146 images on my camera...I guess it's time for some blogging. Here are a few random and incomplete thoughts but it's the best I've got right now.
We've had a fabulous end to 2011, enjoying much needed rest and family down time. Two things amaze me as I think about our year...the first is that we had NO hospital stays (in fact, it's been a year and a half since anyone has STAYED in the hospital...we did have 3 ER visits). Also, that we left Minnesota 10 months ago(almost a year!).
We were lucky to get a long winter break from school. The kids started back today. I've been dreading starting back more than they have. We have been playing Ticket to Ride, Settlers of Catan and Seafarers, Golf (with cards, not the ball), and other such games, watching a lot of movies, and eating!
Speaking of eating, I knew we would love the insulin pump sooner or later. It's been great to let Isaac snack with us all through Christmas and New Year's Eve without worries. And then being at church through lunch time now is great with the pump. Our new meter is much more difficult to use than our old one. Isaac will try to do his BG testing alone like he used to but he keeps getting an error. He'll go through about 5 strips and then we'll hear him cursing from the next room. "This is why I don't like Diabetes!" he will yell. It's sad but also a little funny.
A funny conversation between the boys in December: We used to live by a liquor store so it was the same conversation every time we drove by...Isaac is just sure it's called the licorice store. So here we are, months after moving away from the licorice store. The boys start talking about alcohol and what it does to you. After a very lengthy discussion, Isaac replies "I am NEVER going to have a licorice store drink!" It's probably only funny when you hear it with his own special voice!
Christmas was nice...I love when it falls on a Sunday! The Relief Society was doing the 12 days of Christmas - Service and asked me to share a service idea. I am sorry to say that I have been the receiver of far more service than I have given. All I could think of was that we have spent some Christmases and almost every other holiday in the hospital before. In Minneapolis, at Christmas time there is a man that comes to the ICU with his harp and will sit and play for hours. He'll move from corner to corner of the ICU so instead of hearing beep, beep, beep, beep, beep, beep, beep; you hear the most beautiful, relaxing Christmas music...Christmas hymns! I thought what better way to share the Spirit of CHRISTmas. No words have to be spoken. Just peace to your soul! And to people who are feeling so hopeless/helpless.
Or, this wasn't at Christmas but after Matthew had surgery one time, this Dad brought his two little boys over to the house for a visit. Matthew doesn't get to go to church for a couple of months sometimes with surgeries and the complications that follow. This dad and his two little boys sat with us and sang primary songs to Matthew. It was sweetest thing!
These are the things I remember...the things that touched me most...people giving of themselves! I want to be better at that. I got really tired of the lists of demands coming home from school before break; for all of the parties and adopted families and giving trees, gifts for teachers, bus drivers, etc. Specific things listed that I don't even buy for my own kids. I felt like I was being pulled in every direction and everyone wanted money...money that I don't have. I wish I could give more but in the end, those things don't matter.