Saturday, November 13, 2010

moon pours through the ceiling tonight
embraces us tight
shows me we're right for each other
and as we lie here and let the world fade away
the sunrise tries to end it while we try to stay

the rest of my life can't compare to this night
and only the heartaches have given me sight,
they bring me to you,
they bring me to you,
they bring me to you,
they bring me to you

it's all about the first night and last,
some people say
well i love you so much more tonight, more than yesterday
the rest of my life can't compare to this night
and only the heartaches have given me sight,
they bring me to you...

Joshua Radin, They Bring Me to You
The Simple Times

....

If you knew, i hope u do.

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Love The Way You Lie

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

I can't tell you what it really is
I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now there's a steel knife
In my windpipe
I can't breathe
But I still fight
While I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right
It's like I'm in flight
High of a love
Drunk from the hate
It's like I'm huffing paint
And I love it the more that I suffer
I sufficate
And right before im about to drown
She resuscitates me
She fucking hates me
And I love it
Wait
Where you going
I'm leaving you
No you ain't
Come back
We're running right back
Here we go again
It's so insane
Cause when it's going good
It's going great
I'm Superman
With the wind in his bag
She's Lois Lane
But when it's bad
It's awful
I feel so ashamed
I snap
Who's that dude
I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I'll never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

You ever love somebody so much
You can barely breathe
When you're with them
You meet
And neither one of you
Even know what hit 'em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills
Used to get 'em
Now you're getting fucking sick
Of looking at 'em
You swore you've never hit 'em
Never do nothing to hurt 'em
Now you're in each other's face
Spewing venom
And these words
When you spit 'em
You push
Pull each other's hair
Scratch, claw, bit 'em
Throw 'em down
Pin 'em
So lost in the moments
When you're in 'em
It's the rage that took over
It controls you both
So they say it's best
To go your separate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today
That was yesterday
Yesterday is over
It's a different day
Sound like broken records
Playin' over
But you promised her
Next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no Nintendo game
But you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave
Out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Now I know we said things
Did things
That we didn't mean
And we fall back
Into the same patterns
Same routine
But your temper's just as bad
As mine is
You're the same as me
But when it comes to love
You're just as blinded
Baby please come back
It wasn't you
Baby it was me
Maybe our relationship
Isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens
When a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is
I love you too much
To walk away though
Come inside
Pick up your bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity
In my voice when I talk
Told you this is my fault
Look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed
I'll aim my fist
At the dry wall
Next time
There will be no next time
I apologize
Even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games
I just want her back
I know I'm a liar
If she ever tries to fucking leave again
I'mma tie her to the bed
And set the house on fire

Just gonna stand there
And watch me burn
But that's alright
Because I like
The way it hurts
Just gonna stand there
And hear me cry
But that's alright
Because I love
The way you lie
I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

Eminem 2010
somehow this relates...

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Quotes that i like

Art is the only way to run away without leaving home. ~Twyla Tharp

We all know that Art is not truth. Art is a lie that makes us realize truth, at least the truth that is given us to understand. The artist must know the manner whereby to convince others of the truthfulness of his lies. ~Pablo Picasso

Attitudes are contagious. Are yours worth catching? ~Dennis and Wendy Mannering

Moderation is a fatal thing; nothing succeeds like excess. ~Oscar Wilde, A Woman of No Importance, 1894

What is possible? What you will. ~Augustus William Hare and Julius Charles Hare, Guesses at Truth, by Two Brothers, 1827

Whenever you fall, pick something up. ~Oswald Avery

I've got dreams in hidden places and extra smiles for when I'm blue. ~Author Unknown

An artist is a dreamer consenting to dream of the actual world. ~George Santayana

Friday, March 12, 2010

Education

In our education, we could assumed that geniuses are only 5%, 5% in sports, the hardworking studs makes the other 20%. These 30% of studs teachers need not worry about them, but what about the other 70%??

The one place whereby the school system has gone WRONG is by not involving real life or big scale situation of student to consider in each of their subjects. Our education system has miss out the fact that what makes studies interesting is the way it could be applicable in real life.

I find that,
Students that are in the 70% group (like me) would be able to understand the situation better, and knows how to apply the theories or make critical thinking base on their logic if they are put in a real life situation whereby problems comes in large scales.

In reality,
Chemical/Physic in sch usually rely mostly on the already given problems to apply the theory to and the experiments are made in a small scale whereby students already know or assume what the result would be.
They should conduct the experiments to be out of the syllabus instead. This way, students and lecturers would learn more on how to apply the theory to real life situation,
explore through a bigger/larger scale and
uses different medium experiment
and they could see and absorb the consequences and result from the experiment better.
Exp: theory of aviation, the shape of the wings of a plane to take flight. let them build one and test it out using wright brothers theory and so forth.

Maths:

haha.. i remember my teacher using a bottle that contain a number for paper shape stars to teach us statistic. i guess this would be the largest scale they could go. lol.
Teachers should encourage us students to imagine ourselves working in inventory/ business section that applies statistical calculation. Let them have fun in playing roles to find out how to get rich in investing using interest rates and so on.

This applies in arts too.
Instead of making kindergarten posters, teach them image editing software. There is no harm in teaching our latest technology tools given to us to enhance the creativity side of every individual. Not everyone can draw. but everyone can be creative in their own unique way. let them explore different medium. Create cool name card, banners, Halloween costumes, gravity, tattoo art, fashion, photography, ect. ART has SO MANY dimension. ART is without any boundaries. STOP saying an apple cant be blue in color.

ect...

In conclusion, studying/ gaining knowledge in school does not only need to be based on the syllabus. Teachers should THINK OUTSIDE THE BOX to encourage students to do the same too. This way, everyone, including me would be willing to pick up a book AND TAKE A LOOK INSIDE IT. Therefore, the phrase "studying is fun" could actually come true in school.

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

stay...i don't want you to go...

Sunday, February 14, 2010

What changes a boy into a man

Admiral Hyman G. Rickover of the U.S. Navy described responsibility as

"…a unique concept: It can only reside in a single individual. You may share it with others, but your portion is not diminished. You may delegate it, but it is still with you. You may disclaim it, but you cannot divest yourself of it. Even if you do not recognize it or admit its presence, you cannot escape it. If the responsibility is rightly yours, no evasion, or ignorance, or passing the blame can shift the burden to someone else. Unless you can point the finger at the man who is responsible when something goes wrong, then you have never had anyone really responsible."

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Inspired!

YES!! I think i got it!

It didnt occur to me before. but yeahh..i got it. haha. I dont know when its gonna be ready, hope I'll have enough time to get it done.
You will like it when you see it
[i think.. hahaX)]
working progress starting in:
10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1................................................