Thursday, August 17, 2023

Syukur

Tiap kali belikan lauk untuk mak, mak akan tanya "berapa sekor ikan tu?... sayur ni berapa ringgit banyak ni? mahal tak gulai tu?"

"Tak tanya pun berapa sekor, berapa sesenduk. Dia kira semua, bayor je." 

Alhamdulillah, Allah beri rezeki lebih, hingga tak perlu tanya satu-satu harga, dan tak ada niat yang terhenti tak boleh beli makanan sebab tak cukup duit. Syukur. 

Bukan tak pernah lalui zaman tu. Zaman perlu kira berapa ringgit yang ada dalam dompet sebelum keluar beli makanan, congak dulu dalam kepala sebelum ambik lauk. Zaman belajar, lauk telur tu pilihan utama. Lauk ayam, daging tu cuma sekali sekala bila loan Mara baru masuk. 

Saya mungkin tak bercita-cita tinggi, tapi memang impian masa belajar, semoga satu hari, saya boleh beli apa saja saya nak makan. Sebab itulah juga dah jadi gemok kot, sebab apa nak makan pun boleh!!!

Sunday, July 26, 2020

Plus One

Yes.
I'm married.
Almost 7 months of being a wife.

This time last year, I have not met him face to face yet.
This time last year, I was just making plan for the weekend in KL to meet my friends, and I was going to meet him coz he would lend me his old kenari for the weekend.
That was the plan.


Wednesday, October 23, 2019

Tuesday, December 19, 2017

I Choose



I choose to love you in silence…
For in silence I find no rejection,

I choose to love you in loneliness…
For in loneliness no one owns you but me,

I choose to adore you from a distance…
For distance will shield me from pain,

I choose to kiss you in the wind…
For the wind is gentler than my lips,

I choose to hold you in my dreams…
For in my dreams, you have no end.”


― Jalaluddin Rumi

Friday, December 15, 2017

NEED

HUGS
COFFEE 
CAKES


..I need them, in that order. NOW!