Wrath is therapeutical

I locked my blog for a while because I had this crazy thought....but i snapped right back into reality and decided that its stupid...but then again stupid doesnt mean unreal.

Work is damn fucked up....it has not been a smooth one since the beginning...

I made the choice to do something that I wanted....but...something has to be screwed up...WHY

I sacrificed so much for this new choice of mine...SO MUCH....I am willing to give up my personal life, i even quit dance...for this...but now it seemed like the SUCKIEST choice that I ever fucked myself with....WHY

Look, all Im askin for is a good and stable working environment....thats all...I am really not asking for more.PLS GOD HELP ME.

When people say they cry over work, I truly believe them now...

Yea I admit...I am...but Im also glad that I managed to knock some senses into myself n not go there...Thank god for my strong moral values.

Remember, temptations are aplenty, u just gotta know your limit~

Im currently faced with a major dilemma at work...its so complicated I dont even know how to begin explaining to people...Long story short, I like my new place but I am bonded to my old place....the ppl from the old place expect me to return to serve them once my training is over...

The dilemma here is, I like the people from the old place coz they have been nothing but NICE to me for the past two months but I enjoy the job scope and the environment in the new place more...

OMG complicated!!!Gaaahhh nevermind shall just breeze thru everyday til the day comes and I have to make a decision.

Yupe since we are abstaining from clubbing and drinking, we decided to spend our Hari Raya Haji at Haji Lane HAHAHAHA oh boy indeed....

Due to the rainy condition we scrapped our Sentosa plan and headed to Arab Street for some good Middle Eastern food and ......shisha~

And yes, the Pot telling the Kettle that Shisha-ing is NOT SMOKING so its OK....mmm kay~




Settled in this Turkish...err or was it Egyptian...or maybe Moroccan? Watever they're all the same to me, equally Alien when it comes to the food selection....


We totally looked like tourist on a holiday dont we?damn syiokkk to the max I love it.


First things first, A Compulsory "HOT PIC" for the start.


Then, GOTTA TWEET with Whiteberry.....its a MUST pls, no excuse at all.


A proud father with a bulging biceps (wowwwzaaa)....

Foodieeeeee....


Avocado Salad with cheese~


Hummus ......Yumsss totally diggin' those crispy bread


Shish Kebab.....


MarceloAlbertiniMartiniSpaghetti....K i made tht up coz I dont know what this alien food is BUT IT ROCKS TO THE MAX!!!!!



Mind you, we ARE on a mission to DIET ok...starting after this..HAHAHA


After gorging down our food like deprived orphans,


Time to Get da Party Starteddddd~


Totally lookin Stoked...like a Lindsay.


Like a G6~

Erm I said abstaining from clubbing and drinking right....not smoking right?HAHAHA sin after sin indeed I swear we will all die soon...CHOYYYY....I promise to eat fruits n work out ok mummy!!!


So after we took like several big intakes of Shisha for the love of photography(HAHAHA ZDY), the effect kicked in pretty HARD...YESSSSS I was freakin' HIGH for that ten minutes i swear my brain was floating!!!!


Crazy Potent shisha effect!Love it~


"Tequilla Shot"....HAHAHHAA no la its Apple Tea plsss....HALAL ok no alcohol.

But the effect died pretty fast and we got sleepy n tired....so we decided to........


REDDOT!!!! can i hear u say, Home sweet home?

K i said abstain from drinking right?Beer is not really drinking maaa its like...just drinking coke or barley u know...wont drunk wan...HAHAHHAA ZDY EXCUSES!!!!loves it.

Fine fine we FAILED ok....at least we succeeded in NOT CLUBBING...*pat pat*


Gosh its been so long since we step into Reddot even the taste of Weizen beer seemed so foreign to me!


Well of course what is Reddot without Wings n Cheeseballs......they are Awesome!!!!n yes, we are still on a DIET shuddap~


Beautiful gloomy "after rain" weather when we left Reddot......love it!


ANTM-ing amongst the greenery~


A Well spent One day Public Holiday indeed.....til we meet again Bitches!!!

I AM DREADING WORK TMRW KILL ME NOW~

HAHAHA YES YES YES I KNOW I AM HOPELESS I TOOK SHORTCUTS..... N I SWEAR U WILL BE SHOCKED TO SEE HOW MANY TIMES WE FREQUENT ARENA....ALL IN ONE MONTH mind you~

THIS IS SICKKKK~ k enjoy.

Yes, we have REASONS every time we go to Arena ok, not coz we are party animals...errrmmm...

Event 1:
Dismas D VIP

Yes coz Dismas NEVER goes clubbing with us....n this is the FIRST....so honored pls...thts y must go Arena...HAHAHA


Yeaappp lets welcome D VIP~


With my Midget Sistas~


Dont know what we're duin don't matter~


Bound to be some Battlin' on e dance floor when u have the guys around....


The "Crew"....the other two midget girls?i think they were MO-ing somewhere in e corner.

Legendary Fedora....dismas tryin to poison ct behind the scene~


Our Fave Ghetto Gahee.


Just moments before we got KICKED out and banned of Arena....yes no shit, we Really got KICKED out literally okay...because someone was puking nonstop everywhere....HAHAHAHA


OH BOY~...yeappp we really got KICKED out for real.

But that ain't stopping us....we're makin a COMEBACK.


Event 2:
Peter's Bday


Started at Lunar coz we had to fulfill the Peter's wish....

He wants to see his Jays and Jolins.


Hello Mao Tze Dong'errrr


Dayummm we're too hot for this club.


With Dier dierrrr....


Prolly the last time u will see Peter's glasses...before it got completely smashed later on...awwwww..nvm at least i modelled it well, did justice already!


Its ok to eat, just make sure u puke them all out later on....gotta love booze...license to being anorexic without actually being anorexic.


Bide and his Chang Tou Fa GFs...indeed a very lucky man....*shakes head*


So after having the best of the best from Lunar, i.e. Fake Martell, Fake Jolins and Fake Jaychou......



BYEBYE MAOTZEDONG we are leaving Lunar and going to ARENAAAAAAAAAA~


See, this post is Arena related afterall!!!


ANTM-ing in the Locker~


ANTM-ing on da dance floor~

ANTM-ing while we got "raided"....

Yes there was a RAID no shit!!!totally excited pls tho we should be scared til we piss in our pants but we're NOT coz we are just too cool tht way!!!we were like maddies still ANTM-ing nonstop on the dance floor while the whole world looked at us....gotta love being shameless when alcohol kicks into ur system.


My "Raid ME" shot....yeapp i know its hot.

Music came back on n we ran back to the dance floor when we were about to leave halfway during the raid....lights OFF, curtains opened, ghetto peeps ON....ZDBY run back???!!Yao laaa of course!


Oh boy Bide's DRUNK on fake martell!


And he broke his own glasses HAHAHAHA....nvm la even tho its 100++ but its in ringgit maaa cheap maaa~...actually not reli, 100+ ringgit can club at zouk.HAHAHAHA



K for the record, that night noone got drunk n we didnt get KICKED OUT....must maintain clean record so tht we can go again...THE NEXT WEEK!!!


Event 3:
Halloween Night

The craze started when we were caught in the jam along Clark Quay...The whole world was in costumes but the most eye catching one has got to be SBide-R's costume....i tell u, we couldnt even move two steps without having ppl stopping him for pictures!!!n NOONE cares about the girls mind u, THE HOT GIRLS....oh boyyy....

Thank god finally there was an angmoh who wanted to take picture with us...ONLY THE GIRLS...n forced SBide-r to hold the camera!!Paaayyybackkktimeeeee~...i swear only angmohs appreciate our hotness...dayummm



SBide-r's luckiest day......is when he has his face entirely MASKED...oh boyyy


Finally made it into Arena, YUPE VIP Queue again!.....so we just zoomed in with our superpowers while the whole world had to pull an Eva!...meaning, they had.to.be.in.the.NORMAL.queue.which.took.forever. oh boyyy


That "Elastic Green Thing" that I still cant figure out til today....pls enlighten me.



Elektra and Catwoman pullin a "dial 100-00-666 hotline"....


With Stepelektra and PinkWiggyCher-with-the-nice-nose...HAHAHA


Meet my "chio Lady friend" Wonder Khaw....



Ryan bin Laden....That Angmoh ZDY touch my Cat ears laaa....toldcha we only attract angmohs yes uhuhh~


With Porter van de beuken.



Superheroes do need POISON as well~



SuperJuice~


Superjuice makes u GLOW...wow zaaaa~


Superjuice makes u Thai pros...



Superjuice makes u fall in love with UUUsaama.


Superjuice gives you power to fight against one another.


Superjuice makes u.......................


HAHAHAHHAA simply no words to describe!!!!

All in all, it was a damn fun Halloween...with all the dressing up n givin no shit about the whole world....liberatingggg.....especially Mad CC shouting outside the toilet for me to UNZIP him HAHAHAHHA......total Madnessss....

And thank you so much bitches for making this a fun experience for me...with the costume search and everything....tho initially I insisted tht i didnt want to play dress up at all cuz i was too broke to rent costume!In the end I end up paying nothing I dont know how they did it but thanks alot,I know I have great friends!


Thank YOU Loves!!We are indeed a team of SuperHotHeroes~

The Arena Saga continues......


Event 4:
Welcoming the Exchange Students

So yea, this all happened when we all got drunk n invited some ppl from a sleazy house party the day before...yea yea it was entirely MY FAULT ok fine!It was MY FAULT tht we had to go to Arena AGAIN....


Tyler, Taylor and Sean....guys tht we invited without knowing...

So what to do?Have to go Arena lorrr....gotta clean up the mess....pi gu liao~

I totally wasnt prepared to go Arena at all I didnt even bring anything with me to Steps house....so I had to wear her MissyElliot Limited Edition Sneakers (LOL ZDY)...


Yupe I did Missy proud.....feels gud to be wearing sneakers for the first time!!!


Arena is almost like our HOME now...we dont even bother keeping our bags in the lockers anymore...oh boyyy


My Midget Sista's~...see la wear sneakers, same height as them already damn!


Thank you dier dier for cumminggg...n for cleaning the "shit"....


Bursting with confidence ready to" conquer the dance floor"....if ya know what i mean UHUHHHH...


Yupe, we even clubbed with KR Exchange students even tho we freakin' graduated n has nothing to do with KR anymore....we are THAT zai.


OK SERIOUSLY.....I SWEARRRR NO MORE FRICKIN' ARENA.....for now.