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Date : Sunday, July 29, 2007
Time : 3:52 PM


hmms. iiem sorryy i didnt notice about ue mam MANDY

MANDY;
she's kinda fragile at heart
often, serious but fun when she's playing with ue
iiem sorryy i took u for granted.
if it weren't for u, i dun tink i can accomplish what i am todae
as a band member, u're a great senior
true, sometimes i thought dhat u're fierece
but no, u're jux serious
i know u wan mi to be btr.
i know u haf high expectations of mi
im learning too.
im sorry to haf said those wrong and hurtful stuff
im often jux joking.
u haf quite a stress also, teaching me and stuff
different people haf different style of teaching,
and i guess urs is a special and unique one =)

._. these two person CLARA && MANDY
u're two person i appreciate.
=) LOVESSS
hahas.


Date : Saturday, July 28, 2007
Time : 5:37 PM


thank ue ALOT clara jiejie
i dont know how to express my gratitude to ue
u've been by my side, each time im feeling down
u've been caring for mi, like u're really my blood sister
there's no one dhat can replace u.
u are really great. CLARA IS WEI DA!

i've learnt to appreciate the ones by me
i've notice everyone right by me
i've been stupid not to notice it till now

CLARA;
has helped me wheneva i needed it
she's given me great gifts and remembered my birthday
she has her own troubles; but she helped me instead
she has alot of burdens; being both the SL and QM
having such a downpour to be given a junior;
enduring all the mistakes he made, helping him
trying tuhh guide him, though he doesnt listen
she's really tolerant, from the way i see it.
stress is what she is given in sch and from band
but no matter what happens; she's always by my side
cheering for me; supporting me ; even if it wasnt really noticable
i'm glad i've a god sister like u, even so, i'm so happy i met u
it's really fun being with u all the time, knowing u for 3yrs
had we quarrelled last time, even so strengthning our frenship
living jux a block away, entering the same schh.
and i treat u as my sister, somehow rather, a real one
i hope, in the next life, i may be ur blood sister, somehow
u're great CLARA.

iie noe its abit mushy and stuff, but yah
she's really great
and if u're reading this
-WAVES AT U-
be proud of what i wrote about u
u're what makes u CLARA =) ; my gan JIEJIE!


Date :
Time : 5:23 PM


i finally knew the true feelings
or hatred and loneliness
its when ur heart shattred into million pieces
dhat can nv be put back into place

u are all good liers; sure u are
that's a no wonder u dun haf much friends =)

u noe hw painful it was to be treated like dhat?
look at a mirror b1tch =)
u're no prettier dhan anione

not all ppl look at everyone on the outside
i know friends hu cares deep down inside
and friends hu really s how concern to mi
they are really great friends
considering one of them is CLARA
and my other primary school friends like.
LIM JINGYI ; EVSS
SONG YANLING; PRSS
TAN YAN LAN ; EVSS
they are really great friends
they know mi inside out
they are really great ppl..
they dun judge ppl by the outer layer
oh yes, natasha also. and elvira =)

know me well, i'll treat u gud
dont know me, too bad its ur fault

im fragile, im not ur toy
i cant handle being manipulated

i finally saw all of ur true colours,
thank god it wasnt late =)
since i've only known u for months only
i've known clara for 3yrs, since primary 5
I KNOW how its like to haf SOMEONE there for u
when u really needed it most
thanks alot, jiejie.
-----------------------------------------
read the post before this if u dun know what's happeneing.


Date :
Time : 5:09 PM


i've been crying and thinking
is it worth it?
crying for ppl like u
an ungrateful bunch
such a disgrace to ur sch
wad a sch with ppl like u..shallow

befriending all of u was a grief mistake in the 1st place
such a low life
ganging up on mi like that
acting blur when i asked u why
telling ur fren to do this to mi
arent u such a bast4rds and b1tches?

such heartless ppl
uncaring and mean
evil and bad ppl
i've been such a fool to be ur frens
i am so stupid
i am so idiotic

u asked ur fren to add mi in msn
u told mi stuff i told u
true, there were ppl jioing mi
and even so, wad if im fugly ?
its not ur problem
u didnt haf to interfere
i hate low lifes like u
such shallow ppl
wad great actors u all are
such backstabbers
and i was kept in the dark all this months

yes u laughed at my pic
so what? i didnt really care
not like i've nv laughed at urs b4
so wad if im fugly huh?
u're not veri pretty urself
bullies, such stupidity

u're not veri shuai oso
considering u're all 14.
there's much more ppl.
and u..
what's ur problem with interfering wif my life
i purposely put my pic there
if u dun wanna look, dun?
im not pretty, i knew dhat

what's with all the acting?
such foolishness
u're just cowards and humjis =)
hu cares? i like kpkb leh
ur problem meh?
i treat ppl badly if they do so to mi
well, i dun really care aniwae
it's all over between us
farewell niki, yoshi , lucas , eden, huilay, haojie
it was pleasant while it lasted
i will rmb not to meet ppl from riverside sec
hu tinks so highly of themselves =)
i'll be careful nxt time

and she wanna come tampines to find mi?
how the heck is she going to do that =)
tampines is big
and they dun even noe whr my sch is situated =)
besides i haf so much backups of frens =))
if they wanna come create troubles, why not?

its actually really true, those i told u
im not lying. if not y wld i b crying?


Date : Friday, July 27, 2007
Time : 5:40 PM


=="
iie HAVE a WHOLE WEEK of band..
iiem tired x_X

oyahh marisa mei quitted band ._.
she couldnt take dhha stress x.x

iiem tryingg tuhh play well niahs.
especially on those high notes.
I CAN FINALLY PITCH THEM
although its either too sharp or too flat @@"

sir terence came tuh the band today
the quotec ( saxophones) are supposed to plae at pasir ris crest todae!
wednesday was our rehersal. but it was rearranged :))

i went out wif cheryl jux nw
we went to montip AND i spent $7 T.T
cux i couldnt take it animore..THE STRIPES ARE JUX TOO COOL!!
oyahh i WANNA buy $ 39.60++ bag and it haven been converted to 80% off
uhh..so it will be like..arnd $9-12 for the bagg..
metro..I WAN LEHH!!
they clearance sale mah @@
can i buy dhat before returning ue $16.80 pls clara jiejie T.T
my god..dhat one..ONCE A LIFE TIME LEHH
montip sell like $19++ lorrr...
dhat one nice nice one LEHH T.T I WANNNNN

aniwae i uploaded some UGLY pics of MI :)
AHEM..in friendster =Pp

okay lars. byee..
oyah i went for sectionals todae =x=x


Date : Tuesday, July 24, 2007
Time : 7:44 PM


ahh.
tmr got rehersal..gonna get home REALLY late x.x
hmm..didnt eat todae ._. so hungrii..

todae got science test norhs T.T so sad lahhs.
i didnt study..bet i fail ler..

oyah i dunnoe y i develope dis kind of taking pic nowadays
i take pic from fone
from webcam take pic from the fone from the pic i took
ok..i dunnoe wad toking me..

but u get the idea if i post the pic..
uhh..see..the ugly mi.

there' s more..but im not gonna upload it=)


Date : Monday, July 23, 2007
Time : 7:11 PM


ellos..~
had a longgg day in schhool x.x

oyahh..u noe..i swing the pen dhat was above my leg
dhan it kena dug into my skin
dhan bleed lor ._. so power

aniwae..this whole week and next week i damn occupied wif band!!
and my stomach pain the whole day todae..
hmm..hungri nw x.x

homework not done yet..wonder got wad =/
tmr got sci test after school..must finish test fast wor!
hmm....ehh x.x i took a pic of the pic i took wif my fone
cux gt mirror image one..
u noe..my one side is nicer when i look into the mirror
dhan when the camera is actually looking at me
=/ dhats hw i tink onlie..
hahas i didnt show the face though =D
whee..in friendster de..


Date : Sunday, July 22, 2007
Time : 9:01 PM


THE LITTLE GIRL
-----------------------------
there was once a little girl
though she was quite small
she knew everything about what's going on
but didnt ask for more

her parents were killed when she was 6
yet she did not cry
her grandparent died at 56
she's all alone, all died

none a tears were ever dropped
none ever screams or cries
is she heartless u may ask
there's nth else otherwise

she is but a selfish girl
who only knows about her
she'll nvr adapt to the world
even if there's stil her

yes she died at the age of 6
still wandering in dhat hse
it was said that she was killed
along wif 9 odd shelves

she was rather abandoned dhat day
her parents weren't home u see
they were attacked by a robber they say
so she's all alone. only she

she played wif her dol
lshe waited and wait
there wasnt one at the door

until one nite
in a gloomy sight
one came all the way all right

he held a knife in his right
and knocked on the door with his left
dhat little girl just opened the door
byebye said the one that hides

he ran away just after dhat
since there's nth there else in dhat
that poor little gal was killed dhat nite
wif just a great bit slash.

now said the little girl in her whites
she's floating in that place
she's lonely and no one ever cared

she wants to plae ever more
whoeva ever intude her house
that one will die with shame
she's still lookin for dhat one
ever since death were put on her
she's telling u to go away
if ever risk;
she'll keep u outta the way.

---------------------------------
another one of my poems i composed
im boredd!! @@


Date :
Time : 10:25 AM


hmm..ytd no band audi sia..
ytd so cold!! and dhan at nite i chat wif alot seniors =x

went for sectionals in the morning after running 2 rnds
hmm..we did nothing but mazama =Pp
for hmm..i dun noe..8 to 11am?
not sure =DD
dhan got the....after dhat we return to band rm
my tian outside raining liao the air con inside full blast
cold like...can be frozen inside de =="
dhan i kik shivering and my hands all really numb..cannot move lehh
so scary =x

hmm..nthh bahh =D
ahjie..u tag mi i happie..but i no time tag u back =="


Date : Saturday, July 21, 2007
Time : 6:47 AM


BACKVIEW
---------------------------------------------

i've been awaiting
yet to no reply
i've been crying
just really deep inside

i've been lonely
has no one ever cared
i've been stupid
only u noe what is there

u've nv looked at me
the way we used to be
u've nv talked to me
like how we enjoyed it

u only care about other friends
in turn it hurts me deep
u only dare to say one word
unless dhat chain was freed

hu cares about lies and rumours
its all fakes and hurts
u're the light and im the dark
it all turns into great big dirts

i've even tried to be
ever closer to u
u're the one dhat didnt notice
it's just a risk once more

i dont care about wad others thinks
i only care about us
i want u to tell me why
i wan the answer to thus

why must i take ever notice
of u in every direction
why must i look at u..
when u nv returned dhat sight ..
at all?
-------------------------------------------

is this nice?
i anyhow compose de


Date :
Time : 6:38 AM


hahas.
going for band soon

these few days kip calling kj on fone for hw and stuff
=/ im bored mah
the girls dunnoe wad to tok about =="
i call yl he very the wan to put down fone one
nick kor dun think so bahh..
others i dun haf fone no. =Pp

hmms...todae got band audition on mazama again
oyahh i playing 1st clarinet again =="
the grasshopper song quite nice to plae =x
hais..nidda pay $1.50 T.T
ytd oso got run =/ for one round
so sad hors. x.x
haisss...todae running again?
my tian my stomach pain niahhs! x))

ahhhs. ><"


Date : Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Time : 10:12 PM


hiies.

oyahh i 4got tell u all..
i got top for the eng test tingie or smth like a test
i got 30 1/2 over 50
erm..

todae band was veri tiring
tmr morning blow lehh..
so....tired..
must slp early ler

jux nw tok wif kj on fone
erm..2 seperate times
one time is his mother tell him put down
dhan the other time is my dad tell me put down

hahas he go slp ler =="
nick kor bdade coming up oso =DDD
20 july..
oyahh kj bdae is on 17 nov x.x
haha..
i suaned sir tx lehh! !
alot time i crap until i WIN
xPp he always lose ; WHAHAHHAS

i jux drank HL milk ._.
oyahh todae agnes sent mi the pic
the original of the photo we took in class
._. her one in frenster made me look weird
the original one is btr =DDDD

sign off =DDD


Date : Monday, July 16, 2007
Time : 5:11 PM


hii =DD
todayy go sch rite
veri moody =x
dhan cux ytd late nite slp..
veri veri slpy =="
fell aslp a few times niahh!!

oyah todae got the cheng yu jiang gu shi..i told them the story
and i got 8/10!
and the dunnoe wad KOU SHI tingie in chinese..
i had to read and dhan i got 8/10 again =="

hmm..dhan aft sch
i went out wif shirley and elena and agnes to buy tings
uhh..dhan halfway i saw mam mandy and mam yanfang =DD
they let down hair @@" so chio..~~
dhan is at cs mah dhat time
dhan i go tm.. i saw sir tx
he gave me DHAT look =="
raise eyebrow looks ._.
wonder y =/
hu cares =DD
kayys.
erm......nth tuhh type ler bahhs.

ihateu brandon =/
u and ur idiotic lies got me into so much trouble
and ur frens saw me
they refer me as YOUR joy..
u're idiotic brandon..really


Date : Sunday, July 15, 2007
Time : 6:16 PM


iie cant take it..
it was supposed tuhh be going okayy.
until i messed things up
iiem sorry..

iie cant take it anymore
1st u ask me to go ur hse and i had to take over 40mins to look for it
because i got lost there..
dhan u tell me u go tm
i went to tm to find u and i searched every level and u were not there
i smsed u and u told mi u were at lan
i didnt hear correctly
it was all noisy at his side
i thought u said sports hall inside the lan
but u didnt
and i went through the trouble going into the lan
and there were no girls at all
NONE AT ALL..
i went out and i cried a little
till u called me and ask me whr i am

i felt stupid and i tolerated the way u treated me
i was confused and i was lost
how was i supposed to know it was the one opposite the sports hall
i cant even hear u..
and then
i walked and i cried
i saw u..
u were opposite me.
at the bus stop there
i was happy i saw u..but it onlie lasted a few seconds..
u waited for me until i crossed the road and u went in
i followed after foolishly

i went in
there was no girls at all
i was the only girl there
standing like a statue made of glass
and u were ignoring me
ur fren was the one i stood next to

i felt so manipulated
i feel so odd there
i cant take it
and i went out
i took the trouble to buy a birthday card i cant afford
and then i wasted my money and time on u
im sorry i wasted ur time too
troubling u..

i woke up at 8am and got ready
i went to the market whr there was the s11 ting near the library and bought u a card
i cant think of anithing to buy
i asked u if i could go there now
and u told me dhat it was too early

i went home and waited for 3hr before i go out again
i didnt take the bus as i thought it was only a few stops away
i was on foot all the whole time
even at that point of time when i went to ur blk
and tm..
and lan shop..
iiem tired..
i looked stupid and i held back my tears..
u noe wads more stupid?
im even crying nw as i type...


Date :
Time : 10:52 AM




blehhs. dhha nite around 1am took de =x
still got more though ><"
but not as many..hahas.
didnt wear specs niahhs...



Date :
Time : 10:30 AM


hiies.
i woke up at 8am todae..
going dingloon dhha bdae party todae
though not as close..i still dunnoe wad to gif him..

i randomly decided to gif him a bdae card though ._.
hmms...ltr i coming back bahhs. =DD dunnoe wad time
sheesh..im broke all teh way =="

i look weird todae..
weirder than ytd weird ><"


Date : Saturday, July 14, 2007
Time : 10:22 PM


ellos..
todae wake up at 5am for band..
we auditioned at dunnnoe wad time..
and i failed =/

aniways.
dhan we go century square support quintec and quotec
and dhan mi and cheryl and shina and suyi go food court drink milo

erm..go home liao i bathe and all lar
dhan i wait for hair dry i go plae audi and o2jam
7pm was the movie nick kor,natasha,bingjie(bingan) and chongteck( ah dai) we watching
harry potter was the show lar
i wore a white sleeveless..
and a white jacket
and the short jeans =x
dhan plus a running track shoe
i looked like i going for sports tournament or smth

dhan i reach
so paiseh x.x
1st person i saw was bingan..
dhan nick kor dhan natasha and the last one is ah dai..
we go buy pop corn and drinks
mi and natasha share..FOC AGAIN~~
=x i didnt even pay for the movie tickets..
dhan halfway through the show
i went to toilet
and it was easy to get out..but hard to get in..
and kor haf a rather random style of sitting =="
lean left, center, right..and goes back to the cycle again =x
natasha said the guy sitting beside her ( stranger) kip poking her
oyah our sitting arrangement was..
right side 3rd row from screen ._.
or was it 4th row..dunnoe =x
dhan is ah dai at the extreme left of the row on the right side of cinema
dhan bingan was next..
dhan nick kor
dhan mi and lastly natasha =DD
hahas.

ok so erm..i enjoyed it mahh =DD
oyahh we had 2 black and 2 white and 1 green =x
means..nick kor and bingan is black
mi and natasha is white
ah dai was green ._.
the shirts/clothes we wore =DDD
he so odd one out =x

hmm..hahas. i always keep movie tickets de
so i placed it in a box
dhan take bus 28 go home lehh..
nick kor was there ._.
jus vertically opposite to the right.
didnt dare sit nxt to him
will feel awkard..dunnoe wad to say oso =x
hahas..

ok lar its getting boring =x
lets end dis =DDD


Date : Wednesday, July 11, 2007
Time : 8:57 PM


schhool was as usual =DD
the only thinggs were dhhat iie kip dozing off in class
and didnt pay attention to wad teacher says.
hahas. veri tired mahh..5am wake up lehh..HELLO?

okayys. so my dad say i could use the com.
erm..only if my sis de spelling was okayy..
uhh..he go guitar lesson =x=x
i sneak up use de =DDD

todayy after schh hor
me and clara jiejie go out
=DD i wear as usual..black and shorts
but i didnt tie my hair lar..
erm..dhan we go look at alot shops leh!!
i go her hse 1st..
dhan aft dhat we go take bus..
we go the dunnoe wad shop on the left side of the mrt station de
the wad start wif A de..
hmm..we took like 20mins?
looking and her, trying on the clothes =="
oohh and she bought the white colour top =DD
dhan we go CS =DD
and bought her cardigan =x=x
brown and style ~~
aft dhat, we look at erm..
._. alot clothe shops and i cant rmb the names..
we looked at about 4 shops before going to eat bacon and cheese
tachopachi and bread talk
it was bread talk's birthday and everything was $1!!
=x we bought 2 bread and the other ppl got more dhan 4..
we took such a long queue =="

hahas dhan we look at more clothes shop
during the whole day out..
._. i keep mentionally STRIPES!
cux of the clothes. =DD
dhan ah jie got sian of it ler =x=x
i was so forcus on stripey clothes =="

erm..dhan we go home =x
alot alot nice nice stuff happened
except we didnt go arcade and take neoprints =/
its a pity though x.x
oyah im totally broke..
i paid $13 for her cardigan x.x
i had to starve for 5 weeks before paying jody and natasha's money
erm..$6+$17...die ==" my god..


Date : Tuesday, July 10, 2007
Time : 8:03 PM


bloody fking dad
he go hit mi
wth
wad i do
he kip say wad msn the sharing folders
they will go snatch ur computer files away
diao like hell lor
dhan i say he veri naggy
he go hit mi
stupid rite

kpkb cb tmd..
fking idioit imbecile
he tink he so gud
still say wad
i go church nv learn anithing
go learn all the bad tings
wad the fcuk lar
is he ownself say until i can memorise le lor
wad bad tings
he ownself naggy dowan admit
wth.........FCUK OFF LAR HIM..


Date :
Time : 7:22 PM


u noe what?
i was happy in the morning even in the afternoon
until evening when i was back home
u noe wad happened?

MY BLOODY FKING CB SISTA GO SHOUT AT MI
I WAS SO TIRED AFTER COMING HOME FROM BAND
AND FOR NO REASON SHE KIP SHOUTING AT MI
SHE BLAME MI FOR THE AUTO START OF AUDI
WTH HAS IT GOT TO DO WIF MI?
I DIDNT EVEN TOUGH AUDI AFTER 6PM
AND I DIDNT EVEN CHECK DHAT AUTO START
WTF IS HER PROBLEM?!

and for the past few days
she was shouting and shouting for no reason
has she gone nuts?
her actions are unreasonable oso
wad is her problem?!

-------------------------------------------------------------

todae i chnged my seat.
to the window on the right side near the pillar infront of aqilah
so nice..the pillar =x
hais..i didnt wanna say things infront of teacher
so i kept quiet =/

tmr going out wif clara aft sch!
hahas we going to buy the jacket
dhan go her hse collect my tee shirts =x
whee~~
thanks =DD

oyah thanks alot my classmates
my best mates
my meis
my jies
my didis
my korkors
and everyone of the class
=DDD


Date : Monday, July 09, 2007
Time : 6:19 PM


BLOG SONG LYRICS~~

Hey lady, you lady
cursing at your life
You're a discontented mother
and a regimented wife
I've no doubt you dream about
the things you'll never do
But,
I wish someone had talked to m
e like I wanna talk to you.....

Ooh I've been to Georgia and California
and, anywhere I could run
I took the hand of a preacher man
and we made love in the sun
but I ran out of places and friendly faces
because I had to be free
I've been to paradise
but I've never been to me...

Please lady, please, lady
don't just walk away
'cause I have this need to tell you
why I'm all alone today
I can see so much of me
still living in your eyes
won't you share a part
of a weary heart
that has lived million lies.......

Ooh I've been to Nice and the Isle of Greece
while I've sipped champagne on a yacht
I've moved like Harlow in Monte Carlo
and showed 'em what I've got
I've been undressed by kings
and I've seen some things
that a woman ain't supposed to see.......
I've been to paradise,
but I've never been to me.......

Hey, you know what paradise is? It's a lie. A fantasy we create about
people and places as we'd like them to be.
But you know what truth is?
it's that little baby you're holding
it's that man you fought with this morning
the same one you're going to make love with tonight
that's truth, that's love.........

Sometimes I've been to crying for unborn children
that might have made me complete
but I.....I took the sweet life I never knew
I'd be bitter from the sweet
I've spent my life exploring
the subtle whoring
that costs too much to be free....
hey lady......
I've been to paradise......
but I've never been to me...

END =DD ENJOY


Date :
Time : 5:49 PM


once again..im infront of the computer
now..is brandon
he is fking idiotic..and an imbecile..

u noe wad he do?
suddenly ask mi go stead wif him
suddenly tell mi jkjk he got stead ler
suddenly tell mi go stead wif jinson

dan he scold mi fk
dan i scold fk off..
NOTHING DE RITE?
he go say i fk jinson
is like wth..he can say y i cannot say

he kip spam mi
say i jinson lover
he say he will go spread say i fk jinson n i jinson lover
eh wth?
wad has it got to do wif mi?
is like..wth...wads wrong wif him?
he got mental problems?

suddenly scold all the vulgar
as if i wad..cursed doll isit?
poke here poke there put curse on ppl har?
WHATS HIS PROBLEM?
is like..wth..he kip call mi baka jie..
ok fine dat one nvm..
dan he scold cb and all..
stupid rite?

such a stuck up to jinson person
even got ppl say he tok until veri niang niang qiang
so wad lor
my problem meh
ur mood not gud my problem isit

he wan fite har
come lar!
tink i scared

wth..wad kind of day is tis
besides crying..all tis quarreling
MY FAULT ISIT?
wth....


Date :
Time : 4:39 PM


whyye must iie keep havingg problems ?
whyye cannt iie just ledd a normal life?
whyye must ue ruinn myy life withh selfishh desires?
whyye must ue let chaos ruinn me while ue laughh at dhha desperate me?
must ue see me break out in tears?
am iie so good to be bullied at?

I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE!
I CANT LIVE MY LIFE LIKE THIS!
AM I SUCH A TOY THAT EU MANIPULATE?
DO I LOOK SO DESPERATE?
WHY MUST EU RUIN ME?
WHY CANT I HAVE PEACE?
WHY AM I SO PATHETIC?

iie cant take it anymore
iie really cant..
even after birthh..
iie haf been a really unfortunate child.

iie feel alone..
iie really cant handle it..
iiem onlyy 13..

since dhha start of me sitting there..
iie haf no peace at all..
iie cant study properly without worrying

U'RE SO UNCLEAN !
U'RE SO DISGUSTING!
I DESPISED EU FROM THE BEGINNING
I CAN TAKE IT NO LONGER

iie am not a toy
iie am a girl

so what if i'm acting as if i'm strong
it was just an outer case
i'm very fragile in the heart
anything could jux trigger the alarm
ANYTING.


Date :
Time : 4:11 PM


._. todae so paiseh
in the middle of CME lesson
we kena group work..
mi,weiheng,ryan and zhengliang..

dhan weiheng use ryan to make mi
ryan noe i dun like ppl touch my stuff de
dhan he still make mi
dan the CME all i do..

and plus what happened yesterday..
made mi veri sad even aft i woke up...
so in the end..i flare up..
i threw the paper to weiheng..

i couldnt take it anymore..
ryan start touching my file and table
so i started crying..it wasnt the normal typical silent cry
it shocked the whole class =/

i cried from the end of CME lesson till the end of recess
elena,shirley,prestela and agnes try comfort mi norhs..
dhan dunnoe hw my specs kena broke ._.
the lens dropped off.

hais..so paiseh..
the whole class turn against ryan aft i cried
i cried the whole ting out..
i could hear afiq,alex and kaijiunn's voice dhat time
shouting across the class..
telling mdm ng that ryan made mi cry
actually is ryan and weiheng..
they didnt noe weiheng was the mastermind..
alot ppl kip ask mi y i cry..
alot ppl veri concern == "
but kj got help mi lar
eng period i cant see a ting on the board
he go help mi tick and do corrections.
dhan kj saw ryan rock his own chair
he go kick the edge dhan ryan fall xDD
kj was nice xDD
help mi revenge
thanks niahs.

erm.. chongteck was weird though
he kip smiling =="
as if he todae veri happi lidat

alex same as usual
others i nv go notice =x
cux i cant see mah
all blur blur de
somemore i sit 2nd row nia
hahas. even though tragic stuff happened
it ended pretty cutely =))
im always sad..yahh i look veri sad de
oyahh..me and my frens took photos todae
i took wif agnes and jody
erm..not many lar =x
hahas. i wasnt wearing specs
cux specs spoil =/
but still can see abit =x
anyway...
here is two pic..my lioniie and tofuu



AINT IT CUTE~~ x333

cute rite =x=x toffuuuu~~


Date : Saturday, July 07, 2007
Time : 5:37 PM


ahhs. speaking of which..
my niuniu and doggie

hahas. arent they cuteee =x


Date :
Time : 2:31 PM


ohh..I PASSED MY AUDITION FOR BAND!!!
T.T i tot i fail niahs.
hahas. okay so mayb u were wondering where all those pics went
well..
i deleted them =x
i found it..UN-NICE lols.
actually i really do care alot about what people thinks
=/ so..well i oso deleted them off my computer and frenster =DD
hmm..im thinking i shd wear nicer and put some necklace and all nxt time =x
mayb..aft i come back home =DD.
okays. byebye


Date :
Time : 6:51 AM


ellos.

hmm..yahh i jux chnged the blog skin =DD
erm..chatting wif seniors from band every night...
today will be the audition for band..
part of mazama not okay yet..ltr earlier go band room ler x.x

having a stomach ache now x.x
but nvm.. =DDD

ytd got trial..
saw a few shuai shuai de senior =x
we got 3rd prize lehh =DDD
wang wang and file =="

oyah dan mi,jody,agnes,marisa,tiffany,sabrinah,elvira and natasha
went go tm buy stuff =x
jody bought for us a kit kat!! - YAY JODY~ -
hmm..dan aft dat go home =x
i coped agnes de drink and jody de french fries xDD

erm..so i reach home around 7+pm
oyah i oso got tok to lucas kor =DD
uhh..lioniie wasnt online ._.
and so i oso talked to the seniors from different section =x

hahas. and for the past 2 days..
RYAN didnt come =))
but he came aft his mc =((

oyah and i forget on which nite chat wif kj on fone
dan he say ghost stuff ==" dan i imagine about it

OYAH MS FELICIA LEE TOLD HER ABOUT HER CAMBODIA TRIP
she say..

on the 1st nite got ppl ring her say 2 ppl gone missing
dan she veri worried she call back dhat person
but dhat person was already aslp de..
her room mate told ms felicia dhat person went to slp early
but ms felicia really heard someone ring her...

2nd nite was abit scary..
ms felicia de room mate, dunnoe mdm wad lar..cher lai de
told ms felicia about Polpot. the vicious killer in cambodia many years ago
dhan hor..the next morning..one gal came and ask the mdm..
"teacher..why u yesterday call mi just to tell mi about the story of Polpot?"
its like..the cher didnt tell her..she told ms felicia x.x

hahas. =x=x spooky ehh?
alot skulls and bones there lehh and spirits and curses
I WAN GO LEHH.. x))

okay lar i going to prepare go band ler =x=x
buaiis. ><"


Date : Monday, July 02, 2007
Time : 7:52 PM


oyahh..lioniie aka lionel
has became more nicer dhan before =DDD

oyah i called him dhat cux my soft toy call lionie =x
lalalas~ hahas.

==" but yoshi kor kip saying i like him..
blehh i like someone else =DD
but i love everyone as my frens/jie/kor/mei
so..i dun care =DD

oyah..i forgot tell u..
i saw someone hu looked like elena todae
and someone hu looked like nicholas leong todae..onlie more shuai =x

erm..=DDD
actually i wanna thank lioniie alot alot alot!!
=x=x niahhs. thank you alot =DDD
hehes. =] -okay mayb i shd stop saying thanks..ltr ur hair stand-
hahas. lurbbs always regarding a gud fren.
even if u dun treat mi like one, i will still treat u like one =))

THANKS LOADS~
okayy =="


Date :
Time : 7:00 PM


ellos. =DDD
as usual i went for band x.x

oyah..dan i buy the cca photo of band x.x
hmm..
todae went out cux youth day =DD
met alot seniors, frens and erm..alot T1 T2 de =/

i went to buy ear studs todae..dhan..
uhh..1st meet shirley at library and all..elena..
hahas. dan go tm walk a few rounds.
saw mx waiting at the arcade there at tm.
at 1st forget hu he is..kept tinking y he so familiar

hmm..dan we go aries buy earring..the ringed de =DDD
dan prestela appeared and wore until veri the matured

i wear black, wif jean shorts and i tied my hair.
bought a black bag along wif mi too =DD

hmm..in the middle we met jody,opy,mx and another guy i dunnoe de
hahas. dan uhh..cux hungri dan we all go eat..elena,mi,shirley and prestela
ohh..we wait at kfc veri long..dan no space..so went to mac..oso no space
dan mi and prestela got an idea..mi and shirley eat at mac
prestela and elena eat at kfc

hmm..dan we tok alot abt last time de past =DD
dan go back shopping again..
prestela cut her hair =DD
she's so chio now =]] even chio-er dan before =))

dan on the way back home met my dad.
he got smth on so went home
erm..dan in bus..got dis small boi abt 4 to 6 yr old..
he kip leaning on mi =="

i went to buy water..dan go home
on the way i saw joshua ong..BLOCK MATE..
erm..same block de =="
ahhh..I GOT SEEN AT THE MARKET..BY MY FREN
T.T so bad..

hahas end here =x nxt time say more bahhs.
oyahh prestela got a big mushroom from mini toons for her bdae
jody got a cute cushion =DDD



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