There's a place in my heart that belongs to you.

YO!
damn pain. the bottom left of my body is damn pain!!!

well i killed alot of trees todae!
and i am super busy till i didn't go out for lunch but stayed in office to go to the canteen and had late lunch.
ah ah ah.
i miss my xing fu da nan ren =D

ahh! had a busy dae =D

AND I DYED MY HAIR BLACK! its damn black. some sae nice, some sae look like wig. SAD =(

Thats why i'm loving you;
9:12 PM

WEE~!! i'm feeling tired but not sleepy yet!! LOL!

ah ah ah. so many things to do in office now. but i like it! hehehe cause i find it very easy one lah. but its just that there is alot of alien words. LOL!

wee weee. i'm meeting darling later after work =D
and i'm gonna dye my hair black again sigh sigh to collect my o lvl results and also to look DECENT! WEE =D

my cousin has registered for the singing lesson at some music school but i'm like omg omg omg! LOL. this morning my mommie asked me if i wanna go for the lesson too! HMM LOL

nah i dun think i wanna go lah hahaha even though i LOVE to sing =D and i always sing out of tune SADLY LOL.

but nvm! LOL where on earth do i find the time to go for their lesson!? and money! oh man. it cost a bomb lah! super! ultra! oh man! LOL.

my darling is so cute. just now i called him to tell him about the singing lesson thingy, he was like

oh my god, now wad time already hahaha!
i think he thought he was late lor hahahaa. nonono hahha!
darling is so cute =D hehehee.
hmm i dunno wad to eat for dinner later!

i'm going for lunch soon~ wee weee lalalaa lol!
yea yea. after work gonna see darling =D happie happie hehehee. and buy my slippers!!

i love you!

Thats why i'm loving you;
11:49 AM

SIGH SIGH!!!

my internet at home is DOWN! cause the server thingy has gotta problem. i'm damn sad over it man!

well well. i was super duper tired yesterdae!
after church i went to meet darling yesterdae for lunch =D

hehehe den we went to airport to eat ajisen ramen! =D
hahahaa i ate till i had "sexy lips" lol! cause its damn hot lah! i ate curry one. hahahaa.
i eat till damn xing ku, darling didn't wanna help me finish! SAD!
LOL! but in the end i manage to finish it =D heheheee. den i still had to eat that tofu. SAD! i was full LOR! den after lunch we went to see planes. WOW!
LOL!
den i was tired. so i slept yup yup =D
den darling knew i was very tired lalala.
LOL! after he had his stick, den he sent me home =D

wah so suay! my neighbours saw us . i think! sad sad.
but aniways. yeaa when i reached home i SLEPT! den had dinner den around midnight i slept all the way till this morning to get up for work! =D

hehehehee!
i miss my gay =X
he is damn gay.
super gay.
laugh like a gay! oh man! LOL
but i still love my gay =D

Thats why i'm loving you;
10:00 AM

my camera's cover

xing fu!

our hands =D hehehee

darling just called sigh sigh.

he is going to army.

sigh.

Thats why i'm loving you;
1:08 AM

darling sae i look very xing fu =D

XING FU XIAO NU REN! =D

heello heeloo!! hehehee i'm enjoyed myself todae!

lol! this morning had piano as usual den gotta ready to meet darling to go to nyp open house wahahaha. i knew he couldn't wake up so i called him hahaha!

well well. i was early! hahahaa. so i waited for darling lor. hahahaa=D

den walked to nyp den we ended up walking in circles! wahahaha! LOL

and i saw ellona! hahahaa. and cockroach! LOL

well well yea yea =D

we ate swensen for lunch! woot hehehee. sorrie ah darling heheee.

den we went to watch night at the musuem hehehehee.

den! we went to the airport! hehehehe

had super late dinner hahahaa.

=D =D

i'm so xing fu lalalalalalala.

soulmate hehe =D

darling i wish u can reach home soon! hahaa.

Thats why i'm loving you;
12:20 AM

ah ah ah!
its so cold lah! my knee is hurting very much! SIGH SIGH! my left knee. argh!

its too cold already arghhh.
well well. i did nth in office todae lah! super slack in office. SUPER!
so i msged darling =D hahahaaa.
yupp yup.. =D
carrie took half dae leave to go vivo with her bf . PANGSEH!
hahaha but nvm lah hmm...
well got drenched on the way back from lunch. WAH PIANG! use newspaper and cover ourselves. so malu! EEYER!

den aiya. hahahaa yupp yupp! den my face got dirty hahaa. ivan helped me clean my face. cause i cannot see mah!
hmm hahahaa. ivan is my sister! he wears tampon and sports bra to work everydae. and he has terrible PMS and moodswings OH MAN!

hahahahaa!
lalalalaala well well. daniel keep on suaning me todae!! so sad! SOB SOB!!!
he made my chair lah! i gotta shock lor. nearly fell.

lalalala =D
i was super bored till evelyn gave me her wedding VCD to watch... i was like ERM! LOL!
watched halfway with ivan den didn't wanna continue. cause it was boring! BORING!

yeaaa hahaaa.
den waited for time to pass hahaaa. den while waiting! this were the things i did!

-smoke
wahahah! no lah just accompany ah ran only
-browse through bloggie =D
- smsed
- got super duper high in office.
-folded paper crane
-kept going to toilet
-looked at my uncle yandao~~
-talk cock with nick when he came to office
he encouraged me to smoke! ooo. =D
-suan daniel
-tio bully by ellona
-read channel news asia

WOOT! =D
my knee is damn pain sigh sigh. stupid cold weather.

Thats why i'm loving you;
10:58 PM

lalalalala!

WOOTS WOOTS WOOTS!

love =D heheheheehee.

aiya lalalaa. todae slacked in office =D

tired tiredd =)

thanks for the dinner and wonderful evening.

iloveyou.

Thats why i'm loving you;
12:14 AM

weeee!!! =D

well well well. this morning i decided to skip fuel once again =D hehehee. den woke up at 10 am to bathe and get everything ready to go to church!!

IT WAS DAMN HOT LAH!. and in the bus i met my son~ awww. chetwin! heheheee. so we went to church together =D hahahaa. todae was a special service lor. hahahaa. damn funnie. den after church we went to sing post to eat den went off to bugis! hahahaahaa..

later i shall post the things i bought =D

5 earrings =D

my new belt! =D

hahaha! handbag! =D

WELL WELL!

YESTERDAE! - saturdae

well in the morning had piano hahaha. den during the afternoon met yvonng at tamp mrt to go to TP open house hahaa. damn funnie lah. we were super high and siao. or was it only me? hahahaa! and super suay too! we waited for bus but den so suay full. den the bus that was behind which was EMPTY, LEFT! WTH!!!

aniways! when we were in TP. hahaa. i didn't noe that i talked so loud that my fren could hear me den from the back i heard someone calling me, OH! it was danny! hahahahaa! damn funnie lah. den we chatted abit den den den we walked off. den i saw nicholas hahahaa. he forced me to take his dunno wad course brochure. den i look and look. den i also gong. but nvm. hahahah well aiya hahaa. den we did a kind deed! by folding the paper crane hahaa. cause they sae fold paper crane will help the needy to dunno wad also lah! hahahaa.

so yvonne and me walked in the library lalalala. den we went off! haahha we thought we took a wrong bus but den in the end we sort of got LOST! AIYO! hahahaa. damn funnie den we alighted somewhere else den took a cab back to my house hahaaa. den yvonne and me watched a vcd hahaa .den we had PIANO JAM! hahahaa. played some songs lor. hahahahaa and we ate KFC! we ordered KFC hahahaa. den when my bro called that ard 10 ppl are coming, von was like siam siam siam! i wanna go home! hahahaa! okok. but when she was getting ready to go out of my room. dey came already hahahaha!! damn funnie.

but aniways hahahaa. yea yeaa. i'm happie =D

Thats why i'm loving you;
7:31 PM

HELLO!
sigh sigh. boredd!

aniways todae slept till damn shiok den bathed and met kin hua to go to np.

WAH IT WAS DAMN HOT!

so after a while i dewcided to go home already!

lalalaa. den went to buy 3 bangles =D

Thats why i'm loving you;
10:22 PM

HELLO HELLO!

well well. hehehe

well tio complain for watching youtube .. so i didn't watch todae! =D

den kept myself busy this morning by reading channel news asia website for the latest news. lalalala

i was reading this article on india and china trying to have a talk about the border thingy hahaaa. it reminded me of SS hahaaa!

well during lunch ah ran and me and adeline suddenly had a craving for OTAH! hahaaa. den we bought the different types hahahaa. yucks! cause they were all seafood. but i still managed to eat my own original one hehehee. =D

ah ran gave me work to do lalalaal. well then hmm. ya lor den slacked till 6pm lah =D

hahaha den adeline and i took the shuttle bus back =D and i told her about my crush! =D she sae not badd huh! =D hehehee =D but aiya i think i've sorta given up already. sigh sigh..

den we tried to zi lian lah! but cmi cmi cmi. sigh sigh hahhaa! i shall brush up how to zi lian properly hahaha! CAUSE I HATE TO ZI LIAN! oh my. but aniways hahahaa! mondae take photo with adeline again hahahaa! both of us tried our best but in the end cannot work hahaha! damn funnie.

lalalaa tml i'm not working! cause i've taken leave hehehe to go for NP open house hehehee. kin hua is gonna accompany me hehehe . thanks ah! LOL. came home den wanted to watch the chn 8 show! but den gotta superstar. so watched that lor. that daren really CMI CMI CMI! aiyo.
yucks hahaha. tml night i shall practise my piano lah hehehee. lalala i can sleep late tonight! WOOT =D

hmm. wad shld i wear tml? lalalalaa. i shall choose tml den =D

Thats why i'm loving you;
10:26 PM

well. i was the first one to reach office todae! so early right =D

lalala ivan fell asleep many times. lol

den went to kfc for lunch lol.

after work went to parkway to change my jeans lor. =D

and den went home! =D hehehehe

Thats why i'm loving you;
11:01 PM

I WAS LATE FOR CHURCH TODAE! hahahaa.

but aniways.. after service went for lunch at paya lebar and said hello! to patrick =D hehehee.

den ermm. yea after lunch walked pass the salon

DEN I WENT TO CUT MY HAIR! LOL

den we went to bugis! i went to dorothy perkins to ask to exchange my jeans but then dey dun have it. so. nvm nvm. den we went to diva! and at the cashier there was a HE-SHE! Oh my gosh. but aniways. yeaa bought a white necklace there =D

yeapp. lydia and theodora was shopping for sports bra hahaa. den jean and yvonne waited for a damn long time lah! hahaaa.

after shopping at bugis. we walked to bugis village. hahahaa. jean and i tompang into other ppl's umbrella hahaaa. den we walked and walked. lalala. bought earrings there and a bangle! lol..

den jean was looking for bag. den in the end i also bought it too hahahaa!!

lydia left when we were searching for bags lah. lalalala

all in all had a damn fun dae =D

yesterdae mommie and i went shopping again! =D hehehee.

Thats why i'm loving you;
8:51 PM

ah ran doing his work.

some kpo guy at the back

daniel buying drinks!

he never buy for me. =(

my sit! =D

ivan muahahha

daniel busy calling people! =D

Thats why i'm loving you;
10:06 PM

AH!. i'm so tiredd. i wanna sleep soon already
tml still gotta piano lesson! AIYO!
but mark , chester and the guys and yvonne are coming over to jam! WOOT!
ahhh.
well well! i've finish my work todae =D hehehee.
i made a new friend! stracy
hahhaa!
and during lunch time.

AND I BOUGHT BREAKFAST FOR AH RAN AND IVAN =D see, i'm damn nice okaes! ah ran so proud of me =D hahaha!

I SAW ESTHER AGAIN! and szemin
i said hi to her
but she dao me.
nvm.

my colleagues asked me who was she.
so i told them THE WHOLE STORY! =D

hahahaha!
well well. lalala. while going back from work. we were all wet! ade and i shared a umbrella hahaha! damn funnie. we were like screaming while walking from the bus stop to office cause the road was kinda flooded. and wheneva cars drove pass there will be the water splashing onto the pavement area. haaha! den there was the bus! OMG! den both of us scream until so loud. ah ran laughed at us. LOL. idiot. but heng. the bus slowed down.
i think he saw us screaming for our lives lah hahahaaa!!
den went back to office.
stracy and i went to toilet, trying to dry ourselves up, but cannot at all lah! LOL. damn sad.
aniways hahah! den ended up freezing in the office even with our jackets on. lol

oh after lunch all of us accompanied evelyn to buy her things in NTUC hahaa! ade and i and stracy went to buys sweets. and ivan stared at me hahaha!
why?
cause i am the sweet supplier in office =D hahaah!
my boss will ask me
todae got wad sweet?
LOL!

den ivan wasn't feeling well so i went around asking for panadol
in the end this hao lian lady questioned me den i just sae NVM!
and i walked back to my sit. trying to scold me. idiot
EEYER!
i complained to my boss wahahahaha. den he sae nxt time must becareful =D
hahaha! and stracy also agree with me lor! those aunties there. damn proud. YUCKS!

after work ivan and i caught the free transport bus back to bedok inter den we waited for our bus to go home lor. lalalala. damn funnie la! we were talking about the bitch and the gay in office
for the last half an hour cause we had nth to do

the bitch is this lady who doesn't noe how to dress well at all
and this gay. oh my he is damn gay lah! at the printer there. i was waiting for my paper. den he was like this pile is mine ah. he said in chinese. i said : i noe.
den in my heart i sae. well gay. its so obvious, cause wad i wanna print is not wad is i see on the paper. disgusting
den when i came back from the printer. my boss asked me why so long
i sae that gay lah. take so long
den ivan and my boss laughed along HAHAHA!

dat guy is damn gay. go toilet must shout out loud to tell other people also..
siao one
so many people laugh at him.
...
while waiting for the bus home we started to talk about jokes. hahaa damn funnie
well. yeaa todae quite fun lah =D
at least i've finish my work

and i miss him. ARGH

Thats why i'm loving you;
9:31 PM

sigh!
why!!!
whenever i hear that li sheng jie's song that he always sings
i will tear.
i will think of him
i miss him!
but no sarah
please stop thinking!
he has already moved on!
STOP !

hai.
someone help me =(

the bottom half of my jeans was wet todae.
why?
cause i was walking on those puddles while going home from work
i purposely did that
cause i just love to walk on water! =D
esp at the vivo rooftop.
but after walking.
i realise those are dirty water
EEYER!
but nvm lah.
i was gonna send my jeans for washing aniways

super damn emo.
sigh

Thats why i'm loving you;
12:05 AM

AH AH! ivan pangsehed me TODAY!! AH! idiot.
daniel bought breakfast for him, BUT HE FORGOT ABOUT ME! sob..
but aniways he gave me ivan's share cause he is not here haha!
i wanted to pay him but daniel said,
tml ask ivan to pay HAHAA! too bad~
so i went to work on my own and callled andy to instruct me how to go into office. but den ah ran called me instead hahaa. so he walked me into office and we talked cock hahaa! we watched youtube together on my com hahaa. dne he was dozing off cause he was tiredd hahaa! and he kept on going out to smoke lol. den i was like so shock cause i could't find one programe ... den andy called me and asked me how was it? i sae ahh. i cannot find the list of schools. den he taught me in the phone lor. lalalala. yea yea.. den i do until lunch time.

ah ran was so happie hahaha! den he used the company's van and drove to bedok inter to eat. lalalaa. den i got new friends! ade and carrie. chio bus man! hahahahaaa. hehehehe
but both of them gotta bf already lol! hehehee. they are around 23 and 24 hahaaa. den while eating we were talking about clubbing hahaa! =D damn fun. ade sae nxt time she will bring me lalala~ yea yea =D

den worked till andy came back and asked me to print out the data. HAHA! so many errors lah!
I KILLED A LOT OF TREES TODAE =D in total, i wasted a whole stack of papers hahaha!
den amelyn msned me. saeing :

we are getting results on 9FEB! oh my!!!! sigh sigh. haii. my confidence level suddenly dropped. i was on the verge of crying. everthing was so fast lah. sigh.. i noe i will not do well. why? cause everytime during exams, my results are always so lousy SIGH. hai

but den aniways ...
worked till 6 den went home ..

Thats why i'm loving you;
8:03 PM

AH! FIRST DAY AT WORK! =D

well this morning i was so damn early! ... so i waited for ivan at bedok mrt. den he was late lah! but when we reached the building i asked a very stupid question

why is there so many cars?

LOL!. ok aniways. after walking into the building den ivan showed me the office! and i thought it would be a room to us. but its like only a desk to us! i was so damn shocked.. so denn i sat there and started youtubing cause i had nth to do! .... den ivan talk to me in msn haaha. damn lame..
den consistantly i had to min. the window cause got those kpo auntie walking around and he said those auntie will tell the boss. so hmm yea hahahaa. ah ran taught me how to draw floor plan. and i was rather blur at first but i somehow understand lah =D

i was so bored till i felt like quitting and i told ivan.. but den during lunch was okaes lah. ivan, ah ran and another lady brought me to the canteen and there was so many people! oh my!! aiyo. but we got our food and ate. after that we went back to office and i continued to youtube! den the boss and two other guys came. den oh. they are my colleagues hahah! ... ivan went to tell andy( boss) that i wanna quit. idiott! so he find some work for me to do.. hahhaa. okaes lah hmm..
den daniel is like a guy with a swollen lips. dunno why also hahaa. and very lil hair. lol. very funnie. and he talk alot of cock lah! .... damn idiot hahhaa! den when he laughed i also laugh hahahaa! cause the way he laugh is so funnie. hmm. den matthew! yea quite handsome le! but he gotta gf already ahhaa! his gf is so sweet and cute looking hahaa. very pretty =D den hmm. yaah lor so dey did their work and i did mine too =D

so i ended the dae when ivan kept on asking me to go off. hahaa! cause i wanted to finish of the work for that particular page. but i'm not done with the whole thingy yet. so yeaa. tml i'm gonna continue lahs =D i'm the only girl there la!... as in at the desk there. cause thats their "company" mahh. lol.

after work. ivan accompanied me to bugis to go to Dorothy Perkins to buy the purple ring. BUT ITS GONE ALREADY! sob. i'm damn sadd. so we went to pastamania and eat hahaha. while on the way there i felt unwell already. i felt like vomitting. sad. den after dinner we walked awhile and went home! =D

so here i am! =D hehehehehe youtubing again lalalala.
ivan sae i can't draw . sob
he sae i'm beyond hopeless. EEYER!

AND I SAW THE DAMN DIRTY NECK BITCH TODAE! . oh my freaking goodness. YUCKS! SHE DYED HER HAIR! OH MY. disgusting her. THATS WHY I HATE BEDOK!

Thats why i'm loving you;
9:36 PM

SIGH!

well i woke up in the afternoon den started to slack whole day. looked for jobs and in the end now i'm waiting for a boss to call me. and i'm gonna go for a interview tml. hmmm. lalalalala

i spent the whole dae home todae! i'm such a good girl. but i am damn bored lahh..

BORED BORED.

and my favourite purple ring is gone. sighh. all thanks to matthias lah! he wore it then kena confiscated by the DM of my school SIGH! ARGH. i miss it. my favourite lor hai hai hai. someone buy it for me please! its from dorothy perkins. sigh sigh. HAI!

Thats why i'm loving you;
9:49 PM

i'm beginning to me emo again. hmm

well i was thinking of something and a few questions.

why ain't you there when i needed you?
i felt so helpless
so dumb.
you know?
i wanted to tell you
but i didn't had the courage to.
you may think its fun
but i doubt so.

ah crap.

Thats why i'm loving you;
10:53 PM

WEEE~ the very first IGNYTE youth service at paya lebar was awesome! it was goodd!! damn nice. but the lecture theatre is so small that some people had to sit on the steps. POOR THING. awww. hahahaa. my darlings and i manage to sit at the last row. only got 5 seats den just nice hahahaa! =D

i was damn tired lah. cause during the fuel track, its sth like cell like that. for the first three weeks we will need to go out of the church to the diff places for some activities. and todae we had to walk so damn far to the market there and chip in $1.50 to buy breakfast. wah piang. can die so hott. but aniways. yupp! everyone was so bored. but hey! i made new friends in my cell. ya. not bad after all. yupp.

after church i went to mrt to meet li wen today. waited till i fell asleep and i was super turned off why i saw him. super bored den went to catch a damn stupid yet scary movie which i didn't noe about it at first! wicker man. its a damn dumb movie. PLEASE DO NOT WATCH. well den i was damn sleepy already. so i told li wen i wanna go home and sleep. AND HE SAID NO! wth mann. excuse me sir. ur not my bf lah!. who do you think you are man. i was super grouchy already so i just walked off first. and he followed and when we were in the train. he msged me to ask me to go out . i was like i already made it damn clear lah! idiot. argh argh.

so when it was eunos. i said another time den. bye.. BUT I DOUBT THERE WILL BE ANOTHER TIME DUDE.

when i came home i bathe and slept! wah shiok. my momie barged into the room and told me. wake up! eat dinner. oh man. so i had to force myself out of my comft bed lalalala.

and here i am. after eating my dinner, sitting here blogging~ wad should i do tml? hmm. stay at home and rot then.

i wanna go some poly's open house~ anybody is willing to go with me? sigh sigh. i need to go! i want to. pleaseee~~

WEE WEE! my skin is peeling very fast and its good =D good job skin! =D very soon! i can go sentosa again! this time. i'm gonna put lotsa sun block and a t shirt. and not a spag. cause i dun wanna go get tanned hahahahaha =D.. i wanna play~! anyone wanna go with me ?

Thats why i'm loving you;
8:10 PM

the blue tube from mango and the white skirt from the "fake topshop" =D hahaa

tube $22

skirt $30

the retro dress from "fake topshop" my favourite! $40

the half jacket from esprit which made my mommie and i tiredd from walking. $60

my strawberry tissue box cover! =D $20

my golden heart necklace =D $13

brown tube dress =D $24

Thats why i'm loving you;
11:22 PM

WOOT. my internet lagging and when i refresh this page! my whole post is gone. SO I HAVE TO RETYPE AGAIN!?!?! idiot.

this morning had piano.
afternoon went to raffles place with mommie for the low class sales assistant job interview. EEYERR! idiot one.

so after that! we went to eat lunchh lalalalaa.
den went to vivo cause mommie wanna go. i was like HUH?! reaalie?! but soon, li wen called and he was home from camp already. i had to apologise lor. sighh. sorrie ah! i pang seh you. =(
so we went to vivo and SHOP! woot! happie happie lalalala. mommie and i walked the first floor so many times till we got damn tired hahahaaa. cause i was looking for a white half jacket~~ lalalala. for the retro dress that i bought earlier on at the fake topshop shop hahaha. mommie bought a blue tube for me from mango. hmm yeaap so so so. after shopping! we went pass this shop call diva and i bought a golden long necklace =D den mommie and i went to THE FACE SHOP to buy wad we need lalalaa. SO. we walked past MOTHER GARDEN shop. and my mommie wanted to buy the pram for chavonne, my niece. hahahaha for her to play around aniways.den i told mommie toys r us has cheaper and cuter ones. so we went there and my mommie was like wah! that shop 31 bucks. this one got disney characteronly 15 dollars! so she bought it hahaha! lalala. den den we hunted for starbucks! and sat down to restt. so it was around 6 plus already. and we headed home =D

TIREDD!
i miss him leh.
sigh

tml gotta church! meeting sherlyn at 8.40am. I PRAY THAT I CAN WAKE UP! =D

Thats why i'm loving you;
11:14 PM

AH!
woke up this afternoon and slacked in my room. lalalaa
bathe and got ready to meet sharif to go to school! hahahaa.
well when i was at the gate sherman was like
****, dye hair cannot go in leh! den i was like realliee?!
but den i went into the school without being chased out =D
HOWEVER!
ms shek saw me in the hall hahaa!
she was like sarah, please go home
WAD THE HELL!
no way. so i walked around the school hahahaa.
den i damn angry. sherman asked me to spray my hair black. but den i only sprayed abit den washed it off soon after hahaha!
den sat the the booth in the hall when everyone was walking around the school to find their new CCA. lalala
well! i sat there and answered and explained to the parents hahaha.
so many talented kids out there man! wow.
den when it all ended sat in the band room and pack up! woot.
it was already damn late lah.
lalaalala.
in the end took a cab home
AND I AM HOME! =D
i'm gonna practise my piano later on hehehe.

TIRED! ahh. i miss band =X
oh oh oh! my skin is shedding hahaa. nono i mean its peeling lah haha =D

Thats why i'm loving you;
7:23 PM

LALALA~

okaes i dunno wad i'm doing actuallie.
falling in love with you
and lost everything due to stupid thinkings
mabybe i did the right thing? or did i do the wrong thing?
i'm not sure
but its already too late
he has moved on
i think i should
but who will be there when i need someone?
who will be the one who will love me when i need love?
who will be there to hold my hand?
who will be there to help me?
i dunno. i really dunno

am i doing the right thing? contract. hmm
i dunno
i had a great day todae with irwin
thanks =D

the movie was so damn cute lah!
you dumb dumb, give me gum gum HAHAA!
SILENCE~!!! dumb dumb wants to speak. LOL!
damn cute.

aniways, tml i'll be going back to secondary school to meet my wonderful Banditx! =D woots! hehehee. gonaa do marching with them~~ lalala wee wee. i'm gonna tekan them like siao. DUN CARE =D hehehehe its been ages since i last march already. hmm.. i'll see about it! =D heehe

i cried! on the way back home from vivo. when i went past lavender mrt station. i looked out again. i felt lost all of a sudden. and i just cried softly. i tried to control but i couldn't. i didn't even noe i reached eunos mrt till the door was about to close. i quickly rushed out and walked home.

i was very grouchy at home. haii i hope i will be fine tml =d

LORD,
let me stop all this
let me continue to be truthful to you
let me be an apple of an eye to you
i wanna be whole again right before your eyes
let me show people i can do it
help me through this time
you told me to rise up
but why am i down again?
Lord, please tell me why and help me =(
i also pray that you will bless my brother so that his knee will recover fast and run or play soccer all over again.
i also pray for my family to be wonderful and a loving family. not a family that is so cold towards each other and have hatred among us.

In Jesus name i pray,
Amen

=(

Thats why i'm loving you;
1:30 AM

aAH! happie new year! hahahahaa. children its time to start school! hahahaa. =D i dun have school i dun have school ~~ lalalaa lol..

aniways i'm burnt! from the sun hahaahhaa. =D

Thats why i'm loving you;
10:56 AM