Nessa's

Chinese O Levels examinations tomorrow
but i'm not ready for it
i read everything regarding chinese
but i guess i'm not up to it.
This cheena exam is driving me crazy

I went out with Ronald yesterday
and we both fetched joey from her party and
headed for dinner at ave 8, i suffered from migraine again
i dislike it cause at that point of time i'm happy
ronald and joey didn't talk
joey said ronald's fierce
ronald said he's sad cause joey didn't talk to him
=D

Dang , i left my chinese dictionary in class.

He's there for me whenever i'm in need.

Falcons is still the last for everything.
Well, i don't kinda of think that we are going to emerge as
champion. probably, hawks or something? but well .


Cheer for yellow tissue box
i got it from Jazzmine's blog.
for volleyball :)

floorball , volleyball and Cheerleading.:)

GO FALCONS GO! :D

Falcon, Yellow tissue box won both match :) Hurray!
Which advanced us to the finals.

So i'll be playing, both floorball and volleyball on friday itself.
well, i hope it just wouldn't clash together

and pray hard that my ankle doesn't get any worse.
i don't want to suffer the aftermath of the games.

i got my history back
not very satisfied with the results.
16/25;(


ha, i remembered.both Samuel and noel Kept talking about my injuries
and they mentioned that i only injured the left side of my body
left wrist, and left ankle
ha, accident prone

kinda hate that.

Let's just hope for the best

uoy evol I

i got many what if
this isn't the first time posting what if

but everytime i've got insomnia
i'll think of this question
two what if's in my mind.
it kinda got intacted in my brain

if that you didn't left
things wouldn't have happen in such a way

if that you left
things will go in a different situation

both situations lead me to
a i don't know what i'll do answer

everything leads to complications.


i've got many things to worry about
for now.
i just want to give it my best one for all
and win it back! to prove you wrong.
and to devote myself to you

i went to school with slippers today
many people came to me and said. Again har.
yah, again.

I'm kind of accident prone famous
even teachers know about that.
i'll wear shoes tomorrow
my ankle is still swollen

there's volleyball prac tomorrow.
i don't know how i'm going to survive

i wish for a pass in history
cause i barely pass my social studies
30/50. not promising at all.
damn.

my holidays are packed

Number six.


I miss you.

I rotted at home today.
Literally doing nothing at home
And i thought.
Without you guys i'm still Vanessa.
No point.
I talked to Haoxiang.
I leartn about many things.
i didn't know you were so a person.
That makes me hate you more.

I live my life very happily now.
with no regrets
If i'm going to die tomorrow.
I'll die happyily.
kay, i don't know why i'm talking in such a way
but at least i live my life without regrets
cause i'm with you.
and i've got true friends

Congratulations, Ronald.

I sprained my ankle once again.
Ha, i've got no more when it's going to heal

I don't know how i'm going to survive through the actual day
Falcons won both match against Kites and Eagles for floorball
which advanced us to the finals.hOOORAY
Caslin, I'll be there for the match. Don't worry though.
There's volleyball too .

I got Daphne to accompany me to the physican at Potong pasir and
she couldn't stand me hence her piggyback me!:)
after that, stubborn of me not to go straight home
and went over to kovan's pool to find Ronald and others

Shopping day out yesterday
my initial plan was to get myself that guess wallet
but i guess next time.
I managed to survive through shopping with my sprained ankle.
I've sat in a sports car, finally.
considering it cool but i can't take the pressure in it

I felt accomplished,
I only spent my money on food today.
nothing materialistic though.
:)

I'm back from House practice
I can feel the heat underneath my skin and the sore muscle aching.
Just merely a few hours of Volleyball and i'm here like a stiff person.
Damn, but seriously very fun to hang out with my team mates

GOLD GOLD GOLD!(:

I've got tedious and hectic day tomorrow.
Damn, for sure i'll be tired out

Pray hard, Efforts pay off

She feels hurt deep down inside

I've got puffy swollen eyes.
Due to the insufficient sleep that i had the past two days.
I laze and idle around for the past 2 days.
Did nothing constructive at all.

Mum said i wore like a gangster yesterday
My dresscode was black
Black= Gangster?NOno.

nothing interesting happened in life today
i fair badly for SE
I need retail therapy with my girls.
Which will be on Saturday
plus there is GSS going on
i'm gonna splurge
but on second thought, i don't want to
I just need my wallet.
Which i need to change, cause my dear mickey bite it

/Damn.
I miss you

I just realised , i'll go crazy if i remain home the whole day
Everyone seemed to be pack with their plans.
Ronald with his course
Dap with her mum

Exams ended yesterday, yes finally.
have been stressing myself out for these exams.
which doesn't count in O levels
i can't imagine what will happen for the revision of o levels.
Yea i'm just stressing myself out for nothing.
while the others took the exam like a piece of cake to them

Caught The Uninvited yesterday. plot wasn't really that good.
Going to catch Drag me to hell after watching the movie trailer yesterday
Dinner at the same old place followed by pool
the guys found a new source of entertainment
Dap and me just played angle with pool

I've got no programme lied up for me.
I'm feeling very bored and coop up at home
nobody is free to accompany me
I miss my ronald.

Cherie and Me when i was Semi-drunk

4 papers down.
5 papers more to go

I'm going to conquer Physics paper tomorrow!
It's fun playing mind and conscious test with Ronald.
Ah damn!

My saturday and sunday are gone ...

I can hardly breath now.
Exams are on tight schedule.
2 papers down, many more to go.

Stupid idiot social Studies making me go crazy ,
i'm going bonkers. For the first time, i hate social studies
hate the teacher who teaches us, hate everything!
Terrorism And Globalisation.
Just two main points which freaking took up 82 pages of the textbook.

I went to school for self study with friends.
I cannot study in a noisy environment
Totally nothing went inside my head, after trememdous times of reading
I did maths eventually.
now i know, I need to study in a quiet place
like a library

Spent my mother's day with Ronald last night
Went to hub for Lunch At mos before heading to Bishan's library
I tell you , I love that place
That will be my hideout place to study for my examinations.


I WANT TO ACE ALL MY SUBJECTS
"Chiong towards Friday. " Tkp.

MAOSHENG'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION @ ALEX'S


Like i said i was a perfectionist, everything kind of went well (:
Met up earlier with Ronald at Rivervale mall to get food for steamboat.
HAHA, If there are more of this I'll soon be a potential housewife to be =D
Got help from Alex and Tobin and went over to Alex's straight away.
and Yea, so nice of the guys to leave everything to us.
Got everything done, and Maosheng came in time .

Started everything soon right away. but some damn problematic matters
just can't be avoidable. I hate people interfering into my life.
not giving me any freedom, My friends should know. Damnyou.
kinda got it resolve after negotiating. Spoils my mood for a little while.
thanks Ronald. (:

Maosheng's been calling me POS . ( Piece of shit )
MS LOOK HERE, You're the JACK OF POS.

Had the cake session, and we didn't manage to fool Maosheng.
Cause he saw those sparks coming out of those relighting candles. HAHA

Some left early.
Leaving Cherie and I chatting in the playground
while the guys were having fun in the pool ,

I blabbered everything to Cherie.
I've got no idea what i did it, i kinda felt relieved after everything's out
my heart felt lighter.

Ronald got me home.
I didn't know what i mumbled to him
i knew i was skipping my way through
i felt lazy for a moment to walk
he almost had to carry me to the bus stop

HA. Dramatic back to the home journey

It's been long since i enjoyed my life in such a manner

Lunched @ Billy Bomber's With Ronald @ Cathay before
heading to our movie, Transformer, Which he skipped his tuition for.
So in between, i was kinda afraid that he wouldn't return home
after he sent me home , cause there's a surprise for his
adv birthday D:

So as planned he returned home and i rushed cab to his house.
All of it got planned well tgether with our clique.
Ronald reached home and we surprised him with a bday cake and
song with all his friend hiding beside the two doors.

He got stunned. D:
Passed him his present, And headed to dinner.
Back to his house to slack til 1130pm.

D: Blogger can't post photo.
I don't want to use photobucket. cause the size is too big
photo's up @ facebook(:

For a moment i felt that i'm a perfectionist
i want everything to go well
especially tomorrow
i don't want my efforts to go down the drain

Ronald's back!:)

I've got the sudden urge to skip school tomorrow
but there are important lessons. damnit!


Ronald is sick. Two days MC, NO!!!
I don' get to see him for two damn days.
i know it's just two days, but you won't know.
Boyfriend, Get well soon!:)

I've been stressing myself out due to examinations!
I don't want to go to that costly kuku scan.

For a moment, i felt i was like a dumb fool being cheated by you .
Don't presume what you assume


The moment i stepped into school, Alex came shouting 'VANESSA GO HOME GO HOME
NO LESSON' Damn, I sacrifice my sleep and come for chemistry lessons
and this is what i got. Had breakfast with usual bunch and went home for my sleep

Met up with Phoebe at bishan to get my spectacles , lunch and everything that we need to do done. damn, even after adjusting my spectacles, i felt damn uncomfortable compared to before. OH GOODNESS. HOW AM I GONNA SURVIVE. So i managed to survive
without my spectacles. Ask Phoebe, what kuku stuffs i did! HAHA
went into BHG, and saw that Guess wallet again. I talked to that wallet telling
it to wait for me, AND THAT KUKU PHOEBE LAUGHED AT ME. since it has 20 % off now.
But i realised i'm kind of financially unstable. damn!
we went over to library to get books, and for that swine flu matter
the library actually needs to scan your IC before you enter it
i got myself two adrain mole books borrowed. Even though it's exam period.

Maosheng's adv birthday celebration at pasir ris park
met up with Tkp yesterday before heading over to Park
Alex couldn't make it.
Mao and I really had fun torturing and fooling Ronald and Jiaqing!:DD
Reached park close to 730pm, ride bike and jiaqing played stunt and
fell twice which kind of made it the joke of the day,
Had our dinner at JuzEat where we waited for almost one bloody hour for the food
to arrive. damn public holidays. Played True or Dare in between
Jiaqing had to gobble down 5 green chilli. HAHA, his face totally turned red
After dinner, Playground was the next stop.
Jiaqing came asking for suggestions, well, Jiaqing,It's your thought tht counts
you can never imagine how much fun we had.
And yea ! i'm that UDSOB HAMSTER !
Slacked till 11 plus until we were afraid that we miss the last bus
then we rushed to the 403 bus stop. took 89 back to hougang
and for that moment i knew that all last bus left.
walked over to the other bus stop, and for that instance.
I LOVE the bus 325~ that was the damn last bus that i could take home together
with ronald! I HAD FUN TODAY ~:)MORE BIRTHDAY:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD