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Saturday, September 30, 2006

i realised sth really lame and funny.. that made me really dumb lahs. its like i didn't know i was soo dumb when i was in p5 can... see the picts below.


haha. dumb right?? i was like laughing away lahs. hahaa. omg... hahaa. i was sooo dumb.... ahhh... can't believe it lahs. haiyoh. and oh yeah. dun u think this handwritting is familiar?? i think its junjie's. hahahaa.

omg. i think is junjie lahs.. hahaha. haiyoh. ok lahs. i'm just here to post these funny dummy stuff. haha. byee...

blogged @ 10:45 PM


wahh.. its the last sat of sept. so fast right? its like tmr jiu 1st oct liao.. ehhh.. tmr children's day lehh. any prezzie for me?? HAHA. since i'm still 13, i want some prezzie....HAHA. i'm still very very young can... haha. ok lahs. today i very sian. whole day at home. only in the morning go see doctor for some stuff. then come back use comp for a long long time... ahha. then sleep.. and now, i'm blogging.. its like... other saturdays i will be like just came home from church... then in the morning go gb... wahhh.. now exam period only like got so little stuff to do lahs. and i really dunno what's with me these days lor. and i realise i have so many friends' names in common.. i shall name theem all.. haha.
CARMEN x2 [Tan, Koh]
CHERYL x2 [Sim, Poh]
CHRISTOPHER x2 [Chin, Kong]
CINDY x2 [Lee, Lam]
DANIEL x2 [Yeo, Goh]
DARYL/DERALD x2 [Neo, Chew]
DIANA x3 [Tan, i forgot the other two]
DOREEN x2 [Lim, Gan]
ESTHER x5 [Fan, Loh, Sun, Lam, Hee]
FELICIA x3 [Poh, Chew, i forgot the other one]
FELINE/FELYN x2 [Foo, what's the other one?]
GRACE x2 [Wong, Lim]
HARRY x2 [Yu, Leong]
HAZEL x2 [Soh, what's the other one?]
IRIS x2 [Lin, Tan]
JACKY x2 [Heng, Loo]
JASMINE x2 [Tan, Yen]
JASON x2 [Tan, what's the other one?]
JESSICA x 2 [Dickens, what's the other one?]
JESSLYN/JASLYN x2 [i forgot, Sim]
JOYCE/JOICE x4 [Lim, Leong, Kwok, Wee]
JOEY x3 [Wong, i forgot the other two]
JOLENE x3 [Low, Tan, Chua]
KAREN x2 [Tham, what's the other one?]
LEE WEE x2 [See, Wong]
LI YING x2 [Ng, i forgot the other one]
MICHELLE x4 [Lee x2, Lua, Goh]
MOSES x2 [Wong, Lam]
PAMELA x3 [includes me Yeo, Teo, Low]
PAULINE x2 [See, i forgot]
QIU RONG x2 [Ling, what's the other one?]
RACHEL x3 [Tan, Goh, Ramen]
RYAN x2 [Lee, what's the other one?]
SHANE/SHAYNE x2 [Tan x2]
SHARON x3 [Han, Ng, Yao]
SIHUI x2 [Chang- is it spelt like this?, Lim]
SOPHIA x2 [Zheng, Chua]
VANESSA x4 [Yeo, Tan, Yong, Goh]
VINCENT x2 [Lee, Chung]
WILSON x2 [Low, Poh]
WEI LIN x2 [Ong, Liew]
WEI SHENG x2 [Yip, i forgot the other one]
ZOE/ZOEY x2 [what's the other one?, Lee]

haha. sure have alot bahh.. HAHA.. haiyoh. too many le lahs. haha. okok. i'm just being lame can. haha. ok lahs. off to watch tvee le.. byeee...

blogged @ 7:52 PM

Friday, September 29, 2006

ahh. kayan bluff me.. i so sad.. hurr.. anyways. today we had our alumni celebration... just came home. haven't bath yet.. hais. i alot of comments f9or today. i think i will lose 1kg soon if i continue to like run around with an empty stomach. hahaha. i didn't eat ath at the gathering. i only had a can of drink. haha. anyways. let me start from the very beginning.. haa. met xinyi, iris, carmen and teng for dinner at around 1830.. but then i didn't eat ath.. haa. i saw zhenxing so i pei him go shelter. kayan promised he would come but then he at last didn't come.. T.T hmm. had lotsa fun today. esp with tianloke they all. we took alotof pictures. hahaha. post the pictures afterwards. hahaa. hmm. then tianloke they all very enthu they were like singing lahs. hahaha. the teachers were very enthu too. haha.. i'm the deejay of the day. and kairui is the host. HAHA. wahh. ehh jason, shengwei and kairui can dance!! omg... so nice lahs.. i got take video. haha. i will post on youtube if possible. hahah. hmm. its cool. today is the day we can really remember lahs. cos its like its worth remembering. although i'm unhappy of certain stuff but... still ok lahss. love the way kairui they all being so enthu and participating actively. haha. entertainment rocks. haha. hmm.. after everything, me, cheuk and teng went to buy food for my gor.. then went to 7 eleven. what the hell.. i gave he stupid aunty $1.40 ok... then she keep saying i gave her $1.20 lahs.. what the hell.. its like she should have take the money immediately i gave her right... dumb seh... hurr. anyways. xinyi they all hor.. very bad lehh. they keep saying me and zhenxing.. hurr... nvm. haha. i ran so many bloody times today lahh. wahh.. i'm so dead tired now... **YAWN** hahaha. ok lahs. here are some pictures. enjoy. =)
YNPS ALUMNI DAY 2006. =D
lalala. =))
omg... they are in JAIL... =x
4 diff colours. hahaa.
teng and shengwei playing a fool.
guys, lets peeee...... xD
kindly aim accurately bois. xD
they look like some dancers lehh. haha.
awww.. mel kana molested. =x
step seh.. =x
my dearest.. sorry carmen.
haa. my budds. =))
lalala. =x
mei nu and shuai ge.... xDDD
three monsters. HAHA.
shuai ge!! i want ur head to be in!! xD
omg....
wahhhh....
our dinner. =))

blogged @ 11:10 PM


today history and chinese paper2. omg. history mcq was quite easy but the sbq and seq was kinda hard can..hurr. after exams went to tampines with huiyi and leewee to buy sth. actually its my batt. ahhaa. i wanted to just buy and go.. but then leewee and huyi want walk walk then jiu go walk walk lor...hurr. why am i like everytime i say i dun wanna see him, i actually did? its like. i saw err dunno how many ppl i know in tm can.. first i saw charlotte, and gang, xinhui and gang, vanessaYEO and gang, annchee and gang, jerlisa's bro and gang, eric and friend. what the hell.... i dun even wanna see him can. i was still hoping not to see him lahs.. hurr.. then just now becos i saw him i ran into mintoons... then he came in. what the hell?!!! then ok nvm. i go out wait for huiyi and leewee.. btw. got ppl ask leewee for phone number. haa. but then leewee very bu shuang after giving her hp number. haha. and oh yes. let me finish my story. then he came out of minitoons. then some more infront of huiyi he call me FATTY ok. i hate it when my friends say any stupid names in front of my other friends can.. its like he dun even give me face by just calling me pam.. call me by my name will die ahh.. i dun see u will die leh.. its like. i'm sure u dun like ppl call u by those stupid sounding names right.. can u like spare a thought for me anot... u dun even respect me lahs. and i hate calling names and being called names. ok forget about it. and u see i saw jer's bro and eric in the bus also can.. its like.. i is gen they all very you yuan mehh.. hurr. i then dun want sia.. hurr.. anyways. there's nth much i can say ok.. i tried to run away. but the thing is, he still saw me... what the...

blogged @ 3:23 PM

Thursday, September 28, 2006

hmm.. lucky i wasn't late for sch this morning. hurr. cos i had to pass carmen her geog book.then met her at 0640. i missed like 2 buses. hurr. doesn't matter. haha. hmm. reached sch later than the usual time. but i wasn't late. haha. hmm.. omg. tmr history and mt paper2.. i didn't really study. cos i can't get the stuff into my brain. and today ms sng never come. so mrs hassil*[is it spelt like this??] came to relieve ms sng for home econs. hmm. we like copy answers can. haha. then i was at the visualiser there help cher to move the stuff. bleahs. hmm. and then after that cos nth much to do lahs. then chatted with ruwan. since he's so pathetic sitting alone. so i decided to sit with him. haha. then cos mrs hassil sat at the side of the tables. then i sat beside ruwan. and guess what leewee, huiyi they all say? they all say me and ruwan going to ROM. then mrs hassil the witness of marriage. hahaha. and its so not funny. cos ruwan's not mine. ruwan's.... hem. u know i know lahs. =p haha. then some more ruwan won't want me de. HAHA. i told shihui about kayan again. then wanjing say eric and kayan dropping hints. hurr. i was like. cannot be lahs. hahahaa. it just happened to be those answers which happened to be sweet. xDD hahaha. hmm. gorgor bought new speakers last night. omg. it cost us 40 bicks can. then cos the comp i also got fen. so paid gor 20 bucks to buy it. hurr.. anyways. i'm soo tired. i didn't really talk much with wanjing they all.. dunno why. probably just felt really err.. nth. nvm. anyways. my story haven't complete yet. i pei ruwan go return books to the home econs kitchen. then when we go back to iTr2, cher ask us to go down take 1a book. hurr. anws.. it doesn't matter. at least i got company. hahha.then toay music fun lahs. see videos of other classes. hohoho. haha. ok i'm lame. haha. ok lahs. i'm really dozing off now. haha. byee...

blogged @ 5:54 PM

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

what the hell.. i type until so long le then the stupid friendster give me prob and i can't save my post yet the thing sot diao.. hurr.. anyways. today ok lahs. i saw kayan in the bus today. he good lahs. ask him sit down he purposely go behind sit.. hurr... nvm. haha.. omg. today moses' table got my name which i wrote last time. and below that got the word CUTE.??!! omg.. beside that was I'M SORRY I CAN'T BE PERFECT. omg...its like second time le lor.. and its soo impossible can... cannot be in my class. haha. cos most guys dislike me. for my loud voice. hahaha. and oh yeah. i saw sth very gross this morning after assembly. there's a bag of white liquid dunno what is it lahh.. so damn freaking gross can.. hurr... then after that went to office get a mop. but then the person gotta ask the cleaner to come my class. i wanted to clean it myself cos i dun wanna disturb the cleaners. i mean they have much more to do. but really grateful that they helped us clear the mess. i felt a little bad.. i wanted to help really. hmm.. but nvm. really grateful lahs. hmm. ahh... omg. i'm still kinda freaked off can.. about the stuff on the tables.. haha. i shall put inside my wishlist. "meet my myterious admirer"xDD haha.. okok. enough of my nonsense. haha. hmm.. i scored 60 for cheuk's quiz.. argghhh.. and he scored 60 for mine too. =D hahaha.

blogged @ 7:43 PM

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

ok i sent a msg to eric and junjie. but then they dun want reply.. ARGHHH...

Choices:
.COFFEE
.TEA
.CAPPUCINO
.MILK
.FRUIT JUICE
.BEER
.WINE
.VODKA
which one will you share with me? i will send the meaning after you have chosen one. =))

and they didn't reply me can... hurr.. and u know kevin's reply was one of those impossible one. HAHA. anyways. hope they will reply me mann.. another on is in chinese...

请问我在你心目中的感觉是什么?
[a]绵花糖
[b]口香糖
[c]巧克力
[d]曲奇饼
[e]奶油蛋糕
[f]烧肉

its really kinda what lahs. and now they dun even reply. worst, nelson replied "i dun noe pam. i now busy so cannot msg u le. bb" i was like.. hellooo... nvm. forget it. anyways.. hmm.. today my day was still alright. just that i had it when ppl beat me. esp TEACHERS can... when we are singing our sch song for assembly, SHE doesn't have to beat me soo hard just becos i turned my head slightly right. so what if i'm fleshy it doesn't give u the rights to hit me ok.. u are TEACHER and i am STUDENT. u are lucky i didn't bring this up. i'm giving u face can. its like u are not supposed to even hit students can. hurr. so irritated. and i dropped that stupid tear can. well, nobody knows. not even shihui, shariffah they all know. even shariffah who was just beside me didn't even know i dropped that tear. whatever. today sch invited the pei yan ling opera centre thing to perform for us. some of the students were jeering and some cheering. whatever. doesn't concern me totally. after assembly, sec2 UG members, nyaa particapants have got like briefing for the sL camp at the end of the year... wahh. i have like 3 camps can? one, nyaa camp?, two, sL camp, three, church camp. omg. and if still got CUG camp then i tell u, it will be 4.. hurr.. that's alot can. u see ahh i this year have most camps lah. at first is gb annual camp, leadership camp, sL camp, nyaa camp?, church camps and whatever. hurr.. soo tiring can. hmm. went tuition as usual. nth much to blog about. hurr. byee..

blogged @ 5:43 PM

Monday, September 25, 2006

stupid sia. somebody want find me trouble sehh. what sia. ONLY CHILDISH PPL WILL RESORT TO VIOLENCE. AND ONLY WANT ONE ON ONE SETTLE THINGS BECOS THEY DUN WANNA LET THE WHOLE WORLD TO KNOW.

THE END.

blogged @ 8:55 PM


haha. today shihui say i say thing like very wierd seh. hahaa. i know why. perhaps its yesterday too emo then it burnt my brain and i became sort of nutsy today. HAHA. lalala. i dun get it man. i'm such an a**hole yesterday can. hurr.. anyway. eric promised to write me a long long testi after exams.wheee!! hahaha. his exams finish on the 5th so, i must remind him for that testi.. hohoho. hahaha. very guai oks. he studying. haha. anyways, whatever i'm writting here today and yesterday, doesn't mean ath.. i mean it doesn't mean we are together or whatsoever. we aren't what u are thinking lahs. we err.. impossible. haha. same for me and kayan. hurr.. ok i swear i'm not gonna talk about these ever AGAIN!! arghhh... okok. i'm NUTS. HAha. ok lahs. today sth stupid happened. our class got cockroach. and its due to ppl who is such a hole the eat, drink in class and attract so many pests. hurr. that's why i really hate BNSS`06, 2G.. get it? lalala. anyways. i went to the office to get an insecticide. but then mr lea refuse to give me. or should i say hee says no more le. whatever. nvm. at last syahmi got the cockroach out of the class and sophia was like, " ahhh.. cooooockroaaaachhhhhhhh!!!! ahh!! " its kinda -.-''.. HAHA. hmm. today soo sian can. hahhaa. i told shihui i very emo yesterday. HAHA. anyways. nth much. and i shan't talk anymore. haha. i'm going to IMH.. bleahs. xDD

blogged @ 5:56 PM

Sunday, September 24, 2006

its sunday again. and i really dun feel like blogging today. i'm so damn freaking emo today. i dunno what's going on. it made really upset... trust me, i'm not gonna care about those two guys again? they make me really upset can.. ok i know i'm being emo all the time. i dun even know why i'm talking about them in my blog. today is the 24th of sept 2006. and on the 25th sept 2005, eric wrte me only one testi.. its like one year ago can.. he said he will write me one today. but then now its already so late le and he didn't write me one eventually.. all guys are jerks. all liars. even my bro is a liar too.. i hate it when i have to be so upset over stuff like that. forget it. i really have no mood to blog today or should i say now. byeebye.

blogged @ 9:49 PM

Saturday, September 23, 2006

myyy.. its the second sat without gb. hmm.. feels great but not used to it. haha. hey. there's nth i could do at home lahs.. today i wanted to study.. but then hor.. eric they all want study at home. then i dun wanna go with teng as she's already going with derald le. i dun wanna be gooseberry. then i ask jj gor want go anot.. he ssay must ask mama. but then hor. he never reply me lehs.. then after that never go study le lor. i went shopping with mama instead. xD haha. i'm supposed to study!!! arghh.. nvm. we didn't do much shopping.. we pent some time buying er hem. gal's stuff. HAHA. hmm.. oh myy.. i saw shuwen and viki can... haha. they call me. then i looked back. haha. they i see no one. then i turn half back, i saw them .hahaha. ok i know i'm lame. but its true what. haha. so cute sia them.. ahhh.. full of envious.. bleahs. hahaa. its so cool. i didn't expect to see them man. hahaa. hmm. then spent some time looking for the maybank in tampines lahs. then i knew ok. i knew where is maybank. but i just can't remember.. hurrr.. and i dun really have much friends living in tampines. i think. haha. so can't really contact any friends living around there.. arghh.. nvm. haha. i got home at around 5.. pei mummy sleep awhile. haha. not pei lahs. i waslying on her tummy watching tvee then i fell asleep. haha. then i waker up at . exactly. hahaa. and now i'm blogging. after having my dinner. hahaa. hmm.. today meifang's bday!! weet!! hahaa. =p hmm.. nth much to blog lahs. haa. haven't bath lehs!! eww.. okok. stop here for today. haha. byeeeee......=))

blogged @ 7:40 PM

Friday, September 22, 2006

haha. today miracle i didn't fall asleep during the papers can.. haha. its really a miracle when normally during tests, i will just fall asleep anytime. haha. i wonder if its the lipton tea i had this morning which made me so energetic. haha. we had english paper1 first. then recess.. then chinese paper1.. kinda fun lahs..today english topic for free writing i chose the topic smoking from 5 other topics.. i just felt like writing this. as i know i can write alot for that stupid topic.. haha. then for the newspaper report its about the fire thing.. its soo.. err.. dunno how to describe lahs.. its kinda short and lame for me. i mean what i have wrote lahs. oh noo.. i wonder how am i gonna pass man.. bleahs.. then for the chinese right.. got ying yong wen and zuo wen lahs. so for the ying yong wen i chose si han that means its informal lahs. then the informal is about a friend snoke then write a letter for him or her to discourage him or her to smoking lahs. then right the names hor is all the same one can.. yesterday and the day before luo lao shi gave us the same name, same add but different postal code for revision can. haha. hurr. anyways, i think my ying yong wen can make it lahs. but for my compo... i think err. abit out of point lahs.. i might fail my paper 1 lahs... cos i think most of the thing doesn't link.. haha. the topic abit hard lahs. also there's 5 topics. i chose the ling ni zui gan dong de yi jian shi which is the thing which makes u most touched. sth like that though. haha. hmm.. then i write about my last year's bday whereby zhili and kimhong came all the way to my house letterbox just to give me a card can. thats soo sweet of them. haha. anyways. after my paper1s, i went home to pack my swiming stuff.. hmm.. meet carmen after tha.. then go swiming together. hah. i swam 15 laps today. approx lahs. haha. i was quite energetic. ys. tmr no gb. haha. no need wake up so early le. haha. can sleep longer. then tmr i might be home just all day. cos i not going church tmr. then haven't got ppl jio me out. haa. so ya lor. will be quite sian,.. at home i will just wanna use comp.. i needa study!! ahh. so anybody can pei me go study tmr??? haa. anyways. it will good if someone nice will pei me go study tmr. haa.. ok what am i talking about?? bleahs.. i'm talking nonsense. haha. hmm. lalala. omg. i must wait for carmen for one week can.. i will miss her to bits mann.. carmen hor?? haha. soo fun lahs today. haha. hmm.. ok lahs.. nth much to blog about liaos. anyway, everything also got thing to blog. thats why i'm still blogging now. =D

blogged @ 9:11 PM

Thursday, September 21, 2006

hahaa. i know i shouldn't be blogging as i promised i would study hard. haa. i kinda miss blogging. haha. one day only and it seems ages since i blogged. haha. i dunno i just felt like blogging. hais. hmm. yesterday chatted with feline. cos she was asking things about me and kyan if not eric. i was thinking.. like that ahhs. i mean we are not together, we are not in triangle, and i have got no comments for them.. haha. hmm. i dun really understand but somehow feline, as the so call middle-mesenger yesterday, she asked eric about some stuff. and it made me feel like err.. err... haiyah. dunno how to say lahs. i told shihui. she say i like very happy lehs.. haha. anyways. i fely kinda excited lahs. i guess. haa. somehow, i think it made me felt like someone who likes another can. who is kayan. i mean thats what the msg was passed to me. say what my lover is kayan?!! OMG.. we are not even together how to be lovers?? lalala. i think its lame. we can never be together lahs. we are just long time friends, and good friends. haha. anyways. i told feline, i won't know ath. i mean i dunno what i'm thinking can... hmm.. i was kinda in a lost lahs. and i just felt so cnfused over stuff.. i just got the feeling that my heart is now frozen. dead. i can't really feel ath emotionally. well.. forget it. doesn't matter. anyways. today, i'm very guai can.. sophia came my house.. we studied. ut i did my maths hw instead of studying for my paper1 tmr. haha.. then sophia was reading the compo book as told to read. she asked me this word, that makes her laugh all the way. i dun think its funny though. haha. she's like laughing at a word with bao gai tou can.. i said bao gai tou and she's laughing. HAHA. then she thought is shelter.. arghh.. nvm. hahaa. hey. my maths hw is only left with one question. hohoho. hmm.. starting my exams officially on the 26th sept. tmr is just paper1 and we got like 3 days of "rest" before we offiially start our one day two paper eoy. haha.one day two paper means in 1day, we have two papers to take. hahha. its fast lahs. on the 4th oct finish exams le then ppl still mugging for their exams i already playing like siao le. hahaa. i'm actually starting to appreciate my sch. i mean i no longer feel that i dislike the sch i'm in now. instead, i'm quite thankful for that. i knew a bunch of nonsensical ppl. HAHA. like mushroom, wanjing, shanrong, pauline, leewee, huiyi, ruwan, nadhira, shariffah, akhram... and blah blah blah. alot. haha. i'm kinda happy to know my class ppl. just that i hate my class becos ppl in my class simply dunno how to respect the classroom, the teachers. they made most teachers keeping very close eye with our class. no matter what we do, ther will always be that stupid om2 looking into our class most of the time. and its like i felt that there's no privacy in our class u see.. i mean i dun mind having them around when the class is wrecking havoc but they dun have to be around all the time rights... hurr.. feel so uncomfortable lahs. and the stupid ppl who eats in class regardless of how many times i have scolded and told them that they are not supposed to eat in the class.. but they just dun listen. i'm freaked out can.. hurr.. shall top thiss freaking sub. anyways. we have completed our music pro so we had the whole half and hour free during music to do our own surfing and stuff.. hmm.. fun lahs. but then cannot listen music. haha. mr beh pro lahs. keep muting me. hurr.. beco got no headphone so have to listen like that lor.. but then he sort of mean i disturbing the rest can.. hurr.. anyways, music lesson today was kinda noisy lahs. as usual.. duhhh... bleahs.. anyways. for the first few parts of this post, hopefully the tqwo guys i mentioned won't be reading this post lahs. haha. anyways. i dun think they will even be free to view my blog. haha. hmm.. k lah. time for me to go now. haha. byee... =))

blogged @ 8:29 PM

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

hmm.. eoy are coming. i really wanna study for my final years. so i dun wanna let the comp affect me. i'm gonna put my best in this final years in order to get good results for my streaming and get into the course i wanna get into. so until my exams are over, or for that period of time, i won't be using the comp. maybe for afew times. but definitly, i'm gonna study hard. and that haven't been wanting to blog these days. so.. ya. will blog if i have any updates lahs. so ppl reading this, so sorry. i have to. i dun want to. but i need to. thanks for ur understanding. pam signing off.. until the 4th, i'll be studying. take good care of yrselves. dun miss my posts. i'll be back. definitly. i promise. and ya, all the best for ya exams, and study hard for them. esp ppl taking Os, streaming, psle and so on. the list continues. dun be like the past me. take cares. gtg. be strong, the days will be over soon. u can't fall sick now. just study hard. dun skip meals, drink lotsa water, no more going out to play, rest well, be ready.

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Tuesday, September 19, 2006

ok... nth much happened today. but before ms lim's pc lesson we were allowed to go to the toilet lahs. then we gals were like taking pictures in the toilet can.. haha.. hmm.. went back to class.. i wasn't feeling really good today. cos yesterday got a great headache.. dunno what happen lahs.. just very headache lahs.. then i msg junjie gor.. he ask me go sleep lahs.. hurr.. but at last i did.. anyways, today feeling kinda not well.. not really in the studying mood.. hmm.. got tuition.. and hais. talking about tuition makes me feel so upset lahs.. more and more teens at my age including my friends, i won't name who, are already smoking and drinking can... pls lahs.. give me a break. yes, i need not care.. but all of ur are my friends, i'm worried for ur health cann.. hais. i have said all i wanted to say.. i wanted u guys to quit.. but.. ur just dun listen.. ur dun care.. i'm the one worrying about this and that.. i'm very tired of telling u guys again and again not todo it anymore.. i dun wanna lose any of my friends... do u know i'm like being stabbed in my heart a million times already? why are ur so cruel?? why can't ur just for ur own health's sake, ur goodness sake... quit smoking? i'm really washing my hands of u guys. i won't ask, i won't say, i won't do ath now. its ur own health.. all i an say is, whether u wanna take care of yrselves, yr health, is yr own prob. GOODBYE.

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Monday, September 18, 2006

boooorrrrringggg.......... bleahs.. today nth much lahs.. took alot of nonsense pictures... haha.
woaw.. so guai man. xD
lalala...=x
cheese..... =D
ahh.. so fast man.. 3 more days. =(
15 more days to lit. ahh.. so fast..
myy.. i'm soo guai... haha. xD
bleahs..
pretty ladies. =/
haha. what's that st jogn sticker doing on my file?? -.
woaw. 2g chairman. =x
ehh.. no phones in class pls. =x
stupid. make soo much noise.. then teacher down there nag nag nag.=x
what is my waterbottle doing u?? -.
giant and dwarf.
lame.. bleahss..=p

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Sunday, September 17, 2006

hahaa. ok i tried studying oks. ahhaa. its was err.. ok lahs. carmen hor so very lazy lehh.. only know how to say she's haing a fever.. hurr... when her temp is only 36.7 degrees celsius can.. hahhaa. that's funny. then she say she very tired.. HAHAHA. bleahs.. i'm also tired lahs. i msged eric can msg until i forget what i typing then halfway through i fell asleep can.. hurrr.. hahaha. anyways, today no tuition so i went carmen's house to study.. but then before that i pei go have her brunch at the market. haha. then we went to her house to study. she dun let me go her room cos she say very messy. hurr.. anyways, we studied in her mum's room. haa. cool.. the air con was cold can. ahha. i sort of studied geog.. then helped carmen abit on her maths.. hmm.. then we slacked. we ate alot of junk food can.. haha. then carmen was doing her so call leisure art. haha. she was busy doing the art and i was like disturbing her by painting on her hands and her legs. awww.... sooo fun.. hahaa. then i kept laughing lahs.. haha. i became madish.. bleahs. its soo fun.. bleahs. then i help her clean the palots and stuff.. haha. btw, she was using chloe's stuff. which is her bday present from carmen. hahaha. funny lahs. hahahaa. hmm.. wahh.. today nobody msged me seh.. ahhh... but haiyah. doesn't matter. i left carmen's house around 1822.. haha. accurate huh. haha. then i went sophia's house to get my converse bag. hen after that i went home lor. read the tsgs awhile fell asleep and now i'm using the comp. hahah. hmm. hais. hopefully i will be able to study hard. haha. hope all these are not empty promises ya. haha. hmm.. ok lahs. i shall stop here liaos. haa. tc. blog tmr. =))

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TINGCHUN tagged me to do this...
SURVEY::.
THE CANs
Can you blow a bubble?
with what? can bah...
Can you dance?
nope. duhh..
Can you do a cart wheel:
hmm.. dunno lehs. ehh i forget what is it liao lehs..=p
Can you tie a cherry stem with your tongue?
obviously NOT.
Can you touch your toes?
duhh..
Can you whistle?
yeah..
Can you wiggle your ears?
nope.
Can you wiggle your nose?
huh??
THE DIDs
Did you ever run away from home?
NEVER.
Did you ever want to be a doctor?
hmm.. what kinda doctor?
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?
can try. =p
Did you ever want to be a police officer?
haha. can try also. =D
THE DOs
Do you know how to swim?
yeps.
Do you like roller coasters?
haha. i would if i'll be able to try on a real high one. =D
Do you own a bike?
used to.
Do you think you could handle the stuff they eat on those reality shows?
???
THE DOESs
Does hair loss run in your family at all?
yeps.but not all.
Does your car get good gas mileage?
hello, do i look like i have one? i dun even intend to drive a car..-.-
Does your family have family picnics?
used to.
THE HAVEs
Have you ever been on a plane?
yeps. once.
Have you ever asked someone out?
duhh...
Have you ever been asked out by someone?
hmm.. gal boi? have lahs.
Have you ever been to the ocean?
nope.
Have you ever gone fishing?
nope.
Have you ever painted your nails?
yeah.
THE HOWs
How did you find out about Friendster?
invitation through friends.
How many of them have you met in person?
countless. xD
THE WHATs
What are you listening to?
not listening to songs now.
What is the temperature outside?
room temp.
What radio station do you listen to?
YES 93.3 FM.
What was the last restaurant you ate at?
haven't gone to retaurants for a long time. fast food restaurants counted? perhaps. mac?
What was the last thing you bought?
zinc backpack, nalgene waterbottle.
What was the last thing you had to drink?
plain water.
What was the last thing on TV you watched?
err... yesterday the channel8 9pm show.
THE WHOs
Who is your newest friend you have on Friendster?
haha. can't remember.=p
Who was the last person you smsed?
eric. =))
Who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
pauline.
Who is your current crush?
er hem. didn't u read my posts? i lost the feeling liao luh.. -.-
SEVEN LOVESS
[1]MY FRIENDS.
[2]my buddies.
[3]my family.
[4]my camera.
[5]sms-ing.
[6]sleep.
[7]tvee./comp.
SEVEN IMPORTANT THINGS
[1]friends.
[2]tvee.
[3]comp.
[4]papa, mummy.
[5]my phone.
[6]my bed.
[7]go out.
SEVEN RANDOM FACTS
`a gal.
`gb gal.
`13+
`born on 031292
`eating bak chor mee right now. xD
`doing survey now. xD
`multi-tasking.[tvee, windows media player, blogging, msn-ing]
SEVEN THINGS I WOULD LIKE TO DO BEFORE I DIE
[1]find true love?? xD
[2]hug all my friends.
[3]make everybody around me happy first.
[4]get new phone. xD
[5]take as much pictures i can as a memory to everyone who knows me best. =)
[6]do whatever i like.
[7]a trip to the beach to enjoy sunrise and sunset.
SEVEN THINGS I CAN DO
[1]msn-ing.
[2]sms-ing.
[3]friendster-ing.
[4]sleep and sms at the same time. xD
[5]be hugged.
[6]disturb ppl. xD
[7]multi-task. xD
SEVEN THINGS I CANNOT DO

[1]run 2.4km with acceptable range.
[2]touch my nose with my tongue.
[3]eat chilli.
[4]hug ppl i wanna hug.
[5]carry a car. xD
[6]earn a millon bucks. xD
[7]sleep for 24 hours continuously. xD
SEVEN THINGS I SAY MOST
[1]ehh..
[2]what sia..
[3]nonsense ahh u..
[4]go and die lah.
[5]wah lau eh..
[6]what the hell...
[7]siao..
SEVEN PEOPLE I WANT, TO DO THIS
[1]peiyin
[2]sihui
[3]carmen
[4]shirley
[5]weilin
[6]feline
[7]vanessaYEO

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Saturday, September 16, 2006

ha. today before i went to church, i go meet mummy at bedok first then go bukit batok meet xiao yi. before i could see mummy, there's a gal asked me if i could give her some time for a survey on youths' lives.. i agreed. hmm.. then when she was about to give me a postcard about a camp they have organised, mummy came and cut the conversation and pulled me away.. ahh... i want that postcard!!! i feel so bad can.. ahhh... anyways, we reached bukitbatok at around 1241 and saw xiao yi liaos.. she was carrying the bag of photo albums and photos of the awana thing.. then i help her carry. haa. see i so helpful.. xD haha. anyways, we went to look for da yi in jantzen where she is working... hmm.. went for lunch first.. hmm ate quite abit lahs. hahaha. i bought my sch bag and my waterbottle already!!! weet. i got my zinc bagpack.. now alittle regret.. cos its like.. not long enough to cover my butt!! aahhh.. but nvm. i will use it anyway. since it costs me $38.90... ahhh.. and got my nalgene black waterbottle which cost 17 bucks.. hmm. cool.. but anyway. i will use my zinc bag for my camp for now. cos i wanna wait until my sch bag spoil first.... haa. hmm.. cool lah.. hmm. shall strike the stuff off my wishlist later after this. haha. i guess my tagboard not working for me again. haa. wth. anyways, today's prgramme was great can.. wenguang daoshi talked about modern music and yinhuan daoshi was talking about fashion.. well, [what is fashion] is the toopic. hmm.. its really great. and i've learnt that god doesn't want us to be rebellious, he wants us to be like him. like all other christains, they aren't supposed to wear those clothings u see.. and now it in trend. but anyway, had a great time. as usual. left at around 1745.. then when i was gonna take the lift, i heard a voice which called out for me.. myy.. i bei xia dao lehs!! anyways. it was genxian can.. hurr.. with his botak head.. sooo cute can... hahaha. wahh ehh he still think i'm sec1 can.. then i say i sec2 lahs. he say i still young, he old already.. already dang bing le!! ahhaa. then i say still younger than my gor can.. then i say same age genhong, his bro. hahaa. when i reached the bus stop, i saw rebec.. and she missed the bus just becos she was looking at another direction. haha. then we take 52 together to jurong east inter.. she took the train, i took the bus. hahaha.while we are in the bus, we chatted of the times we used to had.. with ah ma still around.. and how fast the time is going... and within a glimpse, we are have grown up and ah ma have left us.. i suddenly felt that we are further apart for now.. that we have grown up.. it used to be so nice.. staying over at each others' place.. and the teletabie?? ahaa. its all memories in our hearts. it no longer is the same... well, as long as the memories are kept in our minds, our memories, our hearts forever, we will still be one big family.. =)) hmm.. anyways. i didn't have my dinner.. without consent, i ordered mac's.. hahaha. then i so kan chiong i quickly finished the food with like 5 min can... cos i scared later mummy, papa and da gorgor come back will scold.. so i ask xiao gorgor to help me eat.. hahaaa. and now. i'm blogging.. haa. oh yeah. jyf got blog liaos. hey, if ur need my help for blogskin, i might be able to help. =))

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Friday, September 15, 2006

haha. today is friday. but can u believe it? i actually stayed in sch until 5pm can..had to finish up the music pro editing.. had to like finish up my part.. hahaa. and today i brought my cam to sch. haha. cos had to take group photo. we take a few photos. haha. then cos after transferring the photos into our pro comp, sophia did sth with the photos lahs. haha. hmm. then sophia, wanjingg, zaixuan and shihui got st john's. haha. they promote liao!! haa.. congrats!! haa. then when me and pauline wanna go home like that, sophia they all call us lah.. then after that we ended up taking pictures. haha.
the ever-victorious. haha.=))
video editors.=)
nonsense guys. xD
got character. xD
haha. doing video halfway.
haa. pretty gals in st john U. =))
st john gals.
taa daaa!!! xD
2G st john lamers.... xD
so dao for what.. want fight ahhh... too bad.. ur can't ur are in U.. hahaa. xD
hahaa.. they are being nonsense. xD
prisoners in st john U... hahaha.xD
st john brigaders. =)
woww.. pauline, ur tongue sure is long huh!! ahha.

haha. fun huh?? haha. when we taking the pictures, the phua zai xuan keep laughing.. hhaa. nonsense ahh... hahaha. anyways. congrats ahh!! =)) hahah. ohh yeahh... when i was coming back home, or even to sophia's house.. guess who i saw?? its Yi lao shi!!! myyy... i love her!! she rocks!! and i miss her soo much!! aww... so nice seeing her at shing shong.. hohoh.. bleahs.. i really 2 years never see her cans.. ahha. hais. hmm.. so happy to see her!! whoooo.... jiayous yi lao shi! wo ai ni!! =))

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