Friday, November 26, 2010 Dear Bloggie, So I'm back. I forgot that I haven't updated since 10 days ago. :x I did actually but it was a draft. Hahah. Ok, nvm. Hmm. So, on the 17th of Nov, I went for bible study in the morning then went ECP with Jovien in the afternoon. Weather wasn't very good at first but it became better afterwards. :D Then went for movie at Bugis Iluma. :D What did we watch? Oh! We watched Due Date. :D Haha. So anyway, next day had school and UT. After that went Bugis to meet Xin Hui and Hui Yi for dinner. :D Actually I realised I have been heading to Bugis many times since that day. Ahhh. I think I have gone there for 5 times in 2 weeks. :X Honestly, I got bored. I don't really like going there because there are so many people. :/ I don't understand why youngsters like shopping there. *wonders* OH! I know! The things there are cheap. I think? Haha. Lets see, I'm turning 18. And I'm not really looking forward to it. I mean, I don't feel the excitement that I am turning 18. Most of my friends have already turned 18. :x And 18 is just like a transition from no M18 to M18, from not legal to legal. -.- In addition, I don't smoke, drink, and do whatever things so 18th birthday to me is just older by another year. Oh! And the only thing I want do after I have turned 18, is that I wanna learn driving. Not really a must though. Just feel like getting a license like my second brother and some of my friends who have gotten their license. Actually, I don't really need a license lah, I just find it interesting. Oh well. I'm so tired. I shall end here today.... BYE. Love, PAMELA :D blogged @ 11:39 AM Tuesday, November 16, 2010 Dear Bloggie, Hello people! A week has past and I'm back here. Last week have been a pretty good week? I guess? Or maybe not really, but it had been fine. (: Am having my Understanding Tests these two weeks. :/ HTM and Math is over, I'm left with Financial Accounting, Marketing and Entrepreneurshipin the coming week. So tired. :/ I believe I am able to tide over all these exams and stuff. (: Suddenly realised I haven't met up with many people for quite a long time. Like, my ex- classmates, my girlfriends, my juniors, etc. Miss them pretty much. An suddenly my blog became an empty shell. It only states what I have done and stuff. So boring. I used to have so many things to blog about but now, seems pretty drained. So sad right? Sometimes want to blog also much think so much. Haiyoh. Maybe my life will be more colourful soon? No wait, I don't what I'm talking about. Hmm.. Ok anyway, I shall update next time. xD I miss you. I love you I want to be with you. Love, PAMELA :D blogged @ 2:59 PM Sunday, November 7, 2010 Dear Bloggie, Can't believe it's Sunday again. And it's Monday tomorrow. =/ I'm so not looking forward to this coming week. Reason is simple, it's the start of UT1. *nightmare* Anyway, I had a rough day on Thursday. But I'm thankful for the two people who have tried making me smile. (: Well, it's over so I don't want to talk about it. (: So, it was Deepavali, and I went cycling with Kevin at East Coast Park. :D Before that it was raining and stuff. But it got better so it was a pretty smooth trip. (: After that, headed to Aunt's place at Hougang for picnic-at-home. It was supposed to be at Changi but it started raining all over again. Thus, changed location to Aunt's place. :D Saturday, went to Henderson Secondary School early in the morning with Eugene. Took 16 from Bedok Interchange and all the way till Henderson. It was a long bus ride. =/ And when we were there, we didn't even listen to the briefing. And the best part was, the briefing repeated like 3 times. -.- After the whole thing, Wen Yi and I chiong-ed to take a cab. I shared cab with her till Bugis and continued the cab to Yi Chun's place for cellgroup. (: That's about it. Love, PAMELA :D ----------------------------------------- P.S Just as I thought what I was saying was funny, it wasn't to many others. I was rude. I'm sorry for all the tactless things I have said to so many of my closer friends. It was never intentional. I need to learn how to be tactful. I always have the problem of not being tactful. I have hurt so many. Why have I not changed? I have caused so much disappointments to many people. Be it, agreeing to go somewhere with them then last minute backing out due to some reasons, or even a casual remark of disbelief, I have hurt someone. I must have been a failure in social skills. Yes, you should be harsh with me. So I would learn. I have been taking many things for granted. Why am I so dumb?? Why can't I tell the unhappiness at that moment? Only to realise the mistake after people point it to me. When will I learn? When will I start reflecting on my own actions, my words? I just realised you haven't came by for some time. Ever since what had happened. I have taken it too lightly. I always thought you were busy. But I was wrong, all along. I'm sorry I can't be good enough. I'm sorry I can't be perfect. I'm sorry I wasn't tactful. I'm sorry I have hurt you. I'm sorry I shouldn't have doubted you. It's always me.. My apologies for the hurt and frustrations I have caused. blogged @ 8:50 PM Wednesday, November 3, 2010 Dear Bloggie, HELLO people. I'm back! :D Aright. Lets see. I kind of forgot to update my blog. Haha. Anyway. So it's November already. Another month before I officially turn 18. :D Then the following month my brother turns 21. MY GOODNESS. That's fast. :X Alright, so, what happened the past week? I was schooling the whole week. (As if I got extra holidays. :/) I went home late the whole of last week. Earliest was probably 10pm. Latest was 11 plus I think. Haha. And I got nagged at. Heh. So, last week, I had trainings for Dining In The Dark. I seriously had lots of fun. The actual event was the day before. We were supposed to serve 5 MOE staff. My group was nice. :D 3 male teachers and 2 female. I think they got hyped up after seeing me being so active and friendly. :D Hehe. Oh yes, not forgetting a very meaningful event last Saturday - the Special Olympics. It was more like an outing for the special. They are awesome. Seeing them so happy, it really made my day. The feeling of interacting with these athletes is really different. Some can do things that we can't. They may be intellectually disabled but they are like all of us, breathing the same air, speaking the same languages, eating the same food, living in the same country, why do people look down on them? This event is so significant to me. There was a boy, he's swimmer and he is so fit, he has got 8 pacs, and he is a gold award medalist. Not all of us is capable of these achievements. He's going to take part in the World Summer games next year I think. I'm impressed. (: I really felt for them. :D After Special Olympics, I met up with Ian, Jasper and Yam Jim. Then towards the end, Ian left, Justin came to meet us. 'Cos he wanted to get his Razor mouse. Ok, it's some gaming mouse. :/ Yam Jim keeps pestering us saying he wants to go to HMV at Somerset 313. =/ I only got home like 11 plus. Haha. Yesterday my class had our HTM lesson at Marina Square. Kinda fresh. But I still prefer having lessons in class. Hahaha. After lesson, went to have ginger ice cream at Gelare. :D AWESOOMMEEEE! *hearts* DITD 2010 - trainings and actual Special Olympics 2010 @ Marina Barrage - 30 Oct 2010 E26G HTM Excursion @ Marina Square - 02 Oct 2010 Alright, I shall end here today. :D Love, PAMELA :D blogged @ 8:14 AM