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Girls' Brigade 73rd Singapore;
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Monday, July 30, 2007

went to sch as usual.. nth much lah. just that calvin's mouth was taped during poa lesson by ms tan. everyone was like laughing luhh. hahaha. anyway. ms ho told me to go for ndp parade commander trial. and i went. sop too. and two other guys.. i was nervous luhh. i think i won't get selected. cos i zhao xia in my command.. arghh. hais. eh. dun be parade commander also nvm. if i can be contingent commander i contented le. heheh.

hmm. dunno when my internet will ok. now at chuan ya's house. lalala. sian-ed. ok lah. i shall wait patiently.. and i shall go now. bye!((:

blogged @ 5:25 PM

Sunday, July 29, 2007

ok.. preview today was ok. just that sometimes i find some ppl irritating lah. i mean it's ok if you call me names. it's ok if you put a limit to it.. cos i feel it irritating if you keep saying it. oh whatever. hmm. met jinghan 0730 at bedok alighting point. i didn't bring my phone luhh. so i thought she's late. HAHA. but the fact is, she wasn't late. haha. anyway.. had to reach hq at 0900. before we left for hq, we went 7eleven to buy sweets. haha.

took bus at around 0810? ok, i did something today. i saluted to ms laura on the stairs?! haha. ok. that's stupid. but i was supposed to do that but not on the stairs lah. lalala. went to buy gloves. cos i forgot to bring. haha. but the gloves sucked my money. it's lousy, and it cost me $2.50. -.- i regretted buying. grr. nvm what's done cannot be undone. hmm. went on to suntec holding area..

today's weather was omg. so cool. only went for two runs.. first run marching in the rain and my hair was soo messy. i managed to make it not-so-messy after that.. oh yes. marching in the rain is soooo cool. and today there's no minister of defence, no chairman only got speaker of parliament. and what? the command was HOMAD SPEAKER OF PARLIAMENT HOMAD i was like wth? and RSM had to say speaker of parliament very fast. haha.

oh yes. KFC for lunch.. finally they give us fish. haha. hmm.. slacked awhile in the hall. chatted with sir shawn awhile. and oh yes. i collected a few donations.((: sir shawn say he resigning.. eh he say he got say in his blog leh. but i go find dun have leh. sian-ed. he say very tired luhh. so he dun want continue, resigning. well, only can say all the best sir!((: anyway, went for the final, grandest run of the day which was the preview. it was cool though.

and we saw one person doing duty, and was wounded on his neck. so, vanessa said he commit suicide. then the guy say no, is lovebite. haha. and oh yes. phyllis is mad today! she keep laughing becos.. i also dunno.. bleahs. wahlao. i at first very happy one. then after that cos of some ppl then i get moodswing. =.- anyway.. sir eit haw sort of chased me away when i was like telling him a joke i heard from other ppl. then he was talking to abigal they all i think? then he ask me go sit else where. something like that. and i felt like.. hur. nvm.

got a fake goodie bag. and it was. omg. like wth. inside is just a pack of noodles, and washing powder. diao. nvm. anyway. today's parade was a blast. it was cool though. i looked sad today at the end of the day. that was what everyone was asking me. why i look so gloomy? well. you dunno.(: a day without phone, i can live lah. haha. went home with pris, jieni, karyin and jinghan. in the train, we were making a fool out of ourselves. haha. like some idiots. but quite fun though. went pasar malam to buy food. i was hungry ok. haha. then went home. cooked noodles. lalala. ok lah. end here today. byee.((:

next week's phototaking with RSM and all the improtant ppl. lalala.

blogged @ 12:03 AM

Friday, July 27, 2007

today.. went to school as usual. had to bring my gb uniform and stuff. blah blah blah. sometimes. i'm really upset luhh. like. i dunno if i'm doing the right thing.. hais. anyway. mr jhee change our seating arrangement again. now, huiyi and i are practically sitting right infront lah. we almost quarrelled. i dropped a tear.i'm glad nobody saw it. i dunno. blame me for being so sensitive. . well. shan't talk about it. met my fellow girls at 1300hrs after sch outside gb room.

then went for some survey thing in class. as usual like the past years, i have been taking the math survey.. chiong the survey through though i had to do it with all my mind or whatever. went back to meet my girls. had drill pract today. i feel a sense of satisfaction when i'm teaching them drill. when i got back to them, it was already 1415hrs. i felt like a failure.. sigh.. but i guess, i still enjoy teaching them drill. had phototaking after that. it was so not cool. had to wear gb uniform. saluted. SHE machiam become the highest rank.. oh whatever.

the phototaking was.. nvm.. went to change out after that. oh yes. zhili and kim came back today thinking that there's rehearsal today.. but sadly, no. after everything, went home. and here i am telling eric what to update for this blog.. that means he's typing this. not me.((: haha. thanks alot dude!((: oh man. ndp training tmr.. i'm kinda sick of KFCs and pizzahuts oh whatever. shall stop here.. got other stuff to do. bye!((:

blogged @ 9:39 PM

Thursday, July 26, 2007

hey ppl. so sorry so long nv update.. these few days my internet is down lah. stupid. anyway. i'm at chuanya's place now. using her so cool keyboard. but very xin ku sia. haha. anyway. this few days nth much luhh. go sch as usual. oh yes. yesterday i saw junjie, nelson and friends at bedok inter machiam ne big gang lahh. junjie, junhui and nelson walk front then behind another 3 ppl. sia lah.

they bully me! ): grr. nvm. oh yes. i went to sch today. had pe for first two periods. then went for recess at 0900. thursdays are the same.. bleahs. oh yes. so many ppl nv come today. like 6 lah. wth. and, got good news! mr jhee told us that we got a reward from principal, that becos that time take thermometer, our class full attendance. then get reward from ms ho. mr jhee say next tuesday we going watch harry potter at cinema. haiyah. i dun like. but since it's free, i shall give them face. heh heh.

lalala. today, i told mr jhee that i can't concentrate well in class very since he term started. even mrs foo also say i become naughtier liao. i dun want.. cos i keep talking in class to huiyi. grrr. *shut up pam!* whatever. mr jhee want change seats again. eh! i want watch kinship! but cos chuanya and mum watching jia you jing shun.. sian-ed. nvm lah. ok lah.i think until here, oh yes. these few days i have been going pasar malam to settle my lunch.-.- have got sch ndp rehearsal tmr.. and i am to bring my uni for photoshoot lahh. wth. gr. ok lah. until here. shall get going le. bye!((: take cares!((:

blogged @ 7:10 PM

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

to CARMEN TAN((: :

HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY!!((:

blogged @ 4:58 PM

Monday, July 23, 2007

hmm. i was watching "switched!"'s last episode. omg. i love the ending!! sooo sweet ok? though xinyu is not very good looking, sixuan still love her! as in. it's soo sweet. i see already also i very touched by it lahh. i also want! bleahs ok. i'm day dreaming.. lalala.

anyway.. sch today was ok. nth really much to emphasize lah. just that this morning's announcements, pledge and national anthem cannot be heard in our classes. then we had to say pledge again. grr. but nvm. i feel proud!((: lalala. eh. today got some online survey conducted by nie. eh. every year machiam do the same thing over and over again lah. so sian-ed. haiyur. i'm thnkin about the 17-days-to-actual-NDP`07 thing. i will so miss them ok? i mean. the trainers, marshals and my contingent mates. i will miss making fun of st john's left marker. wahhaha.

but seriouly, time flies lah. now already going end of july.. and after ndp`07, life is back to normal.. gb every saturday.. having many badgeworks to catch up, drills, after marcin so long with umbrellas, i fee wierd not carrying anything to march now. somehow, i'm used to marching with umbrellas luhh. like we do the same thing again everyweek? but, i will miss all my friends.. dunno when we meeting again though.

i will miss...
Sir H K YEO
Sir E H TAN
Sir KUMARESON
Sir C K HUANG
Sir BRANDON LYE
Sir RAJA
Sir PATRICK LIEW

M'am JEANETTE CHEW

ABIGAL
AUDIE - 1st COY
BAO HUI - 34th COY
BASIA - 34th COY
CUI HONG - 47th COY
EMMA - 34th COY
ESTHER ONG - 6th COY
EUNICE - 28th COY
JASELYN - 28th COY
JAZZLYN - 34th COY
JIE NI - 56th COY
JOANNA - 28th COY
JOEY -
JOLENE TAN - 34th COY
JOLENE TAY - 54th COY
JOY - 71st COY
JUDITH - 34th COY
KAR YIN -
MANDY - 34th COY
MELINDA ANG - 48th COY
MELINDA SOH -
PHYLLIS - 71st COY
PRISCILIA - 56th COY
SHIN YI - 9th COY
TING FONG -16th COY
VANESSA - 34th COY
XUE YI - 9th COY
ZHI YIN - 34th COY

and the list goes on and on.. i dunno what to say. but i just wanna thank everyone for making a difference in ROW C, UG row.


THANKS EVERYONE!((:

blogged @ 9:57 PM

Saturday, July 21, 2007

19 more days to actual NDP`07. it's quite a relaxed reheasal today cos the weather was bad and we stayed indoor for the WHOLE afternoon. anyway. went hq in the morning and stuff. had uniform check. yes! i passed!((: but anyway. left for suntec and had lunch early. after lunch break for long time, or rather check umbrella. then had photo taking. whooo~! must be damn nice luhh.

we had a little practice in the hall. then break for a long long time. more than 2 hrs lahh. like siao. anyway. were sharing lame jokes within, me, jazz, the other gals and some trainers. were talking rubbish luhh. lalala. i realised i will miss the ndp trainers after leaving ndp.. cos it's really like. a very significant moment with everyone involved in ndp, taking care of it. and the trainers' effort haven't gone down the drain i guess.

i can say that all trainers are important. i mean like without them, do you even think we can get through all these training, all these walking from suntec to marina, all these times when we had together. it's like. seriously, i will defintly miss the trainers, and my fellow mates. though we have conflicts at times but i'm sure we still are friends.((: i wish well for everyone involved in NDP`07.(:

back to story. oh yes. i was going back to my contingent when i heard a few BB reserves saying some vulgarities. i mean like the moment i walked pass them, that few words came out of their mouths. i looked back. and was like -.- then they were laughing away. diaos. anyway. today's rehearsal was ok. there's ppl who dropped their caps while opening the umbrella.. mine almost dropped. haha.

oh yes. before i forget, i would specially like to emphasize that officers today are mad. they practically scolded many of us lah. like example bahui and jazz brought their waterbottles when they had no time to put them back, they got scolded for bringing the bottles. and i was like. wth. and pls. they said THEY DO NOT WANNA SCOLD US BECOS THEY ARE IN UNIFORM. i was like. hello. you still scolded us. sorry lah. i dun like the you-know-who. she's unreasonable lah. only care about her face.. grr. i hate it lah.

i think right. though the trainers ain't with us for long, but i still think they better than the officers lahh. trainers like Sir Eit Haw aka tiger[en hui sir], Sir HK Yeo, Sir Kumar, Sir CK Huang. and the marshals, BRANDON LYE and RAJA. they are sooo much better than er hem. ok. i think my this post like talking about the trainers lah. bleahs.. eh! i also want take picture with GOH like emma they all did! lalala. GOHs is sooo cool. haha. ok fine. i think take pictures with the trainers all that also good lah. heheh. ok lah. enough of the night-dreaming. :D i'm having a very serious abrasion. so, i'm gonna rest now. byeee!((:

blogged @ 10:15 PM

Friday, July 20, 2007

commemorated racial harmony day today. sch wore ethnic clothings and stuff. i was crying early in the morning in sch.. when i talk to them nobdy answered me. like i invisibe lah. stupid. but anyway. got my costume only during assembly. so i went to change out after assembly. quite nice, the purple. though i dun like purple, it's nice lah.
had lessons as per normal.. i was quite high in taking photos today luh. haha. anyway. last priod supposedly is chem but ms nurul came in. and we took lotsa pictures.((: after that we went to various stations to know about the culture though. hmm. got to kno not many things. but mrs tay knows how to make mooncake!! soo nice.. like those sold in the shops during mid-autumn fest. haha.

anyway. went back to class and take attendance.. this year's racial harmony so sian. last year one better. cos got like "concert" or whatever. but nvm. i live to take photos!(: hehe. ok lah. here are the photos.((:





HAFIZAH - PAM

HUIYI - LEEWEE

LEEWEE - ZOE -HUIYI - CHEN2


MS NURUL AIN(:


3F`07 [INCOMPLETE]


grace-fhams-pam

MR JHEE-&-MDM SYAHIDAH


MR LIN DA NIU(:

PRINCIPAL-&-VICE-PRINCIPAL
3G-ians and pam
SHARIFFAH((:


ha. ok. that's all. i know. there's aloooot of pictures. but nvm. enjoy!((:

blogged @ 3:10 PM

Thursday, July 19, 2007

ok. back to blogging. have nth to blog about last few days though. tmr's racial harmony. and.. now, i would like to wear sch uni.. sorry i dun like purple.. but.. i'm thankful that you are willing to lend me you baju.. i'll still wear it.. i dun wanna disappoint you..

hmm. today.. after sch, went to meet huiyi after my stuff in sch at macs there. waited plainly 42 minutes for her.. arghh. it's a long wait.. thought could go shariffah's house to get the costume.. but she doesn't wann go home and go back to sch.. so. nvm lor. then though can meet her to take.. then she cannot.. then nvm lor. if she forgets tmr, then i wear sch uni? but doesn't matter. i dun really look forward to tmr..

cos my class.. like definitly won't 100% one lor. so like i never wear also i won't affect the class. maybe i will. but. i just feel so out casted. oh whatever. anyway. went tm to get my pencil case. but can't find the one i want. so i bought a wallet for mum.. and ate some food here and there. then went home. brought my uni to sop's dad to author..

but well, heard from sop that my old uni and my current one, colour abit diff.. i really dunno what will happen if m'am finds out.. hopefully, they dun see until so close lah. cos if they do, they probably just ask me why the colour diff and stuff. oh yes, thanks shariffah. ((:

blogged @ 9:49 PM

Monday, July 16, 2007

ha. this is my 600th post of my blog liao. from 2005 April, until now, 2007 July. so fast eh? anyway. happy 6ooth!((:

hmm. gb day today. met 0645 in full u outside gb room. well, if only all of us had more time to train for today, it won't turn out like-i-can't-hear-the-command-and-timing thing.. it's screwed. i dun understand.. but whatever is it. hope that i will be able to cultivate new, good, loud commanders in the years to come. oh whatever. jinghan was the contingent commander today..

i was disappointed with our performance today.. well. afew screw ups here and there. expressions on other people's faces, the reluctancy in having us infront that kinda thing. all these made me feel very dishearten.. really. principal was like reluctant toread gb msg? that was how i felt... other ugs got her support but why not us? i dun understand..

i should be proud of gb, proud of my uniform, proud of my officers and fellow gals. but somehow i felt disappointed when i learn about them taking off their caps in class.. it's heartbreaking.. really. i mean.. i expected everyone to respect our uniform like they respected uniforms of other ugs. maybe we are new, young. but we should still have basic respect.. i felt inferior.

but what can i do? many things just puzzled me. everything perhaps. but, i'm going to convince myself that i love my uniform. i love my mates. i'm committed to my cca. i'm gonna be a leader above my gals. it's a goal. i wanna acheive.. heard from m'am jasmine that our comments from ndp poc wasn't good. i feel saddened lah. cos it's like. i tried every ways to improve myself and stuff. i was punctual, and always there for reharsal..

i was never absent except for LC. and m'am dun wanna tell me where did we go wrong.. what's the problem?i mean, i enjoy talking to the male trainers. becos they were fun to talk to lah. i enjoyed days in ndp though training was tedious. and having such a you-know-who person in ndp as one of the head in gb, it's like. hello. you only cared about your face.. oh whatever.. i hate it. i hate it. many times, i felt like quiting ndp. but i have come so far that it's only afew more to go until the actual parade.. i thought comments would at least be good. but. no. it wasn't. i seriously dunno. whatever. i dun feel like talking about it..

went back to class in a very "angry" face.. cos i was disappointed with ppl who didn't turn up.. but lessons go on, brain still working, sun still rise, teachers still come to teach, students come to study, sch gates still open, earth still revolving, you still have to eat... i said nth. met all them outside gb room for vesper.. and went to change out.

was walking to the bus stop with huiyi and val when huiyi said hello to an indian man. and we were laughing our heads off. next, aother indian guy was talking on the phone when huiyi went up to him and said hello afew times but that guy dun care about her. haha. anyway. went home after all the craps. and that's my GB day.

HAPPY GB DAY!((:

blogged @ 10:06 PM

Sunday, July 15, 2007

it's gb week from today. and tmr jinghan's gonna be contingent commander instead of me.. i guess it will be ok.. can't possibly always be me.. =x anyway. went to sch this morning in full U. set off to expo. and was polishing our boots in the bus. it was quite hard though. and it doesn't seem any shinier than yesterday. grrr. how come ah? later still must polish boots for tmr.. argh.



anyway. i collected a fund of $127 at expo just now.. highest goes to seowfong with $187. wahlao. that's alot lah. and oh yes, before we went for collection, we were divided into groups. we played games and stuff. and we got to know each other's nicknames.



veronica >> monica [mo li eh cah]

miaojun >> miao miao

jermaine >> teddy bear -.-

pam >> pambula
meryl >> milo



and oh yes. here are the rest. heh heh.

valerie >> ferrari [fa la li]

xinhui >> xinxin [gorilla]

yichun >> dandan [egg]

jovy >> gou gou [doggie]

leemei >> suan mei [sour plum]

peeyu >> pingu [dunno what is it]/bi yu [shelter]



still have lah. but then. er hem. cannot say. :D anyway.. went back to sch after the thing. oh yes, BB boys nv help to donate! ): but nvm. we got their sirs.(: hmm. went techview to change out. then went macs to have lunch. after that xinhui and jovy came to my house and make huiyi's straw hearts. oh so belated. haha. like 2-3 weeks after her birthday le lahh. hurr.

blogged @ 9:50 PM

Saturday, July 14, 2007

lalala. went for rehearsal today.. and like what the hell. tmr still must wear full uni. like consecutive three days in full uni lahh. and my uni stink NOW. bleahs. anyway. today's training.. supposedly well, good. but becos some idiots scolded me becos i spill water on phy. and pls lah. ppl all know i playing right. and phy also scold that person. haha. but anyway it was great lah.

as in great for the whole day luhs. met jinghan at bedok 0830.. was late for 2-3 minutes.. then went pasir ris to take 81. after that hq. then left for marina.. me, phy, and m'am joyce were talking about guys though.. oh yes.. gb day, jinghan's gonna be the commander.. and no offence. i have little confidence in her.. but.. i'll try to help her though. an m'ams should let us know earlier. instead of only letting us know 2 days before hand..

but anyway, we were talking aboout guys in singapore lahh. lalala.reached suntec, had lunch at holding area. lunch was pizzahut. haha. and miraculously, ms angeline prayed for pizzahut at hq before going off to marina lahh. so, prayers to god do work.((: after lunch, had two runs. first run was more like a revision drill luhh. basia took over right marker today. she kept laughing though. cute lah she.((:

had to drink water. so, ms angeline was sarcastic in her words, "gals, drink water ok? and DON'T play with water ok?" and she was looking at me. -.- after the first run, had second run. and it was a "full" run though. today no president. change to minister of defence. omg. and he's real lahh. as in all the senior ministers were all "fake" but MOD is real lah. as in the real MOD lah.

soo cool. but still had to wave. -.= baohui injured her leg afew days ago? but she still came today.. she's strong and someone worth learning from!(: anyway, last run, right marker was back. and she's growing nuts again with karyin. hurr. like keep singing song and stuff. jazz were back also. dunno still got who luhh. but marching on the streets have become a "routine" everyweek lah. so many ppl were like using their cam to take photos and videos. ahh.

so tired lah today.tmr still must wake up early.. sian. and i'm so tired.. bleahs. ok lah. i end today. i'm very very tired. byee.

blogged @ 9:54 PM

Friday, July 13, 2007

hmm. went chung cheng today for the financial literacy thingy. it was a long and tuiring day though. supposed to lead changkat changi students.. but cos the whole grp only 3 turned up so i didn't have a group luhh. joined wanjing's grp which consist of all the st anthony canossian's students. it's an active group i can say. had fun with them luhh.

had opening ceremony, then had our MYOB workshop. it's like. wth lah. so boring.. had teabreak.. then went for amazing race. it was alright. quite cool though. have a nice group luh. anyway. huiyi left early.. dunno why luhh. nvm.. after everything, were asked to clean up the place.. after that, went home.. but we walked a distance today from chung cheng all the way to paya lebar mrt luhh. haha. reached home at around 7 plus luhh. then do sth. then back to using comp -.-. ok lah. i tmr got rehearsal.. going off to polish boots.. heh heh. byee.((:

blogged @ 10:04 PM

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

went for kayaking after sch with the rest of the SLC members.. i was very left out.. i cried.. i felt alone.. i felt that nobody cared.. i tried to pretend nth had happened.. but whenever i think about my phone and how i am.. my tears just flowed down.. i tried means and ways.. but. i felt inferior. i felt so inferior amongst the express students.. i felt like an idiot. oh whatever.

my phone's still with mr lea.. wen i went to find him for my phone, he was in the principal's office.. and when i came back from kayaking, i went to find him. he left already.. i wonder if there's really a time machine. i wanna turn the clock around. mr ganesan knew that i'm unhappy. he apologised to me and say that nex time he will put me with my friends..

but the problem is, i'm getting more and more anti-social.. well, i really dunno. i hope it's not true.. hais. nvm. i end here.. dun fee like blogging.. but i still did.. ohyes, wedi capsizing today.(: byee.

blogged @ 9:25 PM

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

today, 100707
wtf. phone kena confiscated by mr lea today. it's like the first time my phone is confiscated lah. here's why ok. me, huiyi, weihan, ed, moses were outside GO waiting for mr goh to help us book comp. and huiyi was using my phone to listen songs. mr lea walked pass and he was like, "my hand is already here" and he just took my phone. i cried lah. i mean for those who are regulars will think i'm stupid. but hello. i didn't f*king want it to happen lah. i was just sitting there talking to moses they all ok. how would i eve know my phone would be confiscated. and now, my mum's blaming me for lending it to people. -.- whatever lah. getting back tmr.. after doing my project, i went parkway with huiyi to meet xinhui and jovy. walk walk. then go home. went to buy dinner for myself and bro. and went home.

monday, 090707
nth much happened yesterda. went chung cheng high [main] for the financial literacy thing. it was like a facilitators thingy. and! CCHS is so beautiful! really. it's damn big and beautiful.((: played a game called praxis. it's an accounting game i guess. had minor headache yesterday.. sine sunday night? and hey. i dun relly understand how to play praxis.=x though it's a must that i know how to play. cos needa explain to students as group leaders this friday. it's a long day. and we literally walked a long way out of main gate to the bus stop to take a bus back. then at along raffles, we alighted at one of the bus stops, and took mrt back to bedok. shihui they all alighted at eunos then. then i went home luhh.

sunday, 080707
went gym with jovy and xinhui. wah. jovy was late for like 2 hrs?! grr. very pro. haha. anyway. i did run!((: and had a little fun there though.((: and after that we went home. lalala.

ok. i'm tired now.. i aologisefor the late posts.i was really tired the past few days. so dun really have the mood to blog.. so. i shall end here now. byee.

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Monday, July 9, 2007

ha. ok. sorry for the delay. here are the gb/bb camp`07 photos.((:

























CHAMPIONS
OVERCOMERS

CONQUERORS

SURVIVORS


VICTORIOUS

COURAGEOUS

WARRIORS

FEARLESS((:





BEST GB CAMPER.((:

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Saturday, July 7, 2007

went for rehearsal today at arina today. was raining soo heavily when me and jinghan was in the train going to pasir ris. bt, we meet at bedok today.((: it was damn cold lahh. then both of us were like hoping that the weather will be like that but dun rain. haha. when we reached pasir ris, cos it as alreay raining heavily luh, then we cannot go to the bus stop. we went ntuc see if got poncho. wth. not open yet. then we went guardian. YEY! we found the poncho. it was damn stupid lah. yellow colour ok.

eeyur. but, we had lotsa fun! heh heh. walked to the bus stop in that yellow poncho, what. we missed the buss. grr. and we were late for reporting to hq. afew minutes. hurr. anyway. took attendance and stuff in hq. eh wth. i got booked during uniform inspection lah. grr. nvm. waited for the buses to come. then went to suntec, our holding area.. lunch was the same. =x wahlao. the dunno who ask us wave to president when he go pass us lah. i mean we are in sedia position then want us wave to president. -.- i feel like a fool lah. grr.

after lunch, had first run. first run was just a practise. then second, it was a full run, jinghan could not take it, she fell out.. aww. and she couldn't go for the final round which was the biggest one. oh yes, had KFC for dinner. haha. today no O.R fillet burger which turns out to be chicken -.- toay is bun, whipped potato and to piece chicken. during dinner. gay sir came by and kah jiao us. heh heh. anyway. today's rehearsal was OMG.((: like so fun lah

mum and dennis were there.((: mum said that the performance part was boring. cos no mc annonce like what's next and stuff. heard from ms angeline that we did a good job today! as in one of the trainers said that.((: after everything, around 8pm, then we go take bus go lavender. then cos i cannot find jingan, pris they all so i go take another bus lor. met them at the bus stop where we alight. then go home together.

me and jinghan reached inter, went to buy dinner for mum and dennis. waited hell so long for the hokkien mee. hurr. anyway. just reached home, bath. and stuff. and that's how i ended my day.((:



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Friday, July 6, 2007

ok. sorry. yesterday i was dead. so cannot blog. and i shall blog today.((: anyway. i cut my hair already. nth special. eh wahlao. i didn't expect myself to cut hair lah. grr. anyway. yesterday had kangoo jump. whoo. and it's tiring though. after that go home with yichun, xinhui.the met up for dinner. after that pei yichun walk to sheng shiong there. went to buy chuanya's bubbletea. after that, we went downstairs. then! they pull mwe into the cut and perm salon. i was like, wth?!! xinhui paid for me. next time then return her lah. i was telling them, eh i should have cut tmr lah. then xinhui's reply was, might as well you tell the person you cut halfway, tmr continue to cut. hurr. whatever.-.- lalala. ok. then after that go home.(:

hmm. today, nth much. had physics test today. WTF. I DUNNO HOW TO DO!! grr. soo difficult. arghh. anyway. after the test, me and huiyi went to do my chinese project.. well, it was only half done. argh. i'm so tired ok? after that, went tampines to get some stuff and had dinner. huiyi didn't felt like going or cell. then her cell members called her.. made her feel damn upset. i kept quiet cos i'm afraid i might say the wrong thing.. she was ok after that when going home. but i dunno if she's just trying to act happy infrnt of me. i know she dun feel good. but, JIAYOUs ok?
went home after that. had been a long week this week. and it's a tiring week.ah. tmr training.. =x ok lah. tired already. stop here. BYE.((:

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Wednesday, July 4, 2007

ok. nv blog about yesterday.. hmm. i was lazy to use te comp luh. and plus i'm very very tired yesterday. dunno why.. anyway. yesterday after sch, i pei huiyi go for her "detention". omg. now ppl will sure think i got detention lah.but nvm. haha. anyway we wet sec 5B to serve her detention. jinwei was therefor his detention also. mr jhee vey nice, nv make them sit there and wait for time to fly.. he gave them some work though. and after serving huiyi's detention, i went to look for sop and friends. i skipped taf. heh heh. anyway. we went macs to transfer pictures i guess. then went home at 5 plus goin 6. i felt damn left out luhh. cos i so extra. =x

ok. now, let's move on to today.. nth much. went to sch as usual.. wth. i was captured on yangbin's phone today while sleeping during english lesson. wtf. then they like keep telling everyone i slept in class. -.- i'm soo tired lah. stupid. hurr. anyway. after sch, went hq specially to collect the ndp tickets. oh whatever. i went alone. and i was supposed to take physics test today. but i had to go down to hq becos there ain't anymore days i can spare so told mr jhee that i will take the test another day.((: reached hq at around 3plus. went to the offce to get the tickets. then i went gb shop get another national tee. then since i'm there already, i decided to go to the toilet, refill my bottle. then go home.

took 81 back to tampines. should have alighted at pasir ris. hurr. anyway. saw chailian and a guy at small macs there. then i went to buy sth to eat. and we went to take 67. saw teng and derald. then, "TAN WE TENG!" haa. she turned.((: anyway. i reached home around 1730. cos slacked at void deck little while with chailian and that guy.((: and i literally slept in my sch uni for1 hr plus plus lahh. but anyway. this is my wed.((:

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Tuesday, July 3, 2007

hmm. had rockclimbing yesterday. i was too tired to blog yesterday so i just blogged today.((: hmm. went to school. supposed to reach at 0755. I WAS LATE! stupid bus.. soo many ppl. but was my fault too. i thought still got time. then i slowly. lalala. anyway. i was late.. then mr viknesh and mr ganesan was like asking me why i was late and stuff. blah blah.

set off to west coast recre. centre at around 0820-0830? whatever. then reached around 0850? sat there like small children. =x no lah. they open at 1000 ok? thenmr ganesan say open at 0900. hurr. nvm. some miscommunication.. haziq, hadi, aina, ros, me, and still got who ah? dunno lah. we were like playing concentration again?! and i learnt that bottle game.. but i still catch no ball lahh. grr.

went into the centre. and were briefed on rockclimbing stuff, and introduced to the instructors. it was cool. there were 3 national coaches. amir, aizan and alam syah. were seperated into 3 grps. i was in amir's grp at first.. then changed to alam syah's grp. we learnt basics, like pretend being climber and belayer. i cried lah. cos i felt outcasted. i didn't express it ok.. but they just asked me what happen. cos i suddenly damn quiet.. then yah lah. after that went for lunch.. i was still looking glumpy with teary eyes. whatever. ppl tried making me happy though. thanks!(: at last i changed group. i felt much more happier. this time, we climb the rocks! oh! soo cool.

i did it! i climbed the first wall. and then i tried the next one. but cannot finish the whole thing. then went on the next segment. i tried many many tims before i could finish that certain wall ok. it was tirin. but i finished it after all.((: had a game. som were supposed to blindfold themselves and climb with the help of the grp members. rafizah, angella, hadi and haziq tried. rafizah managed to finish it in 1 min ans 15 secs. i think? i took a video of them climbing.. shall post it.

after that was debrief. then went back sch after that. wahlao. the bus damn stuffy luhs. and made me feel kinda headache.. but nvm. i managed to endure.((: when reach sch, there was finally fresh air. yah. then after that dismiss. it already 1730? me and jinhui chse after bus lah! haha. that was omg. but nvm. we managed to catch the bus. went seperated ways when reach intr. i went ntuc to get some stuf. and went to meet mum for dinner. and then go hme.that's how i end my day.((: my hands are aching instead of my legs! :(


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Sunday, July 1, 2007

hmm. went ktv with huiyi, leewee, chen2, shane, nicole, daryl, julia, their cousin, and andy. andy came in late.. wth. the room they gave us was like soo small ok. can't they have afew more vip rooms?! grr. nvm.. hmm. i only paid $8.50 lah! the food daryl pay.((: first batch he paid for it. then second batch, we got it free since none of us ordered.((:

hmm. took many photos. but all in my cam, with leewee. so she will probably send them to me tmr.(: it was a long day perhaps? i literally spent the whole morning at home.. tonight got many shows to watch lahh. but i dunno if i will watch them.. maybe not. cos i've gotta go to sch tmr for rock climbing when tmr's youth day.. and everybody doesn't needa go to sch..

after that, at like 7, we went macs. then me and chen2 left at like 1945hrs. the rest went safra to play pooool? and i'm not interested in poooool. bleahs. so i didn't join them.(: we went inter to take 69. i accompanied her to take 60 instead of the usual 225 white plate.((: and here's how i ended my sunday.((:


HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIYI!(:
HAPPY BIRTDAY PUIAYSEE!(:

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