Bits and pieces of memories

2016 passed by so quickly.
So many memories which felt like just yesterday were actually a year ago.
I'm astonished by how quickly time flew.

So much have happened in the past year and so much has changed.
My first bridesmaid experience, first time experiencing free fall, first time achieving a kayaking cert, first break up and ok I can't remember what else already lol.

In the coming year of 2017, I hope that it will get better for all of my friends and family.
And I ask for an easy year ahead.
Cheers!

Don't know why but this feels like an endless loop.
First, my dad.
Now, me?

Christmas is round the corner again.
Time really flies isn't it.
While I'm supposed to be studying for my mock exams now (which I know that I'm prolly gonna fare pretty badly), I'm thankful for what I have now.
I had more, I had less, that matters but I guess it isn't the most important. What's important, is to be grateful for what I have.
I don't deny that my desire to strive has been decreasing throughout this period, life just seems pretty questionable to me sometimes. Like why do we strive for so much in life, what's it for, etc.

Guess I'm alittle lost with life again, I mean.. I don't really know what am I striving for now. Really. A part of me don't wanna head on the workaholic route, but again, I believe that's cause I have been rendered powerless/control-less for quite a period of time, and hence the complacent or laidback approach in life. But I'll get it back, I have to and I will. Let's just fight on and make the future a better one. Even if it's a meaningless one, HAHA, I'll find my purpose someday again.

Merry Christmas my friends. Wish for you guys to have a warm and joyous christmas. <3>

SYCO 2015 has officially ended for me, working part-time now at IFS Capital, and studying part-time with UOL.
Kinda tired, but this is just the beginning.
Till next time, ciao.

Hi Jas,

If you see this, remember this, stop stressing yourself up with the result, just give it your best shot and accepts what come towards you. Stop worrying. All the best! (Y) <3 p="">

I hate you for bringing reality back into my face. It hurts. So bad.

I am a fighter. I will survive.
I've got back my strength.
I'll help myself if no one will, because only I can help myself.
I'm capable of more than just this. =D