Tuesday, April 29, 2008
FIRE DRILL IN TP DESIGN SCHOOL AT 5PM!
FIRE DRILL IN TP DESIGN SCHOOL AT 5PM!



Posted by Alexander Thaddeus Kow at 4/29/2008 12:44:00 am
Monday, April 28, 2008
call
it's been a long timewhere this mood has beenburning deep insideand troubled from withinloneliness and emptinessdrives the brains to go blankand seeing the colour from my dreamsfrom HD to those of 1910Drugs, Scandals and bingeand we all think we are so divineYet upon it all,This is daily routine, some may callIn the shadow of the nighti long for your kiss goodnightto tuck me safe in bedand troubles belong somewhere else insteadSolititude and ransomof this feelings i can have a hold onand i wish that someone will come byand kiss this demon deep insideDrugs, Scandals and binge
and we all think we are so divine
Yet upon it all,
This is daily routine, some may callAs i end this night goodbyei may recall a friend saying hibut it ends with nothing more than pussies sighand the torn up world i say oh my...
Posted by Alexander Thaddeus Kow at 4/28/2008 11:56:00 pm
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Faith and Church
It moves on to the question on faith.
Where is the faith of the people who go to church? In word or in spirit. And, i used the people who go to church rather than church ppl, is due to the fact that church ppl, know and practice the teachings of God, the other doesn't. It is very silly that people come to church to pray and worship god, but they do not fully understand what his mission on earth was, to be love. God is love. But where is love in church? Within the interior walls of this magnificient structure, or not? A true example which love and faith is definitely not around, is during the our father song. In traditional times, it was always the case that everyone whether you know them or not, will hold each other's hands. Eversince the outbreak of SARS and the hand, foot and mouth disease, faith has left the church. Even after those epidemics had vanished from Singapore or is suppressed, people still do not want physical contact with another. They come to worship but they have their limitations. But, the new god of the world is money. People don't mind shaking or kissing their customers on the cheek for money. Who is the God of this era, Jesus or Money? you be the judge.
Then, most of the people in church follow the monkey see, monkey do technique. It ranges from them bowing with the priest when the celebrants enter church to taking holy water when they leave. Firstly, they do not know why they r doing it, but they just do it cos everyone is doing it. But it's wrong. They aren't suppose to bow when the priests come in cos when the congregation enters the church at their different times, they bow or genuflact at the door or pew. They r not suppose to follow the celebrant and the altar servers n the communion ministers n all. Then secondly, when they enter church they take holy water and bless themselves from the sins they've made outside of church, by making the sign of the cross. But then again, when the leave church they do the same. does this mean they r blessing themselves from the sins they've made in church? you be the judge.
Today, i went to church, and i parked my car near the grotto. I knew it was not the right place to park, but i just needed to go down, grab some stuff and leave. In addition, there was no wardens to guide me to park anywhere else. So, i parked. Went to the bookshop. Bought some stuff. Then the woman was looking for a box. People started exiting the church already at that pt so i told her ill come back and collect the car cos i was gonna repark it. I rushed to the car, to get a whole scum of scoldings about me being inconsiderate and all. I did know it was wrong, but he just went on and on. I felt like yelling at him. But the better side of me told me to let it be. It's not like i was doing this for self purpose, i was actually doing this for someone elses benefit and all i got back was shit. The cruxifiction of jesus was also the same, he came to do good but got mocked and given shit by his own people. Practice of being like jesus only remains in the walls of the church, and out of it, the devils take over. Today's incident has seriously scarred me to think that people who go to church are not who they are meant to be. They are political, self-absorbed and think they are great. If i had a choice of staying home and praying versus going to church, ill pick home. I know i'm being very judgemental about this, but are you going to judge me back for how i feel?
Posted by Alexander Thaddeus Kow at 4/27/2008 12:11:00 pm
Thursday, April 24, 2008
to me new found friends
My bestfriends!
Joey.Amanda.Nathalie(not in the pic).Veron.Sarah.
Being around them is the best thing i've ever felt.
No judging, fun and the feeling makes you melt.
It was just a few weeks of knowing them.
especially when we bonded at camp.
Our 3am nights at sentosa.
really worth treasuring forever like the fillings held by a samosa.
Posted by Alexander Thaddeus Kow at 4/24/2008 01:00:00 am
Sunday, April 13, 2008
shout to the lord
this is ultimately the true and real shout to the lord
Posted by Alexander Thaddeus Kow at 4/13/2008 01:49:00 am
Perspective
another one of those artsy fartsy videos with film lang attached.
Take note:
The desaturation at the start and saturation at the part when the chorus begins, suddenly i see...
the red lights at the start of the show, as a sign of barriers to prevent us from continuing, and the green lights at the later part to emphasise the change. Then in btwn, the red light and no crossing signs yet ppl still cross. Sometimes, we got to cheat and not follow rules in other to get things done. For e.g. Fedex, they go all out to deliver.
The reverse of video here n there is to show that we sometimes have to go back and trace our steps or reflect what we have done wrongly or right. That's how we learn.
The earlier part of the show, the angles solely based on lower angles to show the lower confidence. Then, as it progresses, its more of higher confidence levels. Like how in life we start off not being confident wen later on we get used to stuff n become more confident.
Posted by Alexander Thaddeus Kow at 4/13/2008 01:19:00 am
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
will the vision of today be the vision for tomorrow?
The Electric New Paper :
Chopper attack after complaint over cold chicken rice
Incident stuns diners at Smith Street
A CHICKEN rice chef allegedly went berserk on Sunday night in Chinatown, slashing a customer with a chopper after he had complained that the chicken served was too cold, reported the Lianhe Wanbao.
09 April 2008
A CHICKEN rice chef allegedly went berserk on Sunday night in Chinatown, slashing a customer with a chopper after he had complained that the chicken served was too cold, reported the Lianhe Wanbao.
The incident happened at 8.40pm, just as the dinner crowd was out in full force at the stall in Smith Street.
Stall helpers had taken back the customer's dish after his complaint, allegedly dunking his chicken into hot soup to warm it up.
They also told the customer he need not pay for his meal.
But the man, who was there with his girlfriend, remained unsatisfied.
Eyewitnesses said he walked up to the glass counter separating the kitchen from the dining area and scolded the chef, and allegedly challenged him to a fight.
One eyewitness, Mr Tan K C, a lawyer in his 40s, claimed: 'The customer was hurling vulgarities, scolding the chef's father and mother.'
The chef kept silent and continued working as the dinner crowd looked on stunned.
He ignored the customer's taunts but, as the man turned to leave with his girlfriend, the chef snapped.
He charged outside with his chopper and allegedly ambushed the customer as he was walking down the road, slashing him on his back and thigh.
CHEF TURNS HIMSELF IN
The customer collapsed, bleeding profusely, as his hysterical girlfriend scrambled around for tissue and cloth to stop the bleeding.
Eyewitnesses said the chef looked shocked afterwards and fled, before returning later to turn himself in.
In the meantime, the customer was taken to the Singapore General Hospital (SGH).
The chef started working at the stall about four years ago.
Helpers at the chicken rice shop said the chef would often buy food for them or treat them when he won the lottery.
'He was always joking around,' said Mr Andy Puah, 26, a stall assistant.
Mr Tan said the customer was about 1.8m tall and weighed about 90kg.
A police spokesman said they recived a call at 8.40pm about a fight at Smith Street. When they arrived, a man in his 40s was found with injuries on his back and thigh.
The spokesman added that the police later arrested a man in his 60s.
Investigations are ongoing.
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The Electric New Paper :
Tekka Market stallholders upset
Temp site too tight
Space given is 4sq m, while temporary stalls elsewhere have areas of 5 sq m to 13sq m, claim stallholders
FOR the past two weeks, Madam Kelly Lim has had trouble sleeping at night.
09 April 2008
FOR the past two weeks, Madam Kelly Lim has had trouble sleeping at night.
The 41-year-old, who runs a beancurd stall at Tekka Market is worried about the impact that upcoming renovation at the market will have on her business.
From 1 May, the popular Serangoon Road wet market will be closed for about 16 months.
The stallholders will operate at temporary premises on Race Course Road until work is completed.
But many stallholders have already complained about the temporary market's space constraints, though construction is still going on.
Each stall is only 2m by 2m (about the size of a HDB flat toilet) - an area they say is far too small for their equipment, workers and products.
Madam Lim is worried about the lack of space for her two helpers - her sister and daughter.
About 25 stallholders were present when The New Paper spoke to them at the site yesterday morning.
Mutton seller Mohamad Suban, 55, said that on 28 Mar, the stallholders received an official letter instructing them to vacate the market by 30 Apr.
At a meeting last year, they were told that each stall at the temporary market would cost $4,500.
No mention was made of the stalls' dimensions, said Mr Mohamad.
The stallholders assumed that they would be identical to those in the temporary markets at Chinatown and Geylang, and did not raise the issue.
According to several Tekka Market stallholders, the stalls there have dimensions of about 2.4m by 2.4m (an area of about 5.8 sq m) and 3.7m by 3.7m (or 13.7 sq m) respectively.
But when they first visited the Race Course Road site on 31 Mar, they said they were 'shocked' to see that the stalls were smaller than they hadexpected.
Said Mr Mohammad: 'We've been in the business for a long time. With one look, we can tell whether things will fit in the stall.'
He has been working at his family's stall at Tekka Market for more than 30 years.
The stallholders said they had approached various parties asking for changes, but were told it would not be possible.
Lamented a chicken seller, who wanted to be known only as Madam Zamela: 'Ten years ago, I spent $25,000 on an icebox to store mymeat.
'Now, my stall is too small and the icebox cannot fit. Am I supposed to buy another one just because of this?'
Stallholders also had concerns about security and fire safety in the temporary market.
Also, would they have to worry about pickpockets if the small market gets too crowded?
'CUSTOMER DISCOMFORT'
Customers will also find it uncomfortable navigating the narrow aisles between stalls, said spice shop owner Rejina Begum.
Also of concern is the location of particular stalls.
Stallholders said that a ballot had been held on 31 Mar to determine the location of each stall.
But the ballot slips had not been divided according to the type of product the stalls sell.
Said Madam Lim, whose beancurd stall will be situated between two pork stalls: 'Many of my customers are Muslim. If I work beside a stall selling minced pork, will they buy my beancurd?'
Mr Loh Yong Hup, who sells flowers, said his stall is also between stalls selling meat.
He complained in Mandarin: 'How can they do this? The flowers are often used for prayers.'
Stallholders point out that they have also incurred additional costs during the course of construction.
For instance, those who wanted the wiring altered to suit their individual needs had to pay $80 more, they said.
When contacted, Mr Johnny Chia, chairman of the Tekka Market Friendly Association, said that the unfavourable layout of stalls sometimes could not be helped, given the sheer number ofstalls.
The association has been holding regular meetings with the parties involved, and ensuring the smooth progression of construction, he added.
He also said the stalls' dimensions are the norm for temporary markets.
The National Environment Agency could not be contacted by press time to confirm the dimensions of the stalls at the Chinatown and Geylang markets.
As of now, the stallholders seem resigned to the temporary market's limitations.
Mr Lim Bok Thiam, 46, who sells poultry and frozen food, expects his business to fall by about 30 per cent.
But he is mentally prepared for that.
He just hopes his regular customers will continue to support him.
He said: 'We don't need luxury, just a comfortable place to work in.
'If changes cannot be made now, we at least hope others won't have to suffer so much during future renovations.'
By Aditi Shivaramakrishnan, newsroom intern
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Is this the vision for tomorrow? A place of turmoil and insecurities that everyone is going berserk? Not to mention, depression and suicide rates of not just adults, but youths are on the rise. Reading an article ytd, i was deeply shocked with the minds of people. successful girl turns to selling her body to be rich. there is another story similiar to this below.
The Electric New Paper :
MATHS PRODIGY TURNS PROSTITUE
HAUNTED BY WHY DAUGHTER SELLS HER BODY
M'sian-born mum hasn't seen daughter in years
UNTIL a week ago, Mrs Halimahton Yusof's routine had been the same.
07 April 2008
UNTIL a week ago, Mrs Halimahton Yusof's routine had been the same.
Every time she left her family home in the outskirts of Coventry in England, she would look around, hoping to catch a glimpse of her daughter's face.
Mrs Yusof got her answer in the most heart-wrenching way possible.
British newspapers published pictures of her daughter Sufiah, 23, selling sex from the dingy basement of a Salford flat.
Styling herself under the name Shilpa Lee, MsSufiah Yusof was said to be offering her services for £130 ($360) a session on the Internet.
'For the past few years, I didn't even know whether she was alive,' the Johor-born 51-year-old scientist said.
'Every time there was a story on the news about an accident, or a death, I feared the worst. I just wanted to know she was alive,' she told The Daily Mail in her first interview since her daughter's lifestyle was exposed.
The sordid revelation was a stunning fall for MsSufiah, a child maths prodigy who was admitted to Oxford University at just 13, making her the youngest undergraduate to do so at that time.
But at 15, MsSufiah ran away and revealed that her father Farooq, 50, had made her childhood a 'living hell' by 'hothousing' her in pursuit of academic success.
Just a week before MsSufiah's activities were revealed last Sunday, Farooq, a Pakistan-born teacher, was jailed 18months after pleading guilty to two charges of sexually assaulting two 15-year-old girls.
Mrs Yusof is in the process of divorcing Farooq after more than 30 years.
WANTS TO RECONCILE
And she longs to reconcile with her daughter.
'I was shaking when I found out what had become of her. No mother expects that, and part of me is haunted by the notion we had driven her to that.
'I have no idea what is going on in her mind, but I refuse to judge her and I want her to know my door is always open, that I am here for her,' said Mrs Yusof.
She has been trying to reach MsSufiah through the young woman's old handphone number but it has been ringing unanswered.
Said Mrs Yusof: 'I haven't seen the pictures in the papers, and I don't want to see them. My sons have told me it's not good for my heart. I want to think of her as I remember her.
'I have no idea why she's doing this, whether she's trying to make her father angry or whether it's just desperation.
'I asked my solicitor if there is anything I can do to help her, but she's an adult and beyond my reach. I can only pray that she comes to her senses.'
Mrs Yusof relies on the support of her children - Abraham, 26, Iskander, 21, and Zuleika, 14 - who live with her in the family's comfortable five-bedroom home. Her eldest daughter, Aisha, 25, lives nearby with her husband and visits regularly.
The house is warm and comfortable, strewn with the usual paraphernalia of family life.
All the children are fiercely intelligent - Iskander and Aisha studied at Warwick University when they were only 12 and 16 respectively.
OUTSTANDING GENIUS
But Ms Sufiah stood out.
Said Mrs Yusof: 'When she was barely 18 months, she could sing whole nursery rhymes.
'She could recognise numbers and letters at 10 months old, and do a 20-piece jigsaw upside down. Farooq said she was a little genius even when she was a baby.'
And by 12, she had already passed three A-levels.
But Mrs Yusof said she never realised the pressure that MsSufiah was under and that she was only a child.
Said her brother Iskander, a computer programmer: 'My father found out she had not been doing as well as he hoped and he took it very badly.
'He became obsessed with her getting back on track. For Sufi it only exacerbated the pressure she put on herself. She felt she couldn't get away from him.'
Ms Sufiah accuses Farooq of bullying his children intellectually and physically, going into a rage if he felt they were not working hard enough.
She reached her breaking point in June 2000 and ran off after finishing her third-year exams, leaving most of her possessions behind.
Mrs Yusof recalled: 'I had spoken to her in the morning and she sounded flat, which I couldn't understand. I offered to pick her up and she said: 'I'm okay, momma, I'll make my own way'.'
Ms Sufiah eventually reached Bournemouth, where she worked as a waitress and e-mailed her sister Aisha about her unhappiness at home.
When police found her three weeks later, she asked to be taken into foster care.
Father and daughter reconciled briefly when MsSufiah married Mr Jonathan Marshall, a law student four years her senior.
By then, at 19, she was back at a local college and even talked about returning to Oxford. Ms Sufiah agreed to introduce her fiance to her father.
Said Mrs Yusof: 'She was anxious, I could see, but it all unfolded very calmly. Her father hugged her and she hugged him back.'
The family even reunited for a civil wedding dinner in July 2004.
And in 2005, when Mr Marshall was posted to Singapore on a short-term job contract, MsSufiah moved back to the family home.
But within days, another argument exploded between Ms Sufiah and her father.
Said Mrs Yusof: 'They had a row and I heard Farooq tell her to shut up, then within minutes she had packed her bags and was out the door.
'I rang her and she was getting a train to London. She said, 'I'm fed up with him, he needs psychiatric help'.'
Since then, Mrs Yusof has had no verbal contact with her daughter.
The only contact has been a terse e-mail, sent in August 2005, in which Ms Sufiah revealed that she and Mr Marshall were separated.
'I felt numb. I didn't understand why she felt this way. I always thought her quarrel was with her father, not us.'
Yet, while she yearns for her daughter's return, Mrs Yusof admits she should have noticed MsSufiah's problems.
'Farooq could be difficult and I would try to talk to him, but I would not have picked Sufi out as suffering. She was the one who got criticised least.
'But I realise now she kept everything bottled up.'
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M'SIAN GOVT CAN'T GET UK AUTHORITIES TO HELP
MALAYSIA says its attempts to track down Ms Sufiah (left) have been met with resistance from the British government.
Deputy Minister in the Prime Minister's Department, Datuk Dr Mashitah Ibraham, told Malaysia's Berita Harian that the British authorities are not willing to divulge any information to the Malaysian government over this matter.
Said Datuk Mashitah on Friday: 'We received news yesterday morning that attempts to contact the authorities over there have been unsuccessful. Instead, they have advised us to contact the association for Malay-Muslim residents over there.'
She added that Sufiah's mother, Mrs Halimahton Yusof, has so far given permission only to Mr Hamidi Abdul Rahman, the president of the Malay Society in the UK, to help them.
Mr Hamidi told Berita Harian that his society is trying all means to contact Sufiah.
'I believe Sufiah is not a bad person and now, she is under pressure and needs help. We need to acknowledge that she is a victim who needs immediate help,' he said.
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HOW HER DOWNFALL STARTED
1997: Ms Sufiah first makes headlines when she is admitted into St Hilda's College, Oxford University, to read mathematics at the age of 13.
June 2000: After her third-year exams, MsSufiah skips the train home and instead boards a train to the south coast. She ends up in Bournemouth, working as a waitress.
When police find her three weeks later, she asks to be taken into foster care.
July 2004: Ms Sufiah and her family are reunited when she marries MrJonathan Marshall, a law student four years her senior. By then, she is back at a local college and even considers returning to Oxford.
2005: Mr Marshall is posted to Singapore on a short-term job contract and Sufiah moves back to the family home.
Within days, she gets into an argument with her father and moves out.
August 2005: Ms Sufiah sends a terse e-mail to her family to say she and Mr Marshall have separated. She says she wants no further contact with any member of her family.
March 2008: British paper News Of The World publishes an article on Ms Sufiah, alleging that she has been selling her body for £130 ($360) an hour on the Internet.
will the vision of today be the vision for tomorrow?
Posted by Alexander Thaddeus Kow at 4/09/2008 05:02:00 pm
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
"...one is fast at seeking help, but slow at reward..."
"...one is fast at seeking help, but slow at reward..."
Wesley Kow, 2008
Project 2's results are out. i only got a 'B'.
Anyway, the point here is, people are so darn clever to ask people to come act and all, n empty promises are made at the end of the day. so, as casting manager, remind the crew about this, all you get back is just more degree celsius. As quoted, "How about you bring them for a treat yourself. don't need us to go." my views: WTF! once you get your A's you forget who are the ones who gave you it. Leave it to someone else to do the dirty work while you claim your glory. bloody p*********. i tell you ar... what they teach there are to be con artist and nothing more than hypocrites. Ok... i being the good guy agrees to plan it. I say Wed, at Siglap. replies back from the cock,"so far for me". yes. think of yourself only, the me,myself and i. how about plan it yourself then? The most appropriate place for the cast is the east as they stay here, not the west. Gosh, as what your name ryhms to. The two A-cers are pushing the duty of planning the reward to me. they are busy and blah blah blah, and i am not, considering i got a job, nights are planned with planning for the camp, practicing my magic tricks for Genesis and sleep hours range from 5 to 6 hours everynight. Thank you.
the unsung hero sings again...
Posted by Alexander Thaddeus Kow at 4/08/2008 11:45:00 am
Monday, April 07, 2008
Study pours cold water on drinking eight glasses a day
Study pours cold water on drinking eight glasses a day
AFP - Friday, April 4
WASHINGTON (AFP) - - Drinking enough to quench your thirst is sufficient for the body's needs, and there is no evidence to support the common advice to drink eight glasses of water a day, according to a new study.
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"Just drink when you are thirsty," was the advice from a study published Thursday in the Journal of the American Society of Nephrology.
Doctors from the University of Pennsylvania said "there is simply a lack of evidence in general" that everyone should drink the recommended 1.5 litres of water a day.
Researchers Dan Negoianu and Stanley Goldfarb had examined the theory that drinking more water helped the kidneys flush more toxins from the body.
"So the question is does drinking more water increase these normal important functions of the kidneys. And the answer is no," Goldfarb told NPR radio.
"In fact, drinking large amounts of water, actually and surprisingly, tends to reduce the ability of the kidney to function as a filter."
Water has also been touted as an ideal aid to those who want to lose weight. But while drinking more helps dieters feel full, no clinical study has proved that it will help keep the weight off.
"There were some studies that suggested that in fact, calorie intake was reduced when individuals were given water prior to eating. Other studies suggested that it wasn't," Goldfarb added.
Increased water intake was only really justified in extreme cases, such as for athletes, people living in hot, dry climates and those suffering from particular illnesses
Posted by Alexander Thaddeus Kow at 4/07/2008 03:30:00 pm
Thursday, April 03, 2008
THE BIKER'S FIGHT - INNOCENT OR GUILTY?
THE BIKER'S FIGHT - INNOCENT OR GUILTY?
Lunch at the Central Business District(CBD) is usually a busy, rush one. It is home to alot of tempted theives in the district. On 3rd April 2008, at 1403hours, just outside of the old SIA building, stood a case of a snatch-thief. This incident left the theif with open wounds and blood trickling from his face.
"On the way back from lunch, i saw these two men fighting with each other. I did not do anything but watch as there was someone already trying to stop it. Then their fight took the bustling stretch of Robinson Road. Luckily a car stopped just in time, or else, they both would have been smashed." said a witness.
After collecting much more information, the chinese biker in the 30s, seemed to have started the fight, but he was indeed the hero of the day. He probably saw this Malay snatch thief of early 30s steal a handbag, and later engaged into a pursuit with him. He punched the thief till blood started flowing from his face. It was time to give up and the punching ended. Several passer-bys crowded around the vicinity while 2 other people stood to stop the fight.
We now got to ask ourselves, with crime rates so low in Singapore, with education high in abundance, is living here getting so difficult that the crime rates will evetually start rising?
Posted by Alexander Thaddeus Kow at 4/03/2008 02:41:00 pm