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Friday, April 30, 2010
mixed feelings
yes, 4 down 2 to go. i cant lose my focus cos these 2 papers are impt. but i am alr losing my focus. i needa get myself back to my notes and books oh, and (quote yt)first time leaving the examination hall early outta my 15 years!! but by the time i left, almost 3/4 of the hall was empty. it was so distracting having streams of people leaving after the first hour. MCQ paper and the last 5 questions were like 4 marks each!?! anws, i hope i really didnt cause too much trouble jus because of my overseas trip that i had to miss one of days for the seminar. im still worried cos i havnt receive her reply. worried-prone. i tend to very tensed up over minor stuff. but, im still worried. im thinking of all the worse-case scenarios. ahhhhhh . . im so vexed! help me! Friday, April 23, 2010
imissu
 i miss u! ♥ i definitely hate this period. every april-may and nov-dec. and we are so not going to meet until 30apr. "why?!" i wanna scream "WHY?!" too! darn exams. 2 weeks in total. 13 more days. whee! (: and suddenly, i feel the stress. Saturday, April 17, 2010
luck needed
keeping my fingers crossed . . i hope they call me back. i dont know why i tend to get very intensed when it comes to such matters. i hope i secure an intern with the emails i sent out. its not about the money but i jus dont wanna slack my days out during the hols. and this is perhaps the last chance i cld gain some experience before i graduate. *fingers crossed* Monday, April 12, 2010
time machine
i had this randon thought not long ago. . "if you could turn back time, what would you wish to change?" i thought about it, and i really regretted what i did like 3-4 yrs back. i should have try to salvage this friendship, even though it turned out to be so awkard that time. he was truly a good friend, one whom i could talk to and really understanding. things turned sour after that cos of certain reasons, and cos of my hostility, i ruined this friendship. and im sorry that i didnt reply you on 6dec (my 21st bdae celebration), cos i was busy the whole night. and i actually forgot about ur text after that. if i could turn back time, i would try to change alot of things. my atttiude towards people, towards things in the past made me realised how bad a person i was then. so i treasure now, i do. Wednesday, April 07, 2010
i got mixed up. MY BAD
OMG !! OMFG!!! ...................... sorry for the OMFG BUT WTH!! i actually called to wish mf happy birthday just awhile ago. and she was like :".... !!! my bdae is tml!!!!" me:" !!!! OMG! (wth)" why did i even write 07/04 as mf's bdae in my organizer. i always rem correctly every year. sheesh, im disappointed in myself la though u said its ok i feel damn bad. mf: "so you better treat me an even better birthday treat" i will, definitely. ahhhh im so disappointed in myself. of all friends, but her birthday! |
