Wednesday, 31 December 2008

start of something new!! XD

Living in my own world
Didn't understand
That anything can happen
When you take a chance

I never believe in
What I couldn't see
I never open my heart
To all the possibilities

I know
Something has changed
Never felt this way
And right here tonight

This could be the start
Of something new
It feel so right
To be here with you

And now
Looking in your eyes
I feeling my heart
The start of something new!!!

well, we can now say goodbye to lovely year 2008 and officially welcoming the new 2009!! Life's always up and down, the same goes for ma 2008, it started out as "baritone", and it goes "bass", but it ended up as "tenor" lol if anyone can understands me

life is beautiful and wonderful, though some sorrowful events may occur and caught you off guard..but, you always have to look at the positive side life offers and keep moving on, not setting foot on the same plane 4eva...looking back the silhouette in 2008, i can conclude it had been quite dramatic and eventful, the unexpected happened, the expected din't happened, the faithful appears, the princess saved the beast from itz deepest sorrow..

and for yuu, i never know you get so high over the goodies..i bought it for u coz i know u would lurve it, but don't so over react lar, don't go insane or gila, i will get worried lol..n..i also lurve you too, and always do, coz i just lurve u, n thats all the lurve i can offer haha xoxo..do enjoy the stuff i gave u yar..next time be prepare and don't get too high if i bring back the remaining two books in hard cover that you are missing in yer collection o(n_n)o

as fer dis xmas, i had been shopping like crazy and i love the xmas gift from Ken's family the most!!! will post the picture of the hoody once i get back to winnipeg..also again i maintain double digit b4 the new years!!! and i will keep losing weight until i am satisfy, thats the promise babe!! and also gonna do gud in ma final academic years... fer the new year resolution.. wud say
1)treasure the one i care most, and always always do!!!
2)stay fit and keep fit, i wanna be a lean-fightning-machine!!
3)and lastly, be the best baker that can offer you the best pastry(well only one type of cake that I am currently practising to make it perfect >.<) lol
4)and last but not least, don't get shock people coz y@urs truly is planning to take:
Piano and Singing Lessons!!!!!! (Still considering XP)
XOXO

Sunday, 28 December 2008

long forbidden

this holiday is
enjoyable and disastrous
my dad came to us and paid me a visit
but now he had to rush back malaysia
coz my grandpa passed away
r.i.p grandpa...
i never expect my summer homecoming would be our last meeting
T_T

many had happened
and i enjoyed a successful semester this term
got great grades, get slim (lost 16kgs) and maintained double digits
in terms of my weight (in kgs)
did really well in career service volunteer
and maintaining my current blog wif constant update
have a better relationship wif ma family and called more often
and finally let off the tangled, confused relationship
that haunts me for 4 months
long ei? xP
but...there is still something amiss
coz...i feel uncertain of the future
of a certain thing that keep on bugging me
im like, letting go of a trouble and letting another trouble
to come bug me...
seems like they won't let me off so easily eh?
haiz....

>.<

Monday, 15 December 2008

hrmp.....

theres seriously something wrong wif ma brain
and i really mean it...
will elaborate later

day 3: Midnight
so it took us around 30 minutes
to go from waterloo to guelph
the ride is worth it
coz the next day we get all the goodies we want
had a nice comfy bed and played game whole night
and midnight snacks!!!
aw im getting fat man
>.<

day 4
hadn't been sleeping late since last time in Malaysia
where i slept at 3
well, slept at 4 ytd and woke up at 1030
such a lazy arse u r br!an
zzz
nyways, have steam boat for tonight, and wow
tat was awesome
tends to make me regret my decision to study
at Uni of Manitoba
shud have stay here in Ontario
=x

and about the brain thingy
guess what, same person keep popping out in ma dream
why would i keep dreaming of her...
awh...
stop torturing me brain....
>.<

Saturday, 13 December 2008

MIA

sorry people
was in Brantford for couple of days
and no internet there
>.<
well, lets start with the first few days in Ontario!!

1st day
plane has a 1/2 hour delay but reach ontario safely
Ken said I lost weight, and I was pretty happy
had some "real human food" after4 months of suffering
Italian Pasta wif sausages, nice fresh bread
and Caesar Salad
XP
will post them up later

2nd day
was in Mississauga for Dim Sum lunch
it WAS damn cheap ya know
lol
however, the dim sun sucks
and it is effing + BLOODY expensive this time
>.<
super disappointed
can't use the KT sushi example though
the standard here shud be high enuf man
argh!!!
and watched, scarface staring Al Pacino
story too long...quite bored
5/10
=x

3rd day (today)
Currently at Waterloo
nice and warm, not as cold as winterpeg
im impress ^_^
went for some nice noodle and bubble tea for lunch
wif mi amigo last saw 2 years ago
currently stalking at his house
do watever i want
coz he went out for his finals
and i have the keys
tehee...i will lock u outside for sure
=P

thats all for the current...
and owh,
i haven't even contact my baby gurl
T_T

Wednesday, 10 December 2008

this is it!!!

ok
this is it
last day in winnipeg
and i am starting my holiday in ontario
im gonna
1) Read Twilight
2) Learn to Sing
3) Learn some dance
4) Write my novel and hopefully finish it
5) Shop alot like a hysteric gurl lol
6) Enjoy tones of movies (downloaded 9 in 1 week)
7) Enjoy all music I downloaded (downloaded more than 100++ songs)
8) Hang out with lost contacted friends
9) Go gila and crazy and insane and lost myself
10) Finally, keep on doing the secretive thangy XP

Lastly, presenting:

小林香織Saxophone-Nothing gonna change my love for you

XOXO

the wheel of destiny

the day of our meeting
i knew it
that you were the one
to change my life
to ease my awful pass
to motivate me for the greater good
however
i was afraid
i was a coward
to face it with might and courage
the path destined for me

for now, my mind is clear
my body is strong
and my soul at peace
i won't be afraid
i won't back off
and by all means
if this is the path
that is destined for me
i will walk it without a regretful thought
i am awaken
i am reborn
i am yours truly
br!an

Tuesday, 9 December 2008

freedom!!!

finally all finals are done...
so far got an A and a B+
2 out of 5 course
hopefully others will look as nice
=X

shoulda drink my white zin today
but...just don't feel like drinking
being lazy whole day already
aww...
hate it, supposed to be happy aaa
holidays already aaaa!!!!
>.<

post some picture up here
this is wat i get from goggle image
when i key in
Gothic:




kk...
now listen to Tata Young
and Ontario,
here I come!!!
XD

Monday, 8 December 2008

again?!?

i really have to blog again today
tomorrow is the last day of exams
yeahh!!!
but, for the hectic exam week (not very hectic lar)
i dreamt of a same person for...
3 times already!!!
and throughout the 4 months, itz 6 times!!!
high frequency man...
wats going on???
>.<
recently really became a dreamer
plus yesterday, itz a continuous dreaming spree
for...6 days!!!!
argh!!!!
=X

Saturday, 6 December 2008

changes....

4 months pass
since coming back from Malaysia
i felt yet another "mutation"
or revolutionary change within me
why do i keep...changing???
urgh...
passive to active
carefree to serious
sensitive to more sensitive
bla bla bla
wanna shout at the top of my lungs
arggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
a little disgusted about this.
hope i can find the answer soon..
to this riddle...
of this ever lasting changes
XD

post 100!!!

lez continue wif ytd format

1st update
quote of the day:
"i willing to be ben ben ppl to support ur blog :D"
you know who you are made my day!!!
hugs and kisses
xoxo

2nd update
keep on dreaming lately
4 dreams in a roll alr ok??
dreamt of GEJ, of GEL, of my 2 bros,
of the siao siao tan brothers,
of King Kong Chiu, of mysterious gurl
of my pops and ma...
dis is crazy
what is the meaning behind all this???
=x

3rd update
you who know who you are
stop being sarcastic
itz damn annoying
and damn hurting k
=(

4th update
this is the month of maintaining
so no more weight lost this month
the goal is to stay at double digit
guess i am on a self motivation mode
instead of someone motivating me
=x

5th update
ytd damn 38
went out wif chun yan and the gang
end up 38 like crazy
in a coffee shop
maybe shud stop 38-ing?
but it is only once in a week man
lol
=P

6th update
haven't really read my baby gurl
twilight twilight!!!
just wait another couple more days!!
and also my story writing
=P

7th update
upon some annoying and eyesore-ish comments in the pass
commenting is not available from now and onwards
everything will be going to the chat-box
until i feel like re-activating it again
fer now, it shall remain for only miself
>.<

last update
bling bling fly away...
xmas gifts are sucking the very soul of my wallet outta me
but buying for the right person
is definitely worth it
XD

Thursday, 4 December 2008

ding ding ding

couple of wonderful things today
1st i watched twilight and finally!!
well theres only 8 ppl in the theaters
but well, it already been aired for...2 weeks already??
anyways..
this man, Robert Pattinson
damn hot, damn cool, damn saxy mun!@!
guys wanna be cool, learn from him
as fer mi...find my rum 1st xP

2nd thing
receive a xmas card
wow!!
no1 ever sent me one
so touched
=P

3rd thing
download clear version of POC, 4.3 gig each for all 3
^_^
loving C.J.S and E.S

4th and the last
Finally got the xmas present for those special people!!
riddles, expectation, mysterious, secrets..
just wait lar
and also hor, bought a nice book for miself
which, also will remain as secret
atm
XD

what do i want?

so mate...
what do you really desire in life???
all the blings and gold you can get on earth???
supreme powers to command the world???
endless adventure and a life of passion???
just sing and dance and enjoy being a carefree person everyday???
a sweet girl that will promise you eternal love???
or a freedom that has no holds onto it???

well, the least desired is bling?
i don't want to be flood by money
which i can't eat or talk to
and the most desired is of course
FREEDOM!!!
so when can I really get my freedom
when all holds on me will be removed???
that's why, i don't seek love, that is unrealistic at the moment
IF you KNOW what i MEAN
again, no assumptions people
love makes you sick, but indeed inspire you at some degree
double edge sword
i prefer loving the seas for eternity
savvy?
*rubbing ma sleepy eyes
now wheres ma rum??*
XD