ROAD OF LIFE

Sunday, November 18, 2007

@ 4:55 PM

我的世界
Thursday, November 15, 2007

我的世界是黑白的,

没有太阳，没有星星，

没有彩虹，没有颜色，

没有希望，没有乐趣，

当你知道人生再也没有意义，

你会快乐吗?

2 papers down - maths and economics.

seriously speaking both papers are quite hard. i dont really know what i can get for my examinations. maybe i can quit school next semester. hahah.

maths difficulty level : 4.9/5
economics difficulty level : 3 /5

by the way, i am thinking of designing shoes and cap and other stuffs(give me ideas). anyone know of any cheap white canvas shoe or cap with white front, please let me know. Arigato Gozaimasu!

@ 2:46 PM

HAPPY DEEPAVALI
Thursday, November 08, 2007

its the festival of light.. but i cant really see any "light"..

sian.. its getting real close to exams that i am starting to freak out. i went back on wednesday night and going back to school tomorrow afternoon. time really flies. i miss my family very much. i can talk cock with my parents and siblings and have lots of fun. oh man...

the shoes that i have drawn are damn nice lah. i just kept looking at it as if its some treasure. hahah. i just cant take my eyes off it. i have been getting positive comments on it too. it seems like a lot of people notice my shoes. i will draw more when i am more free during the holidays. =D

i woke up this morning and felt a little hungry so i fried some fried rice. amazingly, it tasted so nice!!! its an 爱心 fried rice for my family and i. not bad considered i seldom cook. =D

DAMN NICE!!! you must be lucky if you get to have 1 plate of "vince's fried rice".. OISHI~~

@ 10:44 PM

YOURS TRULY
Tuesday, November 06, 2007

its damn close to examinations.. i must pray damn hard.. please let me score.. please..

this is something i did today which i am quite proud about.

this is an ordinary white shoe that cost me 10 bucks. i bought a pair of black shoe laces and tied a checked lacing to make them look nicer.

i bought a gold permanent marker and drew my design on the shoe. =P

hahah.. damn nice right?

all the best to the people taking exams.. i will pray for you all =P

@ 4:22 PM

1 MORE WEEK
Saturday, November 03, 2007

thank god~ its weekend again!!! i missed my parents and my family...

oh great~ its 1 more week closer to exams. on the other hand, its 1 more week closer to the holidays. so why not think positively. i have been quite busy in school to the extent that i have not started my revision yet. i dont know whether i can do well. but i will try my best. anyway, like what adam koo mentioned during his speech, we must have a goal, therefore my goal is to "pwn my modules and ask them to go fly their own kites". muhahah.

whats so interesting?

elmo doing a "smack that"

its great to have the "janus 9" around. we have lots of fun, laughter and not forgetting the crazy things we have done. its definitely the craziest things i have done in my life. i enjoyed their company very much. but there is something i noticed about myself that i dont know whether i should mentioned it. i dont know why i just cant "connect" to the "j9" nowadays. they seemed to have so much fun and i just felt so lost. i felt damn lost in the group. i hoped to join in the fun, but i dont know.. i just felt like i am alone. i can just leave the group without them noticing. i can just join in the group without them noticing too. sometimes, i just cant find a common topic to talk about. this is so unlike me. i dont know what had happened to me. and i just dont know. maybe i am thinking too much. this feeling sucks!! i hate myself for being so lost...

--holiday--
1. KL Trip 30 Nov - 3 Dec (shopping spree)
2. Play badminton like mad (train to represent hall)
3. Sleep 6 hours a day (damn lack of sleep)
4. Go to the gym (damn long never go)
5. Dieting plan (<=70kg)
6. Enjoy myself to the MAX!!! all the best to the "J9" for the upcoming exams...

--Gaara--

--Ichigo--

@ 2:55 AM

BENOX
Wednesday, October 24, 2007

what is a benox?

benox is defined as a warmer which you can power it through the usb and keep your beverage in the cup warm.

lol. thanks guys for the present although its abit late. but still its the thought that counts. ohoh~ janus rules. especially the crazy few that i normally hang out with.

i think i cant stand it anymore. the stress is really killing me slowly. its like a poison slowly reducing my life and before i know it, i am already lying in hospital. how good is it that i dont have to grow up. i always envy those babies who dont need to study and able to sleep all they want to. they dont have any stress. they are never deprived of love, care and concern.

i am really tired.. seriously.. physically... and mentally...

its so hard to continue this journey...

@ 12:07 AM

STRESS OUT
Tuesday, October 23, 2007

look at the time now. its 0500am!!!

i am still studying, although i have to wake up on 0830am for lecture tomorrow. i have been sleeping for less than 3 hours everyday since i even dont remember when is it. i have been in alot of stress and alot of thoughts are in my mind every now and then. alot of things other than studies. headaches are killing me...

once i feel sleepy, i will go to bath to wake myself up to continue to study. i am damn lag to the extend i am not studying. i am in fact trying to catch up. i have been bathing at least 10 times a day. clean? stupid? whatever!!!

i dont care!!! argh!!! i hate myself... the ultimate loser...

@ 5:00 AM

ONLY HUMAN
Friday, October 19, 2007

K - Only Human

Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru toiu yo

Kanashimi no mukou kishi ni
Hohoemi ga aru to iu yo
Tadori tsuku sono saki ni wa
Nani ga bokura wo matteru?

Nigeru tame ja naku yume ou tame ni
Tabi ni deta hazusa tooi natsu no ano hi

Ashita sae mieta nara tame iki mo nai kedo
Nagare ni sakarau fune no you ni
Ima wa mae he susume

Kurushimi no tsukita basho ni
Shiawase ga matsu toiu yo
Boku wa mada sagashite iru
Kisetsu hazure no himawari

Kobushi nigirishime asahi wo mateba
Akai tsume ato ni namida kirari ochiru

Kodoku ni mo nareta nara
Tsuki akari tayori ni
Hane naki tsubasa de tobi tatou
Motto mae he susume

Amagumo ga kireta nara
Nureta michi kagayaku
Yami dake ga oshiete kureru
Tsuyoi tsuyoi hikari
Tsuyoku mae he susume

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On the opposite coast of sadness
Is something called a smile

On the opposite coast of sadness
is something called a smile
But before we can go there,
is there something we’re waiting for?

In order to chase our dreams, we can’t have a reason to run away
We’ve got to go, to that far away summer’s day

If we find it tomorrow, we can’t sigh
Because like a boat that opposes the stream
we have to walk straight on

In a place worn down by sadness
something called a miracle, is waiting
Yet we are still searching
for the sunflower that grows at the end of spring

The warrior who awaits the morning light
before he can clasp it with red nails, his tears glitter and fall

Even if we’ve grown used to loneliness
only relying on the light of the moon
We have to fly away with featherless wing
just go foward, just a little further

As the rainclouds break
the wet streets sparkling
Although it brings only darkness
A powerful, powerful light
helps push us to walk on

@ 2:40 PM

DARK WORLD
Friday, October 12, 2007

the sky is black.. no sun.. no moon.. no stars.. just me in this dark and empty world..

its so good that the weekend is here. i have been mugging hard for the maths test today since monday to the extent that i dont get enough sleep every day. i have been lagging behind and i did all the mugging just to catch up. i dont know whether i can survive in this competitive world. i hate this world. i am having headaches everyday and i dont feel so good. sian..

if you have noticed, my posts have been getting shorter ever since i entered the university and it will be short from now on because i hardly have the time to post as frequent as in the past. sian..

its just me myself and me. how good is it if i wasnt in the world? i just wanna find a quiet place, no people, nothing, and just die there..

@ 11:57 PM

HEAD-ACHE

i can feel it. the stress.. i am just getting headaches everyday and every now and then.
i am getting karoshi.
i am damn busy.
i am rushing tutorials.
i am lagging behind.
i dont understand a thing.
i hate school.
i hate stress.
i hate engineering.
i hate exams.
i hate tutorial.
and lastly..
i hate vincent.

@ 1:37 AM