Is it my turn yet?

I had my nt scan yesterday and everything looks good - which is a huge sigh of relief.  They are still considering me high risk because of my blood clotting disorder - so I will have to have ultrasounds at 20 weeks, 28 weeks and 32 weeks and then non-stress tests from 34 weeks on - every single week.

They did a gender guess and the guess was a girl - but again that is just a guess so I am not running out and buying pink yet.



Here is the announcement I made on facebook yesterday

I am 12 weeks now - I am not as sick anymore but I am still so tired and I am sure that is because I have a toddler who is non stop - I am working full time and my husband has been gone a lot due to all the snow we have been getting.

I go for my NT scan and consult with the high risk doctor next Monday - I cannot wait to see the baby again and know everything is okay - I just hope I make it there because there is a huge snow storm coming this Sunday.

My belly is huge - I actually had someone ask me if I am having twins - not cool.  I am as big now as I was with Colin when I was like 20 weeks.  But I also started off bigger.  I was only 128 pounds when I got pregnant with Colin and went up to 160 pounds the day I had him - I never really lost the weight and I started off this pregnancy at 145 pounds - even though I am down 4 pounds and currently at 141 - it is still bigger than I would like to be just starting out in a pregnancy - but it what it is.

I have to just keep telling myself that everything will work out and try not to worry so much about what could or will happen.  Things will work out - Colin will be taken care of when I go into labor.  I just pray the baby and I make it out safe and sound.  Now if we could just get to spring because I am so over this winter.