Wrath is therapeutical

People are going to hate me for this...but i dont care...you may disagree with me..but u cant judge me.

I dont get it...why must one be "overly" religious??to the point that the whole thing seemed like a cult...Im talking about the recent camp that was held in hall...the campers look so young...n they had to be "brain washed" at such young age...what they do??they preach day n nite...in the covered up mpsh...it really seemed like a cult to me Im sorry...

I mean,look at the way they conduct the whole damn thing...I have no problem with people being religious or whatever...but this..just dont seem right...the camp was on for almost a week...n all they do everyday is to preach n preach n preach..y preach so much??I do believe that if u are a good soul...u ARE a good soul..end of story...u dont need Jesus to help u to be a good soul.

I took a peek into the mpsh last nite...n all i see was...a bunch of youngsters looking like they were on trance...they looked like they were high on drugs....closing their eyes n "feeling" the music...or whatever...

Call me an ignorant bitch who doesnt have strong religion base....but I assure u that I am NOT that ignorant...I know it doesnt harm anyone...but its really not necessary at all...n whats the whole damn point of singing the god damn song over n over again for about an hour???urgh i was so freakin annoyed...will god help solve ur problem then?..its all up to u eventually......
ok fine,u might argue that its for "strength" or power or whatever...i just think its a purely BS!

And this afternoon when i came back from soccer training, those kids staying across my room left me some postcards with notes written by them...saying how great it is to be my neighbour blablabla...wtf...we barely even talk to each other!!!goodness...n of course...they all signed of with Jesus love you...wtf...i even freakin' gave my contact lense solution to one of them...n where is the note of appreciation for that???its not even mentioned in the note!!!all they said was...come to my church blablabla n jesus love u blablabla....fuck!...see?this is what i mean...did jesus tell u not to thank anyone properly n leave them "appropriate" messages???did jesus also tell u to write things you dont even mean it?did jesus tell u to fake ur sincerity and only write down redundant stuff to try n please people?fine.....so jesus love me.....whatever...

And of course,I was so disgusted by their "sincerity" that i just chucked the postcards into my bin.

Dont get me wrong...i do know a few good christians n catholics out there...they are fine...they dont go to that extreme...n i do respect them for that.

I am not demeaning anyone's faith or religion here but am just merely stating my own opinion..if u wanna judge me go ahead...because for all i know...I dont give a damn!

Been slaving my ass for two days non stop...being a comm member really means only being a slave to your members....god damn it!

From doing auntie stuff like going to the supermarket to get raw ingredients to going into the kitchen n cooking....this is my first time ever cooking..like...real food..not just fried eggs n instant noodles...yay..can "kahwin" adi.

Thank goodness my comm members are a bunch of crazy ass Malaysians!woohoo..the comm is totally ruled by Malaysians man....everything is cut short ala Msian style...slack!...even saved up lotsa money from the fund n we plan to "telan" the leftovers...go Bintan or go open bottle...wahaha

Jasmine the auntie is great to bully..Peter the Jay Chou is really funny in cracking lame jokes...i swear to god...he dont even have to tell a funny joke..from the moment he opens his mouth...u'll start laughing...

A Malaysian went to a Computer Shop n asked, "hi, je ge ji kuai?(this wan how much?)"....then the shopkeeper replied, "oohhh, je ge model hen kuai de"(this model is very fast wan)....damn funny can die...even funnier when Peter tells it...wahlao...thank god got this kinda Malaysian.

Well its something tht Sporeans like to mock Msians...about our Mandarin...

Then he can say something like..."Beauty is temporary, but Ugliness is Forever.."..wahlaoooo..genius onot u tell me?laugh until stomach cramp..GG

hah!just came back fr soccer training...feel so good after a refreshing bath!...luckly me n Miss Neverending Legs Nihara Guruge came back earlier...kakaka..padan muka those who ate lunch..kena caught in the rain...kakakaka...kakakaka...i'll be sure to laugh at them again when i see them

Nihara was so pissed that i called her Indian!.."Im not Indian,Im Sri Lankan"...hah,whatever.like i care..Indians are Indians...no difference...just the matter of how many of degree is your Indian skin color...hers is what i would call, caramel...Gary's would be Dark Chocolate....he wont admit he's Indian as well....he said what,some Portugese shit or something...n Im like...watevaaaaaa (shrugged him off bitchily)...still Indian to me...

And i like making racist jokes to them..its damn fun...Gary was telling me like how everyone here stares at him one kind...then Im like.."duh,u look around u la...like ur sooo "blending" in here that people wont notice u"...bwahahaha...then he was wearing white...and i ask him to go stand in a dark place...then u can see just the SHIRT walking....he can vomit blood just talkin to me.

And Nihara was like.."damn these people,why they have to keep asking me what to eat?i just ordered like a million times,they cant recognize me or what!..."..and Im like,"yea damn,like ur face is so "common" here right?u n all the chinese people here...damn"

Then when she went to pay, all the Indian dudes were totally checking her out....n I check them checking her out...hahaha...
"Those Indian people are like sooo checking u out Niha!"..
"Damn those Indians"

just like how Sherene said, "The angmohs apparently only know Asian people as those yellow skinned and they never classify Indians as Asians...Indians are just Indians"

Wahaha..well said...see how special isit to be Indian?oh,Sherene's Indian as well...hahaha...

waah,been walking damn alot these few days...craziness...my legs can qualify for African track d.

Spent few days with my close F6 mates, Sherene n Seng....today just went out with Gary as well.

Feels good to finally have some close friends to talk cock with...really missed the company.
well,its been a while...

urrgghh..since exams are over,I have nothing better to do....have been drowning myself with god-knows-how-many episodes of Germany's Next Top Model....in fact,Im so intoxicated by GNTM now...gosh...i need to clear my mind...maybe by watching BNTM,HTNM or AusNTM?ahaha...aih after kena scolded by "some people" for watching too much pointless no brainer bimbotic shows....fine lo.

Its a good thing i have da super fast NUS server...watch everything also super fast...wakaka..unlike "some ppl" back home,have to wait for bloody streamyx who cant be more fucked up..

GNTM is really good i must say...(yea,Im doing all NTM's review now)...initially i was abit taken off by it...because its too lengthy n naggy...n there isnt much drama n action...yea..european girls cant bitch for nuts...all they do is kiss n hug all nite long...deng....

But their quality is superb..quality of the show..the runways..the models..everything is total ass kickin'!GNTM can kick Tyra's big butt anytime!Well altho some of their photoshots are complete rip offs of ANTM..but seriously..who cares?the girls are way "modelly" than those bitches from ANTM...ANTM is all about drama,bitchin' n more drama....from the white bimbos of LA to da black ghettos from Bronx...n not forgetting...its all about Ms. Banks herself.

GNTM focuses alot of runway works....trainings..challenges that booked the girls real jobs...n their walks totally owned ANTM for sure!...well after drowning myself for so many episodes..only towards the end...they started bitching!gosh whats taking them so long seriously...after ten freakin' episodes!..but even the bitching is mild...*sweat*

Oh..n Im so happy that Sherene is coming over tmrw!!cant wait cant wait...at least i have someone whom i can talk to finally....we're going to have so much fun here....n of course..i persuaded her to travel in style with Aeroline...wakakaka

Something has been bothering me since last nite...n even tho ive finished my paper today,Im not feeling happy at all.

Last nite i talked to my bro on msn....from then onwards....i just couldnt concentrate on my exam...i cant sleep last nite...i cant study...i cant concentrate on my paper today...i dont even care anymore that i didnt gave my best on tht paper...yea,it was like shit.

Sometimes i wonder if coming here is a right choice...i know ive said it many many times...n there's no point dwelling upon it...but...its just too difficult to not wonder.

Am i being irresponsible?i dont know..everything is just so confusing to me right now.

My siblings are too young to take all this shit!I am so fed up with all the stuff they have to go thru when they are not even halfway thru childhood yet...I am so fed up that I get to have a normal childhood and they dont....I am so fed up with everything.
apart of me wish that i can be there to support them...but another part of me just feel like avoiding everything and not go home....I am really sorry that i have not been a good sister.

Eating is a Social thing!..this is so true.....just go to random blogs and you will see that at least one or two pics or posts about food...n when friends meet..all they do is settle down in some "atas" restaurant or mamak..then start cam whoring...everything is a Social thing.
Wahaha..sorry for the deep sociology..well..just finished my soci paper today...well of course this eating thing is not part of my essay...been trying so hard to fit it in...but...out of point la dude.
That paper drove me nuts...I did one question where i just practically crapped my way true n wrote my own grandmother's story...hopefully it'll make her proud.

Anyway,Im not done yet regarding the whole eating thing...which drives to the point...of Marxist's conflict theory...where only the rich can afford...ahaha..damn...i see theories everywhere now...my life will never be the same again with sociology!yea..but Marx was right...u see ah...when u go meet ur friend,u sure wanna go somewhere with nice ambience n good food...more on ambience actually coz good food even mamak can get...so yea..u need money money money...which explains...why my social circle sucks here...n its slightly better when im in KL...coz too poor ma here...

This whole notion eventually drives me to my next point,which is....totally unrelated.The other day i was watching my "Fave" Tyra Show...i just had to laugh my ass off...even tho no normal or sane (or smart) person would find it funny...the episode is about "FRENEMIES"..where two best friends constantly competes against each other...looks,car,clothes,boyfriends,etc....but the only thing i find funny is....that those two of them are damn fat!!!!ahahaha damn mean..ok watever.

Yeah as I was saying....I dont get it..I mean..the whole idea of competing n when ur rich...there must be some degree of hotness in you in the first place right?no?..I mean,i just dont get it!...they seemed rich n spoilt...can afford aston martin n versace...whats the problem then??
why not a slimming session n liposuction???as mean as i sound,it just doesnt make sense!!!

The funniest part is...they think that they are damn hot liddat...trying to compete n pick up guys here n there...WALAOOO...memang dengan tak malunyaaaa...damn funny...I mean,i just dont get it la...look at all the bimbos in OC n stuff...they are all skinny because they are rich...personal trainers,diets,eating disorder,etc...i call these,rich people's disease.

Then panda have this interesting theory,she said...maybe coz they are rich thats why they dont have to be skinny....they can do whatever they want...what can u get from being skinny anyway??not everyone can be America's Next Top Model...not everyone can be in OC...so doesnt matter la..just eat all u can n be rich n happy..hmmm...kinda make abit of sense now...

Totally random...teeheehee....i still love Tyra.

That mother%$#@#$% stingy bastardly uncle who doesnt allow me to take three apples.
WTF...its only apples...besides,thats the ONLY proper nutrition that i get...like their apples damn farkin' expensive liddat...urgh

Do not mess with a girl who lurve apples..I wouldnt even care if he disallowed me to take oranges,honey dews,etc....but never mess with my apples..n bananas.

One day...I swear I'll make him pay for that.....

I hate to rant about things...esp exams...but this time..i really screwed up..big time...n I have to be definitely pissed to rant about it...coz u dont see me rant about exams.

I never ever rant after my papers...everyone will be in their chaotic frenzy..but whatever..I finish I go..the end...I dont even talk about the paper...I'll just chuck it aside.

This time...I just cant take it anymore..I had to rant...n Rant I did.here...Ive had sleepless nites dreaming nightmares about this module..n in the end..i still screwed up...talk about equality.

Anyway..doesnt matter..whats done is done..yea whats new.

And so...my only source of comfort...i bought my favourite "tao huey" n eat it while facebooking...that definitely made me happier now.

Life is so stressful these days that I've resorted to playing with TISSUES again!!...its an old habit that I've been trying very freakin' hard to curb...but to no avail obviously...

Well,you see...this habit of mine...begun long long time ago..i dont know how i picked it up but it just came to me...like..naturally...one fine day...i started tearing small parts of the tissue n started squashing it n rolling it up into a "ball-like" shape....it has rough edges all around and so whenever i squash them n roll them with my two fingers...i feel the "sensation" of those rough edges pressing against my flesh....it is damn syiok I assure u...

This "fetish" of mine is not very well-known by many of my friends...perhaps just the few of them..those who has "close proximity" with me throughout their daily lives...such as..Wai Yung-my deskmate back in St.John....I played with tissues whenever Im doing maths or physics ques...very stressful wan okayl...but he always scolded me whenever i started playing with tissues.....because then i will create unwanted "snow flakes" all over my table n floor n those "snow flakes" will eventually spread to his table since he is my deskmate u see...n so he is damn annoyed...

Im not sure who else know of my this very weird lil' habit....Panda just recently found out...i thought noone would ever find out as Ive been doing it for years....its really so syiok that i cant stop it...my fingers are beginning to show signs of roughness n dead skin has begin to form on the sides of my two fingers....but its ok...I ain't complaining...its called...for the love of artistic habit...besides..since I dont do housework...my fingers are Okay to begin with...so whats a little roughness compared to women who slave all their lives in domestic works?

And it think Sherene also knows...oh n my mum!...she caught me playing with tissues and she was so freaked out...she asked me if Im very stressed out...she just doesnt understand why i must play with it...its getting so difficult!!arghh...oh n I think my maid knows too...coz she is the one who has to clean up the mess that Ive created...coz whenever Im at home...I'll produce massive amount of TISSUE BALLS all around...just because I know i have a maid to clean it up for me....bwahahaha...evil i know...

Well,I cant really help it u see.....whenever I am studying or feeling bored..I need to do somethin...I know a number of people out there are also like me...just that they do it differently...like picking their nails...plucking their hair....playing with people's hair..etc...so its exactly the same predicament here u see....n especially during exam period where i need to glue my butt down for hours n hours of intensive studying...i just cant go thru the whole thing without playing with tissue...I'm sorry but i CANT....without that....nothing goes into my brain Im serious!!!

On a lighter note....Ive recently discovered whats the best tissue that suits me....the best tissue is the one that wont create so much "flakes" whenever u roll n squash them...out of all the tissues that Ive tried...from Kleenex to Premier to Rose to Hotel face tissue to Cafe's serviette...I ve found my best tissue...which is....the cheapo toilet paper from my hall's toilet....RAWKS!..since its of a bad quality n material...it is so rough that when you rolled it...no flakes will fall out...RAWKS....n without the flakes..i dont have to sweep my floor everytime after I finished studyin...RAWKS!

The Victoria Secret Angels are hawt hawt hawt!!!!!

Pardon me for this very lesbian post..but these chicas are just so freakin' hawt that even a girl as straight as a metal ruler will want to make out with them...tsk tsk

Feast your eyes people....thank me later...prepare tissue to wipe ur bleeding nose.

Cant wait to watch the 2007 show...
This time ...the "old" angels are not going to be around....
Gisele is apparently getting quite old (according to tabloids)....Tyra is getting Fat...(duh...see for yourself)...n its going to be Heidi's last show...(i hope!..n she is also very old pls take her out)
well the fashion industry is harsh...esp in VS..if ur not hot enuf...out u go!!hey,i didnt say that..Tyra did!n so..out she goes..bwahahaha

Having said tht...Im glad that two of my fave angels are still rawkin' the show...Alessandra n Adriana....damn they're hawt!.






Alessandra Ambrossio..smokin'!













Adriana Lima

























Karolina Kurkova




















Tyra..oh tyra..well.what can I say??..THIS is the reason why she's out..bwahahaha..

















Heidi Klum...can u belif it??tht woman has kids!!!n tht black guy behind her...its her husband, Seal...i know..he is so hot almost like Brad Pitt...match made in heaven indeed..NOT!










Gisele Bunchen































Izabel,Jessica n Selina...new "fresh" young angels..yum yum












































Damn..Im feeling so gay right now...both "happy" gay n "not-straight" gay...thts y im soooo gay..geddit??...bwahaha nvm..happy feasting!

too bored...so Ive decided to write about America's Next Top Model..yayzzzz...my all time never-get-sick-n-tired-of-it reality show!!!Its airing Season 9 now..n Im watching everything till the most recent episode on youtube...god bless the mighty one who came out with youtube...

So far...i lurrvvee Jenah..i really do hope she wins...n then there's this weird but so-called "high fashion" looking girl, Heather...aiya Tyra always tries to put it nicely...like if ur weird...she'll say "high fashion"....if ur fat..she'll say "plus-size"....if ur tomboyish..she'll say "edgy"...if ur black..she'll say..yo sista'?..erm..maybe not....

Its always amusing to see Miss Tyra duin' her own thang..livin' in her own Tyra world...for goodness sake that woman even got her own talk show!!!...well of course...her talk show is one of my "favourite"....it amuses me that how she tries so hard to be like Oprah...n how she always stresses on "body issues"...like how she always invites guests that are like five times bigger than her...so that she doesnt appear "big".....c'mon...we all know tyra is as fat as an oil tank....

N how she contradicts her Modelling show with her Talk show...sayin tht its okay to be "big"..blablabla...n she goes around doin all sorts of nonsense..like making her fat audiences wear tight suits tht showed their fats!!!...WTF...just coz she herself got insulted by the tabloids...they caught her wearing some swimsuit lookin' like Big Mama...n she got all worked up n started lashing out at the tabloids...n made her audience suffer by shamelessly revealing their body weight...brilliant woman ain't she?

Panda told me Tyra blinks alot...she said its most prob a nigga' thing...like,what???i didnt know tht niggas blink alot..i think its just her ugly bangs n her heavy mascara la.....

N then she had guest "celebrities" like Lauren Conrad...wth!!!Oprah had Julia Roberts...Brad Pitt...n she had..Lauren Conrad!!!!the next thing u know..she'll start inviting Heidi Montag..(the other bimbo from The Hill)....exactly...u dont even know!

The other day i was telling Panda to notice her audience...they are so made up..like..they all have the same make ups n stuff...fake giler...n when sumthin' "inspiring" happened...like an ugly woman who gets a make over....her fake audience will be so inspired n enlightened...like seriously inspired to the point tht they feel like cryin' n kiss her golden arse...classic!

Well tht pretty much sums up...on why I love Tyra Banks so much...tht woman...she is indeed somethin' i tell ya..

The HELLISH WEEK begins...from today onwards....Am having my first paper this Fri...

Since hellish week begins today, of course I took the opportunity to have-fun-for-the-last-time yesterday...and yesterday was Saturday...n who the hell studies on saturdays???oh c'mon..gimme a break!

And so I went out with Panda to Suntec...while everyone else is studying..(or they like to say.."mugging" here)...like mad....both of us are so sick of hall and everything...so we decided to just go somewhere far...screw all the exam thoughts for a moment...

I actually only wanted to eat Carls Junior...which u can find in Vivocity which is waaayy nearer than Suntec...but its not really the food that matters la....its really to go far far away.....n once we reached Suntec...we searched high n low like idiots for CJ...

Like i used to said....whenever Panda n I went out..we ALWAYS...never fail to SESAT-ed ourselves...no matter what....last time we used to sesat alot when taking buses...then now...even when we got the bus right...we still can sesat in the mall itself!...damn cool.

By the time we found CJ...we decided we needed something with a better "ambience"...CJ just ain't it...*faint*..susah payah cari in the end never eat...n so we went next door to eat Swensen instead...wah damn expensive can die...I feel so broke again...but nevermind...once in a while indulgence...must reward ourselves before exams...tsk tsk tsk

Swensen is very packed with families...I see families all over...*envy*..then i told panda i want my family also...then she said,"wah..why u so scary wan..still so young...think about all these"...
deng...i meant...my EXISTING family laaaaaa...not THAT family la...siao!*vomit blood*..havent even graduated n work..where got think of all these wan!so auntie meh...

And then after that we just walked around blindly n found the bus stop..genius!

What a great way of releasing stress!ok..back to work now................sigh

Kenyang Kenyang....bloated to the maximum of 1000 kuasa satu juta...I am sooooo full and bloated after eating sooo much junk....My block just had ice cream supper....been indulging in too much sins...wanted to hide in my room and not go initially..but then..haih...everyone went to the rooftop....like...very the TEMPTED leh...bwahaha...and i dont wanna be d only one left on my floor...takut hantu laaa..

Before that i had late dinner then as i was studying(yes..STUDYING)...my mouth fell itchy that i couldnt resist eating the Kettle chips that i bought yesterday...i mean..hello..its Kettle worrr..how to resist???..so i just binged on the whole pack...then i felt guilty n went running after that....when i came back...its ice cream supper already....*vomit blood*...but at least i "Ran" the chips away...so that i can make space for ice cream...lol....Well according to my block head Hokito...this ice cream supper is to de-stress...coz its the crazy period where everyone's studying like mad...

Randomness...i read Hun's blog...n she talked about dreams...which reminded me...i had a crazy dream again....no..this time its not about ghost....its about how i took this online examination and i didnt know that it is an actual examination...n so i didnt complete most of the ques n I submitted it....n when i found out about it...i freaked n immediately searched high n low for my lecturer....n the lecturer happened to be..Moses Chew!!!!OMG....that gay lecturer whom i hated the most...n the funniest thing was....in my dream,HE HAS A DAUGHTER!!so he is NOT gay....omg omg....damn weird damn weird....
maybe its all the exam fever la...until can dream of all these weird stuff..haih...at least i have been studying nowadays...if not...i can go n dieeeee.

Sometimes life here in Spore is so stressful that it made people want to give up....from my own perspective...been there done tht...it is truly a challenge indeed...

Nay told me that she is very stressed out over her submissions...apparently SUBMISSION is all u hear in Uni....every single day a typical uni student's conversation will go ..."Hows life?"..."sigh...dying la...alot of submissions laaaa..siansssss"...

With her being in Architecture....it made matters worst...life isnt easy at all in Archi...they had sleepless nites...always staying overnite in studio rushing their work like crazy....

According to Nay,alot of her peers already gave up by switching courses..or went to other institutions...she is in her second year now....n she said that she wanted to give up since first year but she gave herself another chance .....n now..she feels like giving up again....

I really feel bad for her....making such decission is no joke...studying here is no joke...

Ive always complained about my own course...but compared to hers...its really nothing...Ive learnt to adapt n am getting quite used to the whole stressful environment...especially when all ur peers are doing so much better...its really demoralising sometimes...but then again...life isnt all about doing well in studies....as long as we tried...that is all that matters...

I hope Nay could just follow her own heart n make a wise decission....i wish you all the best luiyan!

Had a Friendly soccer game today..against VJC...n we totally kena OWNED!!!yes larrr....never been so happy when my butt got whacked so hard in a soccer game before...erm..no pun intended okay...i ain't doin' no SnM here....what i meant was...it was a totally deserving win for them...n Im happy n HONOURED tht we even got to play agaisnt them...n learn from our mistakes....

Those JC girls...they are like..how young....we were malu la of course..but then again...there's really nothing to be malu about la...look at how they train...n how we train...very different la the standard....n I like to act cool n macho by always emphasizing on playing a "beautiful game"....n a beautiful game they played indeed...*respect respect*

N those lil' kids are a humble lot....when they said friendly..they meant friendly....no violence...no bitch fight...no cursing....it was peaceful all the way...sometimes i pity them la...their coach treats them like men....scold scold scold...like no maruah diri la...ish....if our coach were to be like tht....u think got anyone wanna join soccer????..we are just too pampered la i tell u....u compare us n them..one shot u know we are the lembik ones...kena mud sikit scream like auntie who lost her chicken!
aiya no point torturing yourselves wan....yes they are good...but...are they really really good?...u cant make money for this la unless ur on the EPL level....im not trying to be a sour lose here la...coz i already am one..hah!

thts y i told shinfei...yes they are good...but its like...they are there..yet not there. u know what i mean?...aiya be more practical better la...uni degree first...lol...

I had to make an important decission today...it made me felt uneasy the whole day...its between attending a lecture or dance hiphop tech class....the lecture is important because it is the final lecture and the lecturer is doing a course review...so its sort of like..."tips" for finals la....

But in the end...i chose dance instead...n i think its worth it...i had alot of fun doing it...and it was definitely something very refreshing to me....this alumni Bob came back to teach...he was superb...we did "lyrical hiphop"...n danced to the song "because of you" by Neyo...fantastic!

Even though i missed the important lecture, i have no regrets or whatsoever...whats done is done....if my grades were to deteriorate because of this...so be it...but i think it wont affect much la...hopefully....i just dont care what people thinks....i love dance.

I know dance is not what Im pursuing here...its a Uni degree..n i do acknowledge that studies are very important..therefore Im going to try my very best for my exams....to compensate for this.

Been feeling very stressed out lately...dont know why....maybe its the heaps of projects...maybe its the hall activities..maybe its the lack of running...maybe its friendship...maybe its complicated relationships...or maybe Im just sick of this place....

Noooooaaaaahhhh..they killed off Sara Trancedi!!!!!how can how can????
apakah maknanyerrrr......Michael will be so sad n lonely....OMG.....maybe they'll try to make him Gay in prison....by killing off his GF...urrrgggghhhh...stupid!

Mum got freaked out when she saw my "kena belasah" pictures....was msn-ing her asking for money....lol...should have told her..i kena belasah because i owe people money....n see how she reacted...
The other day i was chatting with Gary n he really thought that i kena belasah...i even scripted out a damn convincing story....like how me n my friends were walking n then we kena robbed by these few people....then we tried to struggle n fight them off....thts y my face like lebam lebam...lol....he totally believed me!!!Funny like shit...

Ok its Deepavali today n i shall not be evil...Im going off now bye!

this is really overrated..in fact,lotsa people have said it already....FACEBOOK IS SOOOO ADDICTIVE...i just cant resist to say it again....it is seriously contagious...bloody idiot who came out with this damn thing....this damn thing who totally kicked Friendster's ass..even though the whole idea came from friendster....gotta give Facebook some props man...making profits out of the monopoly....n totally kicking "his" butt in that!....

I dont really know whats the big fuss about facebook...but it is just so god damn fun....just dont know why...why oh why....ok,its like...going clubbing..or drinking....it is not fun..yet fun...u know what im saying??hmmm...well some may say that clubbing is damn fun...but not for me lerrr..i prefer...serenity...countryside....beaches...what??its true okay!!!

Anyway, my whole point is still...facebook sucks...yet it rocks...get it??
I cant help refreshing the home page every 5 minutes....while studying...wtf right....read one page...refresh...read one page....write nonsense on ppl's wall...read one page....superpoke....read one page....send fab bag....read one page....tag photos...read one page.....reply my fun wall....
in the end...one chapter adi...not bad wat...at least it motivates me to hurry hurry read finish one page....so tht i can superpoke or whatever....shit....totally retarded...

hoaaah..just finished one chapter of econs...phew...craziness...dont even know what the hell am i reading...its getting tough..nevermind already..no point whinning..chill..revise again tonight

Am going to continue Prison break s3 ep2...its getting interesting...watching Wentworth got locked up in Sona....i dont freakin care if he's gay...as long as in prison he is damn hot n macho can already...n not gay...Im totally living in my own fantasy...n Im lovin' it...

I went running alone last nite at 12am midnite...it was a damn good run....i ran n ran non stop...even ran into the track n did few rounds...n totally outran that uncle who tried to overtake me...in the end he got so exausted trying to keep up with me...n i just sprinted all the way n made him feel like a loser...that'll teach him!...i dont know why i find satisfaction in little things like this...i totally do....maybe its in me...the fact that i like to bully people who are weaker than me...like aunties and uncles...im evil i know.

Totally out of point here...but just need to mention this...Kelchoo is a total cutie...his character i mean...the other day he was telling me..."hey if u wanna play better, just drink some beers"..he was telling me how he trashed others in badminton after downing two glasses of beer...n his expression was really cute...the fact that he cant play well n he worship me like god...just makes him such an adorable thing...oh n he does look abit like that HK actor, Tou Daiyu.

See..damn no link right this whole thing?...who cares la...ok...prison break time...

I CANT BELIF MY EARS!!!I actually heard someone blasting Spice Girls..."Swing it shake it move it make it,who you think you are"
Turns out that Im not the only one going ol' school....Pek was the one blasting it...not bad...memang "our" generation punyer orang....remember those days where it used to be all about BSB,Spicegirls,911(yayaya..you got my body shakin',sends a shiver to my soul),NSync,Hanson,Boyzone,98degrees,etc....

remember u ppl going crazy over Lee's baby face,Nick's soft n sandy hair(he is damn fat n ugly now,ewww),Brian's angelic voice so sweet until can die,Kevin's dark mysterious looks,Ronan's signature coarse vocal,Justin's curly maggie mee locks,and the 98degrees' hot bods!!wooohooo
i remember splurging lotsa lotsa money on Smash Hitz,TV Hitz,Pop,n a bunch of crazily expensive UK mags.....oh remember Smash Hitz used to have those very cute tiny song lyrics cards??i even own two card holders with tons of lyrics in them....fuiyohhhh...i was indeed,a foolish foolish girl....*shakes head*

And i love the Spice Girls sooo much that i bought so many of their stupid merchandises.....remember Spice perfume/spray??i bought their albums,posters,stickers,pictures,pouches, and even subscribed to their mags.....call me an idiot, i dont care.....whats done is done....who knows, maybe one day when Im old i'll look back at all my Nikes,Topshops,MNGs,Guess' n think that im an idiot for buying all these??exactly!!!see what im tryin to say here???....it doesnt matter...what matter most is all the happiness that money cant buy...money cant buy time....*chim*

All these boybands/girlbands really evoke lotsa childhood memories...which no longer exist obviously....those were the good ol' days....

Urgh..back to reality...the bloody FOG is all around me....so smelly n suffocated....cilaka betui!!ppl baru bathe oni ahhhh.....fog fog fog also liddat la....got use meh??see like msia liddat...never fog but dengue rate still lower than spore......errrgghhh...ok i go n sleep to meredakan my api....ta!

Is this the bestest chip in the whole wide world or what???damn sedap weeeiiiii....ok la i know im damn kampung never eat such "atas" chips before...i know i oni eat Mr. Potato la..hana hana hana....but this is seriously damn good to the power of 1000 darab 1000 more!!!the chip is good...but the price lagi best....so expensive tht its equivalent to eating a set of McD meal...n equals to three packs of Mr. Potato!....mahal mahal...benda mahal mesti sedap kan?
i ate the whole bag by myself..just like tht!!!n then of course...im too broke for lunch...so i practically just ate chips for lunch....super healthy laaaa I ni....tak bleeehhh tahan....*style menggedik*...will try other flavours soon..when im not broke...this is no joke wei...no money cannot eat wan u know....tsk tsk tsk....

oh n i just finished the entire season two of gol & gincu...best...cant belif tht im addicted to malay serials...but it is seriously the best malay serial so far la...penuh dengan unsur-unsur ke-malaysia-an....it is not very malay...but..like what they said..its very malaysian....wahhahaa...watching all these stuff kinda explained all the aksi-aksi menggedik earlier on....hehe

Finally bought a raquet yesterday...costed me a bomb....and made me spent like 1hour in the shop contemplating....on raquets...haih...how sad can my life get...

urrgghh....i lost my sports bra n towel shorts in the laundry n now i have to announce it to the whole world by posting up a notice in the damn lift!!!ultimate malu-ness!!!
these two are ironically my fave items of their categories....like...they are my fave sports bra n my fave towel shorts among all sports bras n towel shorts....*exactly!*

Ive FINALLY satisfied my own long time desire...of...eating BURGER KING!..whoots!!
Skipped hall dinner last nite n went BK with panda....tahpao-ed hall dinner just in case she FFK me...i was so damn hungry and i swear..the tahpao-ed dinner was screaming at me to eat "it"...then i tried distracting myself by watching Tyra Banks Show while waiting for panda to finish her meeting....see no evil hear no evil....
finally i managed to survived the "temptation" and got myself a burger set meal!!!yay........
when i got back to my room, that piece of crap was helplessly lying there and not screaming at me anymore...then of course...i just chucked it away into the bin...hooohooohooo

wa piang!just had another nightmare..woke up this morning feelin so tired n scared...my whole body was aching and kinda numb...due to too much "Action" in my dream...damn scary wan u know...

i dreamt about my brother turning into a zombie n he stood outside the window watching us..his face was very pale with bloodshot eyes...scary shit!....then my dad asked us to put on some crystal n jades (oops..crystal jade.lol)..to shoo him away....then i dreamt of my whole house being "infested" by ghosts.....n we have to like...put all the crystals around the house to "shield" them...then can hear their screams n eerie shrieks!...*shudder*...ei Im not exaggerating okay..when it comes to nightmares..i always remember...because my nightmares are really Nightmares!very kaokao ada oomph wan....

and then i had another nightmare after that....well its not about ghosts la...but to me it is kind of a "nightmare" la...well in my dream i have to share my room with three people!!!!!nightmare or not u tell me???n those ppl are ppl whom i know n are not very fond of....therefore it is a freakin nightmare to me laaaaa...

hmmmph...i think god is trying to convey some hidden messages to me thru my dreams...n my dreams are the clues....hahhaa....well they always said that ur dreams reflects something...aiya that means i must be having alot of "issues" la...my dreams are so "extraordinary" wan....ish...

Totally slacked my way thru the whole day.....talk about pulling up CAPS..talk about going exchange....talk about not dissapointing parents...blablabla....Ferrrggget it...

Hey,dont ever say that i DONT have determination...coz i DO okay...its just...haarrrrddddd..*emo*..lol....but SERIOUSLY...its god damn hard okay....you wont ever get it...neither will I...

Anyway...Im getting broke...and i cant stop eating n craving for Burger King....gawwddness burgerlicious...
I just ate TWO portions of dinner...how pathetic...Hall dinner is like...the bottom-ess of the hiraechy of all food...and i freakin' ate TWO portions...the other one's from Nat..she bought outside food...wahlaooooo totally cannot tahan myself....maybe i really need my burger king to totally satisfy my desire n never to eat that much ever again....i dont wanna sound bimbotic....neither do i want to be FAT!!.....

and yenny, i think ur right...maybe we DO need supplement for our joints...my knees kinda hurts today when i ran..shit...i hope its nothing la...if not..im so very screwed...not only am i FAT..but im also CACAT-ed....noooooooooo...coz i cant afford no supplements god damn it!!I'm really sorry yenny, i shouldnt have laughed at ur "supplement for joints" statement.....*remorseful face*

gotta sleep soon...8am tmrw...bloody BITCH wants us to bring our laptops....jahanam punyer perempuan....its such a useless course...Professional Communication...c'mon,r ya kiddin me??
Im freakin whinning because its such a crappy course...(professional communication my ass!) and i have to freakin bring my freakin heavy(but very stylo milo) laptop.....then i'll have to bring backpack to put my laptop....then i'll totally look like an ahtiong....then my friends will totally laugh their ass off me....then i'll feel more crappy....shit....*okla, at least im not wearing sport shoes/sneakers*...backpack+sneakers+longjeans=ahtiong...get it???..urghh...nneeeeehhhmiiind

OH MY freakin' tien!!!!da DONUT craze has finally caught up with the KL-ites!!!
Turns out that they have J.Co in KL....newly opened in Pavilion....damn,i must be so outa touch that I completely didnt know about it....read it in someones blog...
YENNY!!!!they freakin' have J.Co in KL!!!Batam is no longer freakin special anymore...!!!!hahaha

haih...kutuk sporeans for queueing up so much...now karma bites back...turns out that in KL the queue is also super long....WTH!!!dont la like that u all!!!its only donuts maaaa....relax la sikit bradderr!!

i guess its what we call...SOCIETY's pressure....maybe only in urban cities...(see?im actually applying what i have studied here)...in cities people are more susceptible towards peer pressure....like eating donuts...yes eating donut is a peer pressure....just like wearing FBT n Havana flipflops..n New Urban Male shirts....or Singha beer singlets...its all peer pressure....*sigh*

especially in the midst of the city...where offices are all located nearby....eating donuts is an AMERICAN culture....u always see angmohs eating donuts during meetings in the office...like in The Apprentice...when they have brainstorming sessions i always see donuts on their tables...pls la...donuts will only jam up ur brains n make u even more retarded...n fat la of course!duh~

thats y office staffs nearby are the ones buying the donuts most of the time to eat in their offices...in no time..all of the KL-ites will turn into pigs....eat eat eat then sit in the office whole day never exercise....together with their very fattening breakfast such as Nasi lemak, Bihun siam, Mee goreng, Roti canai,etc...everything campur together with the Donuts....POWER HABIS GILER GILER!!!!they can have one perfect TYRE around their tummy!!n maybe walk around like santa claus?..erm...ok nevermind..er just wanna say one more thing...or maybe they can give out their santa present by pumping out oil from their tummies?Im sure ppl will appreciate it la...oil prices damn exp plzzz...ohkay lame whatever dont bother...

Anyway..i still think that its not worth Queueing up for donuts that will make u look like a fat-Donut-overdosed-retard at the end of the day....PERIOD~~

urrrghh why the hell am i such an idiot?...shit..totally did something so stupid i should totally kill myself....errrrrr

ok should totally eat burger king tmrw just to calm myself down....until now still havent fulfill my desire....even though arts canteen is so near....*loser*...

It is nearly 5am now n i am still very awake n deeply traumatised by an Accident on Pasir Panjang Road.....While walking back from Fs, me n shin fei were being ogled by these few malay guys speeding past us in their bikes....seconds after that....accident just struck in front of our very eyes...there were four bikes speeding past us...then one of them lost control n the bike crashed sideways n hit the ground, dragging the two guys on the ground....i actually did SAW the "fall" of one of the guys...he practically flew out n hit the ground like a lifeless dummy...he was lying flat in the middle of the road n for a moment i really thought he was "gone"....i even thought that his legs came off as he was lying in a very awkward position...as though his other leg wasnt there....i stood there shivering like a pale idiot..not knowing what to do or how to react...i was clinging onto shin fei so tight as i am still very taken aback by what just happened before my eyes...

Shin fei then dragged me over n she wanted to check out if they are okay..we were just standing 30 meters away from them at most..i looked around but theres noone there but the two of US...we HAVE to go over and my feet were very reluctant....yes,i am indeed god damn terrified...of blood...of disfiguration...or gore....of..death...

then there's this cab who slowed down initially n we wanted to hail the cab for help send them to the hospital or sumthing....but then the cab just sped past like nobody's business upon seeing the accident....unbelievable...i think its because they are malays...n cabbies just dont want to get into this "kind" of troubles...of having to send them to hospital...n make reports..etc..knowing that they wont get anything out of it....

without knowing what else that i can do...i just blindly dialled 911..but hung up after i saw tht the guy could actually picked himself up n walked over to the side of the road....
and thank god tht he is okay n his legs are still very much intact to his body...phew....
after tht both of us just walked past them n back to our hall.....we were still pretty much shaken by the whole thing..we were contemplating about what went wrong n how they crashed onto the ground....n we decided tht it was their own fault for speeding n ogling at us tht one of them had to make an abrupt brake because the other one in front was slowing down.....

n the saddest thing is....it is Raya...n they were all wearing their colourful raya costumes....i know its common in msia to have road accidents during raya laaaa...but to actually witness one....INSANITY...but thank god nothing happen...no death no nothing....if not...i would be traumatised for the rest of my life....n im glad tht shin fei is so calm about it n it helps alot ..if not i would be so freaked out that i might even pee in my pants...or pass out..or sumthing

i hope this served as a moral lesson for THEM....a very unforgettable one.. i used to say things like "serve them right" whenever i see accidents involving motorbikes...because those Mat Rempits are the ones who caused the accident themselves....sometimes im so sick of them tht i even "wished" that they will encounter "an accident" just so tht they can learn their lesson...but after this....i dont think i will ever think tht way again...

n both of us have also learned our moral lesson....that is.....not to go yumcha at 3am plus in the morning where the whole stretch of street is deserted n empty....its quite dangerous and even though its in spore....it can still be dangerous....dun play play...

Today is Raya...unfortunately the festive mood cannot be felt here...so sad...unlike back home...if its Raya..ITS RAYA Raya....

Few of us girls went SRC to play soccer today...so happened the IVP team was also playing...then we had a match with them...despite the rain...we played thru the muddy field...very disgusting but still fun...at the end of the day...we were all washing up at the tap water area...like Kampung kids bathing outside.....my whole butt was covered with mud therefore i sorta have to very obscenely scrub em' in public..so memalukan...*unglam*

Its kinda like a B blocker thing la as most of us who went are from B block...Vernie,Changxi,Mabel,Qiutong,Steph, n me....very very "ON" indeed...glad that we, seniors made em', freshies like soccer so much....its really very rare for girls to like soccer as they tend to associate soccer with being manly, bung-ish, unglam, rough, etc...i used to dislike soccer when i was a freshie back then...furthermore...all of them are the very..."girly girl"(trying v hard not to use the term BIMBO here...) type...
even tht Sports queen cum pig took the "effort" to wake up...ya..her "effort" is so priceless that it can even put those who fought war in Iraq(or afghanistan or whatever) to shame...

Anyway..we were all damn dirty n muddy...yuck....now i know why girls who play soccer look like men....coz of their "longer" shorts n bigger shirts...the IVP team made us look damn sissy-fied!we were like wearing..tight fitting shirts n shorts so short that will made your grandma squek like a mouse!

And before that we even laughed at em' bimbotically(somehow hanging out with those girls made me do things that i dont intend to do because Im really a nice person deep down inside.......ya riightt!) for wearing long shorts that made them look manly....then only we came to realised...that if your pants are not long enuf then the mud will go into your damn butt...*idiotic bimbos*!
I bet those IVP players are so laughing at us for being so idiotic n bimbotic..haih...*faint*...at the end of the day u have to wash your mud in public like kampung aunties bathing in the river openly while those IVP players just sat down n relaxed...i swear..not one of them..not even ONE came to the washing area...whereas we practically owned the area....how embarassing....thts y i said...they really "sissy-fied" us....urghhh..hate the feeling of being "sissy-fied"....*ego*

But cant help it la with so many bimbos in your team..esp that qiutong...she still can say things like.."walao we will stink up the whole bus later la...but nevermind...we have hot legs so they wont mind wan"...*pukes blood*....hot legs "dai sai" meh deng.....then she saw a tiny lil' bug on my shoulders..n her reaction was..HUGEly exagerrated...."DONT MOVE!!!!ok ok relax relax dont move ok??Mabel Mabel quick quick get me a paper"..for one moment i really thought it was some huge ass harmful bug...then i turned my head n see...(damn tiny plzzz)...n casually flicked tht damn thing off n it spilt into half...i know i know..damn cool right??*bangga*....
well of course tht bimbo cant belif what she saw...she was totally AWE-ified by it..as if i had just bought ten boxes of donuts from Batam n eat em' all by myself n even put Yenny in shame coz she only bought five n still had to share it with her whole block...*ok weird analogy...but u sorta get what im tryin to say here right*

ok la....last but not least...maaf zahir batin....still remember this raya song...damn famous wan in msia..."balik kampung..ooo ooo ooo balik kampung....hati girang"....meanwhile happily humming this song...im still very sadly stuck here in kiasuland....haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiihhhhh

Spent the whole day n whole nite rushing for project due this evening...joyce slept over at my room last nite....we didnt really sleep la...do do do do also until almost 5plus....am...then she slept a while n woke up at 7am...craziness...she then went off to class at 1230pm....kesian her so tiring...meanwhile..i continue to "replenish" my sleep...dont have class until 7pm...that one also still contemplating whether to go or not to go....we'll see we'll see..*smirk*

Sorry ah joyce...i didnt really help out alot for the project..left u in my room while i went away to my floormates' room to bitch...aiseh...too stress d bitch abit very syiok wan...its so-called...BITCHIN IS A STRESS THERAPY.....couldnt agree more laaaa....you...yes you...don't fake!!!!i know u also agree wan....ish....cant u be a lil' honest???

we spent the whole nite almost three to four hours just purely bitchin...n gossipin....wah...really a freakin good work out...then once we ran outa "energy" to bitch....me n Qiutong glued our butts onto Yushan's bed n planted our heads on her comfortable pillows n started to snore away....poor girl....she's havin two squatters whom are technically not really squatters but one of them had a squatter in her room so she has to be a squatter for a nite n another one chose to remain a squatter although she has her own room n therefore making Yushan, the owner of the original room a squatter because of two squatters squattering in her room.....yes mission accomplished!i managed to confuse yah!

then more n more ppl joined us..Peklynn, Vernie, Auds and even Mr NUS-who-also-happens-to-be-a-DEAN's lister-and-obviously-too-busy-to-bitch-and-too-macho-to-bitch Guoyong...n yes...he really cant bitch..or tell jokes...or TRY to joke....super cannot tahan his cold jokes leh....seriously....we all like wanna either...vomit blood, vomit brain juice, slash our wrists, jump down from 5th floor, bang the wall, or vomit real vomit after listening to his lame jokes...wah lau eh.....haih...bo pian...DEAN listers are liddat i guess...oopsss...

being the bimbo that she is....(apparently me n Tong decided that she has reached the ultimate level of bimboness until cannot ultimate already...dunno wat sort of stupid language im using..)...Yushan ignorantly wanted to move to Tong's room n leave both of us there sleeping padahal both of us are not really sleeping sleeping...just..u noe...sleeping...hahahaha

being another bimbo who have not reach the ultimate level yet because she happens to also be a pig in her previous life, Qiutong refused to get her butt off Yushan's bed just coz she thinks she is the sports queen of NUS n therefore she can act like one n behave like a pig...erm??ok nvm...its an internal joke...

then Kaelin, the saviour came in n shooed tht bratty sports queen away by telling us a gory news...."u know ah..there's this news about this girl who went blind after sleeping with her contact lense n tht thing got stuck inside her cornea...."....urrrrggghhh....real life real story,dude!!awwweeeesoommmeee...

then opf course...that pig quickly jumped outa her bed after hearing that very Enlightening story n quickly ran down to her room to remove her lenses....while "oinking" of course..haha ok ok sorry syiok sendiri....n Yushan of course took this brilliant opportunity as an escape plan (ala Scofield style) n quickly shut n locked her door so that it will not be invaded by the pig again.....and of course..everyone lives happily ever after at 5.30 am in the morning......

nice or not my bed time story???

1. Your name plus "ness"?
Perfectness, Coolness, Hotness, maybe…perasan-ness?..*anyway..who the hell will go n call themselves ending with a ness??*.its how embarrassing please…GOODNESS sake..

2. Two feelings at the moment.
Constipated and having the urge to shit at the same time….*im so confused*

3. What are you listening to right now?
Rockstar Supernova’s compilation…currently its Dilana singing Psycho Killer and Lukas Rossi singing Creep....cool shiaaat..

4.Done anything you regret so far this week?
Eating a Bigmac at McD instead of Double Whopper at Burger King…..Bigmac is like a “ciplak” version to Whopper and Whopper is like a “ciplak” version of Carl’s Junior…but BK is as close as I can get to…but no…I bloody chose McD…*loser*..*sobs*…I still cant get over it..urgh..*emo*

5. Describe where you are right now?
Living “happily ever after” in Kiasuland…

6.The highlight of your week?
There’s no highlight..everyday is as bland as Chicken Porridge when there's no "yau char kuey" to spice it up...

7. What are you craving to have right now?
Still a Double Whopper with Onion rings and Sprite…*buy set its cheaper mah*

8. Who were the last people you ate with?
Shin fei fei fei fei fei fei…

9. What are you scared of?
Ghost laa what else….oh…and bangla construction workers…im NOT a racist…NOT!..get it?wahhahaa…okok syiok sendiri…

10. Last movie you watched?
Japanese movie called Prison Girl..and no...its not porn okay...

11. Last songs you sang out loud?
Hemorrage by Fuel…

13. Are you thinking of someone right now?
Yes…f.y.i a human brain is monitored in such a way that we cant help thinking about someone all the time…its called the Fern Theory...studies were done in the 19th century during the Industialization on the Modern Europe where alot of ideologies were discovered...very "deep" stuff indeed....

14. Who is the last person you talked to?
Steph

15. Last thing you downloaded on your computer?
Googoo Dolls complete collection…*yes,bitches,u heard me right,the COMPLETE version…everything*..now don’t be jealous….

16. Have you changed much this year?
Maybe abit fitter due to a lot of running…*ok now…don’t be jealous again*

19. Hug or kiss?
Kisses la of course!hugging is like…how gay pls…

23. Who was the last person to text message you?
Yenny and Nihara Guruge…*wicked name this gal has*

24. Where was the last place you went to besides where you are?
Fong Seng Nasi Lemak Shop

26. Do you speak any other language other than English?
Of course la are u a retard???how can u survive only on “Gai Cheong”??of course I also speak absolutely fluent gila babi Malay…and very smokin’ cool Cantonese…and absolutely fantastically cannot make it Mandarin….

27. Last thing you watched on TV?
Sad but true….its…Phua Chu Kang…yala laugh la laugh la..hey im living in kiasuland la what u expect?!at least im being honest...watch PCK then say oni la..wont die wan wat!!

28.Do you dress for style or comfort?
Of course style la….who dresses for comfort nowadays??are u kidding me…u only say comfort if u wanna be..so-called..”politically correct”….its an overused term here….i know...shut up

29. Name someone with the same b-day as you?
Of course don’t have la idiot…im like..how special plzzz…

30. Ever had a drunken night in mexico?
Oh absolutely….it was a beautiful sunset setting…facing the warm and breezy sea….overlooking the horizon….and the next thing….im of course too drunk to remember….

31. Whats the craziest thing you've done?
Besides getting drunk in Mexico??what?u mean thts not crazy enough for u???man..ur so hard to please…wait..is craving for Double Whopper considered crazy???

32. Favorite color(s)?
Black White Brown

33. What's your favorite cereal?
Post cereal…banana nutcrunch flavour..oh… cheaper ones ah?ok la…I kinda like Kokocrunch also…even though abit too shy to admit…

34. What is your favorite Michael Jackson song?
Thriller, Billy Jean, Smooth Criminal, Black and White, etc…absolutely lurvessss da king of pop!

35. Who do you love?
Myself,Me and I….ok la…parents la parents parents…fine…

36. Any plans right now?
Plan to get married before 30…own a house…a car….have kids,wait..KID…maybe two years after marriage….by then I’ll have to make another plan finding a surrogate mother or doing in-vitro…coz the pain of labour is just too unbearable…Oh??what do u mean not THAT kinda plan???oh shit….now ah?oh now just a very modest one….Finish my project and Sociology readings…oops…paiseh paiseh..*blushes like a tomato*

37. What are your plans for tonight?
By right suppose to finish editing my project work and go running…but the whole plan is ruined because of this whole tagging crap!!!damn it…

38. What are you looking forward to tomorrow?
When ur in kiasuland…of course u don’t look forward to anything but a more stressful tomorrow…n u actually must LOOK FORWARD to IT…BEST…

39. Last time you smile?
I always smile when I see people…my family has brought me up well…*bangga*

40. Who do you wanna be with right now?
I wanna be with another ME…coz life would be just perfect with the two of us….

By the way, this tagging thingy is getting abit too overrated laaaaa....haih...and people have been copying and pasting here n there until the whole thingy is quite screwed up..so many questions missing....
so i've decided not to spread this misery to others by not tagging them along into this shit...ok la...you are welcome...can thank me later..bye

shit facebook is SERIOUSLY contagious...dude,like..seriously wei...can spend like...two hours just clicking on stupid applications earning money/points for god knows what...
its 1am plus almost 2..n i havent even bathe laaa...all facebook's bloody fault...

just ran with calvin after playing badminton then volleyball...i know i know..damn health freak right?..dont be jealous la..life's like that...some ppl are just freaks...
anyway...its been a while la...the satisfaction...being able to finish up the whole NUS course and running with a GUY....seems intimidating la..but...its ok...in the end..calvin seemed more tired than i do...muahahaha...hence increasing the SATISFACTION....best!
p/s: i especially lurves it when i totally kick a guy's ass!yeaaazz ah....yayaya im a FCP...yea so what...

then after running...chit chat-ed with the pak cik guard a while....speaking about Raya n stuff...then he gave me two Bananas....literally yea...like real bananas la..PISANG!! yellow yellow wan....what were you thinking??!!!u freak!i know la it doesnt make sense for the guard to suddenly give me bananas...but...its good what...after running can eat...bananas are damn good energy food okay!!
then he said..."yah ini bananas ah...block kamu ah..."....refering to my block's stupid motto "B Bananas"...B block la....deng......nevertheless...the bananas are damn yummy la...hoohoohoo...

i really really dislike whinning...i despise whiny people....but i cant help whinning nowadays....life's a bitch...i feel more n more aunti-er these days...i came to realise that you just have to whine no matter what....i sigh so much that it has become a habit...i dont even realise that im sighing sometimes....disgusting....

every lessons that i've attended, i'll never fail to finish off with a whine...n i think i've developed some sort of disorder...its called BLOODIMIA....its a form of disorder where you suddenly turned so pale due to excessive blood lost.....because u cant stop vomiting blood every minute every second...either u whine too much or kena "gek" too much...this disorder has affected millions of young girls....

its hard being a captain....especially in a sport that you are not so good at....and making decisions....that involve hurting others....been there experienced that....its not easy...
this year my quota is limited....i have to make choices...given so many people who wanted to be in the team....big dilemma....important decisions.....hurt feelings...crushed hope...
exagerrated but true....

sometimes you cant just "kick" people out just coz they are not good enuf....there are predicaments....what if they are your friends...i know its personal..but.............
n what if they are commited and trained hard?...what if those who are good but are simply too arrogant to commit?...do they deserve to be in the team more?..the answer is YES....mean..but yes...u do need THEM...for the sake of winning...n the weak ones will have to be eliminated....life's a bitch that's why....unfair,ugly,realistic and despicable.....

just finished running with yenn....she's having a test for this "chim" finance module tmrw...all da best babe!i hope u dont fall asleep after running...study hard...damn hardcore tht run ain't it?
ahaha..its so fun speakin like a nig'.....i know u totally dig my crib now ain't ya yenn??hahaha
was even makin' fun of master when i told yenn tht i wanna check out his crib...
haih too much MTV i tell u...budak-budak zaman sekarang ni...ish

ok anyway..checklist for tmrw
a)econs project
b)study for soci test
c)conduct badminton trials 7pm
d)dance comm meeting 11pm

shit...its not a free day afterall..but heck care..am going to start my day at 1pm tmrw...yeazz ahhh no need to wake up early...ok now...procrastinating...alright back to "L Word"...haha too much lesbianism ain't too good...fer da mind,body, n soul....but at times like this...its quite relaxing lerrr...

yenny da vincci just bought tons of donuts from batam....tonsssss....like..five huge boxes...ive never seen donuts cost so much on a receipt...in fact...never seen ANYTHING costs so much on a single receipt....what more donuts....

they cost a whopping 255,000bucks......thts a huge ass amount of money for bloody donuts!!!!

but..of course la...when i said batam...i meant in rupiah laaaaaa...duh.....
still....tht yenny bought so much that everyone thinks that she has gone crazy...

funny..how yesterday me n kenning went suntec n almost wanted to queue for donuts(yes...again...damn stupid..i know..thank u v much)...but?of course...the queue was super long la...whats new...haih...sporeans obsession with donuts...its never ending.....haaaiiihhh...*sighs like an old auntie*....
of course we never queue la...(im going to kill her if she make me queue again)..then who knows...today i got to eat donuts pulak..lotsa lotsa donuts....sinful...

p/s: sorry ah kenning never ask u eat...but u have to understand..u just had a sumptuous meal...if eat donuts then must run another 5km....im sure u dont want tht right??..its only for your own sake that u stay away from sinful stuff like this....its ok..u can thank me later...as long as u are grateful can adi...i understand wan....

then robin asked yenny why she bought so much....then i said la...."to show her social status ma"..u see sporeans walk around with huge donut boxes...damn "cool" wan u noe...at least they think so la.....muahaha...

and he thinks that batam is like super kampung-ish n he was so disturbed by the fact tht batam has donuts....(what???)...i was telling him...hello,yenny is like..using LVs n all the other super branded stuff more than us here leh...who's the kampung wan now???
but again..yala...yenny is damn rich la...u noe u are, dont deny....even though her hp might be abit unglam...n at times might look abit like those power rangers phone...but.....she is still rich...hahaha

used to make fun of ppl carrying donut boxes....they risked getting rob more than a normal person coz donuts is so hard to get...must queue for hours....thts y when ur carrying boxes of donuts...its berry berry dangerous...ppl might rob ur ass for those donuts....wahahaha...
therefore.....conclusion is....donuts are like....precious food here...its sacred....n wanted...just like...Petaling Street's "Wo La Yea" Kiew Brothers Bak kua during chinese new yr....