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PAMELA; ت
03 dec 92;
21;
sagittarian;
Girls' Brigade 73rd Singapore;
RP-W45D; RP-E26G
NDP`10 Touch Community Services Motivators
YNPS-1F`99; 2D`00; 3A`01; 4B`02; 5E`03; 6E`04
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Friday, February 26, 2010

Dear Bloggie,

Now we only have to work 2 days a week when we were supposed to work 3 days a week. NOO!! My boss see us free most of the time when we have finished our work. RAH.

Anyway, Create Talents called me last night again. Like after 2 months. They approached me at Orchard when I was still working at Hilton's. Ok, what's this Create Talents thing all about? This is a model recruiting company. And they are in need of models my age. I don't deny I'm a little interested. But portfolio cost money lah. So, yah, I won't accept their offer. I mean unless got people sponsor lah. xD

Ok, whatever. I'm going Ice skating later!!! :D I hope I don't screw up. Heh. I can't skate lah actually. The last time I went skating was with Jing Han, Brandon, Melinda Ang. Which was in 2007. Haha. OOH~ That's so long ago. =x Excited. :D

Heh. You know, last night I actually sleep-msessaged? I had no idea what was really going on. Omg. I think I am so cute. xD Hahaha.

Dang~ I'm bored. =x Am kind of falling asleep. Hmm. I should let my bro use the comp. Anyway, I think my bro looks cute in his typical tourist outfit. Super funny. Hahaha.
IMY IMY IMY <3

Ok lah. I think I will end here for now. I will be back later! :D

Love,
PAMELA :D

blogged @ 12:25 PM

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Dear Bloggie,

It's another weekend gone. Am starting work this Wednesday already. Heh. Jerlisa, you know what we will expect. xD Haha.

Anyway, I had a "nightmare" on Friday. Few people knows what I am talking about. Ok, don't talk about it. I got goosebumps. Oops.

Saturday, went for GB in the morning, lunch-ed at Tech View with mates. Omg. Jing Han and Miao Jun were so excited when they saw a rat swiming in the bucket of water used to mop floors. And they stayed there and stared at the rat for some time before walking back to the table we all were sitting.

Then Shawn Peh came along. They told him about the rat. Then he went to see. But it was already taken out since it died. Shawn started his ridiculous stories about the rat e.g how it died and the colour of the blood. Omg. Super gross. =x

After lunch, went home, laid on the bed for a very long time but didn't fall asleep. =x Met Mark at like 8.30pm at ECP. Then walked to the Lagoon from Mc Donald's for my dinner. Ate porridge. Not as good as 85 market's one though. Hah. After that walked to Bedok Jetty and stoned there till 10 plus or was it 11? I forgot. Haha. Then walked back to the underpass near Subway. We took the last 196 back to Bedok interchange. Then walked home from there. :D

Sunday, went to church, after that met Daryl B at the Cathay for Wolfman. Not bad lah. Well, I thought it was alright. (: After the movie, I went home and napped. I fell asleep while typing a reply actually. Haha. Anyway, went Fish & Co. at TM for dinner in the evening. Then went Airport. Hah. My weekend seemed so packed! Hehe.

So today, went for blood test in the morning, then had a lonely lunch time at Century Square. Since I went there to collect my brother's phone from the Samsung shop so might as well have lunch at Food Junction. And I was famished. 'Cos of blood test I couldn't eat breakfast. My most important meal. RAH.

Anyway, after that, I just wandered around Tampines Mall. I happened to see a set of 4D lucky numbers formed by Mandarin oranges? There was lion dance at the top level when I went there. The numbers were 1837. I sent a message to my mum and she asked what was it for. Hahaha.

Headed home and I fell asleep again. xD Met Miao Jun and Xiao Yuan at Tampines for POA. Then Huiyi also. Hah. Not fruitful today! Its ok, tomorrow will be a better day! :D


Love,
PAMELA :D


blogged @ 12:11 AM

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Dear Bloggie,

I went to the beach yesterday. I just love the beach. The sounds of the tides, wind, children playing, the voice of people. My future boyfriend should love the beach too. :D

Haha. Alright, that's random. Anyway, I just posted some zi lian photos on Facebook. OMG. Ok, I was just trying to see the difference of me wearing spects and not. Heh. And I just realised actually my eyes still can be seen lah. Why everyone say my eyes cannot be seen?!!

I think I smell nice after a bath. xD Haha. Ok. Maybe not me. Its the shampoo and soap that smells nice. :D

Ok, I don't why I am so random now. Everything don't seem to have a link! What is this!

Anyway. I don't know what to update about. Continue another day ok. :D TTFN!

Love,
PAMELA :D


blogged @ 6:09 PM

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

Dear Bloggie,

Alright, this post will be rather long. So be patient! :D

12th February 2010

I went Pasir Ris in the morning and had breakfast there with mum. :D After going back to Bedok, went NTUC with mum to shop for some groceries. Then went to meet Mark at ECP to cycle. Since both of us didn't have anything to do in the afternoon. Yes ah! It had been so long since I last cycled. I wasn't really sun burnt. But Mark was. Hahaha.

I was only sun burnt on a very small part of my arm. But my left wrist got two colours. The part which I wear my watch is not tanned. =x Anyway, was tired but enjoyed myself. So peaceful that day. 'Cos there wasn't much people there. :D

That's my day. :D

13th February 2010


Its New Year's Eve! :D Went Downtown East in the afternoon for lunch. Then back home and stoned before heading to Uncle's place for reunion dinner. Alright. Dinner was fine. As usual, Uncle would play an action packed movie and everyone would sit in front of the tvee watching it.

I was playing with my little cousin in the room with a few other more cousins. My little cousin is in love with Power Rangers. So he was mimicking the Power Rangers all the time. Oh my. Haha. He was like a little monkey jumping up and down. And he loves taking photos (just like me! xD)! Heh.

Yea, after that I couldn't remember what I did already. =x

14th February 2010

Its CNY Day1! :D Alright. So we had to wake up early for visitations. Went to 2nd Uncle's place where everybody would gather there every year. His place was also where we had our reunion dinner. As usual, we were always the first family to reach there and last family to leave. =x And yes, my uncle played another action packed movie. Haha.

I fell asleep abit while waiting for time to pass. But was busying taking photos and stuff as well. :D At about 3 plus 4, went to Jurong for another visitation. Then in the evening at about 7pm, met Hui Yi and friends for dinner and movie at Bugis Iluma. Had Empire State for dinner and caught a HK comedy. It was good. (: I enjoyed the movie. :D

Anyway, after the movie, went to the arcade for awhile. Then went to Macs to slack and chat. After that went to wait for NR7 outside Bugis Street and then home sweet home! :D I got home like 2.40am.






15th February 2010

CNY day 2! :D Early in the morning woke up and went to 1st Uncle's house first to bai nian. After that headed to Bukit Batok, my 1st Aunty's house then to 4th Aunty's house at CCK to have lunch as well as gathering. :D That's where all my maternal cousins gather together to have lunch, chat and stuff :D

While parking the vehicle in a multi-storey carpark before going up to 4th Aunty's place, my dad accidentally reversed too much and the glass on the back door touched the wall and it cracked. It seemed, at any time the glass will just break into pieces. Very scary. =x

Anyway, after that, headed to my 1st and 2nd Aunt's houses at Hougang to have dinner. :D Then home sweet home :D


And today, I stayed home the whole day. :D Except going to 2nd Uncle's place for dinner to clear their stock of food. xD


Love,
PAMELA :D

blogged @ 11:40 AM

Friday, February 12, 2010

Dear Bloggie,

Heh. Its New Year's Eve tmr! And Wan Jing's 18th birthday. (: Lets see, oh yes, I just got informed this afternoon that next week we don't have to work. 'Cos there's no MPS next week. Well, its CNY week. This means the following week is going to be very scary. =/ OMG. I can't believe I'm going to see the same letters from the same person again! xD Jerlisa and Desiree know who!! xD

Anyway, I'm bored. I miss Hui Yi and Xin Hui. =/ Haven't seen them for a while. But I am seeing them on Valentine's Day which is also CNY Day 1. Heh! :D

Hmm. Am going for reunion dinner at Uncle's place tmr. Well, every year has been like this. Nothing special??

Virtual reality is not reality.

LOVE,
PAMELA :D

blogged @ 10:29 PM

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Dear Bloggie,

For today, I am going to be a little emotional. Maybe not completely emo. But well..

Anyway, lets see, I was entertaining some little children on the chartered bus back to the centre from Chinatown after their excursion when some of them were so tired that they fell asleep. I was kinda tired already. After work, I dropped by at a friend's place to visit her.

Every day, there are people getting injured. Just yesterday, when I was on the way to work with Jerlisa, we saw some medics carrying an elderly on the stretcher to an ambulance. It was before noon. Then when we were having so much fun with the kids at Chinatown, we saw an old lady's face covered with blood. She was bleeding profusely. Part of her skin on her forehead had came off, which was what had made her bleed profusely.

This morning Jerlisa was telling me that she had been getting in touch with these issues nowadays ever since the year started. People dying, people getting injured, etc. So I was thinking, yes, true, just in one day we already had three unfortunate events happening around us.

Have you ever wondered what if our loved ones, be it family, best friends leave us all of a sudden? Everytime we would say, "though they have left us, but they are always with us", "he/she has suffered for so many years, now that he/she is in critical condition, we should let them go in peace", etc. to those who met someone who have passed on/going to..

But, honestly, how many of us are able to do just that? We can't. We are selfish beings. We want them to stay so badly in our hearts but we have to think that if we keep them by our side, they are going to suffer. We just didn't want to show. Right? And when you love someone, you want the best for the person, am I right?

I asked Jerlisa, "What if one day I laugh until I kick the buckets?" Very high possibility. 'Cos sometimes when I laugh too hard, I feel breathless. =x Oh well, that was a joke. But to be honest, as such things happen around me these days, I am getting a little more afraid of death.

Alright, enough of that. You know I was on Stomp's website, reading the Valentine's Day love stories, when my brother actually asked me to go create my own story instead of reading otehr people's stories. And he even said that he suspected me being in a relationship. -.- But no, i'm not. So obvious! xD

Ok, anyway. I got to go bathe and stuff.

P.S:

Men spend their lives in anticipations,—in determining to be vastly happy at some period when they have time. But the present time has one advantage over every other—it is our own. Past opportunities are gone, future have not come. We may lay in a stock of pleasures, as we would lay in a stock of wine; but if we defer the tasting of them too long, we shall find that both are soured by age.

-Charles Caleb Colton

Love,
PAMELA :D

blogged @ 12:17 PM

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Dear Bloggie,

Heh. I just realised I forgot to update about last Saturday's programme! Alright, firstly, I went Kite flying again at Marina Barrage. But it was with GB. :D Hah. I seriously had an enjoyable time. Though majority of the photos doesn't have me, it's okay. I still enjoyed myself. Haha.

So, we celebrated Januay and February babies' birthdays. :D The night before, went Bedok Interchange after work to get the birthday cake and jelly mixture. I bought Tiramisu. Nice. :D

You know, I was really consoled when I saw the number of people we have now. :D Especially when I saw that we actually occupy more than half the seats of a 40-pax bus. Thinking back, we only occupied like the last few seats of the bus when we first started. And we had a whole empty bus to ourselves. We were thinking why didn't they book a small bus instead. Hah. This shows that we are growing!! :D

Anyway, after kite flying at Marina Barrage and dismissal, went for lunch at Techview. After lunch, went home for awhile. I didn't have time to change out 'cos I sent Seow Fong home first before going home. Headed to Pasir Ris to meet cell for a session of Bowling at Ehub. Played only a game.

Omg. I did something super malu lah. I was preparing to bowl. Then two incidents occurred. Firstly, I held the ball already. When I walked towards the alley, I drop the ball. For I don't know what reason. =x Then I tried again. As I walked towards the alley, this time I was going to bowl already, I swinged my hand, my fingers got stuck. -.- I must be the joke of the day man. =/

After that, went Just Acia for an early dinner. As well as celebrate the birthday of M'am Pei Jun and Catherine. :D Ahh. I love surprises. Tons of surprises for them! I also want surprises! Hah.

Ok, whatever. I'm turning 18 in December. Yahyah, everyone is already going to be 19 when I just turned 18. RAH. Oh, but it's okay. :D

Alright. Here are the photos. More in my Facebook. Enjoy! :D








Love,
PAMELA :D

blogged @ 9:30 AM

Monday, February 8, 2010

Dear Bloggie,

Heh. I am at work at the moment. And I am using the computer in the office now. Right in front of my boss. Hoho. But its because I've got nothing to do uh. I've finished my work already. :D

Anyway, my boss said that i'm cute. And my kindergarten teacher said that I'm sweeeet. :o

No, I didn't eat sweets today. Hah.

I'm shy. But I love hearing such things. Omg. Especially when guys say that to me. xD Ok, I don't know what's wrong with me at the moment. I think I'm so cold and tired that I am getting kinda hyper.

I love my job. I am goping Chinatown with kindergarten kids tmr. :D I am sooo looking forward to it. I think my job is kinda relaxed. Imagine Jerlisa is watching videos and facebook-ing at the same time. And I am practically mutlti-tasking. xD I am SMS-ing, Facebook-ing, MSN-ing, and so on. Damn relaxed right. xD

Heh. Ok lah. I shall stop my nonsense. TTFN. :D

Love,
PAMELA :D

blogged @ 2:23 PM

Friday, February 5, 2010

Dear Bloggie,

Sometimes I wonder what I lies ahead. Sometimes I wonder..

Oh well. Never ending. Anyway. Work today was fine. I wonder why I have been so tired lately. I overslept for work this morning. Jerlisa called me at 0744hrs. I jumped out of bed and I was like, "WTH! I'm late! Oh no!!" And so, I was late for work. =x

Ok, today is Wang wang day. All of us finished the whole container of wang wang biscuits. HAHA.

My colleague said tomorrow is the day that we should bring our own snacks. 'Cos when we have nothing to do, we munched on wang wang biscuits. So we finished the whole thing unknowingly.

Zai Xuan bought a bottle of Meiji Strawberry milk when he went for lunch. I was like, "May I have a bit?" He said, "No." Ok lor. Then the next time I went outside to disturb them, he finished the whole bottle already. I think its a 1 litre bottle lor. =x

And Zai Xuan is going to get Diabetes if he continue eating Fruit Plus. He's going to finish the whole big container of Fruit Plus tomorrow, I bet. Hahah. He got nothing to do and he just eat eat and eat. Omg.

Ok anyway. I'm bored. Tomorrow's going to be another day at work. Heh.

I've been laughing at work. People think I'm mad. But I'm happy. Haha. :D

Love,
PAMELA :D

blogged @ 12:04 AM