all i wanna do is find a way back into love
to love myself even more
and accept for what i am
forget about the scary pass
and disregard the uncertain future
your words turns my despair into motivation
thanks to who you know you are
*winks*
=P
it is more convenient to have everything in one post, agreed?
i am doing some job with agri food canada in richardson centre, and guess what, i was late on the 2nd day. guess im gonne be the target ady luu.. better start to be the start to report in in da future i guess =/
equipment for oat preperation
steamer to input pressure into the jars
oven to roast the oats
closer view
ready to do some analytical research, have to be left on the table overnight though
dont think im a good actor, not even holding the cigar in a professional way :/
this one more pro right?lol
main characters of the night, the cognac was really good!!!this Friday + Saturday night had been a blast for me!!
first we start off with clubbing at Blush, which I assume 99.9% of the population that knew me would disagree that I would ever set foot in a place I regard as "the dens of corruption"??
well, people change and I am indeed there for the whole night!!!
squashed...yickess
best picha of the night, sexy school girls?? lol
shes mine ok?? but i look tired hoho
my fwen there, u know u r very lebih anot?? blek XP
poser, need to lost more weight bro x.Xjust back from Blush
this time got picture update
but all at chun yan's camera
hehe do look forward for it
got pretty play boy girls
=P
currently in the board room of Food Safety Initiatives, a Federal branch Agency in Morris, Manitoba. we had Italian food for lunch, and one of the employees is having his birthday today so we ate some cake as well. it was a really good first day of work. People here are friendly and nice, and not much pressure when we are doing our work, which is good.
one thing i discover, im damn tired and start hurting myself.
will post picture of how i 自虐 soon
haisss......
finally i am back, after so long being inactive in blogging. the reason, well only 2 person knows it (1st one, duuhhh, y@urS TruLy, the other one, lez keep it a secret shall we =P)
on friday went for public wine tasting from over 100++ wineries i guess. of course, we have to drink the most expensive wines right?? Champagne, Barolo, Amarone, Ice Wine (all are $40 and above). Yummy yummy, and i bought some ice wine for mummy, thats for mother's day!!!!
start working today with dr lengyel, but the work super dry and boring..what to do?? well thats for only half a month, i can bear with it..met wif a guy that has connection wif france embassy in toronto, can hasten up my process of obtaining my visa, oo ee yeeh~~
will upload some pichas next entry, and welcome back miss physcic!!!!
itz ma birthday, so i supposed i should write something??
had a pot luck at mi place, picha all at fwens cam, so please wait for updates
some unexpected cake smashing events did happened, and i bring a 90kgs dude down the floor wif one bare hand while escaping...temporary god strength
in the end, no major cake splashing on my face though, poor cake >.<
got 1 pressie, a waiter's corkscrew from elaine, really love it~~
always wanted a professional sommelier waiter's corckscrew
lastly, grew up another year, shud learn how to be more behaved
more bossy
more classy
more slim
and more
myself
^_^
i feel i see things more in depth
when i have my tiresome eyes loosely shut
all my surroundings grew dark and gloomy
yet my heart remained crystal clear
i saw the silent intelligent inner core
and the aggressive yet stubborn shell
sad and disappointed i may feel
but thats the undeniable true fact
the more you know about yourself
the more burden you need to carry
and the more responsibility weighted on
your strong and fortified steady shoulders
it is time to welcome age 21
it is time to act like myself
life is just like a living theater
if you can't live up expectation
only disgrace, corruption, sorrows await you
a darkness devouring anything left in you
three long months since you left
i maybe still in square one
but i assure you once that
i made a pact with myself
there is no turning back anymore
until i finally achieve what i want
the way to hell lies within
and i shall charge without hesitation
praise my soul, sing my name
as you mortals shall never forget!!!
not long ago,my "biao di shao" messaged me on skype, and asked whether I am ok since the swine flu event had been so serious around the states and Mexico. I told her my lifespam was so stubborn that even though I tried to kill myself 1000 times, I never succeed, k...then there is when the nightmare begins.
the day after boasting how strong i am, i was struck by a mysterious high fever and stomach cramp. i had to lie on the bed the whole day, chocking down 4 panadols in the process, and can only rely on fluids to remain conscious. i also recall myself singing like a mad man that early morning *the starting of my mysterious fever* and 1st thing ram thru my mind, i gonna get quarantine...nooooo!!! swine flu!!!!!
anyways, after resting 15 hours on my comfy bed, i can now announced to the world that i had fully recovered from that crazy fever~~and no swine flu, indeed, i am super strong, immortal!!! won't die to such stupid disease lol xP
