VivaYoU's ~ Imagination knows No Boundaries

Is there someone out there who could replace his place? Is there someone out there who is willing to heal with me? Is there someone out there who is willing to bear with me? That’s all I need to know. I’m tired of blowing off good catches, amazing beings and what not,. Life is a forsaken fruit. Is there anyone out there who is willing to take a bit of this forsaken fruit? Yes, we could create havoc in mankind when you do, but is  it really worth it? It’s for you to find out and for me to know. So what say you? Bear with me for a while?

“An American way of making a promise” ! Thanks Matt,. those memories came sinking in! 🙂

Take my hand
Tell me what you are feeling
Understand
This is just the beginning
Although I have to go
It makes me feel like crying
I don’t know when I’ll see you again

Darling leave a light on for me
I’ll be there before you close the door
To give you all the love that you need
Darling leave a light on for me
Cause when the world takes me away
You are still the air that I breathe
I can’t explain, I don’t know
Just how far I have to go
But darling I’ll keep the key
Just leave a light on for me

Yes I know
What I’m asking is crazy
You could go
Just get tired of waiting
But if I lose your love
Torn out by my desire
That would be the one regret of my life

Darling levae a light on for me
I’ll be there before you close the door
To give you all the love that you need
Darling leave a light on for me
Cause when the world takes me away
You are still the air that I breathe
I can’t explain, I don’t know
Just how far I have to go
But darling I’ll keep the key
You just leave a light on for me

Just like a spark lights up the dark
Baby that’s your heart
Baby that’s your heart
Baby that’s your heart

Darling leave a light on for me
I’ll be there before you close the door
To give you all the love that you need
Darling leave a light on for me
Cause when the world takes me away
You are still the air that I breathe

Darling leave a light on for me
I’ll be there before you close the door
I’ll be all the love that you need
Darling leave a light on for me
Cause when the world takes me away
You are still the air that I breathe

I love the after rain moments. As I was standing in my kitchen overlooking the immaculate green grass, embracing the temperament weather has never felt so satisfying. I was suddenly overwhelmed with thought of calmness. Life is really like a box of chocolates.

At this point in life, I feel lost. I had lost set on my goals, my vision, my dream. I realize that informing everyone about me wanting to  become a housewife lately is just a sarcastic mechanism to overthrow my internal brain system. A pillar of support. A backbone behind my thoughts. I guess these are what I really need is a motivator who could inspire me and make me feel like I could conquer the world once more because I know that deep down inside, there’s a feisty one who craves for more.

A good metaphor is as follows: “If mixture of sunny warm and after rain weather were to happen in Malaysia, I know I’ll be graceful once again.” :>  Read the rest of this entry »

I get lost, in your eyes
And I feel my spirits rise
And soar like the wind
Is it love that I am in?
I get weak in a glance
Isn’t this what’s called romance?
And that’s what I know
Cause when I’m lost
I can’t let go

(Chorus)
I don’t mind
Not knowing what I’m headed for
You can take me to the skies
It’s like being lost in heaven
When (and) I’m lost in your eyes

I just felt
Don’t know why
Something is there
We can’t deny
Ooh, when I first knew
Was when I first looked at you
And if I
Can’t find my way
If salvation
Seems miles away
Oh, I’ll be found
When I’m lost in your eyes

(Repeat Chorus)

I get weak in a glance
Isn’t this what’s called romance
Oh, I’ll be found
When I am lost
In your eyes.

I wish that people would stop asking me “why am I single” or “What happened to you and such”?

Yes I am a little fragile when it comes to trusting someone with my heart these days, but I am normal in so many ways. Would it bother you if I am more towards the unique side where I see flowers blooming and birds chipping in this lalaland and not so much of a cruel world out there? Last I had been was a bad breakup, a sudden one, one which we’d both tried to salvage the relationship at different time during our final year living together. It’s timing and timing is everything! So, maybe we weren’t faithed together, we don’t belong. Nevertheless, I am not going to say that my ex is an asshole, etc. He’s a little possessive but he is very much a great guy. Yes, he did mentioned that “IF WE DID NOT BREAK UP I WOULD HAVE ASK YOU TO MARRY ME”. I had picked the ripest fruit and still have the seed. Maybe that’s why I am still single because I find it hard to find something better. All in all, if you can’t date me, it’s your loss. If curiosity is killing your mind, ask me in a polite manner. If you don’t believe I am single, well I AM SINGLE and I don’t find anything wrong with it except the occasional loneliness and not so much of a constant graph of emotional support and TLC. 

I feel that it’s better for me to wait for at least a guy whom I can trust once more, or stay single.

p/s: And those of you out there who’d always wonder was it because I cheated on my ex, hence us breaking up. The answer is NO, I did not cheat on my ex and I would not cheat on any of my boyfriends because of a simple reason, I have principles in life and one of it states as such, “Thou shall not cheat on thou’s boyfriend. Complete one relationship prior to another”

The drawn fine line between reality and fantasy. Here we are talking about our future, our plans to revive what has been lost once upon a time.It’s funny at times thinking about it. Here you are conveying your messages only words are as empty as they were before. “I miss you” was music to the ears, remedy to the soul but these are all familiar, like a deja vu in my life. I had been there once before and I’ve learnt a great deal. What have we today is what our life had before us. I’m glad that in some ways we will be crossing paths once more. The dream that once upon a time had long subsided, hopefully will be kept as sacred as a dream. Reality is that we can never go back where we were. Maybe it is the way how faith reveals its twisted ways. I can’t believe I’ll be seeing you next year. Of everyone, last I would expect is hearing from you. We’ve grown so much since we first met. Yet, reality is that I’m not the same girl you met once upon a time. But I’m pretty sure of one thing, we’ll be friends for life and always &&  will have the close bond, DJ 🙂

A killer view. A glass fully loaded with vitamin C. A can smeared by enticing aroma of the sea! Here I am jotting about my life, overlooking the gorgeous private bay of an island once cursed by a princess, Langkawi. Private yachts feeding the hunger of my eyes, as the sun rises revealing the turquoise sea bed. I have been very fortunate in life. The opportunity to appreciate nature’s  very best beauty collaborated with the services from world 75’s most luxury hotels without paying a dime makes me speechless. The breathtaking view is heart robbing!  The only thing that’s missing, is a man, my man to savor the beautiful surrounding with. This brings back memories, memories on the YTL trips that I’d used to make. Maybe it’s time to make new ones. Maybe it’s time to just savor these gratifying moments in solitary mood 🙂