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I just thought I’d switch things up by starting up my own site and share a bit more with you guys than I do on my bookstagram and Tumblr!

For those of you who don’t know me, my name is Seher and I’m a reader based in Pakistan! I read just about everything I can get my hands on! That being said I adore fantasy and poetry! I used to post exclusively on Instagram, but now I’ve decided to try and maintain my own blog!

If you prefer Instagram, that’s all good! I’ve linked that below! And if you prefer getting your reviews and giveaways on Tumblr and Twitter, those will be here too!

I’m also using this as a more creative space, so you’ll also get plenty of tarot card posts, restaurant reviews (from Islamabad), and pictures of the sky after it rains! I’ll also be posting my writing update, which is something I’m trying to get back into!

This is The Girl Who Reads in chaos mode!

I maintain two tumblr accounts! Which does sound like a bit much, but both serve for different moods!

My book tumblr lets me post more content than I can on my bookstagram, so you’ll find more posts here (in the future) and more excerpts, etc!

https://bookstagramofmine.tumblr.com/

My poetry tumblr is a mood. Things that I love are posted there!

https://www.tumblr.com/blog/alliwanttodoiscollectpoetry

You can also find me on twitter (where I generally just cry and complain about life)

https://twitter.com/allofthewhatifs

I listen to music on Deezer! I know its not spotify, but I just love the Flow button!

I have a lot of badges from all the sites I usually review on and now you have to see them because this is the first time I’ve had a place to put them! 🙂

100 Book Reviews
Reviews Published
Professional Reader

And last but not least, my google reviews!

  • A Harvest of Hearts by Andrea Eames ~ Book Review

    I really liked A Harvest of Hearts!

    I think Foss is a very good character and I adored that she wasn’t magically made beautiful by the end of it.

    As someone who has been pouring an unholy amount of money down the beauty industries throat this last year, I really do want more characters who don’t magically become sirens, but are loved for who they are and beautiful to those who love them.

    The anger towards pretty girls was also interesting; I don’t think you’re allowed to often talk about that in books and I’m very sure some people will criticise the author for doing it; but I think it made Foss a more well rounded and extremely capable character.

    The plot is also pretty good; the heart magic and the darkness around it were very well done. Some elements like the mist we saw earlier in the book were very well tied in with things that happened later.

    I do unfortunately feel like the author made some rookie mistakes that will leave a lot of people disappointed; namely that so many elements were rushed. Some things do need to happen quickly, like when the magic wielders attached Basil and his group, but the end of the book and the way Sylvester releases the spell could have been done better. I also know that she feels really bad, but it was a stupid immature MC mistake to go back for Millie and hang on to Colin like that. Da and how easily he lives is also strange. The book could have been made a duology.

    Cornelius is my favourite, obviously, and I honestly would have picked a fight if something had happened to him.

    Thank you NetGalley and Kensington Publishing for the chance to read and review this book!

    Favourite Quotes:

    Even inside my own head, when I had imagined myself receiving pleasure, I had pictured myself as different—smaller, prettier, a different person altogether. There was no need for that now. I was myself only, and wholly myself, and he was himself,

    there is sorrow whenever a lovely thing dies, no matter how dangerous it may have been in life.

    Book Blurb

    In the beloved tradition of Howl’s Moving Castle meets The House in the Cerulean Sea, a whimsical and unforgettable cozy fantasy about adventure, common sense, and the power of love, as a cheeky butcher’s daughter, a befuddlingly handsome sorcerer, and his clever talking cat unlock magical secrets in the dark heart of their kingdom…

    “Down-to-earth and completely irresistible, Foss is fantastic, as is her talking cat! A Harvest of Hearts is that rare story that feels both classic and unique at the same time. I loved it!” —Sarah Beth Durst, New York Times bestselling author of The Spellshop

    Everyone in Foss Butcher’s village knows what happens when the magic-workers come; they harvest human hearts to use in their spells. That’s just how life in her kingdom works. But Foss, plain, clumsy, and practical as a boot, never expected anyone would want hers. 

    When a sorcerer snags a piece of Foss’s heart without meaning to, she is furious. For once a heart is snagged, the experience is . . . well, unpleasant. So, Foss finds herself stomping toward the grand City to keep his enchanted House and demands that he fixes her before she keels over and dies, or whatever happens when hearts are Snagged. 

    But the sorcerer, Sylvester, is not what she expected. Petulant, idle, and new to his powers, Sylvester has no clue how to undo the heart-taking, or how to do much of anything really, apart from sulk. Foss’s only friend is a talking cat and even the House’s walls themselves have moods. 

    As Foss searches for a cure, she accidentally uncovers that there is much more to the heart-taking—and to the magic-workers themselves—than she could have ever imagined. . . .

  • The Book of Love Series: Discover The Dream of Love

    Thank you NetGalley and Dragonblade for the chance to read and review this book!

    I did it after forever though!

    The Dream of Love is part of The Book of Love series by Meara Platt. The book of love acts as almost a character in the series, helping people find love through a series of recipes (or potions).

    This particular book centres around Remington, who basically isn’t wanted by either parent (who also despise each other). The 93 pages start after an incident when she’s kicked out by her father and has to stay with friends or beg him to be allowed back home. The fox that triggers this incident is nowhere to be seen after. Of course, she finds love along the way instead of waiting for her father to match her off to a man who needs her dowry.

    As a whole, the novella was a drag for me. The way the main character speaks doesn’t work for me and none of those around her seem very interesting. Of course the vicar also turns out to be the fifth son of a loaded duke whose family love her as soon as they meet her. She does propose to him which is nice.

    Rating: 2.5 out of 5.

    Blurb for The Dream of Love

    Gorgeous as sin Vicar Adam Carstairs is running from his past. Lady Remington Hartfield is running from her future. What will happen when their paths collide?

    Love is the one thing Lady Remington Hartfield has never had in her life and the one thing she dreams of finding. Cast out by her overbearing and demanding father, dismissed by her self-absorbed and apathetic mother, she does not know where else to turn for help but Wellesford’s handsome vicar. She knows he is hiding torments from his past, but he has always been kind and protective of her. Now, she has only one week to find a husband before her father foists his choice on her. Will Adam step forward to marry her? Or will her love for him remain forever a dream of love?

    Vicar Adam Carstairs has built stone walls around his heart, determined never to let anyone in again after watching his beloved and gentle brother die in his arms during the war. How can Adam ever return to his Highland home and face his family when he blames himself for his brother’s death? His brother was meant for the clergy and should never have been on a battlefield. Adam chose to honor him by taking up the pious role of vicar in his place…far from Scotland. He thought he was doing just fine until Lady Remi burst into his life. She haunts his dreams and not in any pious manner.

    As her father’s threat to ruin her future looms closer, will he tear down his barriers and open his heart to loving Remi?

    Enjoy this sweet Regency novella in the bestselling Book of Love series. NOTE: This story was originally published as a serial in InD’Tale Magazine.

    Read Free in Kindle Unlimited!

    The Book of Love
    Book 1 – The Look of Love
    Book 2 – The Touch of Love
    Book 3 – The Taste of Love
    Book 3.5 – The Hope of Love – Novella
    Book 4 – The Song of Love
    Book 5 – The Scent of Love
    Book 6 – The Kiss of Love
    Book 7 – The Chance of Love
    Book 8 – The Gift of Love
    Book 9 – The Heart of Love
    Book 10 – The Promise of Love
    Book 11 – The Wonder of Love
    Book 12 – The Journey of Love
    Book 13 – The Treasure of Love
    Book 14 – The Dance of Love

  • The Girl Made of Stars by K. E. Le Veque

    Rating: 3.5 out of 5.

    Thank you to NetGalley and Dragonblade Publishing for the opportunity to read and review this book! I’m glad I was able to finish the ARC just in time for its release.

    Review:

    The Girl Made of Stars tells the haunting story of Hollywood siren Lola Grayson, a star who shined brightly but was consumed by the industry that created her. Dubbed “The Siren,” Lola was MGM’s biggest name before the rise of Carole Lombard and Jean Harlow. But beneath the glitz and glamour, the novel exposes the dark underbelly of the Golden Age of Hollywood—its rampant exploitation, control over its stars, and the deep scars left behind.

    Told in a dual timeline, the novel follows present-day novelist Joey Cabot, who, purchase and moves into the secret love nest once shared by Lola and fellow star Robert Taggart. As Joey digs deeper into Lola’s past, aided by the son of one of Lola’s maids, Dr Jackson, who met and loved Lola when he was a child, she uncovers shocking secrets. The novel doesn’t shy away from the harsh realities of the industry, tackling themes of sexual violence, power dynamics, and complicity in abuse. In doing so, it draws unsettling parallels to real-life stars like Marilyn Monroe, making Lola’s story feel all too believable.

    Le Veque does a great job evoking Old Hollywood, weaving in well-known figures like Clark Gable, Joan Crawford, and Mayer (the one and only), adding a layer of authenticity to the narrative. Honestly, thats one of my favourite aspects of the book.

    However, there are a few elements that feel underdeveloped. Things are mentioned like her past controversy involving a Nazi-sympathizer protagonist are mentioned but never fully explored. Likewise, her friend Diesal’s disregard for a woman’s privacy in the name of historical preservation becomes a pattern later in the book, but it feels like it could have been better examined. Her unresolved issues with her mother also get brushed aside by the end of it.

    The novel raises many questions about morality, agency, and justice. Joey’s pursuit of the truth is compelling, but at times, it feels like a therapist might have been a simpler route to closure. Additionally, Diana Kuhn’s identity felt fairly predictable. Every so often, I felt like some of the language could have been cleaned up just a bit more; like this book would have benefitted from being untouched for a month or two and then re-read and edited.

    That said, the book excels in its ability to immerse readers in the tragedy of Lola’s life. It’s a gripping read that highlights both the allure and cruelty of classic Hollywood.

    Blurb:

    Lola Grayson had it all.

    In 1934, Lola was on top of the world. Dubbed “The Siren” by MGM, she was a protégé of Louis B. Mayer, the original talkie sex symbol before the rise of stars like Carole Lombard and Jean Harlow. But like Harlow, Lola Grayson had a dominant stage mother and bad health that struggled to meet the demand of the Golden Age of Hollywood. Exploited, pushed, primped, and promoted as MGM’s biggest star, Lola Grayson made one fatal mistake – falling in love with fellow MGM star Robert Taggart. Together, they were the golden couple that audiences demanded to see. But Lola wanted what every young woman at the time wanted – a husband and a family. For a major star, that was a death sentence.

    Lola Grayson’s death rocked the world.

    In the present day, Joey Cabot is a novelist with a struggling career. In a stroke of fate, she purchases Lola Grayson and Robert Taggart’s former home in Los Angeles. It was a secret love nest they kept hidden from the world, but what comes out of the old walls is a secret no one wanted to see the light of day. Something so explosive that it could lay Hollywood history wide-open. In discovering that secret, Joey sees the salvation of her career, but it soon becomes apparent that Joey isn’t working for her salvation, but for Lola’s.

    Old Hollywood glamour and tragedy brings together two lost souls in this masterpiece fictional tale of one woman’s death… and one woman’s life. 

    Available on Kindle Unlimited!

  • Where the Worm Never Dies by Quinn Hernandez

    Where the Worm Never Dies by Quinn Hernandez

    Thank you NetGalley and Swann + Bedlam for the chance to read and review “Where the Worm Never Dies” by Quinn Hernandez! 

    On The Title

    A quick search for the phrase “where the worm never dies” shows you that it’s a biblical phrase; something that I did not pick up with the title (I’m muslim, so this isn’t an area I know too much about). This is an interesting phrase because even a small look into it shows you a myriad of interpretations and why this makes an excellent title for the book.

    The phrase can mean a worm that continuously feeds on the flesh without dying, as in the horror and pain never ends (as can be seen in the poems on hell and other violence in the book). It can also mean that the work that needs to be done, will continue to be done (the work of writing horror, or the work of torment and darkness or cycles of violence and trauma that continue to perpetuate just that). Either way, the title suits the book!

    Review and Rating

    That being said, I’m not a horror girly, but I am a die-hard poetry girly which is why I picked up the book and was excited to read it. But to sum, horror > poetry when it comes to this. As poetry, it’s fairly standard modern poetry, but the horror made me flinch and quite uncomfortable, which is not to say that it wasn’t interesting. Poems like “Breaking the Cycle”, “Pawn” and “Not Just Anybody” are really interesting explorations on religion and inherited anger.

    While my review for this book is 3.5 stars where I can, many people reading this will weigh the poetry to horror aspect very differently; if poetry is what’s important this is 3 stars. If horror, then you’re looking at something along the lines of 4 stars.

    Rating: 3.5 out of 5.
  • Tender by Beth Hetland

    Tender by Beth Hetland

    Thank you, NetGalley and Fantagraphics Books, for the chance to read and review Tender by Beth Hetland.

    Tender is Beth Hetland’s debut graphic novel. It follows the story of a woman so consumed with the desire for a perfect life that she slowly has a nervous breakdown and starts eating her own flesh. At least, that’s what the blurb says.

    Tender is more the story of a woman let down by the support systems around her, who has a nervous breakdown because she’s literally had a miscarriage, and her husband goes to therapy himself but doesn’t care enough to make her go.

    After this, we have some spoilers, so read at your own risk.

    Carolanne (our main character) has a monotonous life, but a life nonetheless. She has a cat, friends, and a job, and while she doesn’t have a partner and child, she’s doing okay. Lonely and fearful of the world moving on and her without these things, but that’s a sort of fear that’s been programmed into women. We’re supposed to be off the shelf by 25 and there is something wrong with us if we aren’t.

    Then you see Carolanne with a partner, a man who seems sweet but also seemed slightly off to me. For instance, the breakdown at Taylor’s wedding about how Carolanne appears to be obsessed with marriage was a red flag, unless there was something that the author hadn’t shown us? The weird way in which he goes to therapy but doesn’t take her. There don’t seem to be any follow-up visits for her either. The way he leaves without really trying to help her recover. She is in a terrible place with how she talks about trying again after 90 days as if the first thing hadn’t happened.

    The chapters where her nervous breakdown is complete, where she’s literally eating herself were drawn very differently. I loved that Beth used art to show us how Carolanne was doing internally!

    Overall, 4 out of 5 stars!

  • Throwback Thursday; Winx Club But Make It A Graphic Novel

    Throwback Thursday; Winx Club But Make It A Graphic Novel

    Winx Club Vol. 1:Welcome to Magix comes out on the 16th of January!

    Of course I saw the Winx Club Vol. 1: Welcome to Magix graphic novel on NetGalley and decided I ABSOLUTELY HAD to read it! I loved the show as a kid; it’s got magic, fairies, lots of heels and crop tops; what more could a little me have needed in a series?

    So the pros are right in your face!

    This book literally looks like the show! You really think for a minute that they just took little screen grabs and used that to put the graphic novel together! This could honestly be half the case, but honestly, it’s not a thing to mind; the OG Winx club girls liked the first version that we used to watch on TV!

    You also get the whole original cast, with the Specialists, the Trix, the teachers, all introduced to us. The drama with the sceptre is still the main thing; like it was in the first few episodes of the show!

    But the graphic novel also relies heavily on the reader having watched the cartoon!

    Things have to deviate; but they deviate knowing that the reader will be familiar with the source material. The novel starts off with Bloom walking to the border with Stella and her parents; we’re not told what led Bloom here, just that her parents are sending her off to a magic school for fairies. We miss the whole thing with the troll and we don’t know anything about Blooms powers.

    As a companion to the show, great! It’s a throwback, albeit one that reminds us that the original gang could be slightly obnoxious. As a standalone, it does not entirely work!

    The book is also marketed at 7-12 year olds and I do feel like a few bigger shots of the girls, with their wings could have been a fun thing to include simply because half the appeal of Winx was that it was so pretty!

  • Book Review: If I Promise you Wings by A. K. Small

    Book Review: If I Promise you Wings by A. K. Small
    If I Promise You Wings by A K Smalls

    Thank you NetGalley and Algonquin Young Readers for the chance to read and review If I Promise you Wings by A. K. Small.

    If I Promise You Wings is a young adult coming of age novel that comes out on the 16th of January! It is the authors’ second novel, with her first being Bright Burning Stars which was turned into the movie Birds of Paradise. A. K. Small is French American and we defiantly get that in this book with loads of French words thrown in! 

    I was made fun of by my 12 year old cousin who can speak French fluently (product of French school). Apparently I can’t do the Rs right! 

    If I Promise You Wings is 336 pages long and, like Bright Burning Stars is published by Algonquin Young Readers which is a Hachette imprint!

    I do really appreciate that A. K. Small set this in the world of feather artistry which was completely new to me! It felt like being in a fantasy! Like feather artistry does feel completely unreal even now! The inclusion of Emily Dickinson’s poem was also a lovely touch!

    The book is sweet. There is no other way to put it. It’s great to see Alix grow and deal with her grief and meet new people and branch out, but aside from that a lot of the stuff with her father was really anti-climatic (even though I understand that life can be that way) and even stuff at Mille etc Une Plume was very everyone wins and is happy at the end of it all.

    But again, I am 28, I am absolutely not the target audience for this book, which may love it a lot more than I do! 

    “Hope” is the thing with feathers by Emily Dickinson

    “Hope” is the thing with feathers –

    That perches in the soul –

    And sings the tune without the words –

    And never stops – at all –

    And sweetest – in the Gale – is heard –

    And sore must be the storm –

    That could abash the little Bird

    That kept so many warm –

    I’ve heard it in the chillest land –

    And on the strangest Sea –

    Yet – never – in Extremity,

    It asked a crumb – of me.

  • Book Review: The Music Was Just Getting Good by Alicia Cook

    Book Review: The Music Was Just Getting Good by Alicia Cook

    The Music Was Just Getting Good by Alicia Cook

    Thank you NetGalley and Andrews McMeel Publishing for the chance to read and review ‘The Music Was Just Getting Good’ by Alicia Cook.

    The Music Was Just Getting Good is Alicia Cook’s fourth and final installation in her mixtape series. She does seem to have her devotees; her books average around 3.9 stars on Goodreads, based on 600 to 5300+ reviews. Those who like her style, will like her style. This last book comes out on the 9th of January, is 242 pages long, and like the others in the series is published by Andrews McMeel. The book is not available on Kindle Unlimited, and the kindle version is priced around $8.49.

    The style of the series is interesting; the book is divided into two sides. Side A has 91 poems, none of which have a title but are called Track 1, Track 2 and so on. Each of these “tracks” is accompanied with a song, which is an interesting way to read these poems. The second half of the book, called ‘Side B’, is a series of blackout poems based on the original 91 tracks. However, in this second half, each of the poems has different songs than the first.

    To be clear, I absolutely love Track 27 and I think Alicia Cook has some real gems in this collection. I understand why her fans love her.

    That being said, I believe that this collection needed to be edited significantly.

    91 poems and then 91 blackout poems don’t seem to be a lot and then you open the book and they become a lot, especially when the same couple of themes are repeated again and again. Had the author halved the number of poems, the remaining ones would have been given the ability to shine individually instead of being lost in this sea of tracks instead of letting things become repetitive.

    Overall verdict: 3 stars 

    Rating: 3 out of 5.
  • Book Review; Pretty Boys Are Poisonous by Megan Fox

    Book Review; Pretty Boys Are Poisonous by Megan Fox

    I don’t know what prompted me to pick up Megan Fox’s autobiographical poetry collection that came out earlier this week. The Rupi Kaur comparison I read did not help in the slightest (or did it?), but Megan Fox was a pop culture phenomenon; after all, who amongst us does not remember Jennifer’s Body?

    The introductory letter penned by Megan was touching, although I was skeptical about the throat chakras. The resulting collection had moments of wit and originality but a whole lot of Megan Fox sounding like every other white girl who has been given the chance to have a poetry book published.

    But the wit that does seem to have come straight from Megan Fox is absolutely worth it. That comes in the forms of things like titles such as “it’s giving patrick batemam” and “you’d be so much more handsome if you’d get an exorcism” and some really cool lines from her poems.

    What does genuinely horrify the reader are the details Megan Fox includes about these relationships. Those are painful details. 10 weeks and a day is too specific to be creative license; those things have happened to her. And keep in mind that this woman has been sexualized and routinely let down by a lot of people around her. I’m re-linking this old Variety article where it’s pretty easy to understand; she was beautiful and considered shallow, so why did anyone want to help her? No, people preferred to slut shame her and be grateful for the chance to audition in a bikini washing a car.

    To sum it is worth powering through the trite bits for Megan’s own voice to come through. And it is time to support a woman who was let down by all of us.

    I also want to take this time to link this really interesting article I read some time ago on medium regarding Kanye and Bianca Censori.

  • Book Review: Welcome to Camp Killer by Cynthia Murphy

    Book Review: Welcome to Camp Killer by Cynthia Murphy

    Title: Welcome to Camp Killer

    Author: Cynthia Murphy

    Publisher: Barrington Stoke

    Length: 128

    Genre: YA Horror

    Thank you, NetGalley and Barrington Stoke, for the chance to read and review Welcome to Camp Killer by Cynthia Murphy

    Welcome to Camp Killer is set at a summer camp in the UK. The estate that the camp is set on is rumored to have a ghost named Dorothea (no relation to Taylor Swift’s Dorothea) who committed suicide after meeting her husband’s mistress and love child (after killing the three of them).

    Holly, one of the eight camp counselors, expects an outdoorsy summer looking after a bunch of kids. What she doesn’t know is that something sinister is underfoot, although the bouquet of snakes thrown in Grayson’s bed really helped manage her expectations for the summer! 

    Review:

    Welcome to Camp Killer is a fun short story (128 pages) that takes its cues from slasher movies. However, keep in mind that it is written for people 13 and above, so any adult reading and reviewing it may not be the right judge. We did read a lot in the Goosebumps and Fear Street series by RL Stine that we came across as kids, so I’m pretty sure a 13-year-old can handle what happens in the book.  

    The book’s length also limits what it can achieve, but that’s also part and parcel of the genre. None of us expected significant character growth in Goosebumps, and you can’t expect that here either. That being said, a major shortcoming was that the novel made it far too clear that the incidents were the result of human interference and not a ghost’s doing; had that been unclear, this book would have been given a full five stars. The movie ‘A Haunting in Venice‘ based on the Agatha Christie novel ‘Hallowe’en Party‘ is an excellent example; we know that because it is an Agatha Christie detective story, the end will not involve a ghost, but the movie doesn’t allow that to become clear.

    Rating:

    4 stars

    Rating: 4 out of 5.