rest easy.

rest easy.

Sunday, 29 March 2009

melted.

me, mash, M and gun rock to this song everyday after football :)





*drools*

she fronts a band.

she can sing.

lawa ia atu eh. gedamn!

okay..i met her at a restaurant
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one glance and she got me hooked
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after that i just had to find out her name and so i did :)
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and here she is, let me introduce you to her
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Homecoming - Hey Monday
hahaha!

eNd.

sky, why?


listen to the song, it means something so i just hope you understand.

i'm just going to go straight to the point, today's 2months with baby dah :)

Happy 2months Anniversary baby!

"the heart grows fonder as the months grow older"

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i'm sorry

that's all i have to say syg
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i love you. happy 2monthasary again!(<=however you spell it) :p

eNd.

Thursday, 26 March 2009

for baby.




this is something that might do the trick so baby, cheer up kay :)

"no matter what puts down, i'm not going to put you back up. instead i'm going to put you straight and let you get back up by yourself. like i've said before, i'll be there every step of the way."

i love you for your flaws and mistakes because that's what made you who you are today baby.



i love you baby.
eNd.

Wednesday, 25 March 2009

dirty.

my weekend was alright, saturday night went out clubbing. i wasn't really in the mood cause not much of my friends was there and amiel got stuck outside cause he didn't have his passport, making me feel guilty. inside family's i was just standing near the speakers just practically nodding my head. kid kenobi and mc shureshock was the night's entertainment. the next day i'm not sure what i did cause i woke up at 4 or 5 in the afternoon. i think during the night we ordered pizza. i can't remember lol. it was a whole lot of pizzas. we accidentally ordered twice. one from the internet and one through the phone. we basically had to pay twice but it was kinda worth it. nyaman yoo! i had one and half pepperoni pizza, one lava cake with melted chocolate inside and one chocolate brownie which was around 5 inch long. we watched a whole bunch of movies i think. we watched the hulk, ironman and SUPERTROOPERS. supperstoopers is one of the most stupidest movies ever and it was fucking good, we all had a good laugh watching it.


the next two days i didn't go to class cause i couldn't wake up. i was in pretty low mood. tuesday afternoon, chatted with baby which totally turned my mood from the all time low to "i think i'm in heaven" mood. for some reason she looked pretty on webcam which totally caught me off guard and i just couldn't take my eyes off her lol. then later around 5, mash and i ate fish&chips near my place, the best fish&chips you can get is from Carraway Pier. it's damn good, the price is alright which is around $10. its worth it :) after we ate, we went back to mash's place. chill sna and zaim told us ada free dinner at D's so i couldn't say no to that hahaha!! went there, ate and chill sna buang buring. it was diana, ziemah, ann, nad, song, gun, mash, m and me. mcm biasa, lps makan ke balcony and while we were chilling, org atas buang2 paper aeroplanes so we decided to do the same and had a contest who's plane flew the furthest. the street was a mess after what we've done to it hahahaha!! ziem got her plane to fly the furthest, it was somewhere up the street ntah kemana.


went home late and i decided to sleepover at their place. couldn't sleep that night so i was up til 5+am. tunggu durang zaim and mash balik with the leftovers pizza from d's and there was still the leftovers from last time at their place so i ate that first. i was hungry and apa lagi hbis lah smua ku sapu pizza ah. after kanyang makan, liat southpark. pacah banar, i had some good laughs watching them. after all that and i still couldn't sleep so i've decided to help mash clean their damn hairy toilet. banyak bulu inside hahaha! but after we were done it was squeaky clean :) lawa lawa lawa lawa.


after smua bersih and all, we all went to bed. i still couldn't sleep so i was listening to songs on my phone and just browsed through the pictures then went to sleep. yesterday, i went to all of my class from morning til 5 in the afternoon. OH YEAH! hahahaha!! after class i went back home then balik to my friend's place, ate dinner sna and then watched a few videos, transferred some movies to my hard-drive. i fell asleep on their couch just now and i woke up almost around 2 and decided to head back home on my own. now i'm here online and just blogging away. chatting with baby at the moment and she seems to have some problems with the internet but at least it's getting better :) i love you syg and i really miss you too.

anyways, here are some random pictures :)

the best ice-cream bar ever but i love the ice-cream from peter's more X) and don't ask me about the name. i have no idea where they got that idea from.

the chicken sandwich i made last time. they say to be creative in all that you do so i did :)

BEFORE.

this was a picture during last year's raya. that's when i first met the girl in purple, tu nah yg right below me. liar banar yas :p hahaha!! bah nah mula tia ku becrita. pacah wah that night. i think it was waie who texted me or was it duan saying kan beraya ke rumah. laju wah trus besedia, siuk dah bekain nganya hahaha!! pacah2 and at that moment teliat ku c perempuan itu. she walked in my front door and from then on i kept asking myself who's that fine thang? :p i was assuming that she was one of the guys punya girlfriend or something cause i've never seen her in school before (after that tau tia ku sapa namanya and from my first impression of her "confirm be boipren nie, i don't think i'll have a chance" but akhir2nya dpt jua deyh =D) ia ani kana galar "perempuan liar" for some reason that i'd rather not mention :) hahahaha!! that night was funny as hell and krita si waie rusak, if i remembered correctly it overheated. that night was when i started to get close with the people in the picture. i drived the car that night to ikut durang beraya, convoy and c duan ikut hahaha!! baik jua inda apa2 :) but i was use to it, i mean driving :p cematu lah critanya aku bertemu dgn galpren ku sekarang yg bernama c yasriizzati nur aqilah :D yeay! the end. eh wait alum lagi, just abit more :) i just couldn't say that it was love at first sight sbb cliche hahahaha!! and ia ani mula2 ku pikir inda beguna aku sbb ku pikir pemilih, skalinya nahhhh!! jadi galpren plang. she actually did liked me before but ngapa tah inda gtau awal2? single bah ku at that time. ngalih2 sja mencari hahahaha!! but at least now you've got me and i've got you. we're both happy. i love you syg. okay ani baru tah the end.

AFTER.
last day, at my place :)



CHASE THE SUN - 011 PLANET FUNK


love you sayang.
eNd.

Monday, 23 March 2009

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Young people are so fucking naive.



Sticky Icky - Pitbull


eNd.

Sunday, 22 March 2009

Redemption.


This is for the kaling fee.

eNd.

insomnia.


got problems sleeping. another habit that i've got to change. i wana breakdown so this is a good time. it's been a while since i've shed tears but still i resist. i've pushed my feelings away so that it'll not affect me but i guess i made it worse. feeling gloomy and i'm eating, ALOT. not a really good sign because when i start eating alot that means something's wrong with me. i seriously miss yas. she's sick and i just wish that i can takecare of her right now.get better baby, i'm hoping to catch you when your online next time. i miss you. neways, i haven't got much to say so i guess i'll end this post right here. it's 5.16 am and i'm still awake. i have class at 11 later, both english classes.

I miss you baby.



We Belong Together - Mariah Carey


eNd.

Saturday, 21 March 2009

lost.

going to go clubbing in a bit, changed my mind last minute. i have things on my mind that just haven't left me. i have a hard time breathing nowadays, not sure why. baby's sick, she told me that yesterday. hope she'll get well soon. i really miss her. we haven't been having a proper talk for a couple of nights. each of us had businees to attend to. neways i'm feeling exhausted physically and mentally so much assignments and presentations to do. i hope next week it'll be much better. i feel like going home but part of me doesn't somehow. i want a breather from all of these problems that i'm facing. i'm not sure if you can call them problems. my mind's cloudy and i think i'm just going to sit back, more like bustin' some shyt, to give some thoughts to my so called "problems".

eNd.

Thursday, 19 March 2009

imy.

being jobless when i'm bored. baby was trying to sleep 0:)

I love Yas.

eNd.

stupid.


if you could lay-off the blaming for once. would it make you happy if i could just disappear out of your life or just die paying the price for everything? AREN'T YOU HAPPY ALREADY THAT YOU'VE GOTTEN WHAT YOU'VE WANTED? if i just had that one wish, i'd like to trade places so that you could be at ease OR MAYBE, BE MORE HAPPIER. I'D BE GLAD TO USE IT SO THAT I WON'T HAVE TO SUFFER THIS MUCH THINKING ABOUT YOU EVERY SINGLE FUCKING DAY OF MY FUCKING LIFE! EVERYDAY I PRAY SO THAT YOU'LL BE HAPPY, NOT HAVING TO THINK ABOUT MY PAST MISTAKES! SO THAT YOU WON'T HATE ME! SO THAT YOU CAN LEAD YOUR LIFE THE WAY YOU WANT IT! SO THAT SOMEONE IMPORTANT IN YOUR LIFE WON'T NEED TO WORRY SO MUCH! SO THAT YOU CAN SMILE HONESTLY WITHOUT NEEDING TO HIDE THE PAIN INSIDE! i haven't been much to you, i know that BUT DON'T YOU THINK I GET THAT I WAS A DAMN BASTARD ALREADY WHEN I'VE LOST THE BATTLE AND EVEN THE WAR! as every second passes, even at this very moment, i can't stop treating you the same. i grasp the fact that something is gone, with both hands always, everyday. EMPTINESS AND A FOOL'S PRAYERS ARE WHAT FILLS THOSE HANDS! in doing so am i an idot then? feeding my thoughts with doubts that are supposedly long gone. i've never wanted to stop believing, NEVER! i deserve ALL THIS and i know i haven't suffered enough. yet i continue to be at your side, being any kind of help i can provide, being the words of comfort that i can give and being an advise that i can offer. i will continue to do so and i will forever bring your name to my grave. a promise that i have kept and will keep. sorry is all that i can say and saving them just ain't my thing. let me ask you something, what should i save my sorries for ey? just a question you can ask youself heh.



Love Is Gone (The Real Club Sound Remix) - David Guetta feat. Chris Willis


eNd.