rest easy.

rest easy.

Thursday, 29 January 2009

wwwwwwoooooooooooooooooooootttt`~

30/1/2009

holy cowwww!! it's just like a dream. was it real? did it really happened? she ask me to pinch myself but i asked her to come and pinch me herself because i'm too lazy ;p






Forever - Chris Brown


eNd.

Wednesday, 28 January 2009

I feel like I know you from another life.
And it makes me wish I wasn't so pressed for time.
I can't catch my breath cause you take it away.
The best writer in town could not find words to say.
How there's so many things I want to get to know.

=)

" you always keep me at the edge of my seat, smiling like a lunatic baby."






Dangerously In Love - Beyonce

eNd.

As requested by Kamar.

Here's the song you requested plus the lyrics =) enjoy:



Issues - The Saturdays


"Issues"

Ooooh yeah

Sometimes, I feel like I'm going out of my mind
Boy the way you do me it's a damn crime
And you smile at me and it's alright
With you there ain't no in-between
Every time that I walk out the door
Tell myself I won't take it no more
There's a part of me that won't let you go
Keep saying yes while my minds saying no

Me and my heart we got issues
Don't know if I should hate you or miss you
Damn I wish that I could resist you
Can't decide if I should stab you or kiss you
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues

It's so hard, boy you left me hanging for so long
You empty out my love until it's all gone
You change the words but still is that the same song
I'm tired of the melody
Change my number and throw out your clothes
But my feeling for you it still shows
I keep building a wall round my heart
But then I see you and it all falls apart

Me and my heart we got issues
Don't know if I should hate you or miss you (damn I wish)
Damn I wish I could resist you (can't decide)
Can't decide if I should stab you or kiss you (me and my heart)
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues (ooooh)
We got issues, issues, issues

Why fight it, can't hide it
Truth is I think I like it
Confusion, illusion
Still I don't know which way to go

Me and my heart we got issues
Don't know if I should hate you or miss you
Damn I wish that I could resist you
Can't decide if I should stab you or kiss you (me and my heart)
Me and my heart we got issues (we gotta work this thing out)
Don't know if I should hate you or miss you (I don't know)
Damn I wish that I could resist you (yeah)
Can't decide if I should stab you or kiss you
Me and my heart we got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues
We got issues, issues, issues (me and my heart)
We got issues, issues, issues

Me and my heart we got issues
Don't know if I should hate you or miss you...

eNd.

=)

funny how we've known each other for quite a long time but only now we've started to click. the share of laughters and random things that we've talked about was a total blast. you've now gotten my attention and maybe then, which only time can tell, that i'll may be able to get something more than YOUR attention =) oh yeah, btw i think i can find the song that you were talking about last night. i hope i get it right =) here it is:



Endlessly - B4-4


"Endlessly"

Late at night you called on a phone,
We talked about the day,
When you found out he was cheating.
You tell that it hurts to the bone,
To trust someone that way.
To find that he was deceving,
And I know I've always just been your friend,
But if you look my way,
I'll make sure you'll never hurt again.

Do you know I exist, just to promise you this,
Endlessly to be true to you,
And if you answer my prayer,
I cross my heart and I'd swear
Endlessly to be true to you,

And if you'd only see,
How beautiful you and I would be, endlessly.
Ohh, oh yeah.
I remember when you fell in love,
I could not believe..
That it was not with me
I sent a secret prayer up above,
And put my heart away.
So that you could be free.
And I know that right now you're broken in two,
But did you know my heart's been broken since that day I met you.

Do you know I exist, just to promise you this,
Endlessly to be true to you,
And if you answer my prayer,
I cross my heart and I'd swear
Endlessly to be true to you,

And in my sweetest dream,
You've learn to put your faith in me, endlessly,
Sometimes the thing you need,
Is the one thing you can't see
If you put your faith in me,
How beautiful you and I would be.

Do you know I exist, just to promise you this,
Endlessly to be true to you,
And if you answer my prayer,
I cross my heart and I'd swear
Endlessly to be true to you,

And if you'd only see
How beautiful you and I would be, endlessly

eNd.

Sunday, 25 January 2009

Friday, 23 January 2009

damn and wow.

the match on friday was depressing BECAUSE i only played a couple of minutes and only had ONE F*CKING DAMN tackle! i was dying for a blood-bath. we didn't even have our jerseys so we played with what we had on; singlet tia..baju biasa tia..tank tops tia..baju rugby tia..and so on. baik jua inda telanjang kami ah!! the UBD Sharks had the yellow National's jersey on. we weren't organised during the game. it was mostly the FORWARD'S (the biggest guys in the rugby team) ball. the BACKS rarely touched the ball. i was still clean after the match shiieetttt!! i was barely even sweating. obviously we won with 5 tries and no conversions, 25-0 since the UBD Sharks was still new in the rugby scene. i was kinda pissed after the match because i was damn bored and I WAS STILL CLEAN while everybody was covered in mud. SHYT SHTY SHYT! and the Knights came to watch our game. it was quite embarrassing because we played badly and we didn't have our jerseys. SHYTTTT!! neways, i'll just have to wait for the next match which might be against the Knights or JIS again next week. i can't wait for it. JIS no.11, just you wait i'm going to repay my debt to you pretty boi, doubled.


Oh yeah, btw CONGRATS to President Barack Obama for becoming the President of the United States and he's the first black president. lambat aku ahh. neways FCUK WOW YEAH!!

eNd.

here's a song to talk about the GREAT DAY i had with that certain someone. it's been a while but revisiting memory lane was simply amazing =') thanks for giving me that opportunity. we did a lot of things together but i just wished that it could've lasted. thanks neways. i'll see you when i see you then. bye.




call you tonight - johnta austin

Wednesday, 21 January 2009

boring updates.

from monday til today, it was going out, seeing the same people, doing the same things, feeling the same feelings, rugby training, working out, jogging and etc etc. got a new hair-cut btw. from long to fairly short. no pictures because i'm too tired to take it. all i can say that it's fit =) going to have a match against the UBD Sharks this friday. i hope i'm allowed to play. i know that i've improved my game so i deserve the spot in the senior team. i'll most probably be playing as a Centre with the Backs again wearing the jersey 13. i'll get a try against them or break my body trying. i'll break yo ribs mutherfcukers. yes, i will hahaha!! i've made a promise to someone that i'll give that person hell if the person hurts you and i'll double the payment to that certain someone as well alang2 since they come in a pair. to that person; you can fcuk yourself for letting that c*nt make a fool out of me fcuker. let's see how much you can stand my blows to your fcuking mind. mind games baby, that's how i'll do it.

I'll keep this in mind, "Let them come to you." words i'll always remember =) thanks.

eNd.

this song is stuck in my head:


tears dont fall - bullet for my valentine

Saturday, 17 January 2009

words, words and more of it.

reality bites but I bite back harder. it was like hot lead through the chest and it's the last thing I wanted to believe. wasn't surprised at all but oh well..at least yesterday was great. got to see my friends in school. went there sama faz and fee. picked them up then kesana. after all the commotion in school and etc etc we went to gaydong to chill at kacang kupi as fee would say it lol. duduk2, talk2, joked around and stuff. Siuk lah yesterday pokoknya, so to faz and fee "We should do this more often since we've got loads of free time hahaha!". when we were at CB, faz made nicknames for every single one of us. he was "mini-coop", i was "i to the zee zee" and fee was "f to the ie ie" pacah ani wahh!! yeap, that's how we rolled :D we even found this cool thingy. its like a hot-air balloon quoting from faz, well that's what he said. it was a nice place to chill. we found it near the rizqun swimming pool. we chilled there while waiting for my driver. the wind was soothing. it was really as if we were flying in a hot-air ballon =) we planned to buy stuff and just chill there next time hahaha!! after all the waiting we all went home. faz blayar ke UK and then he's going to KK lagi lol. have fun mofo =) don't forget my butter-cookies b*tch =D well, it's not like your going to read this anyway hahahaha!! Sorry to my friends in school that I did'nt really get a chance to talk to. really am sorry and to zai, I am really sorry to have kept you in the dark. sorry yeah? neways enjoy the song.



Different - Acceptance

Thursday, 15 January 2009

Songs that sings my past.



What I Need - Deepside


We started off as nothing more than friends. You and I came from two different worlds. Strangers in each others eyes. Things just lifted off from the moment you trusted me with your hand. The view from the driver's seat was totally different from your point of view. From my eyes you were so calm and laid back. We made each other feel at ease. Never could I have imagined being in a situation like that.




Over My Head - Ne-Yo


Everything was never accidental. Fate brought us together perhaps? All truth and never lies but was it true? I made a choice, an honest one. Could I have made a better one? You tell me because I fell for you over and over again. Everyday is like a breathe of fresh air with you. The nights together can't be pictured in words.



Dont Tell Me Its Over - Deepside


I didn't want to accept it at first but I'll keep on hoping for something in the deepest reaches of my heart and wishing that you would feel the same as I do.