Sunday, February 22, 2009
Pretend...
It seems all of these words couldn't be further from the truth
How did I get here? What did I do?
Your eyes, telling me lies
And making me find myself
While you have your agenda, a life to pursue
So please,
Let me be free from you.
And please, let me be free
I cant face the truth.
I'm blind to all of your colors
That used to be rainbow then
My eyes, where did the go to?
Why disappear?
It's hard to be all alone
I never got through your disguise
I guess I'll just go, and face all my fear
So please,
Let me be free from you
And please, let me be free
I can face the truth.
Put down your world
Just for one night
Pick me again
So please,
Let me be free from you
And please, let me be free
I cant face the truth
Posted by Alexander Thaddeus Kow at 2/22/2009 11:40:00 pm
Friday, February 20, 2009
STAGED submission
It felt like just yesterday when i was preparing my 3d sculpture in year 1, and now, i'm over with my final year proj. how fast time passes.... Above is my packaging for my final year project, Staged - ain't no drag like me... after finishing everything and letting my brain rest for a few days, ideas started pouring out for its sequel and how to make it more interesting for my Diploma show. As for the sequels, below are the names...
STAGED - memoirs of a gay, shah
STAGED - chin-gay
By having these 2 sequels with the main show, I could make a locally flavoured homosexual show. The first one portraying the Eurasian/Indian culture, the second one, the malay culture, and the last one, the chinese culture respectively. I think it will be a hit on the youtube market and having a sequel to a show, makes people look forward to seeing more and more. And plus, i think it will help the crew and casts to gain a good reputation in the film industry. STAGED, is a experimental yet very over the top kind of genre. Who thinks of doing a drag show? Staged's aims is to capture audiences to have a deeper understanding of homosexuals and their lives. Anyone interested to work on this production with me? email me!
Posted by Alexander Thaddeus Kow at 2/20/2009 11:21:00 pm
Monday, February 16, 2009
Thunder from Down Under @ Zirca
Thunder from down under at ZIRCA was a big dissapointment.Being bored, we decided to check out Thunder from down under at Zirca a few hours ago. It was an epic journey with Roy, Fran, Amy and myself. Yeah, amy came along. It was her first clubbing experience. coolios... anyway, we went there early so we could get in for free. haha... then at about 12, DJ George Leong started turning tables and everyone started to scream as the Thunders from down under opened the night on to the Djs music. It was ironic since the mass were all guys. Oh well... it was a gay event. anyway, everyone stopped what they were doing, just to watch the performance. Everyone moved to the front... fine... no more build up of suspense. ahah.. The thunders from down under stood there shook a bit and unbuttoned their tops. They were unbuttoning as if they did not know how to unbutton clothes. But can't blame them, they only know how to rip off their own clothes. :P hahahaha... After which, one of the guys said lets get the party started, then they walked backstage while everyone kept waitin for more. But nothing happened. What a bummer! even i could have taken my shirt off myself... what's the thrill in that? And i thot this would be my first strip show. Geez....
Posted by Alexander Thaddeus Kow at 2/16/2009 03:35:00 am
Saturday, February 14, 2009
my funny valentine
All's well that ends well. It's the end of Valentine's day and the 2 Kow Siblings, the last of their kind, remain single. Oh well... Valentine's day is a little overrated. Why celebrate an additional day of love when it should be carried out everyday?To make matters worst, it's kind of a Christian tradition/ celebration, but it has become so widely known that even Muslims, Hindus, etc. celebrate this event. Wow...
Posted by Alexander Thaddeus Kow at 2/14/2009 09:29:00 pm
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Staged - aint no drag like me
Posted by Alexander Thaddeus Kow at 2/10/2009 09:55:00 pm
Monday, February 09, 2009
staged survey
Hey guys,I need help for my FYP. could you help me do this survey. Thanks.
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Posted by Alexander Thaddeus Kow at 2/09/2009 09:32:00 pm
Tuesday, February 03, 2009
NAPFA
One big challenge succumbed today! The army Napfa. All the weeks of training and trying to lose weight, all finally paid off. I didn't really lose any weight, i put on, but, it was all good. I guess i lost fats and gained muscles frm gyming and stuff. I surprisingly passed by 5 stations when i thought i would fail due to either standing broad jump, or pull ups. I suck at jumping and for pull ups we had to do it the secondary school way, or some may say the less pussy way. I was like shits! surely will fail, time to pack up and leave. Then, i just said give it a shot. Then i started praying. I was like please Jesus, help me to pass this at least. Then when i went there, i took off my sex band, then walla! i passed. 7 pull-ups but 6 recorded cos my leg hit the wall. bummer! Then for standing broad jump, i got 2.2 which is a D. the first time i did it i got like 2.13. i was like shits! haha... then i tried again. Then, the main event, 2.4km run.We had to run this 2.4km distance which felt like a 10km distance. I had no ipod to distract me from being tired. But then again, i just said, do it. then i just prayed again. actually it wasnt really prayers prayers but kinda talking to god? i was like please help me to pass this. Last station then no more Napfa. well... whatever you wanna call it, it worked! haha.. you should try that some time. I've been drifting from church n all.. dun find it interesting. i do god's works but i don't fully believe in what i do anymore. but i guess this was an eye opener. Plus, after stepping down as secretary, i feel i have more time to think of myself then to think of how to get everyone to listen, cos no one or barely anyone does. but then again, i think it's just a matter of faith. We had a comm prayer meet at janice's house that day and we had to say the rosary. I was like... OMG. so boring... cant be bothered... i shouldn't have come.. etc. bt during the prayers i felt that i have drifted so far, as if im like the prodigal son. then, i felt, i have to start soul searching again. it was good... real good. i sound like some protestant preacher, but honestly, these things do get you back or at least wake you up from where u are, if not the dead. Anyway, the focus here was about the 2.4km run. The moment i started, i felt like quitting. I was like tired... shits... boring... should i just walk.. then a voice kept telling me, this is your last station, pass this and no more of this crap, no more napfa.. then everytime i thot i can't do this, the voice said, c'mon just a bit more, just a bit more.. then, i reached the last bit where there was this trainer of this guy behind me who was trying to get the fella to run faster, i guess its his training coach or something cos he was only focusing on that boy to overtake me. Then, when i heard that, i quickly ran faster so he couldn't. Muahaha... evil arent I? despite the big difficulty to breathe, i just persisted. A little pain to overcome a future burden... It was tough and i came in 5th position for 2.4km. Not bad... not bad at all.. at least no more exercising till army... i hope...