tall tales of a foreigner.

Someone come be my date on New Year's Eve puhhhlezzzzzzzzz. I don't want to be alone again this year. I haven't been celebrating New Year for the past few years. All I do is just stare out the window and wishing myself a "Happy New Year" somewhere out of the country or at home. Sad? I most certainly know. You might say "Loser jua anak ani" hahaha!! but that's my life for you. I want to leave 2008 with a blast. I was hoping to spend New Year with someone. More specifically someone special but I guess time and fate won't let us go at it until this long. Let's just say "good things fall apart so better things can fall together". That's what my ego says when my heart actually wants to say this, "Love is never wanting to lose faith, never wanting to give up, and never truly moving on. Love is knowing and praying in the deepest part of what's left of your heart that they feel the same". I lost a lot this year; Best-friends (I haven't lost you guys but screw you guys for leaving me here), an uncle ( =| ), my old team Joga Melayo (the glory days were awesome), my trust for some friends ( _|_; ) and last but not least a girl that I was madly in love with and still am (*hint: I was the one who saved you from falling from grace everytime it swerves and always said "We got this"). This song is dedicated to you since I know you like this genre:

Ill Never Love Again - Taio Cruz

I don't want to say that this was a bad year for me because come to think of it there was a lot of sweet memories, some I would like to keep it to myself since it's explicit hahaha!! Yes, the memories of 2008; met new friends Zai, Waie and company (luan banyak wah kamu ah!), Redzwan Kamarudin, Saf, Faz, the girl who wants to go to Lalaland, Boon, Zeem, Ajek, the people from Bandar Blacks, the players of Pte basketball team and also team KSS, Umi, the three amigos; Abg Gul, Abg Hady, Abg Afiq and lastly si double-you13 and friends lol. Another song that goes out to you, purplebabi:

Its You - Ryan Cabrera

The list goes on, there's just too much to mention and I'm just too lazy. This year, I've done things that I've never imagine of doing before, been to places that creates so much memories like PteB, the beach, empire etc, visited parts of Brunei that I've never been before, travelled to places that I've never been before and menanam anggur for a few months hahaha! That's all I can think of at the moment.

"Well here's to you 2008, the best that I never had was gifted to me surprisingly. The good and the bad, it doesn't matter because that's part of learning and growing up. When everything starts to suck, that means life's passing-by. Take a good look at what you left behind and look forward. Just carry with you the memories and keep it for you to cherish. Let's have a moment of silence, raise our glasses, say goodbye to an old chapter and drink for the birth of a new one, 2009. Cheers." - Izz

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Members Of Gay Day - Tr0pican3

The song's amazing.

Here's some pictures to go with the song. the pictures are kinda stupid hahaha!!

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I'll be leaving this blog for a week. flying off on holiday so whoever has my pass or some shyt, you can do whatever you like to it. okay then here's a parting song for you all, enjoy.





sOuNd oF mY dReAm(tEcH-Dj) - Dj Kay x




Flying High ( S-P-D ReMiX )__--__ Dj KeLViiN __--__ - DJ KeLViiN

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Could It Be You? - Cascada

Generally a slow love song. you know how it goes so just listen.

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