Thursday, February 28, 2008 Fish. Mdm Nurmah gave me detention on Monday because I skipped remedial yesterday. I mean I went for appointment then I didn't go PERSONALLY to her to tell her that I can't go for remedial. So, during lesson today I was so pissed off. But Zoe did told her that I went for appointment. And please I didn't even hear her saying that the remedial was for the whole class. I thought I didn't have to go. So I didn't look for her. I only knew that the remedial was for the whole class today. WTFish. Nvm forget it. Had PE. Had to run 3 rounds in 11minutes. At first 10minutes 30 seconds. But was extended. Damn. I got 11min 51 sec. Haiyah. Maybe I walked abit run abit. =/ Anyway, POA lesson after that. Was fine. Was drawing a "Cheer Up" card for Grace. :D 'Cos I've done my hwk mah. But after that I did listen lah. Recess-ed with Grace that group. After school, had Learning Journey to National Museum of Singapore. But before we set off, I received a shocking message.. So shocking that I cried. I cried like as if someone around me had passed away. I don't know. I felt so lost. I felt so blank. I felt useless. I felt heartbroken. Not because I'm being dumped or what. I don't have a bf so don't assume that I was being dumped. It has nothing to do with being dumped. It's just about a friend of mine. I feel like a useless daughter, a useless sister, a useless friend, a useless senior, useless leader, useless follower. Yes, it's that serious. I'm so upset that people saw the weak side of me. It has been so long since I last cried so bitterly. I had no mood for anything. Just talking about it makes me cry. I've cooled and cried cooled and cried for don't know how many times. Even in the bus. Just that nobody realised that. They were all busy with their stuff. I sat alone like as usual. Nah~ I'm used to it. Just that I feel lonely at times. I was only abit better after we paired up and went into History Gallery. I was with Sheila. Had a little fun, at least. I was so not ok before that. Went tuition with San2. Then come back and here I am blogging. Oh yes, I had no mood to take pictures though I brought my camera along. blogged @ 10:23 PM Wednesday, February 27, 2008 Here are some overdue pictures. 4F'08's Sleeping beauties... Syahmi with his umbrella.. Wee Kiong.. Taufiq and Fursyam.. Xiang Xiang.. Grace.. Illegal gathering.. Oops! Look at the book Fhamy's holding! This should be a nicer door now. :D Finally completed! :D blogged @ 8:59 PM Alright, school was fine. I woke up extremely late today. Supposed to be the correct time like as usual. But I don't know what happen to my handphone's timing lah. Sudenly it became 15 minute slower than the correct timing. Which made my alarm clock ring late also. My mum came in to wake me up when she didn't see coming out of my room. I refused to wake up 'cos she everytime exaggerate the timing. 0605 she can say it's 0630hrs. -.- SO, I decided not to believe her. Grr! Nvm, I was fast. I was able to leave the house on time. But when I was waiting for the bus, I decided to take my dad's pick-up to school. Then when I was going back to the carpark, the bus came. -.- But I still went to take my dad's pick-up. Reached school at about 0700hrs. Just on time to meet the rest of the group members. Set up our booth and stuff. Yep, I didn't go for morning run today. =/ After Announcements, we had our presentation. Presentation was done by Eunice, Jin Hui and Shereen. I was just standing on stage to give the gifts. WTH. Only one gift was given out. Nvm, I went back to class after that. Had POA lesson, Humanities, Physics, Recess, Physics again, Maths and last period was Chinese. I literally slept through Chinese lesson luhs. =/ Went to meet mum outside school after lessons had finished. Went IOH for "counselling" aka see the Dietitian. Same thing again. Used to it. =/ Went home after that. Finished my POA hwk and here I am blogging. :D HAPPY BIRTHDAY SING HONG! blogged @ 8:14 PM Monday, February 25, 2008 School was fine. Had morning run today. Then photo-taking. I used to look forward to photo-taking but now, nah. Don't talk about it. I have nobody to fun-shot with. Like I still prefer photo-taking when I was in Sec1, Sec2. I'm going to buy my class class photos and 4E's class photos. I know it's dumb.But you know, all my good friends are in 4E. I felt like a fool. Always talking to the wall. I mean I talk to people and they dun answer me. What's wrong with people today? So many people I talk to don't seem to even know that I'm talking to them. I don't know if its because my voice is too soft or too LOUD that they can't hear me. Whatever lah. Not a very good day for me. Damn. I got super demoralised over my Maths test's result. I got very upset lah. Suddenly I felt so lost. I felt that I'm not fit to take O level Mathematics this year. I don't know if I should tell Mr Jhee that I'm giving this chance up.. I'm afraid. Tuition isn't doing me any good. I dislike Mr Hong. He seem to be talking to the whiteboard all the time. My syllabus and what he's teaching is totally opposite. What I'm learning in school now is at the end of his coursenotes. And I really don't wanna waste my mum's money. I seriously miss Mrs Wee. It was a pity that she only taught me for just 4 months last year because of NDP`07 that I had to quit. I could choose only one. I chose NDP`07. Well, it was my once-in-a-lifetime experience. It's all over. I scored fairly well for my English test which probably lighten me up. Had meeting with Brenda and group. In the end I couldn't help out with Happy Toilet again. ): Always when I wanna help out, I got sth waiting for me to settle. Sad right. Anyway, I went home at 6 with Bo Jun. Reached home at about 1830hrs. Then ate dinner, watched tvee and here I am blogging. (: Door completed. :D New drawing. Incomplete. It's all about YOUths. :DD blogged @ 8:13 PM Sunday, February 24, 2008 Went to Miss Tan's house fr tuition today. Met Yan Yi and Yi Xin to go her house together. So we reached early. With me around, will always be early. Haha. Anyway, wasn't used to Miss Tan not wearing any make up lah. And she really look so different without her make up. =/ Tuition was great. 3 hours straight. Time went so slowly at first. Yan Yi and Yi Xin were complaining that they were tired luhs. Wah. Neck pain lah. I mean after really sitting there to do our work. My neck so damn tired. =/ So, tuition ended at around 1320hrs. Went home after that. Yan Yi went Tampines to find her family then I went back home. Yes, I slept again after lunch. All the way until 5pm. Then use the comp. Watched Alvin and The Chipmunks on the net just now. Then here I am blogging. School's tmr. I'm not sure if I have any incomplete assignments. So, I end here now ok. BYE. 是否有一天我会找到一个我真心爱的人？我感到很疲倦。当初我等了好久好久，三年了，我最后得的就是一句：我不喜欢你 或 我根本没有喜欢过你。可是放手或许是件好事，至少我再也不感到难过了。我要让你知道，我曾经深爱过你。我不会再爱你了。我会放手。也许是天注定，或许我们根本没缘在一起，没关系，我祝你找到自己心爱的人。我会祝福你。 blogged @ 9:07 PM Saturday, February 23, 2008 220208 [FRIDAY] School yesterday was fine. I forgot what happen. Chen2 came to school with a lens-less spectacles. Many of them were like "eh Chen Chen your spectacles no lens ah?" That kinda stuff. Haha. Anyway, supposed to have tuition at Miss Tan's place. But she wasn't feeling well so had to cancel tuition. Before I went home yesterday, had a meeting for our Educational Trip to China. I got so pissed lah. I had to pay full amount of $1410 if I wanna go just because my family income is more than $3000. Then SOMEBODY said as if I'm so rich. Ok, fine, I don't know if he's referring to me. But it's like wth. Do I look rich to you? I'm like WTF. And I just walked off. Went for Alpha programme in the evening. Met M'am Pei Jun, Dione, Karen and Jing Han for dinner. Cheng Hoong, Yong Siang, Jeremy CHUA joined us after that. Went to Tim's house together. So waited very long for Andy to set up the laptop. Ended at 9 plus. So we were just slacking around at Tim's place. Chatting and laughing. Aww. So fun. I really love times with the people. :D I have been looking forward to Friday nights now. Went home with Jing Han after that.(: Fatin wearing Chen2's lens-less spectacles.. 230208 [SATURDAY] Went for GB this morning. Same disappointment. I really don't know. I've spent about 30 minutes drawing out the plan for Tanda Penanda last night just for drill this morning. I wanna plan things out before I start teaching anything. But today, only Veronica turned up. I mean out of the 5 whom I'm teaching DS2, only Veronica turned up. It's so hard for me to be lively during songs. I mean I was in charge of the programme. I totally forgot to print the lyrics just becasue of Tanda Penanda. In the end, I couldn't teach Tanda Penanda. I took over Winnie and Jermaine for drill ad let Kim Hong and Zhi Li carry on with the drill syllabus. Jermaine and Winnie was holding back the group so I separated them. According to Kim and Zhi Li, their group have got improvements today since I hav separated the two weaker ones. And for me, Jermaine and Winnie made improvements too. Which is someting I'm quite happy about. (: After GB, went to look for Hudah they all at the designated toilet. They were doing great and were already cleaning when I went there. I wanted to help but they were already finished for the day. Continuing from Moday to Thursday. I'm gonna help out. I swear. I feel so bad not helping them with anything. 'Cos previously I was busy with CNY stuff. Now that I'm more free, I shall help them out. (: Lifeless. Went home after that. I should have walked home. Instead of going home and sleep. =/ So, yah. I'll be meeting Miss Tan tmr. Together with Yan Yi and Yi Xin. Great. I MIA-ed from Shawn papa's church again. =/ Haiyah. I really don't know what I want in life. When people hear me saying that I wanna go to church their reaction will be like, "Huh?! You got go church one meh? Go church so sian. Don't go lah." That kinda stuff. WTH. I like cannot ah. GRR. Bleah. Enough of that. Ok, I shall end here. Byee. Bo Jun drew this. :D Cleaning up.. Nad wearing her shoes. HAHA. I was eating Pringles.. HAHA. Shit. My smile. (I was eating something.) =/ blogged @ 9:10 PM Thursday, February 21, 2008 Hmm. Its the last day CNY today.School was fine. Went home with Zoe. She wanted to come my house. But ended up no time. 'Cos her uncle fetching her at 1430hrs then we still at my house downstairs at 1423hrs. So she went off instead. Chen2 came to my house at about 3 plus. Did our Chemistry and Physics homework. Then she lazy to do her hwk already. =/ We chatted along lah. Then suddenly Zoe called her and told her that something happened in school. I hear already I also chua tio. Sian. Anyway, went for reunion dinner at my aunt's place. Then went for tuition. I felt damn restless during tuition lah. I don't know why. Just felt restless. Met Leong Bing after tuition. Yes, he didn't go for tuition 'cos it was his birthday and h was watching lion dance. -.- Passed him his birthday present. Then we watched the lion dance as well as the dragon. Went to buy bread at 7-Eleven's. Then went home with San2. So she was telling me her problems in school. CHEER UP, girl! :DD PAMELA YEO((: blogged @ 10:59 PM Wednesday, February 20, 2008 School as usual. Morning run-ed. Had like 3 tests today lah. Physics, Maths, Chinese Tests. Then tmr have POA test. Shit. I've no confident for tmr's test. Seriously, and I'm going to look for Miss Tan for help. :D I heard that some of the 4E students are asking Miss Tan for tuition. =/ Anyway, silent reading today was ok. Nothing special. We didn't read lah. We were talking. Eh. The CCA points I had last year was 28 points! And this year everyone started at 4. Wow. Distinction! HAHA. Had Physics remedial for 30 minutes after school. I walked to the next bus stop. Then I decided to take a bus home today. Went to buy lunch. Then went home. Great. There's a pimple in my hair. WTH. Why are pimples blind? GRR. Ok fine. This is so random. Whatever lah. Now I comb my hair also I must be extra careful if not I use abit of force, it will hurt. Whatever lah. Ok, I'm ending here. Bye. During Physics lesson. Look at the Compasses around the magnet! So interesting eh? :D WTH. Bus 225 now got Double-decker. -.- blogged @ 8:02 PM Tuesday, February 19, 2008 It's school again. Nothing so special happened. Recessed alone. Back to class for lessons. Went to ITR2 for CME and PC lesson. Ended up all Mr Jhee's periods became free periods. Heh. So I was just drawing on Hudah's and Munirah's foolscap. After school, went to the canteen for lunch. with Zoe. Then I went to 4E for supp class. But Luo Lao Shi asked us to go LR2 'cos she needa use the Visualiser. However, the Visualiser at LR2 wasn't working either. Hur. But nvm, I enjoyed myself so much during supp class. :D I walked home today! Sense of satisfaction! :D Anyway, I was watching Taste of Love on Channel 8 just now. I feel so sorry for Tao Le can. That stupid Yu Tong. So evil. Want Tao Le and Yu Xin to be upset. She sowed discord between Ling Zhi and Tao Le by telling her that Tao Le and You Fang is dating behind her back. WTFish. I see already I very angry lah. I wanna slap that Yu Tong's face. Don't understand why Tao Xi would like such a b*tch. I'm super agitated!!! That Yu Tong went to put cockroaches into Tao Le's food lah. Then set her up so that Tao Le's restaurant cannot continue and then she can open her restaurant. Please lah! She was JEALOUS because Tao Le is nicer than her, and better than her. She not happy wanna set her good friend up. Then Ling Zhi also believe Yu Tong but don't wanna believe Tao Le. STUPID!!!! I wanna slap that b*tch on the face hard lah. GRRR. Ok. I'm random. But I feel so angry!!! >:( HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADELINE! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEE PING! blogged @ 9:45 PM Monday, February 18, 2008 Great. It's Monday again. Went to school as usual. Went for Morning run. I did run lah. Went back to class late 'cos Mr Yeo wanted us to run another 10 runs. Just because there were people who didn't run. WTH. So unfair. But ended up with 3 rounds only. Went back to class, Mr Jhee was talking about the registration for N Levels. Then Mr Ganesan told Hui Jin and I that we are selceted to take O Level Mathematics. We will also be taking our O Level MT. How interesting. But I really don't know if I should take O Level Mathematics. 4E all of them will be taking. My class only myself. Argh. If I do, please do pray for me that I will work EXTRA hard for my subjects. It's gonna be tough. People are encouraging me. I don't wanna let them down. ): Went to meet Miss Rahma at the office after school. She told me that it's a very big risk I'll be taking. It will be tough and stuff. Then, went for lunch at the canteen. After lunch, went to meet Jing Han to plan our programme for Enrolment Service which is on 16th March 2008. We still preferred the dance we did 2 years back for Esther Fez. Arghh. Followed up, met my project group to plan our stuff. Had a change of plan because of the Assembly timings. Mrs Yeow refused to give up one of the PC periods for us. Nahh~ Nvm. Had other plans. Went home with Shirlene and Jin Hui after that. It was 6pm then. I was talking in a Britian ascent. HAHA. Then I talk until very xin ku. Bleah. But I had fun. :D Alright, I still have work to do. BYEBYE~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY NABIL! blogged @ 7:33 PM Sunday, February 17, 2008 Went IKEA with Pauline and Wan Jing. When going to take a train to Tampines from Bedok, we had to go down the escalator. They actually went to the wrong escalator which was going up. But we wanted to go down. I was correct thn Wan Jing was like, "let her take the escaltor herself." Obviously sayig that I was on the wrong one. Hurr. Ended up they were the ones going for the wrong escalator lah. Then Pauline still blur blur wanna go another escalator wich was also facing up. HAHA. I was laughing so loudly lah. Sorry. Can't help it. Haha. Went to Tampines Mall's Giordarno to find Leong Bing's black long sleeve shirt. Then don't have. We went Century Square's Giordarno then. Don't have the black long sleeve again. Stayed there for quite awhile waiting for San2's reply. Hur. Then she took forever to reply. Conclusion: She didn't reply. Hurr. So I just bought a shot sleeve t-shirt for him. $33 ok! Grr. I heart pain. ): But nahh~ Went to IKEA after that. I saw Shawn papa's PINK sandals! My goodness. Then I tried one of those. Ewww. So uncomfortable lah. Don't understand why he bought it. -.- Anyway, went searching for Wan Jing's study table. But end up didn't buy. =/ Went back to Bedok then. Pauline and I went to have our dinner at LJS. First, saw the 4G guy as cashier. Then, my bro and friends. WTH. Paiseh luhs. Anyway. My bro changed his phone already. I also wanna change! =/ Nahh~ I shall wait for another 6 months or 9 months to make it 2years. :DDD Yey. My phone survived for 1 year plus plus. So fast I use my phone 1 year liao. =/ Shawn papa's PINK sandals. blogged @ 8:41 PM Saturday, February 16, 2008 Yey. Went for CNY Home vistation with my fellow COY mates. :D Went to meet Jessica at Bedok Interchange Alighting Point at 0850hrs. Supposed to meet Phua G also but her dad sent her to Sheng Shong there. Hurr. Nah~ It's ok. Went to meet the rest at KFC -0900hrs. Set off in a chartered bus to Veron's place which is also our first stop. Wow. How great. I'm the only one wearing "formal". The rest wore casual -Jeans. ARGH. Anyway, bus driver have great sense of humour. Veron's house is located at Bedok Gardens. Bus driver thought we are going to some garden to study. So he was looking out for a garden. And was wondering why don't wanna go Botanic Gardens instead. Then, he realised it's a name of a place with lotsa private properties. Cute eh? :p OMG. Veronica's house is sooooo big can. Her house big, her dog big, her dog's cage big, her television also big. Everything also big. Haha. Anyway, second stop was Ms Ho's place. I thought also one of the big big property. Then it's I think 5-room flat? But it's VERY spacious. Really very spacious. And it's very nice renovated. :DD Third stop was Pastor David's place. Then fourth was M'am Jasmine's place which wa also our last stop. I had so much fun today! Kept singing those stupid songs and purposely singing them out of tune. HAHA. Heh. Had lunch at M'am Jasmine's place then went off. Hui Ying and I went Cineleisure. Wanted to catch a moive but ended up at KBOX. WTH. My $27 gone. ): I actually dozed off while singing. Hurr. How stupid. And oh yes, when we were at Pasir Ris Inter, Hui Ying wanted to go to the toilet. And guess what? She entered the GENTS instead of the LADIES. So she was wondering why there are so many urinals in the female toilet only to realise she have entered the wrong toilet. HAHAHA. Luckily nobody saw her. She quickly came out of the toilet looking damn embarrassed. HAHA. Omg. I was really laughing lah. Oh, and Hui Ying told me to throw away the 4 oranges that she was carrying. It was her idea. 'Cos she didn't wanna bring them home. Hurhur. And here I am blogging. :D 1ST STOP -VERONICA'S HOUSE 2ND STOP - MS HO'S HOUSE 3RD STOP - PASTOR DAVID'S HOUSE having their own conversation... HAPPY BIRTHDAY KA YAN! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHENG WEI! blogged @ 9:01 PM