My LiFe

after knowing how easily is to access to ma blog...i guess i should only write my daily stuf... ^^

well... i fell sick...and i bought a notebook to drote down my interesting journey of life ^^ im gonna combine all puzzle and find the real answers this time! i wont give up... coz...私の使命

i almost forgot why i was born!!! ish! now tat i rmb thanks to roxanne tat triggerred me... i hope... im still in the right path ><

next will be tat i finally bought the shana anime to watch XDDDDDDDDD im waiting for zombie loan bought by kah lee ^^ kahlee... thanks... u let me through the deeper side of u~ ^^ gambatte!

today is a special day for me... when i dunwan anyone to read this or if u can xDDD try it XD coz i wanna test my future self on this ^^

私は心の中で誰かを持っている, 一部の人々が知っているかもしれない, いくつかは... しかし、それは私の心の中にある同一人物ですか？ seriously...when i type mind-it turn out to be heart -.- okie...

しかし...それは大丈夫です...それはだから...私はあなたを好きなら、私は本当にいけない知っている 苦し, 苦しよ...誰が私を助けて！


なぜあなたはそんなに気にする？あなたは私の最初の鎖を断ち切る！
4つ以上残って、それを保つために願っています ... あなたが違反した場合の3つ...
そして... イムが失わ


絶対守る...
私は信じている...
あなたは私に貴重されていること...

ニコル...永々... 私の希望

だって...わかる...アナタの和の琴愛してる

日、私は最終的には再びあなたに会うまで、私はすべての事柄に耐えられることを私の希望 ^^

私が知っている...誰かを愛することは容易ではない... hahaahha im awesome! ^^ however info is soooo kelam kabut... if i hav time then i shall write a nicer one ^^

its been awhile since i update my blog and i feel its miserable... theres sooooo many tat is going on, wats fun and not is all happening right infront of me everyday every minute! how can I just drote down everything and catch up? how can I write everyday and let the old me to read? [If im lucky and could get old tat is XD]

its sooo sad tat i came back looking at my last post is for ASSIGNMENT purposes!!!! T.T i relli wanna cry, where had my passion and exthusiasm went? will it ever come back? more like... blog... is something tat everyone can see... and do I want people to relli check on me? not really, coz most of it is EMO XD happy time had went through together with our loves ones... so wats left to be told normally would be the sad ones...

nevermind those... lol~ my concerns... is tat these days i had very complicated intuition~ or feelings... frequency... wat does it mean? i often hear frequency in my own room... this time is left ear wor... is it tat inside me theres tooo much electrons to be discharge? and tat these electrons actually had outer source connection and cause my left ear to be deaf for a moment? if not then wat? hopefully not tat im sick~ >< if not then... its on the spiritual sense? haiz.... i dun even know wat im saying!

oh well.... staying at my popo house without going bac for weeks has relli changed my lifestyle ... not alot but still.... i have been feeling sienz alot.... and bored and thinking alot!!!! U_ U i dun like thinking because overwhelming my head with info will corrupt my brain esspecially at night! i cant sleep T.T sad la!!!! tak nak!!!

and then.... i wanna say tat i took up a few of my frens' fortune and check them out... it seems tat its normal... since its all phases tat everyone needs to undergo... whether its happy or not. oh well... i guess its like wat in the BTMI [or wat is it called again?] said tat i will sacrifice for wat i wanna achieve for the future~ true... hahah eventhough it semi applied on this last statement only...

to my friends! i wish for the best in you! I wish for the happiest day in ur life!
to my family! i wish for the best for you too! I wish i could do more to make you understand how i really appreciate you!
to the special you! i wish you for the best indeed! I wish i could do something to make you feeel even the slightiest bit of happiness ^^
missing all of u... pray for the best for all of you... be happy~ always be the happiest!

"to be a clown and make ppl happy = suppose to be done, to make ppl feel sad=sin" somehow heard from a radio station AIFM la~

lastly... just to shout to you!!!! 私傾くは今会えて待つ