PEIMEI :D

feel like blogging. so i blog then. hahaha
ahh , 4 hours of tuition-ing can really go mad.
physics seemed to be difficult to understand @.@
i want to pass my maths & chemistry tests !
so far, i had english& chinese tests, hmmm ..
i don't know how i did for the both papers, bad? haha

term test coming! just right after chinese new year.
sighs, must really study hard for term test.
what you learn, is what you earn (((: bear this in mind !

oh well, yesterday was my brother's wedding. WEE~
took pictures wit my cousins, zilian-ing. =.=
hmm, i looked so KUKU wit the dress yesterday !
&& i love my cousins ! hehehes, they rocks <33

losing my appetite nowadays. no idea why. ))):
it's a strange illness i've been having since young.
hahaha, i can eat alot at a time, or dont eat for long time.
not feeling very well too, slight fever lah. sad-ed.
it's been raining consecutively, it's freaking cold lah.
and i really can't stand the coldness, sneezing all the time!
Singapore weather is really weird, rain- very cold
sunny- very hot. hahaha. how i wish it snows in Singapore.
it reminds me of KOREA, oh my god. i miss korea can !!
i want go again! though things there are expensive, i enjoy
the cold weather, those theme parks and the nice food !
ahhhhhhhhh ... despo-ing for korea trip (((:


ilove JOELYNN, LIQI & SYUHADA ! <33
we're going to broke soon if we take taxi everyday. HAHA!
schooling buddies (:

ilove my dancemates, juniors & seniors !
they rocks big time ! my big family rocks too (;
love them all ' WE CAN DO IT; YESYES .
many many loves.

imiss WESHARE-CARE. so long never visit. ):
uncle raymond. jiewinnie. korpaul. korsimon. unclejonathan!
finally, beloved JIESHARON! meet up soon kay. (:


the moment i looked at you, i felt so happy.
i felt enlighted by the way you are, you look (:
the way you smile, melts my heart.
truly madly deeply. <33

have you ever notice my existence ?

AiAi wasn't feeling good after school , i don't know why.
i felt so useless . ))): didn't take care of her well.
hope she's feeling fine now. i really wonder what happened.
i guess it's my fault. ))): don't be sad please..

Joelynn, don't worry be Happy. you taught me this !
you must also be like this, you're very cheerful de,
continue to stay cheerful! i support you always ! (((:

thanks for replying, takecare loads please !
recover soon . hehehe ((((:
forgive my stupidity . i know i'm a bigbig fool.

excuse me loh, sitting together doesn't mean we're
TOGETHER loh. i know many people will think i flirt .
cannot be friendly meh, u got opposite sex friends, can't i have?
just concentrate on ur studies lah.
i hope my tone wasn't fierce or attitude. i'm stating the fact! -lols

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVELYN JIEJIE. mwarks-

quite a fine day today, had practice again !
well, i fell again =.= laugh at me , hahaha (((:
i'm so clumsy lah , cause of that costume loh .
the cloth so soft, made me fell when i wanted to came up.
' PONG ' , but of course , i never fell so moron-tic xP
i suppose i stepped on my costume & slipped-
worried that SYF i'll fall down again ! PAISEH loh @.@

maths homework to be hand up tmr ! YEAHS-
i like this subject lah, but have problems wit standard forms.
all right, i'll seek help from my tuition teacher !
i want to pass my maths for sure, no failing this time (((:
although maths drives me crazy, i'm willing to take the challenge.
heh heh , i want to change to become a better person !

sighs, chemistry test tmr , ))): going to study later on .
i MUST pass my chem in order to score well in combine science.
guess i've not much problem wit my physics . 0.o
JIAYOU to myself , i believe i can make it ! I CAN -

hmm , i'm banned from computer is a good idea too .
i can spend more time on sleeping and slacking - lol, joking .
i meant, more time revisons and homework . (((:
which is good lah , train me to be more hardworking .
but i don't think it's possible , hahaha . i'm a SLACKER !
muhahaha . klah , got to go . HOMEWORK ~


i'm so useless , why am i feeling this way .
why must i avoid you when i don't have to ?
you should be the one avoiding not ME ! hurhur -
maybe i'm just to ashame to face you , { thick-skin me }

life's so difficult nowadays , many things just happen like that.
))): please forgive my naive character . i'll change.

hahaha , i've got my contact DONE ! (((:
kinda weird wearing contact to school lah , l-ol .
everybody asking the same question over& over again.

finally found a new skin lah , heeh heeh xPP
just comment whatever your want , i can't change too .
even if i want , have to wait for a very long time lah )):
IM BEING CONTROLLED LIKE A SMALL GIRL !
i hate this kind of feeling , damn shit lah . sicko - @.@

Right , first day of the week . not bad not bad ! hahaha
i have fun during ART lesson , quite interesting . (((:
NaiGin was making a fool =.= , using paint to wipe at our hands.
LAME can , so we had a hard time washing our hands !
wellwell , my art piece was not done perfectly , course 1 period only
NOT ENOUGH loh , i hope every lesson is 2 hours, how great!
but overall quite alright , i love my heart-shaped painting ,
i suppose next lesson is on thursday , 2 HOURS ! looking forward -

i've got homework to do , (((:
i hope there's homework everyday , to keep me occupied !
so i won't be hearing nagging again . xPP jkjk
YESYES ! i shall stay HAPPY always . i must , i must ~

can't online so frequently ! oh my god ))):
serve me right for using the computer for long hours,
but i did my homework and revise loh ! hurhur -
nevermind . just have to tolerate until term test finish .


nowadays , i just can't control my mood lah . @.@
sometimes high like some mentally ill people , or being
an emo kid day dreaming about other stuffs ! ...
i really hope there's some kind of medicine to cure it [:
sighs ; i just don't understand WHY i've changed
into such sickening and stubborn girl . it's like bloody hell can
as i've said before, i may be good at times, but if i'm agitated
over something . i can really flare up my anger on anyone !
i just don't understand my character ! i want t change -


wellwell . i shouldn't elabrate anymore lah . so vexed now !
it's 12.57am now , having my TUITION later ))): 12 more hours to go
luckily tuition homework wasn't very much , managed to finish yst .
schooling was pretty cool this week , nothing much happen .
i've no guts, not even the guts to look and smile at you . ))):
L-OL ; i'm looking forward to MONDAY . hahaha , i pray it don't rain !
winks (;


DETERMINATION ; PERSERVERANCE

Wooh, finally finished wrapping by chinese & english journals.
i had difficulties wrapping, course i'm not good at it ! sad-ed lah -
wellwell, final outcome was pretty good of course. hahaha =X
it's my hardwork afterall , i will take good care of my two journals [:


alahs, now is already 10.06 pm and everything is not done !
oh my goodness - i left my chinese journal and english compre to do.
i've the feeling of not doing my english compre, because i know even if
i start doing, all the answers will be a piece of shit ! hahaha =X
but whatever it is, i will still finish all the leftover HOMEWORK ~
still got to iron my uniform, pack my bag and get ready to go to bed !
i'm sure tomorrow i'll be late , instead of reaching inter at 6.50am, i bet
i'll oversleep and reach at 7am. L-Ol, reach school on time can liao ; xPP


still have not come out with my revision schedule, DIAOS !
i'm so busy with homework& other things, such a mess at home, idiots -
my parents are being so SU-KU & KIA-SU. i shall not elaborate.
hahaha, i'm off to finish up my homework. LALALALALALALALALALALALA ~


tmr photo taking =.="
i suppose i will look very KUKU -

woke up very early today , 7.11am . i'm being unusual today lah ,
no idea why . i prepared everything and went out at 9am .
i took 811 bus to kuanwai's house there , meet uncle raymond and others
for breakfast . then proceed to the little cute boy's house .
went there to help them clean their house , it was a pretty tiring job !
but i enjoyed (((: we were doing funny stuffs , like making a series of story !
it's very funny , L-OL . after that , i went for my tuition . we were 30minutes late ,
cher was kinda pissed off ! hahaha , today's maths was HORRIBLE to me ,
almost could not get my ' maths soul ' back ! ))):
I'M STRUGGLING FOR MATHS ! omg ,
i can't believe why i like maths this year , @.@


at night , went sun plaza with mum & jasmine .
L-OL , couldn't shop for any clothing - sighs !
i really crave for nicenice clothings for Chinese New Year lah . hahaha ,
bought rubber bands and polka dots purse only ! what a waste of my time ,
bleahs xPP . it's quite late now , and i'm still struggling with maths homework .
but now no energy to do anything , and i want to have a
GOODGOOD sleep ! && it's such a good weather ; RAINING ~
having slight flu and sore throat NOW !
please please , i don't want to fall sick lah .
i want to go school , STUDY & PLAY & GOSSIP & EAT & LAUGH & HAVE FUN .
i shall stop crapping lerh lah , got to go sleep . it's been a hard day ! hehs ,


i want to become a better person ,

Happy Birthday to my precious JASMINE <3
&& she's turning fifteen this year, old ler lah . LOL
this saturday is jianyou's birthday , yepyep ..
will buy YOU present for sure ((((: hahahhas .
Jasmine & Jianyou ; hope your enjoy your year ! xP


hmmmm , today was alright for me lah . hahaah ,
during english lesson , i dozed off for a million of times (((:
dont know why too , the lesson was straight away after recess.
and i actually dozed off in the middle of the lesson ,
i tried to force my eyes opened ,but it was not success !
L-O-L , like i took sleeping drugs like that , so tired loh .
but maths lesson was FUN ~ hahaha . mr soh was so hilarious !
omg - he's such a nice teacher (((: i never used to like maths
since secondary school , until now i quite like maths lerh .
quite fun & interesting ! heheeh xPP


it's 12am now , tmr i will doze off in class again =.= "
BYEBYE , nights

i thought of this , when i looked out the window :
humans grow , trees grow , but why the feeling between
you and me just won't grow .


things are always like that , the more you want to
get it , it just wont come to your hand !
sighs , now then i realised that actually there's alot
of things girls dont know about guys and guys
dont know about girls , it's true okay .
just go and figure it out yourself , and you will know
the answer eventually . ((((:

Woah , our school stardate is so cool . (((:
i like every content , those cute stickers . hehehe
lol , yesterday i did something cruel ?
naigin : " shut up lah , ren yao ! "
me : " you then shut up lah , fat pig " xP
i know i very bad to call him fat pig , but who asked
him offended me in the first place .
whatever lah , i won't give a damn anymore !


yesterday CCA BAZZAR was pretty great ;
i love NCC as well as NPCC performance , *claps !
poor us have to wear those costume running around
asking people to join our cca . wasn't bad after all .
BIGBIG CLAPS for sec2 dancers . although we cannot
see them dance , i suppose they dance real well lah (((:
after that , from 430-630 we had dance practice .
as usual , it was a very tough and tiring one ! -sad-ed ))):
then went home at around 650 like that , in the bus ,
laughing like crazy w kuanyi , kuanwai & jasmine ! lol


TODAY , didn't went out , because nobody ask me out ! lol
in the morning went chongpang wit my mother .
came home eat , then on the comp all the way till now ! hahaha
of course , i got do homework de lorh . ;DD
i finished my english journal [ haven deco ] , maths !
still left w chemistry & 3 newspaper article . )))):
i was also doing my maths& physics tuition work , done maths
but struggling with my physics . & i'm MAD about it .
call me a PHYSICS MORON , lol . i have to memorise so many
things . all those units , quantities , blablabla . ))):
i'll ask for help tmr ! hurhur ~



all our dreams can come true if we have the courage to pursue them -

i'm not letting go , i'll wait till you realise my existence -
because i can't forget those beautiful past , that always appeared in my mind -
no matter what , you're still my only one -

school started yesterday . omg !
i can't believe that after 2 years of torturing ,
MR LIM IS OFFICIALLY NOT MY FORM CHER !
and my new form cher is MR HO & co form is MS JUNY .
kinda surprise lah , hope that they're nice chers (((:
duhs ; i like my other subject teachers too xP
[ school rules indicate that we are not suppose to write anything
concerning about the school inside our blog . HAHAHA ]


what can i say about yesterday lehh , simply nothing .
quite satisfied with the teachers teaching us ,
hmm , sec3s kinda tiring loh . lesson ends at 4pm ))):
other school are much more better , relaxing ! -.- "
no choice lah , our school wants us to learn more things ,
in order to score well , do the school proud or smthg . LOL
and just because our lesson ends so late , i cannot rush for
my tuition , so had to change it to every sat and sun ! omg !
and my whole week will be pack like SIAOs . ))): { sighs }


i feel so dumb ! call me a maths & physics moron . lol
tuition about this two topics can really make me go WILD ~
i will spent so much time figuring out the question ; =.= "
i shall say JIAYOU to myself first , { lots of sighs } ))):
tmr is friday , CCA day some more . damn tiring de loh .
then sat & sun tuition , WAA ! give me a rest please !
i had not been sleeping well recently , worrying about lots of
stuffs loh . it's driving my crazy ! arghh .


kw mentioned something i find it funny .
recess , eat . 2 periods of lesson , lunch , eat again .
then go back class take a nap then study again , omg
some day we will become a pig ! HAHAHA .
if i morning before going school eat alot for breakfast ,
then can tahan till lunch , i can save alot of money ! hahaha


aiyah , now also dont want to talk much . ))):
so tired , so many things to go through , AHHHHHHHHHH
tell me i dont belong in this world . lol . how great !
but there's a lot of obstacles to go through in life , no choice .
i believe i can cope well in everything loh . (((:


i'm so stupid . so foolish !
i miss you so much but didn't dare to look at you !
just afriad that you might turn away ))):
tell me my intuition is wrong please , sobs sobs .


LALALALLAA ~

HAPPY NEW YEAR ;DD
it's the start of something new ! :]


RIGHT ; my new year resolution for 2007 ;D
hopefully i can fulfill it . hahaha .

1. study harder ! work harder !
2. better attitude.
3. be a good girl/daughter.
4. fill my piggy bank with money.
5. be a great friend , only if they're nice to me !
6. slim down / grow taller.
7. go overseas again. ;D
8. learn to be more independant.
9. enjoy my birthday with lots of JOYs :]
10. get along well with my horrible class !
11. gathering wit primary friends.


hmmm , 11 things to fulfill . not too much right . ((((:
thinking that i'm going to be a part of the worst class ,
i felt so disappointed & headache ! ))):
imagine you're going to be in the same class with a bunch of
horrible monkeys fooling around , it's kinda sad . you know .
i'm not trying to say i'm very well - behaved , but
they're so much noiser than the other class . { SIGHS }
what to do , studies not good ended up in such class !
just pray that i could survive throughout the 3 torturing years !
oh please , no trouble for me throughout this years ! >.<"


ahh ! 2205 ; MY BIGBIG DAY . hahaha :]
waiting for this day to come , i want to spend it with JOYs .
&& i want to save lots of money to buy myself a great present !
hahaha . you know , i love PRESENTS . =DDD
and i just have to wait for this day ! WAITING; WAITING ((((:


my horrible STUDIES , gotta buck up & add lots of oil .
sec3 no playplay loh , play some more i'll die . hahaha .
hoping to do well in all my tests & exams ! ;DDD


ending my post here .
once again , HAPPY NEW YEAR EVRONE ((((:

yesterday i was duper tired , didn't post .
oh well ; i had a v great day w dancers ! =DD
zoe , jasmine , kuan yi , sharmaine & juniors !
their performance are really so great . <33
took photos w litong , yeelian & kai qian .
they were really so gorgeous lahs , heheh xP
LOVE THEM ALL .


last day of 2006 (:
time really flies , it has came to an end .
this year , i didn't really had a good year lahs .
IT'S TOTALLY A DISASTER TO ME !
i wish it's a good year ahead , with no trouble .
hmmm , many things will be coming up also .
sighs ; i dont wish my form teacher is a MONSTER !
hoping for a female form teacher , that will be great ..
this year , nothing went smoothly for me . ))):
just so many things happened , & i just hate it so much .
if next year i'm well-behave , most probably it will be
A GOOD YEAR ? lols ,
well well , good luck to me then . (((((:


nothing to post le lah . so freaking boring now .
still chiong-ing homework . hehe (:


HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVRYONE