...another day closer...: 10/01/2006

20061031

still not very ready but yess!! exams starting today!! it will all be over in 14 days! (:

then i can go shop and do my hair XD muahahaha -__-

20061028

i just realise 400-500 words is quite a lot :/ i don't what to write =(

3 days to the first final paperr!!!! eng!! (:

4 days to my math paper!!!

9 days to my chem!!

11 days to bio!!

16 days to art history paperr!!

HORRAAHHHHH!!!!

20061027

There was a blind girl who hated herself just because she's blind.

She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend.

He's always there for her.

She said that if she could only see the world, she would marry her boyfriend.

One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her

and then she can see everything, including her boyfriend.

Her boyfriend asked her, "now that you can see the world, will you marry me?"

The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend is blind too,

and refused to marry him.

Her boyfriend walked away in tears,

and later wrote a letter to her saying.

"Just take care of my eyes dear."

This is how human brain changes when the status changed.

Only few remember what life was before,

and who's always been there even in the most painful situations.

Life Is A Gift

Today before you think of saying an unkind word

- Think of someone who can't speak.

Before you complain about the taste of your food

- Think of someone who has nothing to eat.

Before you complain about your husband or wife

- Think of someone who's crying out to God for a companion.

Today before you complain about life

- Think of someone whowent too early to heaven.

Before you complain about your children

- Think ofsomeone who desires children but they're barren.

Before you argue about your dirty house, someonedidn't clean or sweep

- Think of the people who are living in the streets.

Before whining about the distance you drive

- Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.

And when you are tired and complain about your job

-Think of the unemployed, the disabled and those who wished they had your job.

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another

-Remember that not one of us are without sin and we all answer to one maker.

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down

- Put a smile on your face and thank God you're aliveand still around.

Life is a gift, Live it, Enjoy it, Celebrate it and fulfill it.

20061026

yay yay!! i think i can get into architecture in rmit. all i need 75% average and..to write a 400-500 word long piece of convincing poo (: (: dont need to take a test or interview..weeee =)

but i still wanna go melb uni =( hahah! i calculated and i think i could get about...81 avg..but i need 82 but im aiming 83..booohooo!!! oh well (: muahaha rmit is just opp my hse anyway so i can just walk over. nyah!!

goodluck to everyone starting exams tmr! altho i dont think anyone reads!! but 2 more weeks and its ALL OVER!!! =)

holiday holiday holidayy~

20061025

mums here mums here (: (: (:

she brought over honeystars, myojo tomyam and mooncake yum yum and of course..home cooked food!! wahaha

okii study study!! mwaa!! exams in abt 6 days!! weeeeeee =)

20061022

was sort of running from my kitchen to my sis's room to reply ppl online.. when i slipped on the rug on the wooden tiles and went flying a few centimetres and BAM onto the carpet and landed on my left knee and my right arm -_- and burst out into laughter, which made glenda really wonder how i managed to survive living on my own for the past month...(becuase i burnt my finger a few mins before) nyaahahaha!!! quite funnyy. not very painful but my knee and wrist is abit sore now and then HAHAHhAhAHHahAha ^^

20061021

it was fun, tiring, boring, happy and sad.

most of the pics i took are up, click on the pictures link in the links list? (:

now to go study at nana's..im an hour late :/ nyahaha!

20061018

=( sadd!!! school is almost overr!!!
2 classes tmr
3 classes on thurs
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THATS IT!!
i will not cry (: hahah
celina and i started taking pics with my phone in art today. so fun hahah!!

the camwhoring started

merdgedd togethaa

film stars -_- haha

sarah and ai

errr...too much art history o_O

black and white~

pigs*

ours faces were cold.

and..a picture of my very cute snuffy hahahaha and the lonely oversized monkey we abandoned by the dumpster rubbish bin thing.

LOVES!! L-O-V-E!!! hahaha MWA

20061015

..watery eyes, block nose, feeling abit warm..

sleep sleep lots of sleep =)

when you're stressed, you dont really know it, but your body does..and slowly..it lowers your immune system..which is why you get sick when you are stressed -_- and depressed..HAHA stupid

oh silly body of mine, quickly get better so you can study and practise more and more math so you wont ~~fail~~ this time..oh crappos. =p

20061014

why am i sick now? of all times. when i actually sit down to study, i cant concentrate. suck!anywayy (:

art test on mon..

5 days to end of sch and formal graduation.

6 days to informal graduation.

17 days to the first final paper :/

27 days to our end of taylors BBQ =( to say bye to some ppl pffTT!!

30 days to the last final paper =D

40/41 days to spore (: hehee

i will try my best to absorb information with my heavy head and lethargic body =)

where did all my soft toys go??

20061013

after next week it'll be one week to exams. my heart is about to drop out of my body.. im so so scared!! :( and im still sitting her typing away.. i wanna cry alr! well i nearly cried in bio anyway...i really dont think i can get my first choice..so maybe the 2nd..hopefully..i dont even know what i want to study =(

sick..stressed..tired. sry if i havent been good company

bday lunch and bday dinner tmr..my throat is going to die..ah well..i shall pack the house and maybe then i'll feel hardworking and study the whole of tonight...

pics.. (: sry for the bad quality..taken with my phone..but its not too bad..

celebrating cindys bday in sch..

in the zoo..meerkat..and fairy penguins..

butterfliess!!! ( i want my own butterfly garden next time..^^ )

and the very "beautiful" baboon butts.. :/

dont you just love it? hahah yucks

firstt...

HAPPY BDAY CINDY!!

HAPPY BDAY VINCE!!

hehe...

i dont want to go to school =( tired...throat hurts..n eng presentation todayy.. =( and friday means extra math later..=( but then i can sleep a lot..but sat will be a very full dayy..oh how depressing hahah! okiee!! ive been late to math ever since the holidays ended..should be early today......(:

20061012

HAPPY 19th TO MY VERY BOOTIFUL SISTERR!! (:

i love love LOVE YOU!!

even tho i get angry at u sometimes, i usually dont stay mad at you! why?? coz u are a stinky smelly ol elephant who knows how to make me laugh. annoy me and yes who i oh so enjoy disturbing (: heheee sry i didnt go to your suprise party thingg...so sleepy =( anyhooo!! hehe!! bbq!! with your...many "friends" heh jk!!! ok il stp.

LOVE YOU SNUFFYY!!!

HAPPIEEE BDAYYYY!!

ni lao le..siao ma mi

KISS KISS HUG HUG!! MWAA hahaha

(that mysterious present i was gonna get u...will have to wait till next yr! hehe ^^)

- guess i wont do any work today either ^^ -

- and my phone credit just went *poof* into thin air =( -

20061011

art is over. all over. cept for a 15% history paper in nov =( displayed our art work on the tables today. monash is gonna come and mark it tmr. eeekss!!

house is messy AGAIN. gotta to do the pile high of laundry, if nott no clothess..

been feeling very very tired. cant wake up for class even if i had 9 hrs of sleep. boo!

suppose to go somewhere tonight. but im so so so so soooo tiredd..sry!! (: hehe

bio test tmr which im not going to study for.. evolution and natural selection and fossils..pfft

everything is okay now yay! cept my laziness is really bothering me..motivate me pleasE? or scare me somehow..my exam is not too far away...

ok my bed is super inviting. (: mwahhh!!!

20061009

thank goodness u r alright. hope it stays this way. after this. i think i cant take any more dramas? problems? dunno..so so tired. mentally and physically. but i guess we all learn from each others mistakes.

cant neglect studies anymore. c-a-n-n-o-t.

i need a break...a long long long long break. just sitting and looking at the beautiful scenery. pft! what scenery -_- haha ok.. ^^

20061008

ever had that feeling where you know you need to do something to help someone, but theres just nothing you can do? we're all feeling like this now. and it sucks. big time. its truly very horrible feeling like this, when you just try to do other things to occupy your time, but whatever you do, your mind is just filled with all these thoughts. i feel terrible..absolutely terrible, maybe i should have followed, woken someone else up or just prevented but that was over 8 hours ago. usually i would say, look on the bright side, be optimistic about it but i really really really really hope that everything is ok. we all do.

theres no time to slack, gotta concentrate on studying. got nothing done at all this weekend.

20061007

it was a rather nice sunny yet cool day today. headed to nina's to get my books which i dumped at her place after school before dinner by docklands yest. went to buy my paint(im glad art is going to be over because the past year has cost me a lot a lot a lot) and instead of going home to start studying and all that, we were both worried about something and had our minds full, so we went to carlton gardens to walk. it was so very nice and peaceful. sun, grass, breeze,happy poeple, little children, flowers, trees, water, fountains, and esp the clear sky (: just so nice. we felt happy again. then we started feeling stressed. so it was a very nice 20 min walk and chat (:

~~now i gotta clean my once again messy house, wash all the clothes in the over flowing laundry basket and stick my head in my books.~~

the past year we've been learning about commitment. a person committed to something has to be a little selfish in order to succeed. right now i feel like being selfish.
oh the drama~

k bye! (:

20061006

why is everything the way it is? whyyy whyy?! i cant stand it anymore. i hate worrying, i hate lying. i feel like being naive, in denial and just ignoring and not caring but i cant! I HATE it!!! ok *deep breath* .. im fine =)

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anyway everyone knows my ugly photo collection so here are more that are really quite entertaining (: hahaha!!

now i know why so many people believe in evolution and all that. its quite convincing in a way and thinking about it without any religious point of view, i think its actually really interestingly story like even though some parts really dont make any sense at all. but even if its interesting to listen to, its really really boring to study about. haha! fossil evidence and all the common ancestor crap. ^^ going to the zoo on mon to learn about primate evolution so we get to see all the monkey related animals. oh so cute =) heh! anyway i think i should go and sleep now. maybe all this emosiness will pass! so bye bye!

so much to do, so much to do, so so much to dooooooooooooooooooo =(

20061002

i dont like getting results back and..i hate it when u study so hard..but i just dont do well in exams..

sad sad sad...

lower than i expected for math and bio. higher than i expected for chem (which wasnt much anyway) and english i dont really care about. :/ monash better mark my portfolio properly coz its worth friking 25% and il go into depression if i get really low. HAha jk..

this day cant get any worse.

just not in the mood to do anything.. =( muahaha

20061001

finished my posters, finished my essay, cleaned the house quite a number of times - i think that encounter with the smelly 2week old dishes did me some good =) that and im the only one living at home atm so theres less to clean - a rather productive holiday dont you think?

(: school tmr. m happy and sad. but im quite sick of bumming arnd at home with not much to do. so im looking forward to the next month of solid revision with no distractions, or at least i hope but since my computer is not working and my mum is coming. it might just happen.

2 1/2 weeks of school left then graduation night. study leave and first final exam on the 31st.

so exciting!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! after that a very long holiday..and then we'll be ~~uni students~~ if all goes well (: (: (:

gdluck to everyone studying, doing exams, working or doing whatever you're doing =)

...another day closer...