I AM A VICTIM OF CNY GOODIES
Monday, February 26, 2007
猪年行大运...
cny 07 was great. and personally, i enjoyed the new year atmosphere very much. listening to new year songs, eating all the new year goodies and also talking to all the relatives that we seldom get to see very often.
hahah.. after losing like about 20kg, i was like the center of attraction this year. everyone was like mentioning that i lost alot of weight and asking me on how to do it. the feeling was great.
there were lots of cny goodies that i ate during the new year. "ba gua", spring rolls, "love letters", cashew nuts and etc. damn. i think i gained quite some weight after the new year. haiz.. i guessed that i must start my dieting soon. i cant imagine going back to the "me" 3 months ago.
later guys...
dieting : aim -10kg
Tiger (Average)
Luck Cycle
In general, this year marks the ideal period to get married; you need to achieve a breakthrough against your self-inflicted obstacles, in winning what you want for yourself. Career wise, unprecedented assistance by benefactor would see it sailing smooth; however owing to the sudden turn of events in your favour that leave you undecided, opportunity for leap promotion would be lost. Take things as per normal and you will get to see a harvest of surprises.
@ 3:10 PM
ITS VDAY AGAIN
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
vday isnt a special day for me...
tomorrow is vday. no date. nothing. just me and jh going to the job agency to get our forms filled up. 2 lonely guys spending our lonely vday together. how romantic?
every time of this day, i would wish that i have a valentine to spend my time with. to spend my money for. to shower my care and love. but this wish has never come true. hope that i can find my miss right soon.
as i always says "loneliness kills".
@ 9:39 PM
EAT TILL YOU DROP
yesterday was a very tiring day...
yesterday was g3 branch's cohesion day at tampines safra. its been awhile since i last seen the guys. yeah. lots of mixed feelings. it seemed that the good old days are gone. relationships are abit different now from what i feel. i felt that we are less closer to each other and less common topics to talk about. really miss the good old days...
i ate quite alot for lunch as its a buffet lunch. from sushi to chinese cuisine. i was very full after lunch. omg. then it was bowling time. bowling after lunch wasnt a good idea. in addition, we had to play 3 games each. wth. the first game was alright. and it became worst during the second and the third. i got my nails "eaten" up, a few injuries to my fingers. haiz... jh was damn pro. strike, strike, spare, spare. woohoo~ his worst was like a 0/9. wth. compared to my lousy score is like heaven and hell.
i went bugis again with jh, chris and kelvin. i bought a pair of bermudas for 19 bucks. it is worth my 19 bucks. i like it alot. theres a lot of nice clothes, but the problem is that i dont have money. jh and i are human fountains and were sweating like mad. after shopping for awhile, we decided to eat dinner at billy bombers which "bombed" a hole in my wallet. hahah. the food is actually nice. and i was like going to explode after dinner. =X
we went to the arcade to burn some calories after dinner. we played "world combat" and jh survived the longest while i died quite early as only a private. thats what will happen if you send a pes e clerk to war. hahah.
@ 4:48 PM
DECISION MAKING
Monday, February 12, 2007
everyday is all about decision making...
i went to chinatown with kj today(12 feb) to buy some cny clothes. i didnt know chinatown can be so crowded until i saw the crowd. wth. soooooooooooooo many people is an understatement. hahah. by the way, we tried to walk to bugis from chinatown. initially, i was quite confident with my directions(plus his). but after 2hrs of shopping around and walking, we seem like still in chinatown. making all the wrong decisions to turn here and there. wth. then, we decided to take the train to bugis. looking at the map in the mrt station, we found out we walked about 2-3 rounds of chinatown. it was damn tiring.
we met dm at the station, so we went bugis together. bugis was worst at the bugis street. lots and lots and lots of people. theres alot of nice clothes. together with the cheap prices, all the clothes are very attractive and they seems to be telling me to buy them all. BUT due to limited spending power(no job), i decided to look around and make decisions when i get home. kj bought a pair of bermudas at 25 bucks and found out that further down the street, they sell a few nicer ones at a cheaper price. lol. wrong decision. kj kept complaining about the wrong decision.
i was talking to tm, and i can roughly guess he was angry. he was talking to me about his "bu shuang-ness" when i rejected his offer to the movies with hj. i understand his reason for his "bu shuang-ness". but i have already promised kj on this bugis "trip". i promised kj like a week ago and i knew their movies only like a few days ago. although, i tried to squeeze the movies into the bugis "trip". but its too tight already. no choice gonna tell him i cant go.
sometimes in life we gonna make alot of decisions. or can i say that every minute, we got to make decisions. whether i am going to sleep now or finish my blog before i sleep. or should i have a drink now or not. all kinds of decisions. there is not always a win-win situation. sometimes, we just got to choose the best choice of all the options. haiz... i promised kj at first so go bugis lo... cannot make empty promises what~
and for me, i often dont give people a definite decision if you know me well. i always like to say "see how lor", "kan xian". because i feel that its better if i agreed only i am sure that i can make it. if i cant i will say that i cant. i dont wanna agreed upon something and backed out at the last minute. it will be much worst.
there was once ltc andrew talked to me in his car about what course i am studying in the university. i told him engineering. he then mentioned about my dream of studying medicines. i told him that dream is a dream and reality is reality, so sometimes in life a dream can only be a dream, it can never becomes reality. in addition, i told him that my results arent good enough to get into medicines, so i chose the course that my results can get me into. he agreed but he told me this which i can still remember till now,"everyday we make decisions. although sometimes the decision you made might not be a good one, but its the BEST that you chose at that point of time."
yeah, very true. before we make any decision, we will think before we decide. we dont just decide without thinking, so i guess we are making the BEST decisions everytime when we got to.
sometimes, when i got alot of work to do, i do hate being ltc andrew's personal assistant. comparing my workload to others, always asking why am i working while others are having fun? but sometimes, i do learn alot of things from him. he taught me alot especially about the philosophies in life when talking to him.
"so did you make the correct decisions today?"
@ 1:28 AM
