.. haha.. yeah.. so chatted for the whole journey until she said her mum wanted to use the phone then we end our call.. i called jerlisa just to tell her what's going on lah.. yeah.. then just go home lor.. haha..=) blogged @ 9:33 PM Wednesday, November 16, 2005 i have a feeling that.. that weiteng they all dislike me.. i dunno.. felt somehow neglected by them.. well.. i guess that's what i'm always be.. always irritating.. hard to change.. blogged @ 11:54 PM today went out with iris, xinyi and weiteng.. went tampines.. meet xinyi and weiteng downstairs at 1130.. then meet iris at the bus stop.. weiteng changed and came my house for a while.. weiteng reached my house.. used the com while i go in the room and change.. she wanted me to wear skirt.. i was abit paiseh ahh.. although she wore skirt also.. but i dun wanna dissapoint her.. so i wore.. wore my pink giodardo short sleeve collared shirt and my jeans skirt ahh.. haha.. its the first time wearing skirt go out with my friends lah.. of course feel very paiseh.. cos i know that if i wear skirt definitely got ppl laugh one.. cos i'm fat and i'm sure that many ppl dun like me.. oh well.. dun talk about it now.. when changing, xinyi called weiteng ask us come down le.. but i was like still looking for my wallet.. cos i forgot where i placed my wallet.. xinyi still chasing us down.. i was a little paiseh lah.. cos i kept them waiting.. found my wallet and went down with weiteng.. saw xinyi waiting for us le.. she gave us each a chewing gum.. then she jokingly say.. see lah.. the chewing gum melt already lah.. was like.. sorry ahh.. i was looking for my wallet.. we walked to the bus stop.. went to the bus stop but see iris.. so weiteng gave her a call ask her where she is.. if i'm not wrong iris in the phone should be saying wahh ur so fast ahh.. okok i come down now..i think should be like that.. of course all that are in chinese.. waited for iris for a while.. she came and i gave her the chewing gum xinyi ask me to give.. we waited for the bus.. 69 came and we board the bus.. standing near the back door.. the other 3 gals standed together lah.. i mean they are really good friends.. i'm just the extra one.. yeah.. reached tampines.. went tm.. xinyi and weiteng bought ear rings at 77th street.. iris ask them use her 77th street card.. so that she could have points in her card.. haha.. took some time before we left for century.. we saw weiteng's friends.. the billy, nissa they all.. weiteng was like trying to avoid them.. i dunno why.. guess there's a reason in it bah.. we went century.. first thing we do is.. we took neoprints.. we took twice with two diff machines.. cos the first one doesn't look very nice.. after neoprints, we went to the super high class toilet.. we were like taking pictures in the toilet.. after that, we went back to tm.. went to the basement.. xinyi wanted to show us the wax or mousse for ladies.. its at watsons' xinyi bought a bottle of that thing.. we went to the top floor after that.. i mean we went to the newly opened kopitiam.. went there i bought a bottle of plain water.. wahh.. that plain water costs me $1.20.. oh my gosh.. its like so expensive lor.. power sia.. was sitting in the kopitiam slacking.. xinyi, iris and weiteng were like exchanging songs and stuff.. i mean by using bluetooth.. felt kinda neglected.. but i dun think it mattered.. we went back at 4 plus.. they came my house for a while to wait for me and weiteng to get changed.. i saw my bro at home.. i wasn't surprise.. cos he should be back by today.. i chased my bro to go into the room.. i was wrong becos i shouldn't chase my bro into the room.. i mean.. i scared they all will like leave bad impression of my bro.. cos he's half naked.. i mean he's without his shirt on.. me and weiteng went into my parents' room and got ourselves changed.. went out of the room.. and quickly take the basketball and left the house.. cos my bro already very unhappy.. iris and xinyi went for ice kacang at the hawker centre.. me and weiteng went to play basketball with randy and nelson.. when we reach the hawker centre, we saw someone.. me and weiteng put the ball and left the court.. we went to find iris and xinyi who are at the hawker centre.. we bought and sat down at the table.. iris eat until halfway one patch of her ice kacang dropped to the table.. after a while, it melted.. iris ask us go another table.. we went another table just sat down, iris say change table cos got alot of ants.. finally we sat down at another table and ate our deserts.. got ppl even say we siao ahh.. well.. we are.. weiteng was craving for chickenwings.. she eat the ice kacang halfway dun wanna eat le, wanna eat chickenwing.. ask her blanjar.. then she bought 4 wings for the 4 of us.. haha.. we ate finish.. iris and xinyi went to fetch their bro and sis.. i think.. me and weiteng went back to the court.. that someone was gone.. that's why we went back.. stayed there awhile then gonna rain.. so we went shelter.. xinyi and weiteng went home.. me, randy, nelson, zhilin and glenn went to 508 void deck to slack.. we were there to like listen to tomes and stuff.. haha.. lame huh.. glenn asked zhilin wanna go temple take water.. zhilin dun want.. so he went himself.. actually that's how we end our day.. randy borrowed an umbrella from me to fetch his bro home.. and nelson went home.. i went home too.. blogged @ 8:30 PM Saturday, November 12, 2005 haha.. yesterday went for 2 day 1 night camp.. yesterday woke up at 0545.. meeting sophia at 0630.. wahh.. normally i wake up at 0600.. but becos needa reach school by 0715.. so woke up as early as 0545.. well.. its not as early as sophia.. she woke up at 0500.. HAHA.. that's her.. =p i wore trackpants and pe tee.. sophia told me de.. haha.. she was wearing that too.. hmm.. got bring hp like nv bring like that.. becos right.. when we reach school, we have to surrender our phones and wallets to the teachers.. what sia.. becos they scared we lose our valuables so they wanna keep for us.. but nvm lah.. although i'm not use to not having hp with me, i still can tahan for 1 day.. HAHA.. yeah.. yesterday was really a day.. i mean a real dunno what day lah.. we sit bus go to moe jalan bahtera adventure centre where our campsite is.. wahh.. that's a real deserted area amann.. so many trees sia.. can hardly see anybody.. or even there's nobody sia.. abit scary lah.. we reached there at about 0900.. take attendance, split into groups, wait for the pther uniform groups to reach and stuff at the multi purpose hall.. i was in group c.. named our group COMBAT nice name huh.. instructor erina think of it de.. haa.. jeremy from bb sec 2, andy from npcc sec3, ili from st john's sec2, mariam from st john's sec1, nicholas from npcc sec3, wanjing from st john's sec1, ibrahim from ncc sec2, zul from ncc sec2, afiq from ncc sec1 are in my group.. ibrahim as leader, wanjing as assitant leader.. actually i'm not sure about the last three malay guys.. i mean i not sure if i'm correct about their ages and their ccas.. haha.. i mixed them up mah.. haha.. erina is our instructor.. a very nice person.. loves to joke.. haha.. she's always on her phone.. i mean always holding the phone very busy one.. she's filled with msges and calls.. haha.. she can talk on the phone with somebody for a very long period of time.. haa.. we had some activities.. like planning of expedition, playing games and stuff.. most of time we are doing something.. haha.. had lunch at 1200.. after lunch, another activity.. forgot what activity we had.. haha.. but i remembered having an mini expedition.. we walked from one place to another.. from the campsite we walk to alot of places.. haha.. spent afew hours walking.. but that was nth.. i mean if that's sth, then today i surely die one.. haha.. cos we had a expedition today.. yesterday had dinner at 1800.. this time.. we will cook our dinner ourselves.. erina taught us how to open can food without a can opener.. woaw! it was really fun!! wahaha.. dragging the tip of the can to a rough surface.. haha.. not exactly dragging.. but just pulling and pushing with alot of force needed.. we sucessfully opened the cans.. haha.. its really fun.. hmm..guess what we had for cooking.. we have.. packets of maggie mee, two cans of sardines, two cans of satay chicken, two cans of curry chicken, two cans of mushroom, two cans of baked beans and two cans of lychees.. a feast huh.. haha.. jeremy is doing much of the cooking.. AWW.. he makes me think of vincent!! haha.. cooking the food for us and he ate his dinner last.. he help us cook we help him wash and clear up.. haha.. dunno why.. nicholas was just having baked beans for dinner.. without any mee, sardines, mushroom or any of the ingredients.. well.. i dunno.. HAHA.. after dinner, another activity.. haiyoh.. haha.. i think is the activity of learning all the stuff for today.. like learn knots and leashing, first aid and navigation.. haha.. nicholas and andy in charge of teahing the knots and leashing.. ili, mariam and wanjing in charge of first aid.. the others just sit and learn.. after all that, about 9 plus, erina told us that there will be a expedition today.. we need to collect the stores.. the logistics and stuff.. i at first volunteered to use my bag.. but they dun want cos my back is sling bag mah.. then will be very heavy.. so they decided to use jeremy's and ibrahim's bags.. theirs are backpack.. so will be easier.. after all the packing and stuff, we were dismissed to go bath and stuff.. after bathing its about 10 plus, 11 plus le.. we slept at 11 plus.. we were to wake up at 2am.. i mean its suddenly must wake up at 2 de.. actually is at 0600.. dunno sia.. they give us surprise.. haa.. then we gather at the hall.. they let us see a video clip.. saying that what one of our teachers were caught kana kidnapped then the demanders want us complete our mission to save our teacher.. what sia.. its all a prank lah.. they wanna give us surprise and that's our surprise.. HAHA.. but of course alot of ppl dun believe lahh.. they know the teacher is mr chew.. haa.. what a prank.. we setted off to our destination.. our first checkpoint is choa chu kang cemetery.. oh my goshh.. i was so afraid lor.. for the whole walking distance i'm feeling so afraid.. keep on sweating.. my tee all wet sia.. btw.. i was wearing two tees at that moment.. was cold actually.. then suddenly feel like very hot lah.. took us about 2 hrs to walk from our campsite to the cemetery.. we went to the muslim cemetery.. we were tested on the knots and leashing and first aid.. our group didn't get to complete our assigned tasks.. well.. nvm.. after the checkpoint at the cemetery, we set off to qianhu fish farm.. walking on the deserted streets.. everytime got a car or lorry to check on us de.. see whether we got what anot lah.. the car is mr najib driving.. he was like driving to and fro the roads.. lorry is one of the instructors driving it.. haha.. as we were walking to our next check point, it started to rain.. we continued walking.. the guy in the lorry ask us go shelter.. so we went shelter.. we waited so long for the rain to stop.. we walk again when the rain wasn't that heavy.. then they ask us go shelter again.. haiz.. btw.. afew groups were squeezing at one bustop.. haha.. we went to the bustop with another group.. but seemed too squeezy to we went across to the opposite bus stop.. we sat there waiting for daybreak.. waiting to go.. ahkram's group which is also daryl's group came in to the bus stop also.. they talked to wanjing and me.. but i wasn't really listening.. i was most of the time falling asleep.. haha.. cos i was really tired.. 0700 then daybreak.. i mean finally can see the sun.. haha.. after some time.. all of us walk and walk to another bus stop dunno do what.. sian ahh.. we walked to one bus stop and waited for sth.. i didn't know what we were waiting for.. we waited for some time.. while waiting, i got hungry.. i ask jeremy if there are sth for me to eat.. haa.. we ate sausages, tuna in bread and the snacks lah.. wahh.. soon.. the bus came.. brought us back to campsite.. we reached campsite and went to the hall for awhile.. then we went to clear up our huts.. then go wash toilet.. haha.. pathetic right?? haha.. no lah.. isn't as pathetic as i think it would be.. haha.. one instructor very good de she helped to clean the toilet and taught us how to clean properly.. we only had 10 min to clear up everything in the toilet.. but we persevier.. we finish up everything unitedly.. haha.. went back to the hall and stuff.. got back our valuables only when we are going back.. the sec2s and sec3s had to stay another 2 nights for their nyaa service learning camp.. we sec1s did a sevey on the camp.. then we sit the bus back to school.. wanjing, shihui, huixian and sophia went to get back their valuables and went oppsite to buy sth to eat.. then went home.. i reached home at about 12 plus.. bathed and went to sleep.. just woke up only.. haha.. kk wanna go sleep liao.. bye and take carez.. =) blogged @ 9:49 PM Monday, November 7, 2005 haha.. went to watch cello today.. with the same old ppl.. zhenxing, randy, eric, weiteng, me, nelson and melvin.. carmen had band today.. kayan was sick so last minute cannot go.. sad hor.. haha.. besides us.. hazel and jerlisa joined in too.. i mean just for today lah.. then we meet at the shelter at 1045.. since the show starts at 1205.. can't meet at 1105 which is 1 hr before.. becos surely got ppl late de mah.. haha.. so meet at 1045 lah.. haha.. wahh.. we call xing cos he haven't come.. haa.. he's still sleeping!! haa.. we told him we went hawker centre for breakfast tell him later come look for us.. btw.. eric, hazel and melvin will meet us tm.. weiteng had her wanton mee.. xing came.. wahh.. he's looking soo tired lor.. haha.. must be playing maple again.. haha.. teng finished her wanton mee and we walked to the bus stop to take a bus to tm.. while waiting for the bus, we called melvin and hazel.. say they can come out of the house liao.. haha.. we took 69 to tm.. reached tm and saw hazel outside tm.. oh my gosh.. she's still as skinny.. haiyoh.. bleah.. as its only 1130, we went up to the cinema.. i went to buy tickets for 9 and the rest went for the arcade.. haha.. since its still early, the arcade is still not so noisy.. haha.. not many ppl mah.. then eric and melvin came along.. i mean i saw them when i walking to buy the tickets.. so took money from them and bought the tickets.. soon.. its 12.. we went to buy snacks and stuff.. i bought my nachos combo.. this time the nachos had to be sent in to the theatre to me.. i mean they said that the cheese wasn't hot enough.. so they will send in the nachos.. so i took the drink first.. i was particullarly disappointed as i dun understand why melvin and eric didn't buy their own drinks.. i asked xing to hold the drink for me.. he handed it to melvin.. and without any notice, he drank the drink.. i mean its ok that he but he didn't ask me for permission.. its ok also.. not only he never ask me for permission, he scolded me fatty ok.. and its MY drink ok.. he actually scolded me for nth when i just asked where MY drink was.. and only said that why u drink my water.. just saying it in a irritated tone.. yes i admit its my fault for saying that lah.. i was angry.. yes i'm petty.. then i have got no drinks to drink.. and jer's drink was drunk almost all.. and it won't be enough for 2.. its like.. i feel really irritated by the thing.. and its really.. dun i have the rights to be angry?? i didn't call him names.. and yet he called me names.. what the F*CK.. i'm trying to be tolerant lor.. in the cinema while waiting for my nachos, jer's drink finished.. then got no choice.. took some from nelson's.. my nachos came.. and then no more water liao.. told eric.. took some from eric and MELVIN's.. then finish again.. cos we didn't pour alot.. just a quater.. asked from randy.. phew.. randy got the whole cup.. i mean not much drank.. we pour some again.. i passed my nachos back to nelson they all.. we shared lah.. then i scared they finish again so i take back eat.. hahaa.. i know i very bad.. i mean.. i got ask them if they still want lah.. then we eat eat and eat, the nachos finished.. weiteng and hazel still have pop corn.. HAHA.. see lah.. eat so much.. surely fei hui qu one lah.. haha.. ate some.. passed to the guys at the back.. eric ate some then passed back to me.. when i was gonna take back, melvin took the pop corn and guess what he did.. he took a handful of pop corn.. i was thinking.. eric was just beside him.. he could have seen him taking pop corn.. and he was like.. wah lao.. i mean not being selfish or what.. but its just.. if he sit far far away i got nth to say.. ok lah.. maybe he really never see lor.. but he shouldn't like so greedy lor.. i was wondering if he really hate me lor.. becos he's like against me the whole day lor.. haiyah.. dun wanna talk about that attitude person lah.. there's one part of the movie when a small little gal and the family was singing birthday song to her mummy in korean as its a korean horror movie.. wahh.. the small little gal was so cute!! and her singing was so cute too!! oh my gosh!! the birthday song in korean was cute too.. haha.. when the movie finish, the guys were like.. keep on singing the birthday song using the song and some vulgarities.. AHH.. haha.. okok its not funny.. making fun of something cute is not funny.. =p.. haha.. they singing singing and singing.. blah blah blah.. haha.. we went century for arcade.. i forgot in what situation MELVIN call me a fat ass.. i really dunno what's with him lor.. btw.. me, jer, haz, teng went to take neoprint at century while the guys play arcade first.. the first one we took two was nice the other two wasn't that nice.. kinda dissapointed cos i dun get any of the nice ones.. there are two sets of each design.. jer and haz got the two best ones.. cos they wanted it.. haiz.. me and teng no choice then give them lor.. haiz.. sad.. how wish i got at least one of the nice de.. well.. we took another one at a not so nice machine.. haiz.. come out everybody got the same one.. same of everything.. i'm abit not happy lah.. haiz.. but what to do.. nvm.. next time i must take the nice one!! ahh!!.. okok.. after the movies, arcade and the neoprints, we went for basketball.. this time my turn to go home bring the ball down.. the guys followed me home get the ball.. ha.. nobody accompanied teng home.. haiz.. sad.. but still ok lah.. brought down the ball with the guys to the basketball court.. most of time, MELVIN was like holding on to the ball lor.. everytime, i wanna play then he was like.. EXCUSE ME.. what sia.. its my ball and i dun get to play.. what logic is this..dun get it man.. well.. i'm not being what ok.. but i'm seriously pissed off by his attitude lor.. just hated his xiao zhang look lor.. i forgot what its called in english.. i see i wanna mao him lor.. i wanna box his face!.. i dun mean it.. but i'm just irritated by the attitude he's showing lor.. i bought a big bottle of water to share.. he holding on to the ball so long, wants to drink.. i mean its like.. ok lah.. i bought that to share.. not being selfish again.. but i just hated his look and attitude given lor.. after the game, nelson wanna get his dinner.. MELVIN ask nelson to help him buy big bottle of drink and will pay him back when he comes back.. and so nelson went to buy his dinner then the big bottle of drink.. he bought that big bottle of coke.. 1.5 litres.. can he finish that?? oh pls.. he asked us help him drink finish ok.. then he say what he dun wanna bring that stupid thing back.. what sia.. that big bottle of coke is what he ask nelson to buy.. and when he can't finish it, he call it stupid.. what sia.. cannot finish then still wanna buy 1.5 litre.. just stating the fact.. can't finish then dun buy so big bottle lah.. blogged @ 7:51 PM Saturday, November 5, 2005 i'm very upset today.. i'm just a normal academic student who dun save money, who always takes money from parents when go out with friends, who always stupidly lend ppl money without asking them for it.. i dun get it..i dun get money back from them becos i dun dare.. and i dun wish to press them for it all the time.. they will think that i'm a calculative person.. a very stingy person.. they will hate me!! yeah i'm timid, i'm unable to do it.. so?? now i only have 7 bucks and my parents were like scolding and scolding and scolding.. saying this month no money lah.. gor gor going chengmai ahh no money ah.. this month very tight lah.. how wish i'm my big bro lor.. he's got a god mum who will give him money and presents all the time.. for his birthday he always get a 50 to 100 bucks ang bao.. for new year, he gets special ang bao specially for him.. he's richer than me ok.. i admit i dun save money.. i admit i'm broke, i'm pathetic.. but what can i do? money is like so important lor.. everything also need money.. even borrow money also need to return with MONEY.. and i can't possibly live off my friends by borrowing money all the time lor.. they are limited also lor.. they borrow money from me i lend.. they never automatically return de lor..i dun even know if i can get back my money lor.. my parents dun wanna give me money.. ok fine.. its not the first time they dun wanna give me money.. if only that stupid previous owner of the house didn't take the transfer of money in cash instead by cpf, i tell my family would at least have money to spend lor.. that stupid owner.. wants everything is cash.. he must be in debt lah.. or else why can't he let us pay in cpf.. never think lor.. only think of himself only.. deduct from cpf also money what.. can't u just wait for the transfer.. then now no money to spend.. u are an idiot lor.. ppl pay by cpf u want in cash.. siao ahh.. so selfish lor.. cpf and cash is still money what.. govenment pay u cpf u dun want.. wait little while will die ahh.. won't right.. so kan chiong for what.. debtor will kill u ahh?? will burn ur house down ahh?kill ur whole family ahh? they kill they go jail lah.. stupid lahh.. if we had that money, we can replace our freaky refrigerator lor.. and replace our air conditioning to speed unit lah.. its becos u.. we dun have money.. what sia u.. u are freakiing selfish lah.. not i wanna say u lor.. u really never think of others de lor.. if only i still stay in ubi i tell u, we will be having a better life lor.. air - con with speed unit.. HELLO.. who do u think u are?!! can su ka su ka ask ppl pay in cash de ahh.. jiu suan u owe ppl money, in hurry to pay back also cannot like that what.. life still have to go one lor.. u think u who ahh.. u are not someone BIG ok.. its really selfish of u and ur family.. i shall not curse u, if not i will get back the curse.. and i shall not talk about u, becos I JUST HATE U.. get off my sight!! scram as far as u can lah.. before i grow up, come out earn money u better scram and never appear infront of me or my family ahh.. I HATE YOU TO THE CORE!! if not for u, my family wouldn't dun have enough money to spend.. maybe if my parents pay the house by cpf, i now maybe get money from my parents also they wouldn't anyhow scold scold scold lor.. think lah.. ni de liang xin guo de qu mahh.. no mood to post liao lah.. no money no talk lah.. blogged @ 7:13 PM Thursday, November 3, 2005 ..*..today is my bro's birthday.. ..*..tmr is felicia's birthday.. ..*..the day after tmr is mr elwi's birthday.. ..*..this sunday is leewee's birthday.. ..*..next friday is eiffah and chailian's birthday.. i just wanna wish all of ur a very.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!.. be happy everyday.. smiles forever.. take carez.. =) blogged @ 10:30 PM Wednesday, November 2, 2005 hmm.. today's such a great day.. haha.. today i went movies with 8 other good friends.. kayan, carmen, eric, zhenxing, randy, weiteng, melvin and nelson.. we are good friends ok.. err.. i mean i treat them as my very good friends lah.. haha.. we met at the playground at 1125 which is an hour before the show "all about love" starts which is at 1225.. weiteng and carmen came at 1130.. nelson is the earliest followed by kayan then eric and me got there almost at the same time..haha.. wahh.. randy and zhenxing, the two princes hor.. came so late leh.. haha.. dou shuo shi prince le mah.. dang ran take a longer time to da pan lah.. haha.. i mean already say they prince le mah.. of course take a longer time to get ready lor.. haiyoh.. haha.. btw.. before zhenxing and randy came, i was the only one wearing jeans, having my hair tied and wearing specs.. well.. i'm still carrying my same old sling bag which i use all the time.. haha.. the others wear shorts isa.. but here comes the two yan daos..wahhaa.. YEA!! zhenxing wear jeans!! haha.. finally got ppl pei me wear jeans le.. cool.. he's cool when he wear jeans.. haa.. weiteng, carmen, kayan and nelson wore slippers.. haha.. the rest of us wear shoes.. haha.. the only ppl who wear specs were me and zhenxing.. we are also the only jeans ppl.. HAHA.. odd sia.. nelson and zhenxing are the only ppl who didn't bring bags.. hahah.. i'm also the only one having my hair tied.. see there's soo many odd things around us.. haha.. weiteng and carmen the chio bus didn't have their hair tied and they were wearing slippers.. haiyoh.. i'm so odd lor.. haha.. well.. that can't be helped.. =p hmm.. we set off from the playground to the bus stop.. i felt kinda left out as the guys and the gals have their own stuff to talk about.. i dunno where to go.. i felt lost.. but i guess there's nth i could do.. fate bah.. =p haha.. just walked on to the bus stop.. we took 69 to tampines mall..when we gonna board the bus, i asked weiteng to call melvin.. haha.. told him that he can leave his house le.. btw.. we meet him at tm becos he lives in tampines and it will be easier if he goes there straight from his house.. hmm.. in the bus, we did alot of stuff.. like weiteng and carmen taking video and stuff.. haha.. we were like happily talking talking and talking.. we have so much to talk about.. hha.. that's what we do all the time.. wahahaha..=p we were abit late for the show..haha.. cos we reach tampines interchange at about 1221.. haha.. late hor.. we walked briskly.. actually not very lah.. haha.. only me so jing zhang.. the others all like so relaxed lah.. reach gv le then we saw melvin there liao.. i collected money from them and bought 9 tickets.. of course lah.. there are 9 of us leh.. haha.. -.-'' hha.. well.. all of them and myself gave me 10 bucks each.. 10 times 9 equals to 90 bucks.. so 90 bucks in total lah.. but the tickets in total is 72 bucks.. becos 8 times 9 equals 72 bucks.. so 90 minus 72 equals 18 bucks.. so 18 divided 9 equals 2 bucks.. so each of us will receive a change of 2 bucks.. wahh.. its like having maths lesson sia.. haha.. -.-'' this maths question i can still do.. and work it out.. haha.. lame.. hmm.. kk.. get back to movie.. i felt bad that there won't be seats available for weiteng and carmen.. i mean they have to sit another row.. haiz.. well.. i went in first all the way in.. followed by zhenxing, randy, nelson, kayan, eric and melvin.. i think so.. haa.. when we sat down, we realised that we haven't buy snacks yet.. haha.. so me and the guys went out to buy snacks lah.. i bought nachos combo AGAIN.. and its cost me 8 bucks plus extra cheese 50 cents.. haha.. well.. there's also a drink in the combo.. and the drink is large ok.. its too much for one.. haha.. wahh.. very pro lor.. haven't go back theatre the guys are already eating my nachos.. haiyoh.. well.. doesn't matter becos i bought them for sharing.. the guys did buy something ok.. haha.. btw.. zhenxing asked me why i everytime also buy nacjos comebo.. i say.. becos i like mah.. heehee.. after we bought our snacks, we went back into the theatre.. sat down and waited for the movie to start.. feeling bad for leaving the gals out.. but i guess there's nth i could do.. i did try ask them everyone to move.. but before we could move, the movie started.. haiz.. i wished i had moved sooner.. i hope they are angry with me.. even if they are angry with me, i won't be surprised.. haha.. wahh.. before i could eat my nachos, the guys had already eaten more than half of it.. ARGHH~!! pathetic sia.. eric they all eat eat and eat.. but lucky they not so bad eat finish all.. they left little bit for me.. -.-'' hmm.. btw.. we always share our drinks.. or even share our saliva.. haha..i shared my drink with zhenxing.. using the same straw.. i thought i had to finish that large coke all by myself.. something that made me surprised is that.. he actually ye hui gen wo share shui de.. haha.. i have only shared food with friends or even guys in 6e.. i mean i shared food with my 6e friends more often lah.. haha.. zhenxing took the first sip.. then me.. after i drank one sip, zhenxing ask me where i drink from lah.. i said sarcasticlly that i drank from the cup instead of the straw.. then he say u dun bluff lah.. u drink from the straw right i know cos i saw.. i mean he's saying in a funny type of tone.. haha.. i was like.. so paiseh leh.. hahaa.. halfway through the movie, ms ho called me.. i rejected her call and msged her.. apologising for rejecting her call.. and asked her if anything matters.. she said that there's no parade this sat.. she said she will mail us the pack list for our cug camp and ask me to inform huiyi about it also.. haa.. then i continued to watch the movie.. heehee.. hmm.. soon, the last sip of coke was drank by zhenxing.. then when i wanna drink, finish liao.. then he say finish le lah.. still drink.. haa.. i was like.. ok.. u win le lor.. hha.. well he's not scolding me.. there's nth for him to scold.. he also saying it in a funny tone.. haa..wahh.. the cinema is so cold.. something sad is that i lost my ring in the cinema!! ARGHH!! sad right.. =( haiz.. well.. realised in only when we stepped out of the cinema.. when the show is finished.. haiz.. well.. nvm.. no point crying over spilled milk what.. haa.. after the show, kayan was like pestering me pei him go buy jay chou's latest album..then the rest went to the toilet while me and kayan when to seek for the cd.. haha.. sad.. mj out of stock.. after they came out from the toilet, we went to take neoprints.. haiz.. too many ppl liao unable to squeeze into the cam.. haha.. my face only one time fully taken.. the others all cannot see my face de.. haa.. well..kinda disappointed.. but no choice.. haha.. after neoprints, we went century play arcade.. but before going arcade, we went sembawang to buy jay chou's cd.. too bad.. out of stock too.. hahaa.. kayan is kinda disappointed liao.. haha.. its around 1510 liao.. we went for late lunch.. everyone ate except me.. i didn't eat.. i wasn't hungry.. i was like taking pics of them eating and stuff.. haha.. i did something very stupid and that's taking all hps and trying to make into a star.. but failed.. becos there wasn't enough hps.. haha.. so i just took the hps together and just take a pic of it.. haha.. i'm lame i know.. haha.. =p weiteng and carmen went montip to buy something.. left me and the guys.. eric is still eating.. the guys actually left then they come back again.. haha.. i very good one.. the guys left but i didn't he my besttie mah.. cannot pang seh him de.. hahaa.. see i so good.. haha.. soon he finished his ban mian.. we left the food court went to the arcade.. play play and play.. weiteng and carmen came back from montip liao.. weiteng want me pei her play percussion master.. hahaa.. haiyah.. i lost to her everytime.. i'm lousy at it ok.. haha.. after all the playing and stuff at tampines, we went back to bedok taking 69 again.. in the bus we keep taking pics.. wahaha.. we are the ppl mah.. HAHA.. lame.. haha.. so many pics were taken.. btw.. we were on the double decker bus on top de.. that's why we can be so noisy.. haha.. we are lame.. haha.. reach our stop le..the moment we alight from the bus, we saw liyana and her bro i guess.. hahaa.. she was wearing her baju i think.. haha.. chatted for a little while with her.. then we all parted.. we go play basketball.. haha.. i went home to have a change.. nelson went home for the toilet.. weiteng went home take basketball.. haha.. carmen followed me home to change.. haha.. cool.. haha.. wahh.. carmen is very pro.. she talked on the phone so long sia.. later bill explode that u sayang ahh.. the two chio bus weiteng and carmen were like.. kept talking on the phone.. and were talking so happily and so long.. haiyoh.. haha.. must be talking to their SOMEBODY lah.. haiyoh.. soo obvious.. haha.. well.. after i have changed, we went down to the basketball court.. weiteng wanna play half court.. all of them played.. i didn't wanna play becos i know i very lan so i didn't join in.. after a while, i wanna take pic.. i mean yeah lah.. take group photo..before eric, carmen and melvin leave.. haha.. must take mahh.. for memory.. haha.. eric, melvin and carmen left at 6.. after that..zhenxing, kayan, weiteng, nelson, randy and me left also.. kayan went home while the rest of us went for dinner at the hawker centre.. nelson had mee kia.. zhenxing, me, randy and weiteng had fried kway teow.. haha.. 3 plates without ham.. 3 plates with chilli.. 1 plate no chilli no ham is mine.. haha.. i dun take chilli.. haah.. wahh.. randy and weiteng buy the kway teow then only eat one, two mouth only.. so wate hor.. zhenxing first to finish his kway teow.. actually i can't finish de.. but left little bit then zhenxing ask me finish it.. then ok lor.. finish the kway teow.. zhenxing and randy went home after dinner.. nelson, weiteng and me went back also.. but before we went back, nelson and weiteng wanna play basketball again.. haiyoh.. but they play little while only lah.. not even half an hour.. haha.. about 15 mn lor.. haha.. pro lor.. ok lah.. late liao.. gonna sleep soon.. haha.. cya and take carez.. =) blogged @ 11:35 PM Tuesday, November 1, 2005 yesterday was the first day of holiday.. woke up at 7am.. had nth to do.. trying to go back to sleep.. but unable to do so.. kept tossing around in bed wondering what should i do.. i'm so bored.. after tossing around for about 20 min plus, i msged weiteng.. told her i'm bored.. and asked her what time she gonna wake up.. she said 0830.. then i told her that.. that alex msged me again.. the day before.. i told her what happened.. she told me to tell him i got stead le.. tell him dun disturb me again.. but i didn't.. i told her that i didn't wanna waste my money on this kinda person.. then soon its 0800 le.. i meet weiteng for breakfast.. i went to brush my teeth and stuff.. after breakfast i went to her house.. she was using the com.. we were discussing about the 2nd dec gathering.. discussing where we will go.. and what will we do.. some suggested places were sentosa, pulau ubin, east coast, escape theme park and wild wild wet.. we can do things like sun tanning, kayaking, beach soccer, beach volleyball, seeing the sunset etc. in sentosa.. even throwing ppl into the sea.. haha.. =p we can do cycling at ubin.. at east coast we can do things like roller blading, cycling, wacko, building of sandcastle.. wahaha... its childish of us.. 13 years old le still build sandcastle.. HAHA.. going to escape theme park of course must go to the latest HAUNTED HOUSE lah.. and of course all the games there.. esp. all the thrilling games.. that makes us scream out loud! hha.. same as escape theme park, we will play all the games at wild wild wet.. we did so many stuff.. trying to plan a memorable outing for all of us.. there are so many things we could do on this day.. haha..well.. i was saying weiteng was half way using the com and half way conferencing with her friends.. then sophia called.. i was talking talking and talking onthe phone with her.. btw.. she called my phone.. she asked me if i have insect repellent.. i told her i have.. haven't use before de.. we can share.. they got their pack list but we haven't get ours.. haha.. will get it probably this week.. sophia my class is very united.. like everytime go out to play together.. and we still keep in contact.. hopefully we won't lose contact.. yeah.. after that.. i went home.. used the com.. still on the phone with sophia.. when i'm outside my house.. sophia wanted to my house.. so she called.. and we talked on the phone for about half an hour when she says i'm very busy, she said she dun wanna bother me le.. let me do my own thing so we hang up the phone lor.. yeah.. i was chatting with the guys and weiteng.. the guys were kayan, eric and junjie.. weiteng wanted to go play basketball.. so we asked jj, ky and ric if they wanna play basketball with us.. jj wasn't able to come with us becos he was locked at home... haha.. we were playing with him.. likelaughing that he's lonely.. hhaa.. i mean just play play lah.. no offence de.. then we say yeah lor so pathetic.. haha.. ky and ric agreed to play basketball with us.. teng and me say eric must blanjar drinks and food.. haha.. must qiao ta yi bi..haha.. then he say ok lor.. haa.. teng and me went opposite to fetch her friends who are gonna play basketball.. teng lending them her basketball.. but they have one also.. in their hands.. we walked back and we saw ric walking to the basketball court.. its like so obvious its him.. we asked him to wait for us at the traffic light there.. then we walked across the traffic light.. ric saw the the 4 guys.. and jokingly ask teng where's her stead.. haha.. sadly her stead wasn't any of the 4 guys.. me, ric and teng walked to the opposite i mean another opposite.. actually wanted to pump my basketball.. but it wasn't open.. so we just went to the mama shop to buy stuff.. ky called and asked where we were.. told him we are at the mama shop.. then he appear.. so fast lor.. haha..we bought drinks.. went to the basketball court.. we took awhile before we actually played.. the meaning "play" for us.. is just throwing the balls into the net.. haa.. not play match lah.. wahh.. i'm so lousy.. i only goaled one time.. haha.. the others all goaled quite a few times.. we called nelson to come at first.. he says he dun want.. then at last he asked where we were and he came eventually.. hazel called teng's hp.. ask her wanna go watch movie next monday.. then teng ask we all.. then all say ok.. btw.. we are going for movie tmr also.. haha.. pro hor.. later we went mama shop again.. me, nelson and ky went to the mama shop lah.. then we bought drinks and this time with some tidbits.. ky bought 3 sweets.. i mean the long long 10cents one.. he gave nelson one.. and i was saying.. ehh.. u give him never give me in chinese.. haha.. then he dun wanna give then at last he gave.. HAHA.. cute right.. haha..we went back to the court.. ky told that was a gift from him.. HAHA.. kk its not funny.. =p we continued to play play and play.. we were also taking videos and pictures.. actually ky wanted to take pic with me.. then after so long.. eric who are gonna take for us, keep on laughing at ky's look.. then he dun wanna take liao.. cos he waited so long mah.. hahaa.. cute right.. eric was saying ky's face look like those pic in the funeral.. infront of the coffin.. HAHA.. hey its not funny ok.. touchwood hor.. haha.. we were playing happily then the booch and the two guys came and started saying me AGAIN.. well.. we went off to the fitness corner at 506.. we were then playing again.. ric was like playing a fool with the thing.. haha.. i took the video of them doing "exercises" haha.. oh my gosh.. eric's soo cute.. doing the thing that made us all laugh.. haha.. well.. this time.. lee wee came along with her mum.. coming back from dunno where.. called her chio bu and she was doing exercise ah.. haa.. she's very cute for ur info.. haha..btw.. she was back from band.. she was just walking pass there.. so just called out for her.. haha.. here comes the booch and the two guys.. saying me AGAIN.. but this time.. we didn't go away.. cos they were at the mama shop and us at the fitness corner.. so we didn't really care.. just continued with whatever we were doing.. at 5, we left the place.. ky was like.. rushing to somewhere.. he walked very fast.. haha.. well.. he's like that.. he siao one lah.. ahha.. so we just went home lah..i went home and bath.. after i come from my bath, its already gonna be 1730.. so went into the room to watch tvee.. i fell asleep soon.. woke at 7 plus.. had my dinner and went to watch tvee..watched until 10, i went to use the com.. while i use, i watch tvee.. 12am le.. i'm still using and watching tvee.. i used the comp until about 0140 i went to sleep.. then i woke up today at 0810.. yeah.. btw.. today is deepavali.. so here.. wishing all of u a.. HAPPY DEEPAVALI!!.. take carez.. =) blogged @ 8:44 AM