PEIMEI :D

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY! (L)

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Performance later on, all the best people, give our best shot to all our beloved teachers! :D 5N shall rule the whole concert! Ceycey! :X

Girlfriend's being sucha bitch! PMS at me just now, scared me upside down! LOL! :D
Okay goodnight! I'm going offfffffff to sleep and I promised I will wake up on time and won't be late. I promised! (:

& Because you don't understand how I feel.

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I felt so wrong, so helpless, so insecure at that point of time. My mind went blank after your words, it was hurtful enough to kill me again. I didn't expect those words to come out from you, I was stunned. Very, very. I feel so traumatized now, and I have a bad feeling something will happen. Very unpleasant thing. Sighs, shit all these thoughts.

I couldn't control myself again.

Baby, I'm so crushed.

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I'm tired of finding the answer myself. The more I couldn't find it, the more pain I would get.
Can you just tell me the answer to ease those pain?

Didn't update for a week, and the week had past so quickly, so happening. Something happened recently and buddy was right, I brought all these upon myself. I can only blame myself for being so stupid. Sighs, what's done is done. But I will still heed your advice (: Thanks for being there for me when I need someone, Thanks for the long hours chat, Thank you for everything. (:

Put aside those unhappy stuffs, now comes to studies! *Shake head. I've not been studying alot and working very hard as promised. I dont know why, I feel so lack of motivation. Struggling each and every minute, hoping that someone will help me but no, no one is there to help. I can only depend on my own and I'm so not used to it. I wish the Past still exist, but too bad, Time will not wait for us. And there goes the saying, "Time is the best medication to heal all wounds." It implies on some people, but certainly, not for me. Sometimes, I just wish you could understand the pain I've went through. Or perhaps, I wish you could go through this pain and you will know how it feels like to be abandoned at one side with no one around. I dont blame you, I know you have your own reasons for doing so. It's okay, It's alright. No matter what, you know I won't - Trust me.

I don't know why I'm talking about this, and I'm feeling abit emotional now. Stupid? Lol, whatever. I hope it won't affect me too much, and I will also try to control. I should remind myself that this year's examination is no joke, it's already coming to the end of August. Prelim is like next week and we won't have much time to waste. After prelim, we will be taking our olevel very very soon. Gawd, I can't believe time passes so fast uh! It's like a blink of an eye, if you're not serious about it, *blink* and everything will be gone. You will start to regret what you've done and what you've not done. So not worth it! I don't want to make life difficult next time, I want to achieve what I can now and not regret. Determination, persistence, self-discipline is the key to success for now. Must really work hard uh! A few more months, ENDURE! (:

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I shall be positive/optimistic for the time being, shall not let anything to affect me now. I know I can, as long as I believe in myself! :D Jiayou.


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Ending off here. Goodnight people.


Overdue photos :

What's with today?! -.- Unlucky? Moody? Lonely? Pissed off? No appetite?
Shit all this. -.-

PS : PRELIM IS ROUND THE CORNER! PLEASE START REVISING!

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My niece is learning from the Cadbury's advertisement! Funny or what? LOL!
My niece likes Nobody's mv by Wonder girls. She's so hooked into it that she kept pestering me to let her watch the mv! -.-


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GOODNIGHT! I'm going to bed -.-
I'm gonna have a hard time tomorrow, *moodswing swing swing. I hate redness. -.-

PS : 7th month is coming! This is even worst!

Walao. Today is really not my day lah. So many things happened that made me so damn pekchek! The worst thing was about the audition! Was told that graduating students were not allowed to have individual performances cause we have our class performance already. They said it was stated clearly that graduating students cannot sign up or something like that. The only audition cum rehearsal will be on the 29th which is like 2 days before the teachers' day. Of course, we were all very pissed off uh. We took so much time and effort to practice for this audition and yet we were not allowed to go for the audition. Can also see that most of the individual groups came from sec4s and 5s lo. Cannot means cannot, have to wait for 29th for another round of audition cum rehearsal which I predict it won't be a good one too. Haha! I'm so meannnnnnnnnn :X

Went back class, then afternoon lessons. Slacked and waited for the rest to come back for class practice. Heard from Harry that something happened between two classes, hopefully they're okay now. No conflicts, Peace man! Hhaha. Harry got affected and Ai wasn't in the mood too, G.grandaughter also went off early. Left me alone to emo! Hahaha. Was really veryvery pekchek at that point of time, kind of stressed up by alot of things. I'm so going to make use of this weekend to plan something out for myself, and for not regretting at the end of the day! Argh.

Whatever it is, I'm just so not in the mood today. Bffl made me felt more worst can! Stupid bitch! Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! STUPIDSTUPIDSTUPID! :@

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Don't want to continue typing, my blood is boiling already! >:(
BYEBYE! :@

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! SO MANY TONS OF HOMEWORK TO BE DONE! HAVEN'T EVEN STARTED ON REVISION! ONE WORD : "NONSENSE!" Hahahha :D

I think I'm gonna burn a lot of midnight oils starting from this week onwards, prelim's starting very soon - in between, there's teachers' day preparations/practices which can kill most of my time. Seriously, no time for homework and revision. What's more worst is I don't have that damn time management! -.- (go bang the wall lah) No point coming out with whatever study plan, I'll never able to follow it. How pro. *Claps... -.-

Okay, everything is gonna start from this week! All the way! :D Jiayou people.

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PS : Distraction's such a bitch! @.@
PPS : Music makes life more lively and is my best company! "Can't let this music stop, Can't let this feeling end."
PPS : LISTEN TO MY BLOGSONG, BEST I EVER HAD BY DRAKE! DAMN NICE!
"I say you the f*ing best, you the f*ing best ... Best I ever had, Best I ever had..." *Thumbs up!

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Emerald is the birthstone for May-born people. Emerald is believed to keep the wearer calm and healthy. Emerald signifies love. You are a peace-loving person. You like children and pets. You are usually very romantic and affectionate towards your beloved.

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Finally, weekend's here!
But I'm not happy cause still need to go back to school! It's been so long since I had my long beauty sleep on saturdays! This is so not fair, HAHAHAH! :/

I just need to survive for a few more months, and everything will be over. I can sleep all I want, I can enjoy myself for all I want, nobody will care. Yes, must jiayou uh! A few more months.. SURVIVE!!!!!

Tomorrow, Breakfast- Art- Collect Package- Dance! :D
Sunday, 4 hours tuition- Dance! T.T

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That was a very surprising call, thanks for your concern. Appreciated :D

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