PEIMEI :D: May 2008

Saturday, May 31, 2008

Happy 1st Birthday! (:

My Dasao, Niece& Brother.

Friday, May 30, 2008

School's A Bored.

Very Random :/

Okay, I managed to get my internet connection back.

& I'm kinda pissed right now. Becos this internet connection kept

disconnecting every now and then. I've to wait for so long for

this internet to be connected back again. Roar. Pissed Pissed!

Joelynn! Where Are You!?

Hahas, I've got something to tell you lah! (:

But not very urgent also, just something to share with you.

Faster online okay! -Misses.

Learning Style today. Not very good. Becos we were rushing for time.

Had 2 hours of that, then recess. After recess was a talk by TKL and his

experience. Well, felt quite sad for his past. It seemed no hope for him,

but he perserver. & that made him to have a brighter future.

Okok, whatever. So after the talk, do I feel motivated? -Lmao. Idk actually.

But what's more pissed off was leaving 4na classes alone!

We are part of the Sec4& 5 batch, so why can't we join them?

Why must we wait till next year? All our friends are in this batch, after they

graduate we will not have a chance to go with them? Lmao.

Yea, & It's pretty unfair to us. But so be it, n/a classes are always being

left alone by themselves. Maybe we just have to get used to it -.-

Very lame though.

During lunch, went out to buy bubbletea. Then to popular. & We were

playful, something bad happened when we went back to school.

Sorry ___. We didn't mean it, and we won't do it again.

Continued our learning style.. Till 330pm. Then jiu went home.

Halfway home, remembered that I left my artboards in class, so went back

to school and take. Then they went back home first.

Jiu walked home alone. Sighs. & it's another day being alone.

Had been slacking from the moment I came back home till now.

Something bad happened again, Idk how should I express my feelings.

Maybe not here. But my other blog.

Yes, the last date was 270508.

Thursday, May 29, 2008

A word, Lonely.

Oh yea! Joelynn sent me Britney Spears de Break the Ice.
I've been finding this song for very long luh, heh. Finally finally~
The song very hot siol :D Must listen, nicenice! (:

Didn't post a proper entry for very long. But who cares. Hahas.
As I've said, sooner or later, no one would be interest to read my super
boring blog. (: Who cares right? Because someone don't want to care
about me already. So it's like, nothing matters? Hahas, Whatevr~

School's really very bored! I want holiday!
Every morning cannot wake up! ): Set alarm at 6am, but in the end woke
up at 630am! I want to sleep more eh? But cannot ._.
Nevermind, forgot about this June Holiday -.- Is a 'holiday' for us to
catch up on our work as well as finish up our coursework!
Ohwell, talking about coursework, I've gotten my canvas today.
That means I need faster finish my 5th board and proceed to do my canvas!
But it's going to be exciting, cos I'm going to paint on my canvas.
Yea, but painting seems the hardest thing to do. Becos Ive got no skill ;P
I'm still very worried that I will spoil my whole canvas. I hope I dont :/
Blaaa. Art from 2pm-6pm everyday! Plus there's art lessons in the study
camp schedule. So it's more than 4 hours a day! Waaa. Going to be crazy
over art ya? Like whatever~

Lessons were pretty alright today.
Just that I'm veryvery restless during Socialstudies lesson today.
I may seem to pay attention by looking at teacher, but actually I'm sleeping
with my eyes open! Hahas. Very lame, I know. But Im really tired.
And everyone's like putting their heads on the table immediately after lesson
has ended. Hahas. Very funny lah.
And thats for ss lesson, other lessons were just okay-okay -.-
Bored lah.

Then after art, went popular alone to get some things.
I spent like 30mins there? Hahas, seriously, whatever lah~
(: Went home.

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Was doing blogskin in my other blog.
& it's been so long since Ive last updated my other blog.
Saded. Hhaahs.

Okay. I've got no time to blog here.
I needa rest. School tomorrow ._. I dont want to go school!
School's a bored yo! I want to stay home! -.-
But I know I cant, needa chiong my studies. Get good grades for
prelims. Jiayou~

Goodnight.
(:

Sunday, May 25, 2008

I guess, my mum saw my report book.
She's screaming at her top of her voice at me. Hates it.
She's always so rude to check my bag. & I hate this.
But who cares, she already saw my report book, so be it.

Whatever it is, everything's over.
And report book shows everything. So be it.
Blame on my foolishness for not working very hard for this
midyear. & yeah, she asked me stop schooling. Great.
Then I no need take exams already, no failing anymore.

Great lah, I'll just stop schooling after june holidays.
:D Bye people.

But it's over now, go on and take a bow Y

Yep, freedom. That's what you want. Now, I've given you the freedom,

you can do what you like. I don't wish to bother anymore. I bother so much,

what I've got was you saying Im unreasonable. Am I wrong to bother?

Perhaps to you I am, eventually, I think its not. Whatever it is now, it doesn't

matter anymore. You and your freedom, I hope you will be happy.

As long as you're happy, I will be contented. Though it's hard to ask me

not to care, but yea, you've been tolerating this. I know you can't take it.

Fine, I shall stop bothering. And you can get your happiness alright?

From that very day onwards, the feeling between us is alrd over.

Until this very day, 170508 everything seems to be back again.

I was wrong, that happiness only lasted for 2days. & everything's back to

normal. Perhaps, we're really not fated to be together.

I've cried enough. But the tears were worth it. Because you taught me

everything. You taught me how to love. We've been through so many

thicks& thins. I always thought our love would be strong. But I'm so wrong.

You told me once, to trust your loved ones. I trusted you, but you lied to me

over and over again. How do you expect me to trust you like this?

I loved you so sincerely, what about you?

All I wanted was your love&concern. You never ever told me how you

feel about me, you kept all your feelings to yourself. And Im always telling

you how I feel, yet you dont seemed to bother.

I only know, when we were tgt for the first few months, everything seemed

so simple& sweet. & I really love the way it is. But many unhappy things

bothered our relationship later. Causes us to quarrel everyday.

I really dont want to quarrel with you. I want to be with you happily

like how others said about us. I doubt you want to quarrel everyday right?

If we can give in to each other, wouldn't it be better for us?

I once asked you, if Im sad will you be sad too. You said you will.

Did you really meant it? Or are you just trying to stop me from all this

silly thinking? I really dont understand you at all.

I only know that you will either spend your time on gaming, if not watching

videos. You never once told me you can spend time with me.

You never told me that I can have you for one whole day.

You hardly asked me out for date, because you're lazy. You want to spend

time on other stuffs rather than having a date with me.

You told me that being with me was like a waste of time, do you know how

hurt I was when I heard this? I really dont know if you truly love me.

I can say, the word 'neglected' is always found in my dictionary.

Being neglected over and over again. This is really sad.

From dont-know how many months ago, Ive been suffering painfully.

Yet you can enjoy everything you do.

I really want to know how you feel towards me.

Are you really true to me? Or are you just faking.

But, I can only say, Im truly hurt this time. My heart's gone.

& I feel so stupid, Everytime promised myself not to sms/msn you.

In the end, I just cant stop smsing/msning you. Because I misses you too much.

Today, I really told myself I must not pester you anymore. But you smed

me, very surprising though. & I broke that promise again.

I guess, this time I meant it for real. I wont want to destroy& waste

your time. You should spend more time on your stuffs& just forget me.

& this time, I will promise myself not to pester you.

Not worth it anyway, because we will end up quarrelling. I believe

I can do it. Because it's for your freedom. I hope I can.

Wish me all the best ba.

The love's gone, & it's never going to be

the same as how it used to be.

I dont wish to mend this broke heart of mine.

Because I know it's useless to mend it back.

1:32AM.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Six*some :D Great friends like the 5 of your are really hard to find.
Our friendship will last (:
Meet up soon for outing& get high okay! Loves! Y

Mummy! You're still the best! (:
Loves Mummy Y

Hello people, I'm back blogging again.

It's 1:42am now, Ive yet to get to bed :P

& my throat's killing me! Lol. Despite having a sore throat, I ate lots

of junk food today. Went pasar malam to buy food too.

How stubborn eh :X Now, my throat hurts like hell. Ewww ):

Last day of school for other levels, but not us! ):

Spring cleaning- Report books- Learning style survey- MT Intensive!

Spring cleaning was alright, I did help out a little (:

Got back my report book, I did really badly. & they didnt combine

first term and midyear's result, thus, my results reflected badly.

If they combine, I would just pass my English alright. -How dumb -.-

Frankly speaking, I regretted for the things Ive done& not done. Sighs.

I get very distracted easily this term, Idk why.

And do gets abit emo at times, which is like so abnormal! ):

I'm not used to be that kind of person that keep emo-ing. I hate it though.

Get emo-ed when bad things happened, and couldn't concentrate!

How silly can I be? It's midyear and I didn't put in much effort.

Blame it all on me, I accept everything. Because it's all my fault!

I know I cannot afford to waste anymore time from now on.

MT paper on monday! Prelim is getting round the corner so is Nlevel.

I really hope I do well? ): I promised I will work hard alright.

For the sake of my future, and those who supported me all along!

I will definitely work very hard eh. I want pass every subjects will

flying colours~ Sorry to let my mum down, & Ive also let myself down with

such lousy results. Sorry everybody, I will study hard from now!

Please give some support or maybe motivation or whatsoever.

After getting back our report books, went over to computer lab for

our learning style's survey. Lmao. I think I'm quite a weird person eh.

Heh, I dont know lah, I just think I am. ;P Tuesday's the learning style

workshop, 0730-1730! 0.o That's veryveryvery long okay.

But also not consider long lah, Our study camp end till 1700 everyday too.

How sad! There's coursework to do everyday. I dont want to ):

But I can't slack too much, if not I'm going to be a goner :<

Everything ended, went to the hall for the olevel MT thingy,

*Shivers -.- Just a couple of days, and it's the BIG DAY! Olevel MT PAPER!

Imagine seating in an exam hall, seeing unfamilar invigilators walking around,

before the exam starts, everyone's giving a tense& worried look ):

Very worried though, hope I do well for Chinese. :<>

Hmmm.

Nothing much more to say.

I need to go rest. (:

Goodnight.

I miss you, willy! (:

Do remember what you've promised ;P

Loveeees to you! Y

Friday, May 23, 2008

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY, CRINANA! (:
Best wishes, do well in everything ya. Loves.

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Happy Birthday To me! (:

I wanna thank alot of people, heh! ;D
First, I want to thank Mr.Pighead! Bf is loved ♥
Second, I want to thank Sixsome for the wonderful
dinner! The cake& the presents! I love you all! (:
Third, I want to thank Dumbass-es& the guys for saturday's
celebration! It's still not forgotten alright (: Loves.

Thank you to those who wished me Happy Birthday!
No matter sms, msn, tags or friendster! Thanks! (:
& the presents! (:
Pretty, Thank you for your card& the chain. Very sweet of you (:
Syuhada, Thank you for your present& card too! Lovely! (:
Emalia sister, the bottle with chocolates! I dont think can finish ah!
Hhahas, but thank you! (:
Crinana, thank you for the notes on my chinese paper. Hahahas.
Thanks to my chinese class (: Thanks for singing bdae song. Hhas.

I can watch NC16 movies! Heh.
Crinana! Watch out tomorrow! Birthday bash ah (:
Last but not least, I wished my twins, Natalia, HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY~
:DD

Okay, I'm happy!
(:

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

A lonely& sad-dy birthday.

I thought I can spend my birthday with you.

Sadly, It don't turn out that way. Birthday, once a year.

I just wanted to celebrate with you. Why cant you fulfill my wish?

Sighs, others tried to make me happy but not you.

This will be the saddest birthday I ever had.

Excluding the one-day, you accompanied me, give in to me.

Sighs.. You know I'm not happy ):

Sixsome coming over to my house for dinner.

I'll enjoy to the fullest tomorrow. Who cares if I'm sad or not.

I WANT TO BE HAPPY TMR NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS!

Emalia sister gave me, my birthday present. So sweet (:

A bottle filled with chocolates! :D Thanks for the effort. Loves.

Mrs Kumar gave me, my birthday present too. Thanks!

I like the keychain with my name on (:

Pretty! (: I saw the pic in your post today!

Heh, who cares whether it's valuable not. It's the thought that counts!

Im excited! I will be touched too. Cos we didn't get to know each other

well, and we only know each other for like a month or soon.

& you're making something for me! (: I'll make something for you too!

But wait till after olevel mt okay? Heh. I love pretty! ;D

School's fine.

Finished our last stimulation paper.

I doubt I will do well, cos I dont-know how to do. Hahahs.

& I donno why, I'm falling asleep while doing paper2.

The weather was duper hot too! I just hate the weather. xP

Oh yeah, and I was caught by one MALE teacher today for my attire.

For goodness sake. That MALE teacher is just trying to fool me.

He asked, "what class you from" I replied, "4/1" and gave him a stare.

Lmao, he started beating around the bush to shoot me.

Why? Look down on me& where I come from ah? Oh please, I dont need

your comment. And please, its not that I dont want to stand properly

when you talk to me. YOU ASKED ME TO TUCK IN MY SHIRT PROPERLY.

So I kept moving to tuck in my shirt. DOnt tell me you stand very straight

to tuck in your shirt? Or your wife tuck in for you? Lmao.

What kind of atttitude. One kind. Zz.

Right, that's about it for today.

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

I wish for a rose for birthday (:

A rose because it's sweet.
A rose because it's red.

A rose because I like it.

& A rose because it meant Love (:

Just got back from tuition, bathed& came online.

Have the urge to blog, jiu came online lor. If not I'll be doing my chinese

revision now. & talking about revision, olevel mt's coming!

How scary, bodoh D: Jiayou eh (:

While walking back home alone, many things just appeared in my mind.

Those ugly past began to flash through my mind. Tears welled up my eyes.

Experienced manymany stuffs during the past 3 years.

I don't wish to remember those ugly past either. Kind of too ugly for me.

And I hate to face the fact that I'm actually that stupid to be fooled over

and over again. Whatever, whatever. It's over means it's over.

& I dont regret anything. Because I know its not worth it.

At least, I found someone who truely love me.

Though there's ups& downs. I believe this will last for long.

Because I trust him. (: Loveees.

Wellwell, pissed off by what had happened (:

Too bad. Actually wanted to post a long entry. Now all gone.

Bye, goodnights.

Monday, May 19, 2008

Hahas. Caught in Action. Hungry pig {:

Ewww, 170508. I still can't forget this date.

:D You people are soso great lah. Hees.

Hope to hang out with you guys again another time (:

Yesterday was another fun day.

Had tuition in the morning, after that, didn't want to np with them.

So I bought my lunch back to eat.

Went out at around 2pm for swimming with J&K :D

& I'm tanned again! (: After tanning, my face so itchy. Lol.

Skin going to peel off alrd, :P

After swimming, went home again to take the coupon for

the so called "funfair" at Woodlands. Bused there.

By the time we went there, everything ended already. Wasted our trip

there lor. The 3 of us so pekchek. -Lmao.

Trained back to yishun, went NeeSoon CC to find the girls.

I saw Angelina! (:

Court full, so went over to 213 there. Not many people, jiu settle ourselves

down and started our match. Played 2 matches, won& lost (:

So tired bodoh! Like so long never exercise, ;P

Basketball is loved! :DDD

Went off at around 9pm. Dinner-ed at Foodcourt.

Saw Ms Tay, & started talking about Career. Hahas.

Blabla, went off at 10pm.

He's so sweet yesterday! {:

Went out with him today, had lunch tgt at Sunplaza!

Gotten some shots of him, heh (:

LOVEEEEEEEES!

170508, Remember in heart! {:

Okay, that's not all the photos. There's some unglam photos of jw&jq.

& some photos of me with cream& chocolate cake on my face!

I'm not going to post it! :P It's super duper gross :P Heh..

Butbut, It's an enjoyful day indeed. Thanks to the 9people who organised

this trip to Sentosa to celebrate my advance birthday.

Loves to you all. Will remember it in heart. Thanks people! (:

Special thanks to him for accompanying me the whole day& cheered me up.

Made me happy, give in to me! Hahahs. Loves! ♥♥

And thank you for ur lovely piggy soft toy! :P

I dont know what to say. But thanks to all of your!

110507, 170508 :D

I dont feel like typing anymore. Shall blog tmr.

byebye

Friday, May 16, 2008

Tears are words that heart can't say (:

Blogblogblog! ;D

Though I'm very moodless now, I still want to blog!

But who cares, nobody wants to read my blog lah. :/

Everybody's enjoying their life. But I think I'm not.

For while, I can be smiling away. Next, I'll be emoing at one corner like

nobody's business? -Lmao. Dumbass-es around? Yeah man.

I kept the lil note you're wrote inside my bag, okay! (:

Thanks! Will try to cheer up.

& yeah, I just hate my life.

Always filled with troubles& unhappiness. Like what the hell?

And there goes the saying, "Happiness is only a short while"

Ohwell, I truely believe this. Bcos it happens to me everytime (:

So yeah, I always can't get the happiness I want.

Too bad for me I guess, I'm just born to be so unlucky! (:

I wonder when then I can get that kind of happiness I want.

Maybe soon? Maybe forever not? -Lols. Who knows.

Gah. I just realised that Coke makes me calm down, Coool.

Next time I angry/sad. I'll gulped down one bottle of coke to forget

all those troubles. Calm myself down too, Lmao.

And nowadays, schooling is so bored.

Mother Tongue& Art! :/

For this month, I got to be devoted to my mothertongue, be focus.

I don't wish to flunk my mt and retake again.

After mt olevel, got to be devoted to my coursework. Yea.

Imagine, staying in the art room for longlong hours to draw& colour,

draw&colour, draw&colour. How pathetic can it be. :/

Wellwell, but teacher say if we finish our coursework fast, we don't need

to come back for the whole june holidays! (: Finish early, holiday early!

And I'm gonna chiong my coursework after my mothertongue paper!

Hahhas. Jiayou eh (:

Mum's away for Bintan? If I'm not wrong de hua. :/

She left me alone again! Luckily I have my computer& televison.

& luckily both my brothers got back to camp. I can use the comp till midnght!

:D But needa do my chinese revision too. BOOOOOOO {:

Random, Random.

I feel that I'm a sucker? Hahahs.

Nevermind. Nobody cares also. (:

Byebye. Going to momo (:

It's going to be forever (:

Didn't blog a proper post for 2days. Wellwell, many things happened lah.

Not going to list all of course (:

& I emoed today. Like wth? Suddenly can't control jiu downpour*

Lol. Yea, "downpour"

Like so dam unhappy with him?

Cos he's like ignoring me for 2 days? Didn't even want to sms me.

Urgh :/ Then kind of.. you know.. lost control.

LE is the first one to be there! Touched (: It's the first time, hope it's not

going to be the last time, right? :D LE is loved! x3

Oh yeah, jiu smsed LE and seek for advices, LE is always so right ;P

& I'm so envy! You are so blessed hao bu hao! ): Unlike me.

Nevermind. Dont wish to talk about it.

But I still adore my LE (:

MOTHER TONGUE& ART ! }:

Booooooooo.

I flunked all my papers, except for Art.

Congrats to me (: No point crying over spilt milk, It's over.

Blame on my foolishness& playfulness.

26may is nearing, I hope I do well for my mt ):

Dumbass-es, I'm sorry for yesterday& today.

Cause quite alot of trouble eh, hope you're forgive.

It's okay if you're dont forgive, cos it's all my fault (:

All the best.

Last but not least, Happy Birthday JESSIE KOH! (:

I'm the 3rd to wish her happybday! So glad. Hahhas

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

People like you deserves some punishments. Wait& see (:
Don't bitch yourself around. (:

Monday, May 12, 2008

Oh, New tuc {:

Well, that's about it.
I'm having moodswings, oh yea. Can't control my mood.
& because of some unhappy incident, I've become insane.
Great ;D I craves for more, so I can ..

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Loveees! x3

Gonna make this a short post before I go do my art.

Ohwell, there's so many things to be done lah, }:

Still left about 4-5 more drawings to go. Urgh.

I must put in effort for this prep work, in case tomorrow I got

no time to finish up my drawing. Can get marks from prep work (:

Super happy day! :D

Woke up at 938am, Late for tuition already. Jiu faster chiong.

Reached, teacher said actually I don't have tuition(?) I dont know lor. Lol.

My tuition is actually on Tuesday night. Ohwell, it's good lah. I can

watch the show! Yea Man :D Btw, "Catch the tele programme on every

Tuesday night, 8/830pm {:" I can't wait to watch it! Heees.

YISHUNTOWN x3

After tuition, bused to Causeway with Precious.

Bought some things, and yea. I bought the bunny keychains for the

two of us. (: He said it's cute! -Laughs. Hope he will use it. ;P

Then, precious also bought Cj7 de pouch& Stitch's Pencil for me! :D

Thanks ah, {: Walkwalk, had our lunch at Kfc. So long never eat luh.

Eat till so full siol, Hahas! We also talked alot. Blablabla.

Bused back to Yishun, took 856 becos we wanted to sleep. Heh.

1 hour leh. Hahahs. Slept very soundly in the bus, but I keep nodding

my head, So embarassing lah ;P Jiu home sweet home!

Online-d, chatted with him :D He's so cute hao bu hao! ;P

Then jiu go sleep and woke up at 8plus. Ate and watched tv.

& ART ALLLLLL THEEEEE WAYYYYYYYY! ._.

& I remember this date (: Memorable advance birthday celebration.

Yeah. :DDD

I love every second that I've spent with you Y

Ohwell, It's a super lovely day though. (:
Morning, woke up at 8am. Prepared& went to school for art.
Blah, went off at 1030am. Rang him up. Something happened yea.
Blah, bought breakfast home. Ate, online-d :D

Then chatted with him on the phone too! 1 hour? -Lols.
Slept awhile, jiu go prepare to go out again.
Wanted to wear the new tops I bought, but one doesn't suits me.
The other one got problem. Then decided to go change the 2tops. Yea.
Off at about 2pm. TOWNNNNN! Went to fareast, shopshopshop!
Was hungry, so bought curry puff& bubbletea. & that's my lunch.
Fattening right? But nevermind, I also don't care duh. Hahas.
Jiu shopshopshop. Saw alot of nicenice clothes. Ewww.
But didnt buy, cos the main purpose was not to buy my stuffs.
Cos want to get a gift for my Mum. (:

Walkwalk, kuanwai came. Go fetch her, but halfway saw her.
She said she saw TOHYIQIAN& friends. Not fated }:
Nvm, then jiu shopshop fareast awhile again, then wanted go
cineleisure. Walkwalk, jiu stop outside Heeren, stayed and watched the
performance, Martial Art. Coool. Hahhas. Then jiu go Heeren see see,
but nothing there. Walked to cineleisure. Okay, also nothing duh.
They bought some things from More Than Words, I wanted to buy
something there for my Mum, but very difficult to choose. Jiu never.

6plus luh, Kuanwai went off to her auntie's house. Me& Jasmine
went Bugis. Went Junction, go seesee the stalls. Then I found something
for my Mum. Hmmm, didn't regret ba. Cos it's really nice. -Lols.
Went down arcade slack awhile, come up again and shop.
Went Street, not really so MANY people today. Down there also saw
many nice clothings. So cheap also. -Lols. Maybe next time?
Blaaah, both of us tired jiu go slack at one cafe. Ordered something to eat.
Slacked, and went off. Bus-ed home, 45mins! Slept (:

Next time I go shopping again, I'm gonna get my 'I ♥ boyf' tee! :D
Yayness! (:

Okay, gtg already. 152am liao.
I'm so happy today. Heees! Viwawa-ed with him, mk& piggy.
So fun. Hahahs. Then alot of things happened lor. Make me so happy lah (:
Cannot sleep liao. Hahhas.

Bye, Tag before you go :DD

Saturday, May 10, 2008

Today's ; 100508

Precious! (:

Screwed up fringe -.-

Precious, Bestie! :D

Do we look fair? -LOL.

Yesterday's ; 090508

I look retarded! xP

Mummy's Belated Bdae celebration.

070508! ♥♥

♥

Friday, May 09, 2008

Love is everywhere (:

I'm dead beat after one whole day yo.

I managed to get up from bed on time, he gave me morning calls (:

Take my time to prepare, and went off at 705am.

Met him, :D It's like finally lah! Lmao. Blah, chiong to school cos he

reached yishun at 718am! 5mins before bell ring :P *Chiongggg (:

Maths paper2 was.. HORRIBLE! SUPER HORRIBLE! }:

Even those who are pro in maths also say difficult, sighs.

I doubt my maths will get a B. #$%^ Not to talk about A, for goodness

sake. Gonna disappoint my tuition teacher again }:

After my paper, while walking out of school. Was discussing about

whether to go swimming or not. Alot of things happened. Zz

Disagreements everywhere. Lmao. Was confused, but in the end also

went home. Say meet 330pm. Then, I received a call from Jasmine, say

need go back school again to check MT paper. I was very shocked lah.

I just got back home nia, still ask me go back school again. Tired siol.

Then went lunch with jasmine, sharmaine& her mum and dad.

After that, went back school. Say 130pm must reach, but teacher 2plus

then come. Nevermind. So everything ended at 430pm ._.

We were already late for swimming, So, me and serina faster chiong home

change and went to meet them "in the water". Hhaas.

Ohwell, the guys never turn up. Perhaps it's a good thing.

After swimming, went to find they all at 200plus there de bball court.

Whee. just want to waste my time there. Cos if I go home sure alone.

Then went there. Llala. Very tired lah. }:

Now my eyes going to close already, hahas. But I want finish watching

the 11pm show on channel 8. Quite nice eh. Hhahas.

Ahhh~ there's art again tmrl.

Too bad. Got to wake up early again. And you know what, I never touch

my art ever since the last tutorial. I'm going to die tmr! -.-

Monday's my last paper, ART! All the best to me for chionging during

weekends. Becos I prolly can't finish by tomorrow.

Going to shop with Jasmine& Kuanwai tomorrow! TOWN!!!! (:

Wellwell, dont want care about art already. (:

My post is like so.... Hahahs.

Nevermind.

Someone is so angry with me. Sorry lah, please dont be angry.

Thursday, May 08, 2008

KuanWai's birthday (:

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Back from studying. Perhaps, it's the last time studying at wsc }:

Tomorrow's my Maths paper2. And monday's my art paper.

All the best to me. Really hope I dont flunk my maths. Pretty please..

Okay, despite sleeping at 3plus yesterday night, I managed to

wake up on time. 10plus. & I was having a terrible headache }:

But afterawhile, jiu okay liao. So, I washed up and used the computer.

I watched the hongkong show, Shang Hai Chuan Qi on tudou, very nice. (:

Only managed to watch the first episode.

And Im going to catch the rest of the episode after my art exam!

Talking about the MT intensive. -Siansation.

2 weeks of MT intensive. How to survive? Thinking about it.

I'll have to pull a long face. Can I really go for a Distinction? ):

I doubt so. My mt had always not been very good.

BOOOOOO. Dont want to talk about it already.

It's late already. Needa go rest now.

Bye people.

Bitter Yet Sweet? (:

I can't get to sleep }: & guess what, it's already 2.26am!

I've got tuition later at 12noon, and maybe meeting dumbasses for

swimming! I really want to go swimming, but I doubt I can go.

Mummy's off to malaysia in another 3hourplus or so, and everybody's

off to work. Leaving me, my grandpa& niece home? -Ridiculous.

Not that I don't want to take care of my niece, but I have no time!

But whatever, I don't want to care too much too. -Lmao.

I'm gonna get some rest, wake up, prepare and disappear in this house asap. (;

Should I really go for swimming later on :/

I want to, but on the other hand, I don't want to. -Sighs.

Shall wake up early later and decide ba.

Now, I feel so sick and tired of facing the computer screen everyday.

Shall cut down the time on computer. Since there's not much things to

do either. Life's a bored yo. Just have to study hard now, so I can play

hard later! (: Study's my priority now. -BOOO.

Ohwell, I missed my LE :/ Chatted with le awhile and she went offline.

Nevermind. I still miss you! -Lmao. Loveeees! & Last long!

Some tiffs here and there, but I promised to be a good girl.

If you can change, I can change too. Provided if I've the tolerance x)

Life's a bored without you of course. 4 more days. Will everything be back

to normal? I hope so. *Winks!

I've got so much to tell you, but I never had the chance to say it all out.

Perhaps, I'm not daring enough. But I guess, more or less you will know

what my heart wants to say. God bless us alright? (: Cheers!

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

Pretty Hearts! :D

Kiss goodbye to both my science papers, Physics& Chemistry (:

I told you that I will flunk both the papers. Indeed! -Lmao.

Perhaps, I could 'just pass' my Physics paper. But not Chemistry!

Chemistry ; 'Shake head, Shake head ah' }:

2 more papers to go! And that's the end of our Midyear examinations.

Yayness? -Lmao. There's still Mt intensive lah ._.

O level Mother Tongue paper on the 26th of May! Needa buck up on
my chinese already! If not I will die ah :/ It's just few weeks away!!
Can only enjoy one day, which is on my birthday. Then have to mug again! }:
Urgh!MT MT MT MT MT MT MT MT MT MT MT @.@
Shall study hard for my Maths paper2 and finish up my artwork.
Last paper on 12th of may! Which is my art exam! I doubt I will finish my
5 boards by this week. Have to ton my night and finish up my artwork
like how I used to do last year }: But, I didn't regret taking Art elective (:

No school tomorrow again. Because it's E or A maths paper!
Yayness? -Lmao. But I've got tuition at 12noon! Tomorrow must wake up
early to study for my maths awhile before I go tuition ah.
If not, HO SEH~ :P
Oh well, Mummy's going to malaysia tomorrow morning till Saturday.
Nobody's going to wake me up on Friday leh. I'm afraid I might be
late for school. }: Later cannot take my Maths paper how? -Lols.

Having dinner with family later! :DD
Belated celebration for Mummy's birthday yesterday yea!
Before that, I have to clear my table! (-.-)
And my table is in a super messy state. Gosh, sure take alot of time to
clear my stuffs. Lalalala~ I shall get going (:

BTW, I'm soso bored today! }:
That te meh is sleeping like a pig now! -ROARRRRRRR.
But te meh is just like me, So so so pig! -Rofl.
Wahahas. Bye readers! Thanks for reading. Tag me too!
:D

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

With Love ♥

That's a very random photo :/

No school today.

Late for tuition.

Sleep before I go study.

Physics still okay. Chemistry is a shake-head }:

Gonna flunk both my sciences lah.

Very sad today.

Tralalala- forget it.

I'm going to study my chemistry now }: Byebye!

You're all I want! ♥

Monday, May 05, 2008

Can a broken glass be mend?

Same goes to a broken heart :/

My heart never stop beating for you (:

GAHHH. I'm so pissed off. My maths paper1 was %^*@.

Dont know if I can pass or not, because I cant do the probability questions!

Bodoh siol. Must really practice hard for paper2 luh ._.

Spent my afternoon with him. :/

That stupid pig, made me laughed so madly! :D

& it's our special day today. ♥♥♥

Lunched with him, and he sent me home!

Went home, slacked-comp.

Was very tired, went to sleep for awhile before I go study.

Then I overslept :P Actually wanted to wake up at 610pm, but woke up

at 7pm by Jasmine's text. Thus, I was very late. *Sorrys.

Studied chemistry again. Something went in. But I suppose I will forget

everything when I wake up tomorrow (: -LOL

And I'm so happy, because no paper for me tomorrow! Can sleep abit

later. But there's tuition! Physics!Physics!Physics!

Wednesday's papers are both sciences! Scared that I cannot finish

studying my chemistry ): Jiayou to myself T T

Now, I also not tired.

So, I'm going to play viwawa for awhile. Heees. (:

Out of a sudden, I miss my sister, Yiru :P Where are you!? -Laughs.

& I miss my two goodfriends, A&C }: It's been so long since we last met!

Are both of you doing well in school? -Takecare girls!

I miss you too! Ah.hahahas. You must be sleeping like a pig now! xP

Stupid Love! :DD

TOMORROW IS MUMMY'S BIG DAY!

Hees. I ♥ MUMMY! -Huggies :DD

Sunday, May 04, 2008

Edited 11:05pm ;

-Laughs. I'm watching the tv show and it's so funny! :P
They're training to be models. Guys& Girls. Then they have to
'shuai' their heads. Then the guys do until so funny. Cos they dont
have long hair. Lmao. Was laughing to myself like siao-kia :/

& Yepyep, I managed to study today :DD

I did one physics paper, and revise my maths for tmr!

And we laughed alot today. Jokes-jokes-jokes xP

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心

你会发现你会讶异

你是我最压抑

最深处的秘密

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心

你会鼻酸你会流泪

只要你能听到我

看到我的全心全意

Little Miss Naughty! (:

New skin, New song! (:

Currently playing : Yang Zhong Wei - Yang Chong

Though song is not very clear, But it's nice& meaningful.

Saturday

Woke up at 12plus. Ate my breakfast& used computer.

Was playing audition and viwawa. Hahas. So long never play luh.

Then after that pei-ed Mummy go Chongpang.

Cos she want buy shoes& clothings. {She's away for malaysia on the 8th-10th}

T.T If she's away, dinner would be very simple ):

Grandpa will be cooking lah. Not that his skill is not good.

But I dont like to eat lor :/

Bought 2 flats. And I bought my FBT. -Laughs.

Blaaa. Went home. Sleep again. Woke up and went studying with Jasmine.

Was studying chemistry, seriously, not much things went in my head.

Hahahs. Can say I'm just plainly wasting my time away }:

Studied till 10plus then jiu went home.

Sunday

Woke up at 745am. Cos I've got tuition at 9am.

Prepared and went off to meet Crazy dumbass to take book.

3 hours of tuition leh! But I didnt feel like sleeping.

All maths today. And I think I'm prepared for tomorrow's paper!

Hopefully can do well for maths this time :P

Jiayou !

After tuition, went to meet him at chongpang to pass him books.

Lalalal~ He's so cute lah. & He sent me home :DD

Reached home, slept, woke up and went Chongpang with my Mummy

again. Cos I haven't eat my lunch. Then go there eat.

Shopshop awhile. Bought one t-shirt :/ I saw one white bag at the

pasar malam there. Dam Chio. Haha. 18bucks, bodoh!

Then my mum said cheat money de. Cos the other stall sell that kind

of bag only at 12bucks! Stupid right? -Laughs. Cheena dont know

how to do business. Tsktsk. Then jiu went home.

Smsed him. Then chatted with him on msn :DD

So funny lah. TE MEH (:

Loveeees!

Bye readers! Going to bath and prepare myself to go study!

Jiayou oh! (:

Saturday, May 03, 2008

Tags Reply ;

Yishuan - Hellos! Alright, I will cheer up! (:
Winny - Lols, Okay I will try to laugh& smile more. But I'm not cute! :/
Hongkiat - Don't like that, later someone very sad how? -Laughs
Emalia - You ah! Tsktsk. Hahahs. Thanks for the chocolate x3
Will relink you soon, I'm just too lazy! :/
- - Even if nobody's going to care about that, I know someone will surely
care. Because that someone knows how Im feeling now. (:
Joelynn - Yea man! History's a bored! Dont even want to bother about it.
Anyway, all the best for the rest of the papers! JY :DD

Yes! I've done my part to reply those tags.
Dont know why, I'm just not interested to tag anymore.
I only want to read those tags, and close the window! :/

But rest assure, I won't close down my blog! Hahahs.
Because I want to read my ugly past! :X Read about my everyday life
in school, outside or home! That's life ya? -Laughs.
And who cares about those bastards and bitches out there who's
mocking at me? Lols. Just hate them because they have no brains.
Never think before saying. -Lmao. Brainless freaks (:
Ya lah, I'm not pin-pointing anybody lah. I'm just being random :o
Hahahs. You know I'm very bored lah. :P

It's 1:20am now! Im going to bed soon.
But I miss someone very much. Yet that someone went off to bed so
fast that I could hardly say 'goodnight' to him. Bodoh!
That someone must be in lala land now. Hahahs.
Goodnight readers!

& Anyway, I had fun today. Thanks to j&k :D
And you, of course! Thanks for chatting with me on the phone! (:

Friday, May 02, 2008

Oh, I miss all of them! :D

Cutie pies! Y

Back from home! (:

I'm so tired, bodoh! Rahhh, after posting I'm going to take a

nap before I go study with them! :/

Alright, sleep at 1am yesterday. And I suddenly woke up in the

middle of the night because I dropped my phone. Searched, and

saw the time. It was only 415am lah! Went back to sleep :/
Woke up at 620am by his call. :DDDD

Happiest time of the day, bodoh! (:

Prepared, & went to school. Walk at super slow speed today.

Yet, I'm still perspiring lah. Stupid weather. Hot like shit (-.-)

Reached school, faster chiong go buy mineral water before morning

assembly. Lalala, saw him okay! See see jiu go behind sit.

Read my social studies notes! Last minute studying also can help okay!

Though I made my notes. I only remembered some points. -Laughs.

Then I chiong reading the notes on Deterrence& Diplomacy.

Bla. 1hr30mins paper. Luckily I managed to finish on time.

Write alot lah. Hand pain : But the SBQ, part A dont really know

what to write. So anyhow scribble. Then part B i know how to do.

Then write alot. Hahahs. Hope I can pass my SS lah (:

Break. Didn't go down for recess. Stayed in class. Sms-ed him

to help me buy! :P Read my history notes. It dont seem to help.

What's more I also bo mood read History. Just browse thru League of

Nations. Luckily got come out. If not wasted my time for studying

LON. T.T Then during the break, somebody che daiji with somebody.

(-.-) So boliao. Throw chair somemore. Then he asked me siam. (-.-)

Go outside classroom study, also cannot concentrate. We keep

talking about the incident. -Laughs. Blaaa. I hope that somebody faster

get out of this school. So, no more troubles, bodoh! :/

Dont blame me for saying this, because you, yourself never change!

If anyone blame me for saying this, too bad. Because this is my blog,

I can blog whatever I want. Whatsmore, I never say out name.

Go baotoh to that somebody lor. Zz

History paper. Me and joelynn wasted our time away!

Hahhs. I wasted almost 30mins dazing! Dont know how to do mah.

Then waste time lor. Then I chiong duirng the last 30mins.

Hand pain (-.-) I'm prepared to fail history. Cos I really dont know

how to do. I only know how to do the LON part. Thats all :P

After my paper, mummy waited outside school for me to pass

me my art stuff. Then I went for art. Sian dao. Hahhas.

After art, went lunch with dumbass-es. Then popular, then gift a name.

I bought present for my swtheart. And went to her house there to

give her. Lols. Then jiu walked home. I took 18mins to walk home!

The weather was veryveryvery hot! (-.-)

Came home. Rest awhile. Then came blogging.

I took so long to post! :P Now going to take a nap liao! (:

Bye.

Adorable Niece! (:

Okay, I'm just too lazy to reply my tags!

Sorry, But keep tagging! I will reply once Ive got the mood to :/

Finished chionging notes for SocialStudies!

As for History, I was just reading thru those notes. & yep :X

Bodoh, I've studied despite those unhappy things happening.

It's 1230am already! I'm going to bed now.

If not I will be falling asleep during the papers again! Urgh(-.-)

Jiayou for my combine humanities papers tmr!

I'm waiting& still waiting.

I want you to know that you're my whole world!

Those promises, I never forget. I doubt you will.

Lets just continue our journey smoothly!

LOVEEEES-

JKJKJKJK!

JK IS LOVE!

Thursday, May 01, 2008

Elliot Yamin - Wait For You.

[Verse 1]

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be

[Chorus]

So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

[Verse 2]

It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.

[Bridge]

Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough

[Chorus]

[Bridge]

So why does your pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do

[Chorus]

Brother bought this CJ7 in Taiwan :/

TADA~ My tea break!

Fattening right :/

Oh, so random! :D

Alright. It's Labour Day! (:

Woke up at 12plus today! :o Hahas, I'm sucha pig right :P

But at least, I had a good sleep (: Though last night.. Yepyep.

So, I rotted my day by watching Ying ye on crunchyroll.

And eating those chocolates& tibits! }:

Okay, I just want to blog! Gtg already!

He's studying. So guai right (:

Le asked me to study too. Because.. {: I will study de. No worries!

So, I'm going to study now! Yea man.!

Baby I will wait for youY

PEIMEI :D