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Date : Saturday, May 31, 2008 Time : 11:34 PM blog updated!
i love the blogskin now :X muwahha. also look at my Adores section. especially the click to view xoxo ♥ muwahaha. andand. enjoy :X i'm always falling for you. it's up to you whether to catch me or not.
Date : Time : 9:35 PM i went out from 1+pm till like now.
was with my aunts :X then shop and walk all day ._. actually, they were doing the shopping. i was doing all the CARRYING. and my hands and arms are freaking aching now okay. they bought alot of things for me too. and some things for the camp and my hair and daily needs and yeah. u get what i mean. and freakingly, i bought a comb because i didnt bring one. yeah i know your reaction. it's '....' isnt it :X or maybe 'wth...' or smth like that. relevant. dinner was steamboat :X i ate my fill. now i'm having yoghurt. just now, i was swinging a shoe. it hit bull eyes on my dad's face. (because it flew off from my hand) that was refreshing xD the feeling was super uber nice. LOL. and i was laughing like mad ._. now im drinking some honey water thing. it smells like..vinegar..... btw i had my aunt bought me mosquito repellent and uh. some hair moisturizing thing. and then she bought alot of meat/biscuit/etc for me. my other aunt gave me ice cream muwhaaha. ice cream! ;D then dont say anything. if you've nothing more to say.
Date : Friday, May 30, 2008 Time : 9:58 PM
What Color Is Your Mind?
eh? red ._. lols.
What Color Should Your Toenails Be? it's already 2/3 the same as JODY. lols.
Do You Worry Too Much?
eh heh ==" do i worry that much?
The Three Question Personality Test is that good?
What Are The Keys To Your Heart? are you sure?
What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have? it's not true at all..
What Kind of Girlfriend Are You? im not sure on that.
What Does Your Sleeping Position Say About You? HAHAHA THATS TRUE!
The Ice Cream Personality Test i am? O.O
What Color Red Are You? kinda true. lols
What Kind of Candy Are You? EHH? i hate peanut butter stuff.
What Is Your Life Path Number? really? O.O
Are You a Good Liar? lols. hard to believe =="
How Open Are You? haha.
What Do People Think Of Your Face? lols?
oo maybe it's true.
The Five Factor Personality Test mm?
What Element is Your Body? eheh?
How Emotionally Mature Are You? lols....
Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed really?
A Quick and Dirty IQ Test IT'S ONLY 100?
Are You a Right Brained or Left Brained Woman in Love?
How Happy Are You, Really?
wow ._. both's 100.
Could You Be Violent? haha.
Date : Time : 9:33 PM i've said everything.
it wasn't your fault. dont blame yourself. i've always had these actions. i've always got angry for nothing. i've always ignored people i've always been at fault. it've always stayed that way. but you said something wrong. and i wont say anything back. i wont say anything. if you think you're not good enough. why won't you prove that you're good enough but in reality. it's not you. if i'm at wrong why won't you tell me i'm at wrong are you afraid. because you never said anything so i dont know anything but i'm not blaming you because i never asked. haha. i dont get it.
Date : Time : 6:37 PM i put dhe lyrics of HIKARI
below the player already ;D feel free to sing along to the song (: OMG I LOVE THIS SONG MAN. HIKARI ROCKS! HAHA i love Synchronicity too. and Crawl (: andandand Tori no Uta! i cant wait for Nabari no Ou to be out! the episode 8 of course (: i love this anime (: AND THE SONG! YOITE ROCKS! Miharu rocks too ;D omgomgomg >< Yoite is sooooo freaking cool & cute! man..i miss DGM T.T andand i can't wait for Shugo Chara episode 30 ;D
Date : Time : 5:31 PM konbawa ;D
i just came back. and i just took the ultra carbon medicine. it was charcoal.......... black black one omg ==" yea. stomach ache from monday till today. whole day. except when sleeping. hell. try having it like that. tired uh. i walked in the NTUC for so long! oo and i have dark chocolate ;D band was fun today. i mean self practise. i was hyper :X and it became a contagious thing when i started laughing and we ended up laughing alot alot alot! except for nicholas ._. even sir teexian was laughing like mad :X ya and i couldnt stop x.x i think it last over 10mins.. haha. mmm and we did alot of singing today. bleh. singing was much better :X but i still can't tongue very short! T.T it's hard to keep the articulation for so many bars ._. bleh.. now im feeling like vomitting. the charcoal..omg =="
Date : Time : 10:43 AM yo! ohaiyoh ;D
i woke up at 10am today. i got ready at 10.30am :3 and i'm taking dhe bus at 11.30am ;D then i rch about 12.20+pm :X oo. i'm referring that i'm going to band later. lalala. i stayed till like 4am+ ytd. bleh. andandand i was viewing friendster profiles. bleh. i'm bored. bored bored bored now. listening to Hikari and Tori no Uta andand Synchronicity. haha. i already put them in my ipod. i still can't find my handphone usb port. the data transfer device. hais. T.T my shugo chara songs and pictures are inside! it's so unfair............ (: i wont say sayonara. i'll come back later to post haha. i'm gona buy the medicine today! (: i think i'm gona play on sir tx's bscl again today. i asking permission first :X
Date : Time : 2:33 AM sometimes i sit alone and cry. the past, the feelings, the emotions it won't be forgotten. it seems to be a dream a neverending one. the nightmare will not end. i dont want it to. because i dont want to forget. i dont want it to end. i like to ponder over the past lowering my self esteem more. torturing myself. torturing the one who deserved punishments. i dont want sympathy. i didnt ask for it. i only told people. maybe i shouldnt even open my big mouth. it's because of those who raised my hopes. raised high hopes for me that i get so show off that i lose control that i lower my self esteem more. it's not that you understand. you all, will never understand me. the me you all see now. is just an outer personality. it's not the real me. i can't be the real me infront of you people. why.. i dont want to show my true self. i dont want to..i can't.. you dont make me feel comfortable. showing my own self. it's just like over doing it. i couldnt cry infront of you people. i ended up crying alone. i cried all alone. i cried on wednesday. in the band store room. of course you dont know. because i was the only person there. and i cried. i kept crying. in my heart. and my tears were flowing. but i looked at the ceiling. i looked up. the reason i kept silent/ the reason i always look at the sky. was all because.. i didnt want my tears to fall down. i didnt want to show.. because i didnt want those tears to fall. i didnt want to show you people. the weak me.. the one who's a crybaby. the one who cry of anything. i'm showing this off to you. because..i'm sorry. i dont know the reason too. i..wonder if i'm abnormal. i wonder..of many things.. many unthinkable things... or just thinks people never talked about. the things i appreciate.. are things people never thought of appreciating. am i matured? i see the world differently everytime i wake up from a sleep. and everytime i look out of the window or just staring at the sky or trees.. how beautiful the world is. how afraid i'm losing it. how fortunate i'm not blind. and i get to look at the sky. just how beautiful, or cruel hearted humans are.. how i get to express, that i'm not unemotional.. i wonder..still wonder..with many things going through my mind..
Date : Time : 1:13 AM i know i like to show off.
i can't change that. you'll just have to accept me that way. it's one way or the other. i like to show off to my friends. because i want them to know what im doing. i want them to know what im doing. because i treat them as my fren so i show off. is that alright? i just came back from vivocity not long ago. just watched Narnia The Prince of Caspia. it was freaking awesome (: and i watched the movie FOC ;D provided by church. i shall not be a spoiler. but i really really recommend this :X it was so niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee seriously ~ haha. okay. mr samad said smth meaningful. i still rmb. if there's a couple. the guy who leads the woman. is domineering. if the guy walks behind the woman. the guy is a 'does-everything-you-tell-him' type. and the guy who walks beside you. is the..guess what ;D i forgot AHAHAHA you made me feel so distant ever since last year. why. i thought we were good friends. i tried to made it up with you. but it's no good. why are you so distant? dont say 'thank you' to me. it just make everything worse. why are you so cold. why. i want to know why. because you dislike me aint it.. because i'm not good enough of a friend. i knew it. i knew it all along. but i tried to pretend. i lie to myself. i lied to myself. to pretend. i just dont understand. why are you so distant. so uncomfortable when you talk to me. why wont you talk to me freely. why.
Date : Thursday, May 29, 2008 Time : 3:17 PM fk you lah kns.
everything lost, lost lost. stupid right. imbecile. the handphone data transfer device thing COST DAMN EXPENSIVE YOU KNOW ANOT. then you everyday sit there play computer LIKE 24HOURS LIKE THAT. YOU BLIND AH. LRIEH MATJIU CEHMEY AH. HUH? YOU BLIND AH. YOUR EYES CANOT SEE ISIT. WHY I GONE FOR 2DAYS NIAH MY PHONE DATA TRANSFER DEVICE LOST. BLOODY ASSHOLE put on computer table, on the monitor stand, near the keyboard CAN SEE WHAT. THEN YOU ALSO. WASH MY CLOTHES WASH THINGS WASH UNTIL MY THINGS LOST BLOODY HELL. WHERE THE FK YOU PUT SIAHS. SERIOUSLY. i was supposed to go buy some stupid medicine thing because i'm sick. NOW I NO MOOD GO ALR LA STUPID RIGHT FKING HELL. PUT AT HOME ALSO CAN LOST. LOOK EVERYWHERE ALSO DONT HAF. STUPID RIGHT. STUPID ASSES. EVERYTHING ALSO LOST. THEN WHY YOU NOT LOST. IMBECILE. GET LOST LAH YOU. USELESS.
Date : Wednesday, May 28, 2008 Time : 10:46 PM
tag replies :X JODYYx: YES! I AGREE WIT U GIRL ;D JODYYx: arggh ==" dhe addiction.... onii san : haha, got miss me ah? LOLx. i gone for 3days x.x onii san : T.T so sad...MY D GRAY MANNNNNN..ALLEN!! (cry and scream) JODYYx: so many quiz xD okays lols. onii san : ==" 90%? then left 10% is what. WHY U NVR CLEAN PROPERLY?! onii san : ._. today at 4pm++ i was 'released' from band camp. yanfang : HIGH 5 PIGGIE. oh wait. we dont have fingers ._. neither 5 fingers. onii san : ;D i belong to that group. muwahhaha
Date : Time : 10:03 PM Nabari no Ou ;D omggg
YOITE! ANDANDAND MIHARU! :X MUST WATCH! Yoite is damnnnnnnn cute :X Miharu is funny and cute xD (: i recommend this anime!! anws i got back from band camp. :X welcome me home anyone? i'm tired though but it was fun (: i enjoyed myself we had sectionals and combine ensemble competition and section competition and i was in Group 3 and in Clarinet section but though, Group 2 won and Saxophone won :X it was nice ;D i had stomach ache since monday, aft lunch. i think it was the food ._. and it lasted till today, now still have uh. ._. i used sir teexian's mouthpiece omggg i used his mouthpiece x.x oh and i sound ABIT like him when i used his mouthpiece but i kept squeaking and squeaking! btw my instrument sent for repair (OOO FINALLLYYY) ya it was on monday :X hooray ~ haha, i really like the band camp ;D but i hate the food, seriously. i didnt eat dinner. no dinner at all. and i didnt eat lunch on tuesday and wed. i didnt eat breakfast on wed. omg how can i eat breakfast. i almost vomit on tues aft the breakfast. I NEVER HAD BREAKFAST IN DHE MORNING. the shower and stuff were great :X eh heh, although the floor was hard ._. i didnt sleep well. on monday night. i woke up like 15 over times. tuesday nite was great. i chat with jingjing and jiaqi and michelle and sir juehao the most i told ghost stories and stuff :X we did night walk ;D it was funny how i scared them. or rather they were so easily scared when i pointed at the toilet on the second floor xD so funny ahahahaha. but the night walk the leaders organised wasnt fun ._. it wasnt even scary bleh. and all i did was tell ghost stories to sir juehao cux jiaqi freaked out and ran away when i told ghost stories but michelle and jingjing was abit more enthu :X ya but then they were so far away when they walked the night walk end up chatting and walking with sir juehao ==" ~~ghost stories~~ haha ambitious japan was great (: i like it alot. especially the part when the song was singing " Be Ambitious..." smth smth ya and then the cornet and other sections raised their hands and slowly put it down in a semi circle form from the top; 90 degree to the left and down (because it's on the left hand.) haha it's nice how the french horn section did those moves too ;D cute. the band sound good today. when they played kaze no mai. it had the same feeling like when i was way back in sec 1. listening to the seniors play sunrise and tekomai. the energy and tighness was there ;D it was nice. can't forget it haha. nicholas and mam wanjie taught me how to conduct :X cux the ensemble competition was like sir hy suggested i conduct since i no instrument then i dowan. but i scared he ask me conduct so i practised. haha in the end never x.x so paiseh, worried for nothing T.T and panicked and stuff. (ya and this somehow seems like the first time i chat with nicholas) it was nice :X chatting with seniors and stuff. bleh, and sir teexian and sir juehao and they all gona graduate omggg nooooooooooooooooo then i how x.x ahhhhhhh ya. ._. i always have stomach aches. i think i have too much toxic in my body x.x mm. just drank yoghurt. btw, Lastoria score, clarinet part was super uber nice. haha. yah! stop making me feel so.. when i'm beside you again. because it makes me so.. but i can't tell you. i can lie to myself for that.
Date : Sunday, May 25, 2008 Time : 9:32 PM i've just found one webbie to test your circle of fifths!
i mean your knowledge on it ._. muwahhahaa CLICK HERE to go to the website (: i'm still doing the tests though eheh :X i've done until 5 sharps already (: i haven't do the flats though x.x i dont know if i can memorise it ): now i know is.. respectively: key: C, G, D, A, E, B, F. sharps : 0. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6. C : o sharps. G : f# D : f#, c# A : f#, c#, g# E : f#, c#, g#, d# B : f#, c#, g#, d#, a# F : f#, c#, g#, d#, a#, e# okays x.x so..do the quiz yo (:
Date : Time : 7:04 PM im havin GOTCHA fruito now.
the ice cream multi fruit flavoured one. except it doesnt haf cream. it consisted of freezed fruit flavoured cube of ice joined together ._. andand. shirley looks pretty with her hair down; untied and without specs ;D and im still figuring how to tie my hair n side my fringe. bleh. dhe song so nice~ serious >< oh no! the ice is melting x.x packed finished. done. except for toothbrush. shd i open a new one? then i wont forget to bring. im excited. but also - dont feel like going. but a part of me wana go too ;D i have a tight schedule. after these 3 days in band. on thursday night im gona watch Narnia the blah blah blah movie. then on friday, i'm going to band again. saturday too. and then sunday i go church. and then monday i go sec 2 camp. bleh. my bscl. still not sent for repair. hais T.T i really hate the present you. why won't you go back to the old you. why won't you turn back.. and then it'll be like last time.. gosh; who am i trying to fool..
Date : Time : 1:36 PM i slpt from yesterday 6pm+
till today 9am+ so i slpt for.. 15hours-16hours? i woke up and packed bag. for tomorrow. now abit pissed off. eating again. tired. watching DN Angel now.
Date : Saturday, May 24, 2008 Time : 4:01 PM how do u like the song?
i love it ;D It's from Air the anime ;D so nice lurh~ sora~ rawr. finished band. rush to meet them. go cut hair ._. they say i look like those people from primary or kindergarten school T.T bleh. 2 more days till band camp ._. I SHALL PACK TOMORROW. muwahhaa. x.x im eating now (: im tired though. and i wana get better in bscl. i wana play better ;D i shall practise hard in the band camp. today at mrt ah. got this girl damn weird la. i only adjust hair she stare stare stare at me. gimme that face la. then ownself put on sooo much make up. like ghost like that got blue eyelid lidat. ==" "da bai tian jian gui" duno who the hell she is. so rude man. stare at people. adjust hair only what. whats her damn freaking problem. see la. spoil my appetitide already! i dont miss you. i miss the person i thought you were.
Date : Friday, May 23, 2008 Time : 11:19 PM erm. change skin? :X blehh.
Date : Time : 8:37 PM waaaa T.T
my results were horrible HORRIBLE! English - C5 <--(points) C5! ITS A C OMG. Chinese -B4 <-- still can forgive... Maths - A1 <-- LOW A1! OMGGGG Science - A1 <-- MY MARKS GOT PULLED DOWN BY 1st Sem. ASSESS. Term 1 = 91. Term 2 = 79! Geography - B3 <-- ah..i never liked geog. nvr paid attention. History - B4 <-- my history dropped x.x omgggg Literature - B3 <-- WTH IT'S A B3! B OMGGG H.E - A2 <-- it got pulled down by term 2. Visual Art - A2 <-- erm..okay okay? Civis & Moral - A My TOTAL was 624.5/900 <-- OMGGGGGGGGGG Percentage was 69.4 (about to faint) L1R4 aggregate : 11 L1R5 aggregate : 14 Comments : Joy is a matured and well-behaved pupil who responds to others in a positive manner. A good listener, she is extremely kind and helpful towards the needy and the less fortunate. Joy is also a dedicated member of her CCA Wind Ensemble. Academically, she is definitely capable of better results. RAWR! anws. aft collecting my report bk. went to bedok library then went to sun plaza park then walked home. YES WALK. ._. tired. eating.
Date : Thursday, May 22, 2008 Time : 10:24 PM pet rocket was fun (:
like the day before ytd. i pulled the trigger thing ;D and i got splashed the most :X today was great. 4 periods of relief tcher in the morning. and a few periods after recess was also relief periods (: band was. talking and games today when i went back. haha. it was fun (: you know. i had fever, flu, cough, sore throat from sunday. till now. but fever had gone down. there's still flu and cough and sore throat. and i'm always having random headaches. -gotta pack panadol in the bag for both camps- band camp and sec 2 camp ;D bleh. im excited about the camp (: although it means no internet from.. 26o5o8 to 28o5o8. & o2o6o8 to o4o6o8. monday, tues, wed. monday, tues, wed. gosh ==" same days of the week. there's no sch tmr. take report book. mm..wake up at 8am? do lesson thing on computer @@ @@ oh..and swimming lessons after june holidays. T.T gosh. gotta get swimsuits or smth. NOOO!! THE WATERRRRR T.T stupid phobia T.T (and the sec2 camp..heights..stupid..heights..stupid..phobia..)
i wana hear you.
Date : Tuesday, May 20, 2008 Time : 12:18 PM whee im at sch now~
muwahaha. :X bleh. art was boring. watch video and video and video. ._. and mr bean. blahs. in computer lab now. classroom fan broken down ! T.T hot siahs. shuttle run was 11.3s ;D ._. haven do incline pull up. lalala. boring.
Date : Monday, May 19, 2008 Time : 10:50 PM argh. im pissed off at you.
send you sms. you say you never receive. baka. i dont believe you. anws. junwen become my onii san o.o and i become imooto ._. boring. today sick. then go bbq. then come back. so here i am. tmr pet rocket. like till so late la. heng. got 3 bottles le. at first only got 1 niahs! haha. okay. im tired. and suddenly this guy from nowhere add me in frenster then add me in msn ._. scary. x.x
ELVIRAAA♥: yes elvira (: i love you too. Jasmineljm: relinked ;D Terrance<3: lalala..~~ ♥ clara: ._. i had that reaction when i first saw it. but u'll get used to it lalala yanfang: :X i haf no comments. Terrance<3: @@ it's the erm..body that looks like a cow? x.x lalala sayonara people.
Date : Sunday, May 18, 2008 Time : 10:48 PM
Date : Time : 9:31 PM ah. today was wake up.
church. go home. computer. sleep. wake up. eat. computer. eat. okays. i watching shugo chara ;D IKUTO DAMN CUTE EHHHHHHHH ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Date : Saturday, May 17, 2008 Time : 7:31 PM ;D taggie replies to..
1# yanfang : O.o WHO THE HELL IS IKUTO LA!! ==" 2# flowermeat : omg.....yanfang u got bad taste man ._. 3# ♥ clara : HAHA I AGREE! 4# JODYYx : okayys (: later! sorry late reply x.x 5# yanfang : lets go to some nearby canal and puke all we want (: -P.S. i just ate. and i think it's coming out from vomitting..- ------------------------------------------------------------------ okays! i'll do the quiz (: QUIZ TIMEEEEE ! A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse . These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by . Continue this game by sending it to other people . #1 If your lover betrayed you , what will your reaction be - i'll ditch him before he ditch me (: and i'll end everything that's gotta do with him. #2 If you can have a dream to come true , what would it be ? - to answer my questions. my curious mind. #3 What will your dream wedding be like ? - i dreamt about it before. i'll tell ya, it's not NICE AT ALL.*ASK AGNES* #4 Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you ? - everything will fall into place (: no worries. #5 What's your ideal lover like ? - dont have. why do we need an ideal lover if we're in love? it just comes. that's how it is. #6 Which is more blessed , loving someone or being loved by someone ? - both haha. but i'll choose 'being loved by someone'. because 'loving someone' can be hard and harsh (: #7 How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love ? - erm. before i die (: because i can't live forever. #8 If the person you secretly like is already attached , what would you do ? - nothing actually. come on, life must go on. #9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days ? - yes. him the someone in my school. #10 If you have a choice ,what kind of family you want to be born into ? - there's never a choice. regardless ; a peaceful loving one with bond. #11 Is being tagged fun ? - hell. why do you ask ==" tag! u're it! #12 How do you see yourself in ten years time ? - I'LL GROW OLDDDDD OMGGGGG T.T I DOWAN TO TURN 24! #13 Who are currently the most important people to you ? - my friends (: the ones i love. #14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is ? - a very nice person (: someone i can't abandon! haha. loves~ #15 Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor ? - it depends. on the other partner's attitude and personality first. #16 What's the first thing you do every morning ? - wake up from the handphone's alarm and go back to sleep. #17 Would you give all in a relationship ? - it depends. #18 Do you live to love , live to hate or live for the sake of living ? - none of the above. i live life for myself. who knows when i'm gona die. #19 What type of friends do you like ? - someone who'll go through thick and thin with me who never abandons me. aids me in any situation. unselfish #20 What type of friends do you dislike ? - noisy/irritating/get on my nerves/backstabber/liar/bimbo/flirt Tagged by : JODYYx ;D Here are the 8 lucky people who's gonna be tagged : 1# clara (: 2# junwen ;D 3# yanfang :3 4# agnes :X -no more leh..T.T 4 can anot...? --------------------------------------------------------- ah. look at the bottom post also (:
Date : Time : 6:52 PM paiseh i MIA for so long :X
heh. my results sucks. so far.. Science A1 Maths A1 Chinese B4 Geography B4 History B3 Literature B3 English not confirmed yet. but for comprehension and summary. Compre 13/25. Summary 21/25 Total 34/50. ah sad right? T.T i want my total marks! T.T ): i slacked alr. too slacked. ------------------------------------ today went to band. and we were brief on the band camp again. -the torture..*chants*- but i think it'll be fun (: but after 2 days i'm sure you'll see that i turn zombie. look forward to it ;D it's on May 26th,27th and 28th. i have sec 2 camp wors. but i dont know ah. it's in early June.. but..band.. ): ----------------------------------- ah. my ear hole almost closed. the front part was okay. the problem lies with the end of the hole it was closed. and i forced the stud through. ----------------------------------- finished Ayashi no Ceres manga already. up till chapter 83! it's nice (: ------------------------------------- and i sent so many smses. but you didnt reply once- not even once. i thought we were friends? and we still see each other in school everyday. why won't you reply? i wonder if what i'm feeling is hate or sadness. despair. anger. frustration. and i seem to forgive you each time we spoke. no, you made me forgive you each time we speak to each other. i dont know anymore. ------------------------------------- you, on the other hand. make me feel so..bad. like i was just a passer by friend. like, for a short time only. i sent you so many long smses but i only got short smses. straight to the point replies. like as if you were busy. and then i kept apologising. because i felt stupid. a hindrance. like a burden. like i was using you. so i kept apologising. dont think you felt bad or anything. maybe because i was just irritating. ------------------------------------------------------------------ lalal. sayonara.
Date : Wednesday, May 14, 2008 Time : 3:28 PM )):
i just watched Air- The Movie on veoh. if u're interested in this, watch the episodes first (: dont watch the movie first ._. it's very sad niahs ): but it's so nice T.T and i was crying the whole time @@ it's so touching T.T and sad T.T --------------------------------- this morning my nose was bleeding ._. dad got a new fan (: it's nice. the wind. very cooling ;D --------------------------------- it's so sad. seriously. the anime. it's like those other animes i've watched. btw, somewhat, you can only find it in veoh or smth cux crunchyroll licensed it. --------------------------------- i decided to start practising at 6pm. the instrument. yuup. and cux tmr got band.
Date : Time : 1:34 PM Lacrimosa dies illa
Qua resurget ex favilla Judicandus homo reus. Huic ergo parce, Deus: Pie Jesu Domine lyrics of Lala No Komori Uta ;D surprising @@.
Date : Tuesday, May 13, 2008 Time : 2:06 PM (: i like this song. it's a piano one. Nicol's Piano - Theme of Rain ;D hahs.
Date : Time : 10:18 AM upon this heartbreaking scenery
she stands on it she stands upon all of it with tears trickering down her face and the sadness that cannot be comprehend no one else is here everyone is with 'them' nobody is with her she's left all alone she's tired and hungry but what can she do? what exactly can she do? when she peek at the windows everyone was with 'them' she doesnt want to be a part of 'them' no, she doesn't want to she's walking on the street alone, hungry and alone when will she find the right path? who knows. when will she really find that path? it's too early to know. today no sch ;D hahas. hungry nehs. ): i shall go look for food now ;D lalala~
Date : Monday, May 12, 2008 Time : 6:54 PM ahh im so in love with Lala no Komori Uta!
the song. (: today sis' fren come. argh, damn irritating yo. lala i have no anime to watch ): reading manga just nw i read Doubt. some killing manga, damn violent. then up till chapter 9 dun haf alr ==" but haven finish ehs. gosh, im bored. i wana watch D.N. angel. haha! daijou bu. it's fine. im serious. it's okay. it's alright.
Date : Time : 2:43 PM had maths paper 2 today.
surely flunking it man. i left 5 questions blank. there goes my 15+ marks. God. )): still no d gray man ep 83! blahs. watching other episodes ;D recommend me som )): blahs
Date : Sunday, May 11, 2008 Time : 9:53 PM HOT SHOTS! ;D Allen kun.
![]() Allen kun : Who's gonna pay your debts? ![]() Krory & Allen kun : That was satisfying ![]() Allen kun : hundred... ![]() Allen kun : Hundred.. (chanting) ![]() Allen kun : Hundred guinea... body movement : -swaying- ![]() Lavi : Rock, melt, rock! ![]() Lavi : Allen, please don't chant, it's scary ![]() Lavi's expression : -shocked- Allen kun's expression: -dark side- (with evil horns sticking out) ![]() sorry, cant really make out the words @@ ![]() Allen kun : c-cant..brea-th.. ![]() The words on the rock reads : Debt ![]() This is where Allen kun is crushed by the rock ._. (actual fact ; weight of the debt ) ![]() Allen kun : Well, life is a gamble in itself. ![]() I really like his hairstyle :X and hair colour >< ![]() Lavi : That's the expression that you don't trust anything.
Date : Time : 11:54 AM ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() DGM is loved. D gray man ;D ALLEN WALKER!!! <33> kawaii desu neh allen walker! super cool (: ESPECIALLY EPISODE 70! COOL MAN HE ROCKS TO THE CORE! ;D OMGGG IM SO EXCITED! KYAAAAAA! AHHH WTH! IM SOOOOOOO HYPPPERRRR NOWWW! HE'S LIKE SO FREAKING COOL AND STUFF. ALLEN WALKER IS HAWT! HOTHOTHOT! ;DDDDDDDD ahhhhhhhhhhhh OMG!!! ><> haha actually. yesterday is somewhat a special day. it's the 10th of the month. but it's not special then. cux it's not special to anyone so i guess it's not special. haha. i'm so so.. stupid to think it's special (: lalala and today's mother day! haha! ;DD what have you got for your mums? i got her a cake ._. been watching anime since morning yesterday. hasnt talked to anyone for a long time. i got BIG EARRINGS! ;DDD im wearing it :X so super cool. and i thought u were so busy with studies. that u didnt bothered to talk to me and that i left u alone to study. who knows. i missed you so. i wonder why i bothered smsing u bcux i noe each time i send u there's no replies, like empty spoken words that are trying to reach sum1 multiple times, persevering till the end even though one knows; one will nvr get through the other. tts how u exactly freaking make me feel i'm ur fren, yet u neglect me, and my feelings. so what am i to you? a substitude that's needed only when u're in trouble? i can't take this ya know, im not God. im not ur toy man, im not a spare tyre. dont treat me like one, stop being so..full of urself.
Date : Saturday, May 10, 2008 Time : 2:17 PM d gray man now ep 54!
STILL WATCHING! hahahahahas! mad alr :X blahs. haven talked to him properly for a few days alr. mm..cux of exams :X then nid study lalala i love my playlist ;D -points to D gray man songs- i love ALLEN WALKER and Lavi! ;DDDD and and KANAME KURAN andand ZERO! :X blahs. wheeee
Date : Friday, May 09, 2008 Time : 9:55 PM
Date : Time : 9:32 PM just came back.
haha! from bugis! ;D went out with AGNES to buy baggie :X helped her choose ;DDD then chatted for 2hours @@ yup. and we were sitting there chatting. then we went home at 8pm! okay. so in the morning. i chatted with ELENA for 2hours x.x yup. 2HOURS. hahas. till like 1pm then we go home ;D im eating now. because im hungry me and AGNES had the same dream! okay. really. i mean it. and it's the same thing AND IT'S ABOUT MEEEEE omg @@. AGNES. U SHALL NOT SAY ANITING. GET THAT GIRL! ;DD haha.
Date : Thursday, May 08, 2008 Time : 6:04 PM
Date : Time : 1:32 PM today. huiyao treat me bubble tea!
blahs, i nvr ask him :X he say wan go buy bubble tea then i tell him no money then i say 'i follow you go lurhs, u treat me lah ;D' then he say 'okay lurh. what u wan' lols! and then i got a Passion Red Tea bubble tea ^^ a few days ago AGNES treat me to long john silver :X and a few days ago before that few days ago, JODY treat me ice milo ;D andand..i cant rmb ._. and i hate him alot more now. who knows why. and im not his maid or bodyguard why do you have to keep asking me where he is i am NOT RELATED to him in any way. what's your bloody problem girl? i'm sick of you and your friends. i repeat. and this is the last time i will repeat. DONT BLOODY ASK ME WHERE HE IS. how the heck do i know? IM NOT GOD. IM NOT HIS GUARDIAN ANGEL. what do you take me for?
Date : Time : 1:28 PM i recommend this song (:
Truth - Reira Starring Yuna Ita - Album Truth Click this for the link ;D Click for the instrumental version too ;D Here's the lyrics. Let me stay with you Kizutsuke au no ni Naze konna ni motomete shimau no Don’t you know my heart ? Sunao ni narezu ni ita no Tada hitotsu no ai ga hoshii no ni Meguriaeta kiseki wo shinjite Kanadete yukitai anata e no melody Moshi mo subete wo nakushite shimatte mo Kono omoi wa eien na no It’s my truth Believe in yourself Tsumazuita toki mo Aruitekita namida wo nugutte Open up your heart, omoide no saki ni kitto Ashita to iu kibou ga aru kara Give me your loneliness And I’ll give you my tenderness Wasurenai de ite ano hi mita yume wa Hanareteite mo kono mune ni itsudemo Kanjite iru anata dake wo It’s my truth Tsunagaru hoshi ga sasayaki kakeru Tomadou kokoro wo te ga shinagara Deai to wakere hito wa sagasu no Itsuka musubi aeru tsuyoi kizuna wa Sekaijuu no kanashimi mo subete Uketomete mo ii anata no tamenara Sekaijuu kara okizari ni sarete mo Sono hitomi wo shinjite iru It’s my truth
Date : Wednesday, May 07, 2008 Time : 5:45 PM Often when a person is considered to have great intuition about other people, their understanding is actually due to careful observation of individuals, and conscious or unconscious understanding of non-verbal communication. These people can see and interpret verbal and non-verbal language due to training or years of observation and analysis of people.
(: i totally agree. that's somewhat like me! ;D One of the most basic instances involves our personal "space." We notice that when a stranger or someone gets too close, we feel uncomfortable. Unconsciously we know the distancing from others that is appropriate for our own culture. Every day we judge our own distance and respect the space of others by avoiding getting too close and follow our "feeling" to adjust to the correct distances from friends as opposed to acquaintances or strangers. i agree too @@ http://www.links2love.com/quizzes/does_he_like_you_quiz.htm ;D find out if he likes you LOL. i just did that quiz ._. okay i did alot of quiz AND WHEN I SAY ALOT. I MEAN ALOT. ya :X and i read on stuff. just bored. blahs. should i go to sleep now? here are the erm. JUST A PORTION of the quizzes i did ;D ![]() |
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