Another drawing!

Done in 30/12/2009

Had a class gathering with my form 5 class 5S1 today at Sunway
They all say I became "womanly"
=.=
o.O
~A~

WOMANLY!!!!
not a word i would wanna associate myself with
haha! but still not bad la...means I got 美到 lorh~
though miss my tomboy days.... XP

not many classmates attended the event...
but still good...better than none...
and they all did not change much! I still can recognise la....haha

Chat quite a lot....though I felt a weeee bit left out...
coz I have no idea what they are talking about...all academic stuff
Suddenly realised I have a very limited knowledge about the high edu these days...
The courses, papers, and the colleges/universities....all seem to be strangers for me
Guess I'm too stuck in my artsy life ever since I'm enrolled into The One...
So they all ask why am I so quiet....
Sorry larh~ I can't seem to fit inside the topics...T.T

Bit down lately....feel so insecure
Maybe because he had to start his new college life dy...
Scared we can't meet up as much as we wanted to
And scared other people might steal him away *cries*
*I know I worried too much....*
But I know these emotional feelings will go away by itself
And I have confidence in us!

forgot whether Mei Ting or Shern Leng asked about this:
"If you have to choose between "conditions" and "feelings" when picking your partner, which would you choose?"
I would say feelings...though conditions are still a must...but it's a minor prob...as long as he doesn't smoke, drug, gamble, two-timing...
Shern Leng said her mom said picking on feelings is very stupid....
Maybe I'm blinded....maybe I really am stupid....
But I still have my own thinking that life does not revolve around money and material...thus feelings is what I choose
I like that feeling that is there but is not there....the feeling that digs a hole in your heart that you can never fill it by urself...the feeling that pulls you in and makes you wonder why the heck are you so attracted to him/her....
I like and love all these....more than cash or anything..
Maybe I really am stupid....hahaha....

2009 is ending
and I feel happy and sad at the same time
Happy because I will turn 20, meaning more freedom for me!
Sad because I will turn 20, meaning I will be called AUNTIE!!! <--- *head-desking*

It's study break now, will be starting class again next year
A lot had happened among my friends and family
Wish those who encountered sadness can heal up and regain strength in the future
For those who gained something that is valuable and worth to be happy about,
BE HAPPY in the future!

Although most would end this post with a "Happy New Year!", I don't feel like doing so
For me, 1st day of 2010 is just another day past in life...
Would you feel extremely excited when you count down and stepped into the new year?
Is there any dramatic difference in you when you finally reached that very day?
To me...no....as I know....time is just an ILLUSION

and it's not fun to grow old too lor!

So old d still so mean!
Watch too much HK drama meh?
=.= Hate you so much sometimes...
But I should not hate people....must forgive you...
Damn it....

Disappointment disappoints...

Sometimes when you are alone with just songs, you will find beauty and romance much more evidently...

Especially when you taste the lyrics slowly...

I need money.

SEMESTER BREAK!!!!
Can finally rest...
But gotta do work...T.T
nvm....for the $$$$!!!!!!!

WEEE~~~!!!
I'm HYPER!!!!!!!
and the stupid sister named Chong Eva beside me is HYPER too!!!
she can't stop disturbing me....stupid head...

Whatever...dun care about her...

Stress makes me tired
Stress makes me lose my health
Stress keeps me hungry for food
Stress put weights in my eyebags
Stress makes me wanna kill someone
Stress make me wanna burn down THE building
Stress makes me wanna grabs SOMEONE's neck and frantically shake the head back and forth back and forth and back and forth!!!!!
Stress makes my sister touchy, and I feel like slapping her...
Stress makes us laugh like maniacs now while writing this post
Stress makes my sister talk hentai
Stress reminds her of her yaoi fanfic/doujin "indulgence" days
Stress reminds me of that too...
Stress stops me from stopping my fingers from not stopping
Stress makes me dunno what I'm talking about
Stress transforms me into zombie
Stress transforms me from zombie into SUPERZOMBIE
Stress triggers my logorrhea(or how the heck you spell that)
Stress makes me forget what I did in the past minute
Stress should be voiced out but SOMEONE thinks we are whining
Stress affects my typing skills
Stress kept making me do typo errors

Stress locked away my games
Stress locked away my social life
Stress locked away my freedom
Stress locked away my inspirations
Stress locked away my time

STRESS MAKE ME HYPER!!!!!
oh yeah...stress is FUN!!!

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO long din update d....
depressed..
stressed..
disconnected from real life..

WHY?

TOA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The birthday cake my parents bought

Pui Funn, Euson and Yik Ru bought these cute little round round cakes for us

Presents from my dad

The Dark Knight artbook of sketches and scriptwriting given by Curry

Chee Meng gave me this cool shirt, gave the same to my dar too...hehe!

Last but not least, the birthday card given by my darling which gives me the warmest feeling ever!

Really???!!!
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I regret...
I regretted why I did not appreciate MJ's songs more when he's alive...
I remembered loving his songs and MVs when I was very young
When I grew up, I slowly forgot about them and him...
At one point I even disliked him...
T.T
Now I regret....

R.I.P....

I changed my hair!

HAHA!!!! I don't look like me now....

coz cuter d!

kehehehe...

I know I'm vain....

will post up my photos when I can

and scare you with it!

Today, 25th May 2009!

Marks our 2nd anniversary...
I still remember how our 1st day started ^^

Went to celebrate at 23th orh~
coz my stupid timetable stated that I got class from 9-6pm =.=
but 2day, luckily, class ended at 12.30pm since it's the 1st day of class...haha XP

Recap on our "early celebration"

Due to some reason which my mom gave, we can't go Sunway, so we went to the Jusco near my home instead...
But anyway, Sunway or Jusco oso same la....haha

We had Teppanyaki for brunch
Then we went to watch Night at the Museum II...damn funny!
After that bought takoyaki!

Wasabi "shit" XD

And bought a cake to celebrate our 2nd anniversary

just rm3.80!

then we start to pose with the cake for about half an hour!

haha...sweatness.....-.-|||

Happy 2nd anniversary darling!
I love u love u love u lovey dovey u!!!!
>3<

*yawn*
tired leh~
let me sleep here for awhile...

*escaping from reality~ venturing into dreamland*

今天又跟Kee Cynn, Sheau Wei & Shern Leng一起聚会了!

很久没见面咯。。。

在一起“倾解”，让我很想回到中学时代。。。

工作超闷的咯！

sem break 了又要回到我的part time job。。。

sien........

~0(=3=)o

I came back from college and drove into my porch.
And as usual my dog would run out of the house and chase any cats or squirrels he can find.
I close the gate, and my dog came in.
After that saw a man walk to my house

He ask (in Malay) "That dog yours?"
My granma say "ya"
Then he pull up his jeans and show us his bruise on his knee, and say our dog scared him so he fell down from his motorbike.

We were like: what? so u got scared n fell down, now come find us for wat? our dog din bite u oso...

He say wan call police....coz my dog is not registered...
After that, the guy go back find his friends, and come here argue
Say either give medicine or money...

Swt lo...that kind of bruise....wan money?
Our dog din bite you eh....stupid

The guy act pain and sat down and say very pain...

walao...sissy....I got that kind of bruise (even more serious) almost everyday when I was in primary school....You such a big man say pain? =.=

My granma go back take RM20 for him...
He say dowan....too little...

Za dou......

Later on he call his boss come, My granma add RM30 and tell his boss to just accept that money and go...
His boss also dowan too much trouble then tell the sissy guy to accept and go..

The miracle happened....The guy grab the money, stood up and ran back to work...
=.=

I go and check my doggy....His leg was...OMG.....

A part of his flesh disappeared...probably he got knocked by that sissy's motorbike...
If you examine closely....You can see the bones....

THIS IS CALLED SERIOUS!
NOT YOUR STUPID SCRATCH ON YOUR KNEE, SISSY!

I'm not a person who speaks vulgar words frequently...
But for this time...I really can't hold on any longer....

凸凸凸凸凸凸凸凸凸凸凸凸

Hug hug I want...

达达最近很忙吧？

怎么没“上期 ”你的部落格了呢？

一定是忙死了哦!!

Sayang oh... >3<