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03 dec 92;
21;
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Girls' Brigade 73rd Singapore;
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Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Dear Bloggie,

Hello, people. I wonder if there are anymore people coming to read my blog. =/ Oh well. Anyway. The past week had been pretty mundane. Quite a number of things had happened. On Friday, had a game of Captain's Ball at RP's Badminton Court with NDP10 RP2 friends. (: Had a rather good time. After that was a mini celebration for the July babies. However, out of 4, only one turned up. So, we kinda sabo-ed Khair. Let the pictures speak. (:

Saturday, went for NDP10 practice. It started off rather well. Until I returned a missed call from my cousin and came to know about it. Was it a relief? Perhaps. It is the start of a rather torturing life for the kids. I won't say it won't be a torturing for the mother. However, you don't have to know. It's within the family.

Uncle, please rest in peace. I don't know about the future. I cannot say or comment on anything, reason being, I am just kid. Even if I'm unhappy with certain things that have been said by someone, I have no say. Please do forgive me when I have those thoughts. I just cannot accept the fact that you are gone. People think we don't care because we didn't cry but you know we care. How we wished you were not married. You have changed so much after you got married. You were married for 6 years. Going 7. But you left even before your son turn 7.

He knows. He knows you are gone. Though he may be a child, but he knows that you will never come back. I don't know how they will become in future. I just hope that she will not be so irresposible, pushing your kids to the elder siblings and going back on her own. She need to know her limits. We have given so much, yet she feels that we don't care. She don't understand. She feels that the only way to solve these problems is to leave the kids or even send them back with her. No, when you were still around, never on your mind, did you want them to study there.

Your kids are still so young. Why did you leave? The family is going to be so incomplete... You were the youngest yet, you left so early. Please tell me that you are doing well up there. We may not be very close but after all, you saw me grow up. I want you to be enjoying now.

May peace be with the family.

I miss you.

Then on Sunday, it was my cousin's wedding. I think my family went to the wedding with quite a heavy heart. I mean, a death of a family member on a day and the wedding of another family member on the next. How was it?

Anyway. Below are the photos.

RP2 CAPTAIN'S BALL @ RP Sports Complex - 230710 (Friday)

NE SHOW #03 @ Padang - 240710 (Saturday)


Sharon jie's wedding @ her house - 250710 (Sunday)


@ Peony Jade Restaurant - 250710 (Sunday)

Alright. Shall end for now.

Love,
PAMELA :D

blogged @ 8:16 AM

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Dear Bloggie,

Heh. I just have the urge to update my blog. :D Lets see. My weekend had been extremely packed.

Saturday went for NDP10 rehearsal - NE Show #02. I definitely enjoyed myself. Something that kind of disturbed me was the attitude the army guys, who are the celebrities' marshals, had given. All we wanted was just one photo with the artistes? And guess what their ressponse.

I heard that we are only allowed to take photos OF them and not take WITH them. And that they are also rushing for the show. However, while we were happily standing by the stairway, they were on their bus, believed to have came out ONLY after we went up the stairs. The only thing we could conclude was, they didn't even want use to take photos OF them. "Rushing for show" was an excuse. -.-

Oh well. I don't really care? I mean since they wanna be like this then let it be lor. I mean not that they are very popular also. We probably want to take photos with them just because they are some artistes. Hah.

Anyway, so the night ended well. I met Hui Yi and Xin Hui for supper at 11pm. Chat all the way till 1.30am. And I got home like 1.45am. I slept at 3.30am just to get photos uploaded and also allow my hair to dry.

Woke up for service in the morning and was looking like a zombie. Haha. Oh yes! And my brother sent me to service. :D Hehe.

So service was great. After service, went around asking for donations for GB Fortnight. I was very happy 'cos so many people donated for me, genrously. (: After that, went for John Little Sale then went for lunch with Yi Chun and Xiao Yuan at Newton's Prawn Noodles at Expo. :D

Later in the evening, I met Jing Han, Siew Brothers, Wei Ming and Jeffrey for Badminton. We wanted to play it at a court. However, our booking was taken away. In the end, we play Badminton under my block of flats. Hahah. Though we don't have a proper place to play, we still have lots of fun. :D Laughing so much that it wasn't the game that made us tired, it was the laughing. Hehe.

It's the start of a new week again! Aww. So fast.. Ok people. I'm tired. TTFN. BYE. <3 align="center">


Love,
PAMELA :D


blogged @ 10:43 PM

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Dear Bloggie,


How do you define HAPPINESS? Many of us are doing things that we do not really like but why are we doing them? We are practically doing something for the sake of doing them. I have comments. I will not point them out. I am just going to generalise what I have seen, read or heard.

I was using Facebook the other day and happened to read a message which actually comes from the "Message from God" application. Part of it says, "Wealth is never measured by what you have, but by what you can give away."

Many times we take what we have for granted. So what if we have what it takes to be someone higher? So what if we earn a lot of money? How do we know if we are happy? Happiness comes from within, isn't it?

We keep complaining about how sucky our lives can be. However, we didn't realise how lucky we are. How much we are unappreciative of the surroundings? Stop complaining and whining about the many things given to us. Don't have the mindset that "grass the other side is greener". It's just a point of view. No more being envious of others. Every one's life has been crafted differently. Every one will have their share of happiness and unhappiness. Get a life!

Ok, I going to prepare for my test later. TTFN!

Love,
PAMELA :D


blogged @ 2:56 PM

Wednesday, July 14, 2010

Dear Bloggie,

Hah. I'm in class and I'm so bored. Presentaions are in process and mine ended first. =/ Sometimes I feel quite discouraged when I am unable to do something well. It's hard to keep everything. I wish I can vent it out somewhere. But sometimes, I just don't wanna tell people how I exactly feel inside of me. I mean, I don't people to think that I'm attracting attention or what. So much I wanna say. But who will listen?

Oh well, not that I'm really upset or what. I just wanna say things out here. Somewhere here. Though people are reading, and will definitely be wondering why I am saying all these, honestly, I have no idea too!

Hah. I just wanna say something ok? Just let me say what is coming through my mind now. =/

Hmm. Got to collect my NDP10 NE Show #02 tickets later. Should be getting two tickets.

Oh! don't ask me why I didn't update about my daily grades anymore. I got many Bs! Getting lesser As. Sad. but it's ok, I just want to make sure I can do well for my daily grades so that it can help me pull up my GPA grades though I don't do well for UTs. Hah.

Today got UT. At 4pm sharp, we will lose our internet connections. How great is that! -.-

And I have to wait till 5.30pm then I can get my tickets. -.-

Oh well. I shall be patient. :D

Okay, I'm going to end here. BYE. <3

Love,
PAMELA :D

blogged @ 3:15 PM

Monday, July 12, 2010

Dear Bloggie,

Hah. Alright. Since i am waiting for my hair to dry, I shall update my blog. Haha. Ok, And I shall upload some photos which I have never uploaded before. When I finsh updating. xD

Anyway, I'm having my Math UT2 tomorrow. I really hope that it's not going to be that difficult. =/ Had Math today. And we did probability. It sucked. Seriously! ):

RAH. Anyway, met Pei Jun after school today for a dinner at Tampines. Hmm. We were talking about Valerie then I called her to have a short chat with her. Hahaha.

Hmm. School's been okay. Monday to Sunday packed, so please pardon me if I am unable to ask you out for a meal or something. The only times I can make it is after school. Hah.

Oh yea, in about 2 weeks' times, Sharon jie is going to get married and 3 days after that, I have my very first formal presentation. Must pray that everything goes on smoothly. :D

Alright, it's late. enjoy the photos. GOOD NIGHT. :D

NDP10 CR #01 @ Padang - 190610

NDP10 CR #02 @ Padang - 260610


Cineleisure - 270610


Hui Yi's 18th @ Changi Airport - 300610


NDP10 CR #03 @ Padang - 030710


NDP10 NE Show #01 @ Padang - 100710
Hah. Alright so photos are uploaded. :D

Love,
PAMELA :D

blogged @ 11:26 PM

Monday, July 5, 2010

Dear Bloggie,

Hello. It's July already! Can't believe this year's so fast. =x

Anyway, nothing much happened the past week. Celebrated Hui Yi's 18th birthday on Wednesday at T3. :D Got an impromtu surprise for her. Hah.

Actually, nothing much to update. =/

Saturdays are spent at Padang, Sundays at church, weekdays in school, what else? Haha. Anyway, UT2 starts next week. Can you believe it? It just seemed as if UT1 was just over. =x

I had taken so many photos during NDP10 rehearsals and I am lazy to post them on my blog. Haha. But I do have them on my Facebook though.

Oh well, when I have time, I will upload some photos here. At the moment, I have to start preparing for my UTs2. I pray for better results pleaseeeeeee.. :D

You know, just now during lunch break, a group of students came to our class and sold Twisties to us. So, that makes it Twisties day!!! Hahahah.

I went to play Basket ball with the Monkey siblings yesterday after church. :D Before that, I wanted to go Tampines to fix my phone, and the funny thing is, I got there, and I realised I forgot my wallet. -.- RAHH. Therefore, I have made a wasted trip. Sian to the max. Bleah.

Ok, I blog next time. Hah. BYE.

Love,
PAMELA :D

blogged @ 2:50 PM