Matthew was in the hospital in the PICU for 5 days last month. It was one of the scariest times of my life. At one point the doctors were worried that he was septic. I was terrified that I could possibly lose my sweet, innocent child who was only just brought into my life. Even thinking about it now makes me cry. I am forever thankful to the doctors and hospitals for taking such incredible care of my baby boy. He ended up fighting off his infection and is now 100% healthy and happy as can be. The doctors still don’t know exactly what he had... either a bacterial or viral infection. They think he caught a virus and because he is so little and hasn’t had his immunizations yet, it hit his body extremely hard. He was vomiting, had bloody stool, diarhea, extremely high fever, completely dehydrated and his hands and feet were very cold. At one point I don’t think he even recognized me. :(
I will never be able to thank everyone enough for all your prayers and love you shared with us. I am forever grateful. Life is so precious and short. Its times like this that I am reminded. It’s times like this where I realize how life can change in an instant and to treasure those I love.
“You will never have this day with your children again.
Tomorrow they’ll be a little older than they were today.
Today is a gift.
Just breathe, notice, study their faces and little feet.
Pay attention.
Relish the charms of the present.
Enjoy today,
it will be over before you know it.”