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Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Lets see, so far 2 papers down. English Paper 1 and Social Studies. OMG. It's only MYE. And thank God it's only MYE. If not, I can prepare to fail. I'm serious. Anyway, tomorrow's Math Paper 2, English Paper 2 and Science Practicals. My goodness.

I seriously don't know what's with our school system. First, they gave us our timetable only 2 weeks before our exams. Second, they set the exam dates so early. People only start their exams like 5th May? And our exams are ending on the 7th May. Hmm.

Anyway, finished our Social Studies paper at 0945 this morning.Same thing, we had to queue up to collect our 'Permission to leave school' slip. Oh, we did that yesterday. Yesterday was more like fans of whichever idol waiting to get autographs on their albums or posters. But for us, it was just like getting signatures from Mr Goh and Mr Yeo, super cute.

There were 60 over people queuing to get Mr Goh's signature so, Mr Yeo took over some and helped sign our slips. I see, Mr Goh still had a queue behind him and Mr Yeo's 'fans' seemed to lesser. Thus, I ran over to Mr Yeo's queue. HAHA. This morning, Mr Goh had all the slips written and signed. As in, we wrote all our names and signed all at one go. Heh.

Went Parkway with Yuan Ru after the exam. I didn't wanna go home so early you see. We went home at about 1 plus. Was raining very heavily and I only reached home at like 2pm. Slept for about an hour. And went for tuition at 4 plus. =/

Ok, I needa study for my Physics & Chemistry practicals and of course my Math formulaes. I'm so tired...... Argh.

Where is love?

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Sunday, April 26, 2009

Mood level: As low as DO. ):

Anyway. Had tuition today. Then went for lunch with Qi Rui. After lunch, went down to Eunos CC for blood donation. Wahlaooo. I cannot donate. ): My iron level was low. Sianed. But well, Jing Han failed the first time and succeeded the second time. My second time will be successful. Heh. And Jing Han's blood flowed damn fast, and thus, her veins are strong and firm. (:

Went Tampines, shopped for watches and stuff. Wanted to buy. But I didn't got enough money. Forget it. I will get it tmr. I was very pissed off just now. ARGH.

I don't know what's with me. I actually know that I was supposed to alight at Safra to change a bus. Yet, I only realised that after the bus left the bus stop. -.- And I wanted to take a bus from any bus stops after Safra but I ended up walking to Eric's place instead. -.- Ok, so I walked to Eric's place from a particular bus stop.

I went there just to get a dictionary. I didn't even feel like going home. But of course, I did after chatting with him for about 30 minutes?

Oh yes, it's my MYE tmr. Having my English paper 1. Should be fine? I hope?

Ok, I don't really feel like blogging because of some stuff. =/ Bye.

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Went to school to study with Yi Chun in the morning and went for tuition in the afternoon. While studying in school, Sir Caleb started chatting with us. He was waiting for the senior BB boys. Heh, They were late for 39 minutes. Haha. Anyway, I somehow felt a peace of mind when he said that we don't have to believe the rumours about the end of the world. Because in the bible, God said that there are bound to be people who claimed that it's the end of the ages.

It is written in the many books of the bible. These can be found in Matthew 24. Anyway,read up yourself. Or just simply go into the internet.

Anyway, enough of that. Hmm. Went Cityhall to look for Teng at her workplace. Supposed to go for movie with Mel, Eric and Teng but Mel and Eric was very busy. Mel ended class only at 6 and Eric ended serving only at 9 plus. In the end, we didn't catch the movie. We went for supper instead. Before that, Teng and I went to the toilet. Melvin actually followed us into the female's. And Wei Teng pushed him out. Wait, he did went in just that he was pushed out because he's not supposed to even be there.

Damn funny. Took a cab home from Cityhall and only slept at 2am this morning. =/ Anyway. I'm very lazy now. Needa get some rest. BYE.

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Saturday, April 25, 2009


HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY VALERIE!

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Friday, April 24, 2009

Was talking to Dylan and Grace about the World Disaster in 2012 during our free periods this morning.. I have never feared death until today. I don't know why. I fear death. Now. I'm so afraid. I know I won't live for ever. I know that one day I will leave this world. But I'm really not prepared to die. I have so many unfulfilled dreams. I can't control these things from happening. It's a global kind of thing.

The only thing I can do now is to cherish the perople around me. I don't know how long more I can be with them. I really have no idea. I just want to embrace them tightly in my heart. I want to hug every single one of them. I don't know when will be the next time I see them. I don't know if I ever have a chance to hug them tightly.

I'm afraid of losing them. I'm afraid of every little thing that is going to break all of us up. I told my mum and my brother that I'm really afraid. But they don't seem to be afraid. I was even thinking that we should celebrate our 21st birthdays earlier. As early as a year before. I guess, God has been fair to us. Every one is given the equal amount of sufferings and happiness. It's just the matter of timing. When is the question.

Nobody will know when. God knows. I'm lost. I really am. My mood is somehow affected now.. I guess, I just need some time....

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HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY FATIMAH!

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Thursday, April 23, 2009

Ok, I'm back again. MIA-ed for a week. Heh. Nothing to blog about. I just had so many things to complete. I have to complete my tuition homework later. Nvm, I can do it one. Anyway, yah, this week had been rather packed. Next week is the start of my MYE. I seriously cannot believe it. This week is so short! ):

Gotta rush. zZz...


School's spiral top
This really look as if something big [e.g The Earth] is going to fall. Cute.
A little bit of blue in a little bit of grey.
I simply love this. Look like the waves in the seas... OMG.

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Saturday, April 18, 2009


HAPPY 15TH BIRTHDAY MIAO JUN!

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Wednesday, April 15, 2009

School was.. Fine today. I guess? Hmm. Was quite happy today. But.. Oh well.. Nvm.

Anyway, my eldest brother is in his Orientation camp. He will only be back on Friday. EE. Nobody entertain me at home lahh. RAH.

You know what. I was pondering over some issues today after I have heard some stuff.. I don't know. I just felt so lost suddenly. Suddenly felt like going to the beach. Say I'm emo or what I don't care.

Chem practical suck. It's fun but I really find it difficult. I don't know why. I don't know why I don't know how to record observations and stuff. And MYE is like 2 weeks away. We only got our timetable like yesterday? -.-

Ok, leave that aside. I'm going to do some revision after I bath. I will do Social Studies today. And also my tuiition homework. TT.

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Monday, April 13, 2009

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY CHEUK MAN!

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Sunday, April 12, 2009

Went for Easter Service last night at City Harvest. Sat with Janet and CG. Yey. Hao Jing accepted Christ! Praise the Lord! :D Btw, Hao Jing aka Gladys, is my cousin and is also Janet's classmate. Fun right. Janet invited her for service. And the other friend Zoyee. Interesting. One more Christian in the family. Hao Wen, her brother had also accepted Christ some time back. Jaena accepted Christ last year. And I went back to God last year as well. Heh.

Easter Service was alright. I think previous ones were better though. I cried when we once again witness how Jesus died for us on the cross. Though it's just a drama, it really hurts. In my heart. But thank God, because he sent his one and only son, Jesus Christ, down to Earth to die for us on the cross. Jesus Christ die and rose again, for us. And today is Easter Sunday. :D

"For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life" (John 3:16). This is a very famous verse from the Bible.

Pastor Kong shared a good message last night.

He talked about Mary going to Jesus' tomb and saw nobody in the tomb, panicked and cried. God ask the woman why was she weeping.

John 20:11-15

11 But Mary stood weeping outside the tomb. As she wept, she bent over to look into the tomb;

12 and she saw two angels in white, sitting where the body of Jesus had been lying, one at the head and the other at the feet.

13 They said to her, ‘Woman, why are you weeping?’ She said to them, ‘They have taken away my Lord, and I do not know where they have laid him.’

14 When she had said this, she turned round and saw Jesus standing there, but she did not know that it was Jesus.

15 Jesus said to her, ‘Woman, why are you weeping? For whom are you looking?’ Supposing him to be the gardener, she said to him, ‘Sir, if you have carried him away, tell me where you have laid him, and I will take him away.’

[1]Are you weeping because of sicknesses or diseases?

Isaiah 53: 4-5

4 Surely he took up our infirmities and carried our sorrows, yet we considered him stricken by God, smitten by him, and afflicted.

5 But he was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was upon him, and by his wounds we are healed.

[2]Are you weeping because of Financial burden/debts?

2 Corinthians 8:9

9 For you know the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ, that though he was rich, yet for your sakes he became poor, so that you through his poverty might become rich.

[3]Are you weeping because of emotional despair?

[4]Are you weeping because of sin in your soul?

Romans 6:23

23 For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Yea, so we shall find peace on Easter! :D

Ok, I think today's post is abit too long. Hehe. Hmm. I certainly had enjoyed the service. (: After the service, met Eric and Ming Yang to go his CG's BBQ at Marine Parade. I don't know why I joined them but well, I just went. Left at about 2245hrs. Went to have dinner or rather, supper at Bedok hawker centre. I happened to be with 4 guys. Eric and his 3 other CG members. So, that makes me the only girl. =/ I saw Yong Siang and group. Omg. I was damn embarrassed. I don't know why. Ok, that's not the point. I didn't eat. I wasn't feeling hungry though. Ok lah. It's a really long post. Too excited. Heh.

Ok lah. Got to go already. Needa bath and do some revision.

HAPPY EASTER!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY M'AM LISHA!

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Thursday, April 9, 2009

It's gonna be another long weekend. Tmr is Good Friday!! TGIGF! :D And it will be Easter weekend also. I'll be going for Easter Service on Saturday. Catch me there! Heh. Tuition tmr and Sunday. Myyy. I haven't finished my English homework and tmr will be a 3hr-lesson to make up for last Sunday and this Sunday.

Super tired today. Why uh? I didn't sleep as late as the previous night? And I woke up one minute later than last morning. Why was I more tired than yesterday?!! RAH. Well Well. I have no idea. Really. But I was really happy yesterday. Cos I lost another kilograms. Heh.

Went E!Hub with my brother last evening. He wanted to get a pair four-wheel skates. I have no idea what's the name for that. Wait. I think it's Quadline.

Yea, it look like this. It looks kinda weird though. =/ My brother just bought it after first sight. Haiyoh. Ok lah, he got 2 pairs at $159+$50 =$219? The other pair is actually a demo pair which actually the ones for sale are not in Singapore already. They were sent back to Europe. But they still have demo pairs. So 50 bucks for the demo pair. And I think it's a different one also. But well, he said he likes it 'cos it's interesting. =/

Argh. I didn't have time to finish my SBQ test today. Sigh. My results for POA is kinda dropping... And I'm really scared. ): I must practise more. Really. Math as well. Science also. ARGH. Ok lah. I should end now aldeady. :D TTFN. :D


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Tuesday, April 7, 2009


HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY YAN YI!

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Saturday, April 4, 2009

OOOH. Shit. I wanted to go for my Math test at like 9 but it's already... 8.48 am and I have not prepared. I'm so lazy to go down just to take the test but today's the last day? I suppose. Oh well. Alright, I just have to go down probably at 10? I have to go and bath now and have my breakfast.

Oh yah. Went to school yesterday, then to bowling with Hui Yi, Dylan, Henry and Banbee at Tampines Safra. OMG. I seriously can't remember when was the last time I bowled. And I suck at it. =/ It's ok, it's just for leisure. :D

Went down to Simei after that to meet Lee Wee for tuition. Tuition finished at about 7.35 pm? Then went home with Lee Wee and Yi Xin. As you know, Yan Yi is a princess so she's got her parents to send her home. Heh. :D I had great time talking to both of them. So, anyway. we were talking about ghosts and stuff. And how my friend met one at home. =/

I woke up at 8am just now. Had been blog hopping. Haiyah I just remembered I got photos not uploaded yet... Ok, I will do just that later when I come back from my test.

You know what. I wanted to watch Premonition last night. No, in fact, I watched it. Wah lao. I think it's so boring that I fell asleep. Th trailer on TV seemed to be interesting so I decided to watch it. RAH. I thought it was going to be super scary like since it's a Japanese horror movie?

Sigh. I seriously needa start studying already. At least for my Sciences and Humanities. In fact all my subjects lor... ): Okok, I won't be blogging so often 'cos there's seriously nothing muc for me to update about.... We'll see...(:

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Thursday, April 2, 2009



HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY NELSON!

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Wednesday, April 1, 2009

School have been fine. Nothing much. Just have tons of homework for me to do.

Wahlao. I think I stepped on dog poo poo. -.-'' Seriously, I was at gym this morning, and went down to the field to take our attendance. I think I stepped on the mud and thus, on dog poo poo. April Fool's Day is so not my day. I went back to commerce room for English after TAF, I didn't notice it leh. And there was no smell. I went back to class for POA, Dylan sat beside me and asked if I had smelled something. No, I still didn't smell it. And when Grace is back, she told me she smelled something. Then, I smelled it as well. -.-

Wahlao. To think I had to endure that poo poo on my shoe sole for like the next few hours. I rushed to the toilet to have it cleaned. But of course, it's impossible for me to clean it thoroughly. I could only wait until 3 plus, after my Physics remedial, to go home and really wash it. Diao. Tomorrow must wear another pair of shoes. RAH.

Ok, enough of dog poo poo. *Irritated* I think the area where I am sitting in class, stinks. Hopefully it will not tmr when I am back in class. ):

Alright. I really got to go already. Got to do my homework....... TATA.

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