There's a place in my heart that belongs to you.

i seriously hate december despite there's christmas coming up.
work is shit. i really can't work with that woman.
i wanna quit so badly but i need money!
=(
i need to pay my debts.
i need to buy presents for friends and love ones
bro and mom's bdae are coming up.
what to get for them?
sigh. MONEY MONEY MONEY! AHHHH!! =(
i'm so stressed up with school work.
there's tests everyday except on thursday.
and the next week, i've got my term test and work.
WORK. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! =(
so much for planning outings with my friends when i've got work.
and someone claims that i gave her my free days.
oh fcuk it.

i need to sit down and mug the hell outta me.
get the facts into my head and just pen it out on my exam paper next week.
i need to concenrate on my studies now.
i have to, and i will.

anyhows, i finally met up with my boy haaa.
wentta watch beverly hills chiwawa!
super cute show hahaa..
Chanel No.5 on a chiwawa is so ridiculous!
at least it's Nicole Kidman on the advertisements promoting Chanel No. 5.
mummy was so sweet, he wanted boy to stay for dinner but he was already halfway home.
but he is coming next week for dinner hahaa. hopefully =))
don't be scared of my dad lah boy.
even though i hate him haha!

Thats why i'm loving you;
11:13 PM

TGIF

=(
i failed my FTT. sigh
i only can blame on myself. cause i didnt read up! =(
i shall wait till boxing day.
SIGHH!!

its work tomorrow at suntec with someone eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
but sigh.
i really dread going to school for the coming week cause its all the tests and stress!
AHHH!
plus, the week after that will be the term tests week.
i've gotta 3 papers and it sucks. =(

i seem lost, i don't seem to care whats going on in school.
just wanna pass and chuck it aside but sigh.
i wanna excel in my studies.
get better grades
prove to others that i'm not dumb!
i need to study and plan my time properly already.
=(

I WANNA GO TO TOWN AND VIEW THE CHRISTMAS LIGHTINGS!
=)

mini jt is always there for me.
i love the yellow fella.

Thats why i'm loving you;
12:39 AM

oh, he is talking to me once again.
woah.
glad that we're friends.
not lovers anymore.

Thats why i'm loving you;
8:26 PM

i've got so many tests coming up for the next few weeks
plus, 2 weeks from now i'm gonna have my common test.
AHHHHHHHHHH!
i need time to revise my work. sigh
=((
i feel so busy.
with work,school,driving,tests and piano.
AHHHHHHHH!!
i just wanna disappear from this world, can i?
there's tests tml, my FTT this friday.
work on sat
check up on thurs
omg. =(

I WANNA CRY!

Thats why i'm loving you;
11:19 AM

he doesn't care about me

Thats why i'm loving you;
1:53 AM

i want a liquid blusher!!
i need money.
i need money to pay for this and that.
it sucks to be poor.
i just hate to borrow money from my friends.

sometimes you just don't understand how i feel yet i don't know how to express them.
it sucks big time.

i need some comfort.

Thats why i'm loving you;
12:54 AM

i love this blur baby boy to bits!!

boy says that i didn't post a picture of us when we went for dinner on wednesday.
NAH! PICTURE LAH!

Thats why i'm loving you;
1:52 AM

I'M SICK!
so much for the phrase;
an apple a day keeps the doctor away.
RUBBISH!

the medicine is making me sleepy
toodles folks!
=(
it sucks to fall ill.
period.

Thats why i'm loving you;
8:41 PM

WEEE!!!
had dinner with daniel,jessy and boy! =)
i like daniel's ralph lauren bag!
jessy is such a cute girl.
everything also "huh?"
haha!
thats why she is my girl! =) love you babe!

great, i've gotta driving tomorrow.
and to CottonOn to get my uniform! =) sweets!

Thats why i'm loving you;
11:22 PM

i can't wait for wednesday to arrive! RIGHT JESSY? HEHE!
=) =)
mad jacks and mad jessy.
ok that's quite lame.

i was a lil late for driving! wasted ard 6 bucks. sigh sigh!
MY MOOLAY!!
i hate the sbs driver who stared at me while i was turning. damn him!
and the subaru drver. just because i'm a noob doesn't mean u can change lane and speed off like that!
give me a chance to drive ma!
driving was rather fun afterall =)
super funny instructor.

met my boy for botak jones after driving.
its gonna be another day at school tomorrow. =(
gonna be mugging with pegan till we go bonkers.
MUG MUG AND MUG! =)
and its dinner with boy again =)

Thats why i'm loving you;
12:07 AM

Boy came to my place just nw with my favourite Qbread and funshine bear! =)
well i already knew that he would get me a carebear cause he called to ask me which carebear i like.
plus, he came up with a stupid excuse haa!
"i came across this website that will show your personality according to which bear you choose."
--"
PRESENTING TO YOU, JT :

Thats why i'm loving you;
11:42 PM

my dad said this to me:

NO BRAIN!

Thats why i'm loving you;
11:52 AM

ITS SELF DECLARE HOLIDAY TOMORROW! =)

i just love being with my boy. hehee
went to watch aveQ with boy on tuesday.
but he made me wait for one and a half hour.
and i did something that made my boy super angry.
sigh.. if only i didn't drive.
but we went to the car workshop today and got it semi-fixed!
but its still kinda obvious though. Sadly.

As for School,
i thought lesson starts at 11am today.
and i happily took the mrt to school
until i realise something was amiss when i msged pegan to ask for her whereabouts.
and i checked my timetable and the first lesson was suppose to be at 10AM!!
my oh my, plus there was a trial test and i was studying on the way to school and the night before that.
waste my effort! tsk!
Ever since school started, i finally brought my animation lecture notes to school and highlight the important points. =)

Boy came to fetch me and we went to eat the famous curry chicken noodle at chinatown. =)
headed to his crib to rest and off we went to the workshop! =)
wentta study in the night for the price of $6
and popeyes for late dinner at the flyer =)

i love my boy, jt!

hehe.

Thats why i'm loving you;
12:46 AM

i started my first driving lesson on Wednesday.
and the instructor was HOT, handsome. OMG!!
it was fun! super fun!
except that i'll stall when i just wanna come to a stop HAAA!

caught Quantum of Solace with boy in the night.
it was great!
Daniel Craig was super hot!
wahahaa.. i love man with light blue NATURAL eyes.
not those people who will wear blue contacts.
super fake.
=)
so hot so hot.

its school tomorrow and work on the weekends.
sheesh, i didn't know that i've been in school for a month already.
thats fast.
tests are coming soon and so are the examination.
its gonna be coffeebean and macs session again.

Thats why i'm loving you;
2:14 AM

ITS SUNDAY! =)
how did u guys celebrate halloween?
i had fun at phuture with my boy and his friends =)
just that my poor fork was drowned by someone's vomit.
didn't manage to join qing and lil one at zouk but its alright!
we can hit the clubs the next round TOGETHER!
i just realise we haven't club together yet.

went to the costume shop with boy and daniel and boy on thursday, it was CROWDED!
had fun looking at the costumes and trying them out haha.
in the end, qing and yenly came and we bought the horns,wings and the devil fork.

and on halloween day itself,
qing came over in the evening and we rushed to doll ourselves up and headed down to zouk. the queue was terrible!
it was so hot and people were squeezing their way through the crowd.
but still, we had fun! =)

Thats why i'm loving you;
3:12 PM