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Wednesday, October 23, 2013
Excuse me while i rant, i need this.
School, work, current. So many internal, so many back stab, so true, yet so scary. I guess only my course is like this for the whole 3 years, as we have to work w many different people and choosing people. Oh well, the reality is realistic, you going to stand out.
I need my confidence, i really do and wish. I need motivation and no more being lazy.
University, yes i want to study that, that's a honest answer from me. But i know im too young to worried about money issue in family. but i just do, im sorry. Idk maybe because since i was younger i knew my family is already been in the middle, idk my mum just like to tell us, and i start to worry and think a lot, ya its in me. oh well. What if i loan money from bank to oversea studies, will i be able to earn back and pay back and earn even more when im back and get a job i want? Okay seriously i know im thinking too much and too far. Im afraid im not good enough, or may not even study well or make it. :/
And ya i need sort out my feelings. NEED TO. You are a distraction. Just go away, everything.
Standing in the middle suck a lot, because im young, maybe thats why people dont listen or trust? Or maybe i really dont know much..
I seriously hate my phone at times too, looking at my phone make me more stress, but i know i need to see.
At times i want go crazy about everything.
Ciao, idw talk already. ): Shall go rest. Goodnight lovelies people. (:
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